Tommy's Story Part 5

"Baby? I mean, Tommy, I can't believe all this." Tommy watched as Daniel's eyes tracked the room, a stunned expression on his face.

"Hey," Tommy said, "you can call me Baby anytime you want. Well, when we're alone. I kind of like it. I never thought about things like that, but...yeah, I like it." Tommy was surprised at his own words, but they were true.

"Come here, baby, I'm amazed at what you've done tonight. I love you, Tommy Marsh, more than I can say." Daniel's arms opened and then embraced Tommy when he went into them. Tommy nuzzled against Daniel's neck.

"So, you like it, huh? I've never done anything like this either. It was Gom's idea. Can you believe that? He said I should bring a little romance into our relationship. He was right. I want you to know how very special you are and how much being with you means to me. I wanted to make it a really nice experience for you." Tommy, working on his courage, pulled his face back and looked into Daniel's eyes as he finished.

"Everything is a wonderful experience with you, but you've done something really great here. It's very romantic. Now, let me help you with those clothes. Will you join me in the shower, Tommy? And then, will you make love with me? Nothing would make me happier." Daniel moved his hands to start unb.u.t.toning Tommy's shirt.

Tommy pulled away from Daniel and was amused at the look on Daniel's face. He wasn't running away which was clearly what Daniel was thinking. He took hold of the bottom of his shirt and pulled it over his head, dropping it in the corner, not worried right now about neatness. His pants met the same fate and soon he was ready to join Daniel in the shower.

Tommy planned to make it a sensual experience. Their showers thus far had been nice, s.e.xy, and fun. But tonight, he wanted them to spend time touching, teasing, tasting, and stimulating each other. By the time they finished in the shower, they would be frantic for each other. Tommy would move ahead into the bedroom and get it ready for that romantic part of the evening. This was turning into one of the best nights of his life.

Closing the shower door firmly, Tommy took immediate control. He started with the shampoo. Taking the bottle, he reached for Daniel's hand and put some in it, taking some into his, too. He moved right up against Daniel and used his body to push him back into the spray, holding his hand out of the way. When they were both wet, he put his other hand on Daniel's shoulder, urging him back a little. Daniel seemed to have figured out that Tommy wanted to direct the proceedings and he was letting him.

Looking into Daniel's eyes, Tommy put his hands up and began sliding them through Daniel's hair. Instead of just washing the hair, Tommy was making it a slow ma.s.sage. He played with Daniel's ears, touching gently behind them, and then moving on around to the back of his neck. He put a little more pressure there, easing the muscles before running his fingers up the back of Daniel's head. He never took his eyes off Daniel's and he could tell that his work was being appreciated. Daniel moaned and closed his eyes.

"Mmm-nnn," Tommy said, "watch." He took one hand and grabbed Daniel's that had the shampoo in it and put it on his own head, urging Daniel to wash his hair, too. Daniel smiled then, the first expression other than the lazy pa.s.sion that he'd shown so far. Tommy smiled back and they spent a few more minutes with their hands moving tenderly over each other's heads. It was very basic, nothing overtly s.e.xual, but it was so very, very exciting.

Tommy finally pushed against Daniel and they were back under the spray. As soon as they were rinsed, he reached for the soap and Daniel didn't need any instruction this time. He took some soap when Tommy did and then their hands were moving over shoulders and back, not missing a spot. In near perfect timing, they moved around to the front, taking special care around their necks and chests, pausing to wash carefully and completely around nipples that were popping up and peaking with the tender touches.

"G.o.d, Tommy, does this have to be silent? I can't...I mean, I've never...this is amazing. I can't tell you..." Daniel, though saying he wanted to talk, couldn't seem to find the words.

"It's okay. No, hon, silence is not a requirement. It's just about feelings. I love you so much. I want to make love with you, but I also want you to know it's not just s.e.x, it's warmth and need and pa.s.sion. I just want to touch all of you, then taste you, and love you."

Daniel shuddered in Tommy's arms. The words must have hit him pretty hard because Tommy could see tears in his eyes.

"Oh-h, hon, I didn't mean to upset you." Tommy didn't know what to do.

Daniel shook his head and said. "I'm not upset, I'm touched. I can't believe how wonderful you are, how much you love me, and how beautifully you show me. Love you, Tommy."

"Thanks, Daniel. I have to say I've never enjoyed a shower so much. Hmm, let's make sure this is really clean," Tommy teased, putting his soapy hands on Daniel's c.o.c.k and kneeling to make sure he give it the attention it deserved. Very carefully, he washed Daniel's d.i.c.k, b.a.l.l.s, and then reached back to thoroughly clean between his cheeks, even pushing a little into Daniel's hole. Daniel moved into the caress, moaning as he grasped Tommy's shoulders.

"You have to stop, baby. I don't want to come in here. I want to be in bed with you. Come back up here and let me have a turn, yeah?" Daniel's voice was shaky as he made the request.

Tommy was finished, so he agreed, pausing a moment to place a kiss on the tip of Daniel's already leaking c.o.c.k.

Daniel helped him stand and met Tommy's lips as soon as he was level with him. They stood, warm and needy, kissing in the steamy shower. Tongues tangled and teeth mashed against lips and Tommy loved every intense moment. Daniel had pulled him close, their groins meeting as they moved their hands, loving on each other.

Soon Daniel pulled back and with a final lick to Tommy's lips, knelt to wash his lover. Tommy had to hold onto the wall, onto Daniel, the soap caddy built into the corner, anything he could to keep his feet under him. He began to shake as soon as Daniel touched him and it only got stronger as Daniel made sure he didn't miss a millimeter of Tommy's groin and b.u.t.tocks. Tommy had known what to expect, but he hadn't been prepared for how close he would come to losing his mind while Daniel was touching him.

Tommy was so far gone with all the sensations that were bombarding him that he didn't even tense when Daniel eased his finger inside him, moving it slowly and tenderly, both bathing and teasing him. Tommy groaned and did the same thing that Daniel had done. He moved into the caress, asking for more. When Daniel's finger pressed on Tommy's prostate, he nearly lost his footing. His shout echoed in the enclosure and his hands nearly tore the bar off the soap caddy. Daniel placed a kiss on Tommy's c.o.c.k before standing and meeting Tommy's waiting lips. They pressed tightly together, kissing like they were never going to get enough.

When the water started to cool, they looked at each other, grinning like fools in love. Tommy reached to turn off the water and Daniel opened the door, reaching for two big towels. The candles were flickering, making the bathroom a place of intimacy. Gently, but with a little more urgency, they dried each other, chuckling as one or the other groaned when tender places were caressed.

"Let me brush my teeth and I'll meet you in the bedroom. I want to light the candles. Okay?" Tommy asked.

"Sure. I've loved everything about tonight. You set things up however you want. I'll bring some things in we might need for later." Daniel moved to the sink to brush his teeth after Tommy had finished and gone into the bedroom.

Tommy lit the candles and turned to survey the room. He had already placed lube on the bedside table. His bedroom looked nothing like it usually did and for tonight, he figured that was a good thing. He heard Daniel's small gasp as he came in and he turned to watch his naked lover walk toward him. Beautiful!

"You take my breath away, Daniel. You are so gorgeous," Tommy said, standing frozen by the bed.

"I have to say the feeling is mutual, baby. You are s.e.xy beyond belief. It's really nice in here. There's probably a better word, but really? I can't think of it right now. All I can think about is you."

That was fine with Tommy. He saw that Daniel had some towels in his hands and watched as he went to the nightstand and placed them carefully, avoiding the candles. When he'd placed them just so, he turned to look at Tommy, his heart in his eyes.

Tommy watched as Daniel stepped to him, and grinned as he said, "This is going to be good."

"I hope so, Daniel. I want it to be good for you."

"Baby, I think we've proved already that you are okay with being both intimate and out and out s.e.xual. The only thing we haven't really done is coming up and I believe you're ready for it. I'm right, aren't I?" Daniel had sounded sure, but then a little hesitant as if not wanting to push.

"Daniel, you're right. I've worked through all the bad things that happened in my past. I haven't been with anyone because I didn't want anyone, until you. I wanted what my dads have and I didn't think that would be possible. I'll let you know if anything we do freaks me out, but I want you to make love to me. I want to feel you inside me, Daniel, but, um, can I...I mean, can we do it face to face? I want to see you, watch you when you take me. I've thought about that, a lot lately. I think that would make me very happy." Tommy stood closer to Daniel and waited to see what he'd say.

"You never cease to amaze me. Come here, you." Daniel pressed his lips to Tommy's and turned them both, easing them down to the bed. There was just enough light with the flickering candles for Tommy to see Daniel's eyes. That was good, just what he wanted.

Daniel started right in with soft caresses that had Tommy squirming, pushing up into Daniel's tender touches. Not wanting to just receive, Tommy began to move his own hands over Daniel, making him smile and then gasp as the movements became more intimate. Tommy felt that they had done enough getting ready and that it was time for the final act.

When the time came, Tommy accepted Daniel into his body with only the slightest bit of pain. Daniel had spent a long time preparing him and by the time he pressed his c.o.c.k at Tommy's eager hole, need overcame anxiety and the bite of tightness was fleeting. Tommy loved the feeling of being full of Daniel and the look on Daniel's face was one he would remember for a long, long time.

Tommy's eyes never left Daniel's, his heart beating so hard he thought it would burst. There was no fear, only excitement, pa.s.sion, and a love so strong that he wanted to shout it. That's just what he did.

"Oh, G.o.d, Daniel, that's so good. I was expecting pain, but it only lasted a few seconds. You're so big in me and you feel so good. I love you so much." That was all he could get out past the huge lump in his throat.

Daniel nodded his head, watching closely as he began to move carefully in and out, tilting to make sure he touched the spot that made Tommy gasp and jerk, his eyes asking for more. Daniel made sure it was the best thing Tommy had ever experienced. It was clear to Tommy that was Daniel's mission. It meant the world to him, but he needed Daniel to know that he was good.

Raising his legs, he wrapped them around Daniel's waist and began to move with him, pushing up and into each of Daniel's thrusts. The sounds coming from Daniel's throat let him know that his efforts were appreciated. Before long, he felt his b.a.l.l.s draw up tight to his body and he knew he was about to come.

"Daniel, I'm coming. G.o.d, I love this feeling. Come with me. Can you?" Tommy knew that didn't always happen, but he wanted to feel Daniel coming at the same time.

"I think that just might be possible, um, G.o.d, just like that, baby. You're amazing. You're so tight and you just keep squeezing. Oh, yeah, there! Now, baby, now."

They managed it, both coming at the same time, eyes locked and breathing hard and broken. Tommy eased his legs down, and gasped as Daniel pulled out of him. Daniel took hold of the towels, and when he bent to clean him, Tommy realized that it was warm and wet. Daniel moved it gently over them both, cleaning them, and then drying them with another.

Finally, Daniel moved into Tommy's open arms, smiling at the sated look on Tommy's face. They lay, perfectly still, while their breathing slowed and Tommy watched Daniel's face, loving the softness and the sweet look of happiness. He felt totally responsible for making Daniel look like that. It was very empowering.

"You look like pure s.e.x. I think we can safely say you don't have any problems with making love." Daniel nuzzled into Tommy's neck as he spoke.

Tommy said, "That's because it was making love, not forced s.e.x. You took such good care of me and I really appreciate it, but from now on...equals, okay? I want you to stop worrying about me and see me...um..." Tommy didn't know how to finish.

"Honey, I see you, believe me. Tonight has proved that you are whole in every way and not messed up from the things that happened in your past. We are definitely equals in every way. How about kissing your lover now, and then, if we don't get too wild with it, we can sleep for what's left of this beautiful night. Sleeping with you is one of the best things I've ever experienced. Well, one of them, you know?" Daniel said, one brow raised.

"Yeah, I know." Tommy leaned the scant inches necessary and kissed Daniel, softly at first, but when Daniel eased over onto him again, the kiss took flight and soon they were moaning and moving against each other. Tommy pushed up against Daniel and followed as Daniel moved over. Now Tommy was on top and he liked the feeling. Looking down at Daniel, he ground his hips, rubbing their c.o.c.ks together, both hard again.

Tommy reached his hand down between their bodies and cupped both their c.o.c.ks, gliding his hand up and down, enjoying the feeling of Daniel's c.o.c.k against his as well as the pulling he was doing. He moved his hand up to the tips and squeezed them together and his grunt matched Daniel's at the heightened flare of sensations due to the fact that they'd both just come so hard. He shivered and eased his hand a little, just smoothing his finger over the slit on one then the other, back and forth until he thought he would come just from that small caress.

Daniel's body was shuddering, too, and his hand joined Tommy's. Daniel took care of stroking the lengths and Tommy kept his attention on the leaking slits. He looked at Daniel and saw him watching the action, his eyes on fire. Tommy was nearly overcome with the total intimacy of the moment and murmured, "Daniel?"

Daniel's eyes moved up to his face and Tommy felt his heart slam his chest.

"Tommy." With that whispered word, his name, spoken like a blessing, Daniel erupted all over Tommy's hand. Not taking his eyes off Daniel's-he couldn't seem to look away-he squeezed his own c.o.c.khead and came right after Daniel. He dropped his head to Daniel's neck and sighed, heavily.

He felt Daniel reach across to the table, going for the towels again. He wasn't sure he could move just yet, but he managed after a few more deep breaths. Daniel cleaned them up, not taking as much time as before, but Tommy figured Daniel was as wiped out as he. Daniel pulled Tommy to him and Tommy managed a smile and a snuffle against Daniel's neck as he felt Daniel's lips on his forehead. Blessed again.

CHAPTER SIX.

Breakfast the next day was on the go since they both had a hard time waking up, and letting each other go. Tommy stopped in next door to see Gom and schedule a meeting with Niko later in the day. Gom was very quiet when he saw him and Tommy asked if he'd like to talk later that day. He was surprised when Gom said that he did. Maybe he was ready to talk about what happened to him. Tommy knew it would be good for Gom to work through it, but he hated thinking of the pain Gom would go through, mentally, before he could begin to put the results of the trauma behind him.

While at work that day, Tommy wondered if it showed in his demeanor that he was a totally changed man. He had spent the night making love with the man who was his beloved and he felt like it had to show in some way, a glow maybe. Surely he exuded the intense goodness and happiness that seemed to live inside him these days. He finally thought he was beginning to understand the relationship his dads had. Clearly, one completed the other.

Later that afternoon Tommy headed for Scarcity Sanctuary to work with Niko and spend some time with Gom as he'd promised. Dillon was in the kitchen when he went in the back door and smiled when he saw Tommy.

"It's nice that you work here now, Tommy. I love having you around again. Gom said you all were going to talk. I've got to tell you I'm glad you'll be with him. He's withdrawing and he's jumpy and just not himself. It breaks my heart, Tommy. It's killing Soldier, too. He's spending a lot of time with Gom, trying so hard to ease him, but it's like he's broken inside. I don't mean to put pressure on you, but I really hope you can help him." Dillon had tears in his eyes as he finished talking about the boy they had both loved for years.

"You know I'll do my very best, Dill. I promise." No pressure. Gom was special to everyone here and his happiness was very important. Tommy was experiencing incredible pressure to help Gom get past this awful time in his life and get back to being the sunny, sweet character they all loved.

"Niko is waiting in the den for you and Gom is, of course, in his bedroom. He's been up, but he prefers to stay in there. He seems uncomfortable around the other boys, but needs time with Soldier. We need him back. d.a.m.n that evil woman and her son. After all I've seen through my work, I'm still amazed that anyone could target that boy."

Tommy spent almost an hour with Niko and made some decisions on how to continue with him. Niko was happy to be in a warm happy place with plenty of food and nice clothes. Tommy understood, though, that he had a hard time relaxing and believing that he wouldn't be going back to that life he had before.

Sometimes the boys who came through here had problems getting close to the others, not wanting to mix in and become part of the family feeling that was strong at Scarcity Sanctuary. Soldier and Dillon always managed to get through to them and make them feel welcome and part of the warmth and goodness. Niko was going to soak it up and Tommy was going to like working with him. He already knew that it wouldn't take too long for Niko to become part of this family.

Taking a deep breath, he knocked on Gom's door.

"Come on in," Gom's voice sounded...not like Gom. Usually he was active, upbeat, ready for anything. That voice sounded like someone who wasn't expecting anything good from life at all.

"You don't sound very happy to see me," Tommy said, closing the door and moving over to Gom's bed. Gom way lying on top of the spread with the lights off. It was very dim, with just a bit of light coming in from his bathroom.

Tommy walked over to the window and jerked the curtains apart, letting in what little light was left outside. They were on the second floor so there was no reason for fear on Gom's part. He was just hiding from life up here in the dark and Tommy wasn't having it.

"What are you doing? I like it the way it was." Gom sounded like a belligerent child.

"If it wasn't so cold out there, I'd open the windows, too. You need some fresh air and some light in here. It's time to open yourself up again. You're hiding, Gom, and it's freaking everyone out," Tommy said, turning to face Gom, who was gingerly moving to sit up against the headboard.

"Yeah, that's a good idea. I'll just forget everything that happened and be all laughing and happy again. Wait for it, it'll come any second." Gom sounded p.i.s.sed off. Good. That was what he'd been going for.

"I've got all night."

"Really? That's what I'm getting from you? I thought you were supposed to make me feel better." Gom tried to cross his arms, but wasn't able to pull off the gesture, due to his injuries.

"I'd love to make you feel better, Gom. I want to hug you, hold you, rock you, even sing to you, and tell you that nothing bad would ever happen to you again. I'd love to take away all your pain and all the fear and memories from that afternoon. How can I do that, huh? We both know I can't take it all away." Tommy's heart actually hurt with the knowledge that he, indeed, couldn't do those things for Gom. He moved to sit on the side of the bed, facing Gom. "I'd give anything to be able to make it all go away. Better yet, I'd like to go back and make it so it never happened. But it did, and you've been through s.h.i.t that was just as bad, or worse, Gom. I think there's more here that's bothering you. Wanna think about it a minute and tell me what's got you so twisted up?"

Gom looked at him for a long time before saying anything. Tommy waited patiently. He was sure that part of Gom's need for near hibernation was his internal war with his feelings of both fear about what happened to him and uncertainty about the real reason for it. Tommy wanted Gom to admit to being unsure about his s.e.xuality and the real reason for the hate crime.

Very quietly, Gom said, "Okay. Fine. So, I think I'm gay and I don't know what I'm supposed to do, or feel, or tell people. I'm scared, Tommy. What if they all treat me different now? Some of them have come in to see me, but it's like they don't know me, or how to talk to me. They're all stiff and kind of...distant is the word, I guess. Is it because it was a gay bashing? They don't like me anymore? Soldier and Dillon are the only ones who treat me like normal. I don't want to be gay. It doesn't feel like it should. I mean, Soldier and Dillon are so happy together and I guess you and Daniel are, too, and I'm glad, really, but what about me?" Gom looked so lost and unhappy that Tommy had that urge to hug him again, but Gom was very serious.

"What about you, Gom? If you're gay, there's not a thing you have to do, you know. It's not like you have to announce it, or tell anyone. Did you know that I was? Did I ever say anything about it? No, you know I didn't. I knew for a long time, but, like you, I wasn't ready to 'come out'. I just let the knowledge grow inside." Tommy scooted closer to Gom and put his hand on Gom's knee. "I watched our dads and saw what a loving relationship was and I knew I'd never be with anyone unless I could find the same kind of relationship. You're young, Gom, and there's absolutely no hurry for you to declare yourself. Let it go. In the next few years, research it, ask questions. Soldier, Dillon, Daniel, and I would all be glad to answer anything you need to know. I promise there is not a question that you could ask me that I wouldn't answer, no matter how embarra.s.sing or personal it is. So, you don't have to worry about it. It's not like you have a sign or anything. You're still Gom." Tommy let that long message sink in before going on.

"The persons responsible for hurting you aren't able to get to you anymore. They weren't normal. You know how people can be. Remember how much of an a.s.shole Officer Jansen used to be? He thought Soldier and Dillon were doing unspeakable things to us poor boys. But with time he learned the truth. Most people are accepting and reasonable. It's not something we rub in their faces, but it's not something to be ashamed of, either. When the time is right, you'll find someone and he'll have to be really special to deserve you. Boy, will he have to prove himself to our dads, huh? Can you imagine how hard it will be for Soldier to believe anyone is good enough for you?" Tommy caught a bit of a smile on Gom's face at that.

"You're right. I know you are. I just feel so messed up. I feel like I must have done something wrong for that to have happened to me. I must be awful or something for someone to hate me so much. Such meanness must mean that what I feel isn't good. I know it's messed up, Tommy, I know it is. I know that being gay is not a bad thing. I grew up in this house with the most loving supportive dads in the world. They're a perfect example of all that's good. But..." Gom stopped and he closed his eyes. Tommy waited, but Gom seemed to have said all he could.

"Remember what Dillon told us about being gay bashed when he was like fourteen? He didn't even know he was gay at the time. There is ugliness out there, and we all have to be more careful and be ready to use the things that Soldier has taught all of us if we're attacked, but we can't live our lives expecting those bad things to happen. We have to be happy and healthy and strong. It's the only way to show that we're going to be the kind of men that Soldier and Dillon raised us to be. It's okay that you're freaked out right now, Gom, but don't let this ruin your life. You're strong, you're Soldier's boy, and Dillon's."

He paused and thought about the next part before going on. "You know that Mrs. Carol didn't even know you. She was trying to hurt Soldier and Dillon and their program here. You have to know that they know that. They have to feel responsible in some way. That has to be hurting them a lot. Don't let what she did hurt them like that. You certainly didn't deserve what happened, but neither did they, you know? You have the love and support of everyone who knows you. Just heal, Gom, and don't feel like you have to prove anything to anyone, except that you're okay. You are okay, Gom. You really are. You getting better is the only thing that will help Soldier and Dillon." Tommy didn't think it was unfair to put that on Gom. It was all true and Gom would do anything for his dads. If he thought they were hurting because of his pain, maybe he would be more willing to let some of it go.

Tommy knew it would be a while before all that really registered with Gom, but he also knew that Gom's innate character would come through. He was such a good person, so loving and sweet. He would get it back. They would all help him.

"I'm going to be okay. You're right. Thanks for the wakeup call. I guess I needed for you to be that way with me. I was kind of in a funk, huh? I'll do better. I swear I'll think about everything you said." Gom looked up, eyes a little brighter. "Hey, what's for supper? Are you and Daniel coming over for supper tonight?"

"Do you want us to?" Tommy thought it would be a good idea for Gom to see them together, happy and comfortable with their relationship. Tommy would call Daniel, but he knew it would be okay with him.

"Yeah, if you all don't mind. I like it when you're around. I'll get over being so needy all the time. Really, I will." Gom sounded unsure.

"I think that can be arranged. And, I'm sure you're going to be fine. We'll talk more about what happened and work you through it. I've been told I'm pretty good at what I do. Now, I'm going to go home for a bit and change into something more comfortable and we'll see you later." He stood and rubbed his hand over Gom's hair.

When he got to the door, he heard Gom say, softly, "Thanks, Tommy. I really love you, you know."

"Yeah, I know. Right back, Gom."

Tommy saw Soldier and Dillon in the kitchen when he went down and asked if he and Daniel could come for supper, at Gom's request. Getting the expected answer, he told them he'd made a little headway with both Gom and Niko today and that he and Daniel would be back over soon.

He called the shelter on his way to his apartment next door and was told that Daniel was on his way home. Tommy couldn't wait to meet him at the door, just like he did last night. They'd have to wait until later to be together, but he knew that tonight would be as good, or maybe even better, than the one before.

He had a good feeling about Gom and his ability to get past this. Niko was going to settle in and believe in his safety soon, too. Things were coming together and he was lighthearted later when he heard Daniel's key in the door.

"Hi, honey, I'm home." Daniel had barely gotten the words out when Tommy grabbed him and pushed him back against the door.

"We have to go show Gom how wonderful it is being gay and how comfortable we are with each other. He needs that right now, to see that his feelings are a good thing, despite what happened to him. But first, I want some love. Just a taste, okay? Then I'll wait until later. I want to do all the things we did last night and more." Tommy was almost giddy with the need to kiss Daniel, but he'd wanted to get all that out of the way first.

"Okay, on all of it. Supper with the family, showing Gom, without any fanfare, how wonderful it is to be in a partnership, and hmm...just a taste? One? No. Not enough. Come here," Daniel said, holding onto Tommy and taking his lips, opening them immediately with his tongue.

Tommy met Daniel's tongue with his and they were soon pushing against each other, wanting to be closer, wanting more. He knew better, he did. They were expected next door, like any minute and he was going to show up with his lips all thick and red from the hard kisses and soft bites, but he couldn't seem to care. He was not stopping, not...oh-hh.

"Baby, hey, we've got to stop this or we won't be able to go anywhere without being embarra.s.sed. G.o.d, I love your mouth," Daniel said, before going in for another kiss, despite being the one trying to think clearly for them.

"Mmm, I know," Tommy managed, finally pulling back and pushing his face into Daniel's neck and holding on tight. "I love this, meeting you at the door. Come on, I'll be good, for now. Later," he pulled back and smiled at Daniel's bemused look, "yeah, later, I'll be even better."