The Concubine's Secret Part 4

'The safe came crashing out of that carriage.' He pointed to a mound of mangled metal.

The leading carriage had borne the brunt of the first explosion that derailed the train. It had twisted upside down on the valley floor and emptied its contents - uniformed officers and a dark green safe - across the rocky surface, before lurching into a tangled heap that crushed whatever or whoever was left inside it.

Respectfully, but with a triumphant spark in his eyes, w.a.n.g held out his fist. 'I took the liberty of removing its door.'

Chang An Lo seized the sheaf of papers from the soldier's hand. His eyes skimmed the first page and abruptly the world seemed to slow down around him. Soldiers were still moving, herding their prisoners into battered lines, but it was as if they had lead weights in their boots, each step a slow effortful blur on the edge of Chang's vision. He tightened his grip on the papers.

'You were right,' Luo Wen-cai growled. 'There were were doc.u.ments on board.' doc.u.ments on board.'

Chang nodded. He stepped forward, lithe as one of the mountain leopards, and seized the front of w.a.n.g's jacket in his fist. The second in command's eyes widened and his head sank further into his shoulders.

'Did you read them?' Chang demanded.

'No, sir.'

'Do you swear? On the word of your ancestors?' The jacket was ready to tear.

'I swear.'

A heartbeat. That's all. And a knife would have slid between the tendons of w.a.n.g's throat. He saw it in Chang's black eyes.

'I can't read,' the soldier whispered, his voice barely scratching the air. 'I never learned.'

Two more heartbeats. Then Chang nodded and pushed the man away.

'So,' Luo said quietly, 'your intelligence information was accurate. The train was carrying more than just military personnel to the Nationalists.' He directed a scarred forefinger at the gaping mouth of the safe. 'Look.'

Chang moved across the rocky terrain, his eyes no longer seeing the shattered bodies that criss-crossed his path. In the back of the safe, solid enough to remain undisturbed by the explosion that blew off the door, lay three burlap bags. He reached in and lifted one. It was heavy enough to strain the muscles of his forearm, and on the outside of it in dark brown ink was a string of words stamped in Russian Cyrillic script.

Chang shook the bag and heard its metallic clink. He knew what was inside without even looking. It was good Russian gold.

5.

'Tell me, Alexei, what do you remember?'

Lydia tried to keep the hunger out of her voice as she asked the question, but it was hard. The train had stopped. It felt strange to be standing here with her brother, in the middle of the night and the middle of nowhere, under a dark and starless Russian sky. But anything was better than remaining cooped up in that compartment for hour after hour. The novelty of train travel had worn off long ago, all that initial excitement and sense of discovery had been buried under a mountain of delays and disappointment. No, not disappointment exactly. Lydia shook her head and pulled her hat down tightly in a useless attempt to keep out the cold that crept relentlessly under her skin. She stamped her boots on the icy gravel and felt her blood rush briefly into her toes.

No, not disappointment. That was the wrong word. Carefully she sifted through her newly acquired Russian vocabulary and came up with dosada dosada instead. instead. Frustration. Frustration. That was it. That was it. Dosada Dosada. It was new to her.

'I wondered when you'd ask,' Alexei said quietly. 'It's taken you a long time.'

There was something in his voice, something that dragged at the words.

'I'm asking now,' she said. 'What do you remember?'

In the darkness she couldn't make out his expression but she sensed a tension in the way he shifted his shoulders, as though something tight was rubbing against them. Something he wanted to be rid of. Was it her? Did she rub and fret and cause him pain?

Blackness had swallowed the landscape around them, so that Lydia had no idea whether mountains hunched over them or flat open plains spread ahead. Somewhere she could hear the murmur of a river. Several other pa.s.sengers had climbed down from the carriages to stretch their legs while the train took on water, but their voices were muted. Lydia ducked her head against the wind and in doing so caught sight of Alexei's gloved fingers down by his side, clenching and straightening, clenching and straightening. When she'd asked What do you remember? What do you remember? she hadn't specified which memories, but she didn't need to. They both knew. Yet now, staring at his fingers, it occurred to her for the first time that maybe he had no wish to share his memories of Jens Friis. Not with her. she hadn't specified which memories, but she didn't need to. They both knew. Yet now, staring at his fingers, it occurred to her for the first time that maybe he had no wish to share his memories of Jens Friis. Not with her.

Was that s.p.a.ce in his head where his father lived too intimate? Too private?

She waited, aware of the shouts of the rail workers calling to each other as they swung the spindly arm back against the metal water tower on its thin, spidery legs. A lamp hung from a high wire above it and was swaying in the wind, sending shadows like ghosts skittering around their feet. She shifted her boots carefully to avoid stepping on them. Specks of soot were landing on her skin, soft as tiny black-winged moths. Or were they night spirits, the ones Chang had warned her about?

'For months,' she said, 'we've been travelling together, yet never have we talked about our memories of Jens Friis. Not really really discussed them, I mean. Not even when we were stranded for three weeks in Omsk.' discussed them, I mean. Not even when we were stranded for three weeks in Omsk.'

'No,' Alexei agreed, 'not even then.'

'I wasn't . . .' She hesitated, uncertain how to explain to him. 'I wasn't ready.'

A pause. The sides of the engine seemed to heave, sighing as it released its hot breath. Lydia brushed the soot from her cheek, while out of the darkness Alexei's voice came to her with a gentleness she wasn't used to.

'Because your Russian wasn't good enough?'

'Yes,' she lied.

'I wondered.'

'Tell me now.'

He took a deep breath, as if about to plunge under water. What was it he feared down there? What dangerous current from his past? She let her glove brush his sleeve, and at that moment on this icy sc.r.a.p of dirt in the middle of this land that was theirs, yet not theirs, she had never felt closer to her brother. She felt something melt as her glove touched his sleeve, fusing them so tightly that she experienced a curl of surprise that her hand could move away from him without effort.

'He used to visit,' Alexei started quietly. 'Jens Friis. In St Petersburg. My mother and I lived with her husband, Count Serov - the man I always believed was my father - in a grand mansion with a long gravelled drive. I'd watch for Jens from the upstairs salon window - it gave the best view of the approach.'

'Did he come often?'

'Every Sat.u.r.day afternoon. I never questioned why he came so regularly. Or why he always made such a fuss of me. Sometimes he brought me presents.'

'What kind?'

'Oh,' he let his hand drift casually through the freezing air, 'stamps for my stamp alb.u.m or a new model for me to build.'

'Model of what?'

'A ship. A wooden schooner to sail to the Far East. But sometimes he would cover my eyes, spin me round and present me with a book.'

'What kind of book?'

'Poetry. He liked Pushkin's poetry. Or Russian folk tales. Though he was Danish, he was keen for me to know my Russian heritage.'

She nodded.

'So I'd rush over to the window seat,' his voice was growing warm with the memories, 'whenever Mama told me Jens Friis was coming to visit, and I'd crouch there, ready to jump up and wave to him.' A self-conscious laugh pushed its way between the words. 'Just a small boy at one of thirty or more windows.'

'But did he see you when he came up the drive?'

'Da, always. He would lift his hat to me and sweep it through the air with a great flourish to make me laugh.'

'In a carriage?'

'Sometimes, yes. But more often he was astride his horse.'

His horse.

A memory came rushing into Lydia's head from nowhere, barging its way through the thin bones of her skull. A horse. A magnificent high-stepping chestnut with a black mane which she used to hang on to with stubby fingers. A horse that smelled of musty oil and sweet oats, a horse called . . .

'Hero,' she said. 'Geroi.'

Alexei's face was suddenly closer to hers and she could smell tobacco on him. 'You remember Hero too?'

'Yes,' she whispered. 'I loved his ears.'

'His ears?'

'The way they twitched and p.r.i.c.ked when he was happy. Or flattened when he was irritable. I thought they were so magically expressive. I wanted ears like that.'

She could hear, rather than see, Alexei's smile in the darkness. 'Jens used to take me riding. I would perch like a monkey in front of him on Hero's saddle, and later when I was big enough to have a pony of my own, we'd go off for the afternoon together, just the two of us.'

A small sound escaped Lydia.

'We'd ride out along the banks of the Neva River.' Alexei was speaking to her but she could tell that he'd slipped far away. 'We'd canter all the way to the woods.'

We. Always this we we.

'We used to laugh a lot on those days out. I especially loved it in the autumn when the trees were so full of burning colour it was as if they were on fire. Until one day - I must have been seven years old - he stood me in front of him like a stiff little soldier, holding my arms to my sides, and told me he couldn't visit me every Sat.u.r.day any more.'

Lydia listened to the silences that stretched between the words. They both could guess the reason for the abrupt change in Jens' routine, but Alexei was the one who voiced it.

'He must have become involved with your mother, Valentina. Obviously he had to stop seeing my mother.'

'Was that the last you saw of him?'

'No. For a whole year I lost him and I had no idea why. I'd heard him quarrel with my mother behind closed doors, so for a long time I blamed her. But without warning he came back.'

Lydia stared at Alexei, surprised.

'Don't look so shocked,' he said. 'It wasn't often. He came for birthdays and for Christmas sleigh rides. And an occasional canter through the forest again. That's all.'

'What did you call him?'

'I called him dyadya dyadya. Uncle. Uncle Jens.' Uncle Jens.'

Lydia said nothing.

'He taught me to jump. First the boughs on the forest floor, I'd pop over them on my pony, no trouble, but then he put me to bigger obstacles, the fences and streams.' Alexei tipped his head back and she saw a ripple of something flow up the line of his throat. 'He used to roar with laughter whenever I fell off and sometimes . . .' he gave a chuckle deep in his chest, 'I used to tumble out of the saddle just to hear that sound.'

Lydia could see them. A boy. His green eyes alight with excitement. His red-haired father leading the way on the chestnut horse, the sun low in the sky, painting them both golden. Leaves forming a bright brittle carpet under the hooves.

She thought her heart would crack with envy.

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The railway carriage was cold. Nevertheless most of the ten occupants managed to sleep in their seats, heads askew, as the train hauled itself through the night. At times Lydia's exhausted mind convinced itself of strange certainties as she sat wrapped in a rug, Alexei beside her, his body upright even in sleep. She could hear the throb of the train's heartbeat in each turn of its wheels, but outside the black windows it seemed to her that all existence had ceased. She closed her eyes. Not because she was sleepy but because she couldn't bear the sight of all that nothingness. It was too oppressive. Tapping at the windows. Seeping through the cracks. Curling round her ankles.

Sleep eluded her. She found herself irritated too by the moodiness of the train, by the way it stopped and started for no obvious reason, so that the hours of darkness crept past slowly. But as soon as her eyes closed, pictures painted themselves on the insides of her eyelids, images of Chang An Lo, dark eyes intent, watching her st.i.tch his foot together after it was savaged by a dog. Or wide with astonishment when she carried in a white rabbit to his bedside to make him laugh when he was sick in Junchow. Those same eyes black with anger . . . or bright with love. They snagged in her mind, always there.

What were they gazing at now? At whom?

Lydia snapped her own eyes open.

'Nightmares? Koshmary Koshmary?'

It was the woman from the hotel who'd spoken. What did she want? Conversation was the last thing Lydia felt like right now. Her eyes must once have been blue but now were as colourless as tap water, and they were studying Lydia with lazy interest. No one else seemed awake. The man on the woman's left was wearing a pale sable fur coat which had fallen open as he slept, and she had taken the opportunity to peel back a section of the coat from his lap and spread it over her own for added warmth.

Lydia liked that. 'No,' she said. 'Nyet. No nightmares.' No nightmares.'

'Boredom?'

'Something like that.'

The woman blinked and for a while said nothing more, so that Lydia believed the conversation was at an end. But she was wrong.

'Who's your friend?'

'Why do you ask?'

The woman let her mouth drop open and licked her lips with a slow, deliberate, lascivious movement of her tongue. 'I'm always looking for a man.'

'He's not interested,' Lydia said flatly.

'Interested in you? Or me?'

'He's my brother.'

'Hah! Not the handsome long-legged one, durochka durochka, you idiot. Dermo! Dermo! He's too young for me. The other one.' He's too young for me. The other one.'

Popkov? This woman was interested in Popkov?

Lydia leaned forward and politely tapped the woman's fur-draped knee with a firm finger. 'Stay away from both of them.'

'You don't need two of them,' the woman laughed. 'That's greedy.' Her pale eyes studied Lydia in a way that made her uneasy. 'And you, malishka malishka,' the woman added, 'are no more from Smolensk than I am from . . .' She paused, showing a glimpse of a fat pink tongue. 'China.'

Lydia sat back, heart thudding. How could she possibly know?