My Possessive Admirer 33 His Pawn: Part 2

"I wouldn't do that if I was you Bella!" He whispered in my ears with in a calmed cool voice.

"Why? I wanna see you!! Please!!" For a moment I forgot everything. I forgot that I hated him. I forgot what he did to me. I forgot all the things that happened in the past days. I only wanted to see him and embrace him. Wanted to love him & become angry at him for all the things he did....

"It's not time yet Bella...." He said in a cold voice.

Tears were running down my cheeks. I couldn't believe he was finally here. Standing behind me hugging me like this.

"Ben!" I was losing my strength to stand! I was getting weak with all the feelings bursting inside me....

"Let me see you plz" I tried to remove his hand but didn't even have the strength. He kissed my cheeks, "Shushhh! Let me stay like this for a bit....."

"Benn...." I said his name over and over again.

"You have no idea how much it is hard for me to stay away from you..."

His voice was mesmerizing like ever making my heart thump. He smelled like winter woods, his hand felt like snow was touching my face. I wanted to stay like this forever, embracing him, forgetting everything...

But reality is too hard & no matter how much I wanna run from it, u will have to accept it in the end....& I had many questions...

"Why are you doing this? Why Benn!" I screamed & tried to free myself but he hugged me with more strength making me unable to move.

"Shhhh...You will get ur all ur answers...Now stop crying...." His cool voice gave me shivers inside making me understand how much I was attracted to him, how much I still wanted to love him.

"Do you remember the day when we first talked?" He whispered.

"Yes 25th February, it was Sat.u.r.day.."

"Very good hahaha..." He laughed. It was music to my ears. He has an amazing voice. It's like a drug. Each moment u wanna hear it more & more...

"Remeber the date Bella, it will help u, for now find ur answers in this book that you got for your friend...." He said mysteriously...

"When will I see you Ben?! Why are u playing these games with me!! Why please stop! Please!I wanna see you..." I kept begging him while he kept silent, keeping his forehead on my shoulder. I was tired too. I could feel he was sad. I didn't understand why he was doing this. When he loves me too then why!!! Why Ben!!

"Hahaha!" Suddenly he laughed out loudly. I never heard him laughing like this.

"Begging me Bella? You think it will work? You totally forgot huh!" He replied in a sharp cold voice.

"What are you saying? I forgot?" I didn't understand what he was talking about.

"You forgot a lot of things sunshine...But don't worry I'll make you remember everything..." He said while laughing, "Each and everything."

He kissed my cheeks for the last time. "Let's play a game Bella! In this game you will be the seeker & I'll hide! If you find me I'll tell you everything, I'll answer your every question..." He said before letting me go.

I didn't realise I was totally leaning on his him. I fell down as he walked away leaving me...

My visions were becoming blurry. I tried to say his name but nothing came out.... This was 2nd time I was lost consciousness like this. I don't understand why does it always happen when I want to see him finally....

"BEN!"

I discovered myself in our infirmary's bed. While the new nurse was looking at me with her eyes full of surprise.

"Oh you woke up finally..." I saw the doctor coming close to me from his table.

"Did u see a bad dream about someone? " He asked with curiosity.

"No I'm sorry... I just..." My face was red with embarra.s.sment. I don't know what I had been saying when I was asleep.

"Don't worry it happens. Our unconscious mind always tries to remember them whom we miss the most. Same thing happened with you don't worry!" He a.s.sured.

"Thank you doctor" I said politely.

"Did this happen before? " He asked raising an eye brow.

"I'm sorry? "

"I mean you becoming unconscious like this?"

"No hahaha" I lied nervously. I clearly didn't wanna tell him I became unconscious fighting some thugs before.

"Oh all good then! But if it happens again. Please come to me alright. Don't ignore this problem, Miss Bella," He smiled.

"Yes ofcouse, thanks," I blushed. This new doctor was indeed very polite.

"Your friends brought u here. They had cla.s.s so I told them to go. Will you be able to go home alone or do you need me to call your parents?" The nurse asked.

"No I'll manage. I'm feeling totally fine. Lemme grab my bag."

I looked for my bag and searched for the book that Ben gave me.

"Oh no where is it!" I was shocked. The book 'Poison Kisses' it wasn't in my bag.

"You looking for this?" The nurse said handing me the book.

"Oh yes thank you so much"

"Stop reading these & read study books. You will stay conscious," the nurse said being irritated.

"Haha yes I'm sorry sure," I tried to put on a fake smile.

I was cursing Ben in my mind while walking to my cla.s.s. I'll never forgive him. Didn't he find any other book. Why this love story book! The nurse must be thinking I day dream about men.

But why did he give me this book and what's its relation to our meeting date....