The Walker Papers: Raven Calls Part 3

Well, I was nothing if not stubborn. I might be bleeding, cursed with a dark mark and about to turn into a werewolf, but I wasn't going to give the beautiful b.i.t.c.h the satisfaction of my failure. I retreated until I had the Stone of Destiny against my spine. Lugh and Gary weren't there anymore, which I hoped was good.

What I really wanted was a minute to stop and think. What I got was a merry chase around the Stone, which was small enough to hug and therefore not really much use as an object to hide behind. Still, I ran around it, the Morrigan on my heels, while I tried to put it all together. It was obvious Lugh was fundamentally wrong about his Ireland being a place of balance and peace if the Morrigan recognized a werewolf bite as her master's mark. I'd watched the werewolves being birthed from the mouth of a black h.e.l.lhole. I knew their master, at least in pa.s.sing. He was not one of the good guys.

In fact, he'd been trying to kill me since before I was born. My mother had thwarted him and sent me to America to keep me safe, but I'd regained his attention when my shamanic powers reawakened last year. If the Morrigan, mistress of death and war and doom, was under his command, then- Then I tripped on the toes of my stompy boots, which were not meant for running circles in, and did a nosedive into the soft earth of ancient Tara.

Lugh, the G.o.dd.a.m.ned fool, came up out of nowhere and took the blow that would have ended my life.

Chapter Six.

Blood spattered me, the Stone, the green gra.s.s, everything, but I couldn't even cry out. My voice was lodged in my throat, held there by horror. The Morrigan howled a mixture of delight and anger. She'd gotten her sacrifice, if not her target. Lugh slid off her sword and dropped to the earth. For an instant even the ravens ceased fighting and we all stared at the king's p.r.o.ne form.

Then he dragged a shallow, shuddering breath, and hope seared me. I jammed my rapier upward, scoring the first blood I'd actually taken from the Morrigan, but not doing enough damage to take her down for the count. She shrieked and whirled, sword lifted to impale me.

Gary, hero of the revolution, bashed her on the back of the head with a rock.

There was something about watching the mighty fall ignominiously. G.o.ddesses weren't supposed to be taken down with a stone any more than Goliaths were. It lacked respect, and if I'd learned anything, it was that power demanded respect.

With that in mind, I bellowed, "Hot d.a.m.n, you go, Gary! dropped my sword and scrambled across the Morrigan's unconscious body to get at Lugh.

Blood bubbled at his lips, a fine deadly froth. I was pretty sure that meant she'd gotten him in the lung. That should bode ill for him, but I'd healed myself from a punctured lung once. Healing somebody else couldn't be that hard, especially since he knew of and accepted the power shamans wielded. Nothing like a willing victim to ease things along. I reached for the healing magic within me, flexing it for the first time since I'd arrived in Lugh's era.

The Stone of Destiny stopped screaming.

It had gotten to where I didn't notice it anymore, so the cessation was very loud. My head jerked up and I scanned for danger, but the Morrigan was still out and there was no one else at Tara but me, Gary and the ghosts of sacrifices past.

One of which went pop! like a soap bubble. Disappeared like he'd been erased entirely, and a glimmer of brilliant emerald-green power filled the s.p.a.ce his voice had been in.

Familiar power. The power of a teenage demiG.o.d, granddaughter to the Wild Hunt. Suzanne Quinley, who had, at Halloween, unraveled a thread of history, and wiped a man from existence.

A man who had been birthed from a legendary cauldron that raised the dead as zombies, bound to do the bidding of the living. The Master had made it. Somebody had bound it so it could do relatively little evil. And I had-with some help-destroyed it.

If an ancient king of Tara had been one of the unfortunates caught within the cauldron's magic, there was more than a little bad magic going on here. It was like the entire history of the world was corrupt, although as soon as I thought it I didn't know why I was surprised. Corruption was kind of civilization's story of humanity, from Adam and Eve all the way down the line.

That didn't mean I had to like it. It certainly didn't mean that in the here and now, thousands of years before my own time, I had to sit back and let him have his way. There was no point in having great power if I didn't sling it around a little bit. Lugh, ard ri of the aos si-I bet that sounded much cooler if I said it all in Irish instead of pidgining it together-did not have to die today. Determined, I pulled my magic into line and turned it on the dying king.

And slammed headlong into Suzanne's power, lush and green and implacable. My own silver-blue talent shorted out in a fizzle of sparks, gathered itself again and buzzed against Suzanne's, searching for a way in.

I hit reverberations instead, shockwaves that came from the none-too-distant past. No matter how I tried to slither by, they caught me in their wake and tossed me back to the beginning. I had mad skills, but they didn't add up to G.o.dlike power. Despite this accidental traipse into the past, I also didn't make a habit of jumping around through time, and the more I pushed for a way through, the more I had the impression I was simply on the wrong side of time to change anything in the here and now. To heal Lugh, I needed to step even further back, back to before Suzy's rewrite, and work my way forward. Too much had already changed. The old needed to be fixed before the new could be altered.

Not very hopefully, I said, "Rattler? Raven?" but while my guides were still awake within me, they gave no clarifying power surge in response. Shapeshifting, dealing with the dead: they could handle those things. Time travel was evidently a whole 'nother kettle of fish.

For the first time since I'd gotten a handle on my shamanic powers, I let the magic go without having healed someone I genuinely wanted to see live. Lugh dragged another blood-bubbly breath and my face crumpled. Failure sucked. "I'm sorry. Something's already happened here, Lugh. Time's been changed, and I can't change it again to heal you. Do you..."

Of course he wouldn't remember. I didn't even really have to ask. Suzanne had wiped out Lugh's predecessor so thoroughly that he'd never existed at all. Someone else had played his role instead, a thought which dropped through me like a lead balloon.

Time had been rewritten. The Morrigan had accepted the Master as, well, her master. I was willing to put money on that not being a coincidence. "Lugh, ah, G.o.d, I'm sorry, but how long have the sacrifices been going on? How long have the high kings been marrying the Morrigan?"

"Al...ways. Since...Haw-hee...was slain...by the Morrigan."

That was about as useful to me as a hole in the head, since I had not a clue what a Hawhee was, but this was not a good time to go into it. I nodded and clutched Lugh's hand, feeling once more like the useless ingenue. "I'm so sorry. I am so sorry, Lugh. It wasn't supposed to happen this way."

He smiled, faint b.l.o.o.d.y expression. "It was supposed to happen...exactly...this way."

Great. I'd just gotten an I told you so from a dying king. I was trying to figure out how to respond to that when his hand spasmed around mine and determined fear came into his eyes. He surged up half an inch, which under the circ.u.mstances was a heroic effort, and whispered, "Warn...Nooda...!"

I had no more idea what a Nooda was than a Hawhee, but I nodded a vigorous, wordless promise, and Lugh, rea.s.sured, collapsed silently into death.

Gary stopped to pick up the Morrigan's sword and throw it several yards away, then came to kneel by me. We sat together silently for what seemed like a long time, but eventually I said, "Who's Hawhee?" with no expectation of an answer.

"I'm guessin' a king," Gary said, which was equal parts obvious and helpful. "Nuada's one. They called him Nuada of the Silver Hand 'cause his got- Ah, h.e.l.l, that's who Hawhee was. It ain't spelled like it sounds. It's spelled..." He frowned, clearly calling the name up in memory, then rattled off, "E-o-c-h-a-i-d-h, Eochaidh, yeah. He's the guy who cut off Nuada's hand."

I'd heard of Nuada. He'd made my necklace. It was just, "I thought it was p.r.o.nounced New-AH-da."

"Yeah, well, I thought Eochaidh was p.r.o.nounced Ee-ock-chaye-d-hhh." He aspirated the last sound like an old wheezing dog and I coughed on his behalf. Gary closed Lugh's eyes, then cautiously asked, "What happened, Jo? I kinda saw you start to do your thing and then bounce right off a green granite cliff face."

I blinked up from the dead king in surprise. "You saw that? I mean, you Saw it? Wow. That was..." I trailed off and stared at Lugh again. "That was repercussions. That was Suzanne Quinley, Gary. That was her in the zombie fight. You know the one she obliterated? He came from here. Not quite now, but somewhen around now. Time had to be rewritten around the s.p.a.ce he wasn't anymore." The language was not well suited to referring to events that had been made to not-happen. I wet my lips and kept going as best I could. "Maybe he was supposed to be Eochaidh's successor. Maybe he was meant to defeat the Morrigan, or to really marry her, but maybe instead the Master slipped in where he was supposed to be and made her a G.o.ddess instead."

We both looked over at where she still lay sprawled across the gra.s.s, a bit of blood leaking through her hair. I said, "Only she isn't, you know. She's more than Lugh was, but she's not like Cernunnos. She's just very, very powerful."

"So're you."

Somehow that made me feel a little better. I said, "Anyway," more softly. "Anyway, so this whole era, which I guess means the whole timeline going forward, is all screwed up because of Suzy wiping that zombie out. I couldn't heal Lugh because there was already too much interference. Something big already got changed. It wouldn't let me change even more."

Gary's gray eyes were big as a lemur's. "Are you gonna rewrite the whole history of the world, darlin'?"

"It doesn't work that way." I sounded very sure of myself, but I had, to a much smaller degree, already been there and done that. "Time tidies things up. The best I can do is close the loop, but I have to do it from our end of time. I can't set the fix in motion back here."

"But you can if we get home?"

"I can try."

"d.a.m.n," Gary said in a low voice. "I mean, d.a.m.n, Jo."

A smile tugged at the corner of my mouth. "Yeah, well, don't get too impressed. I haven't pulled it off yet. And I still don't even know how we ended up here, much less how to get us home, never mind how to find Nuada, and I can't go home without trying to warn him."

Gary's expression went funny and he nodded over my shoulder. "We could ask her."

Alarm crashed into the pit of my stomach and I tried scrabbling for my sword and leaping to my feet at the same time. Neither was wildly successful. I ended up lurching in a half circle with fingertips full of gra.s.s.

Fortunately, the woman coming up behind us was unarmed except by radiant beauty. I stole a glance at the unconscious Morrigan and the dead king. They were both still inhumanly attractive. I knew plenty of good-looking people, but these guys made the best of them look like ugly stepsisters. I glanced at the new arrival again, then shot a look at Gary, whose eyebrows had risen. He nodded, and we both gaped at the woman.

She was youthful now when she hadn't been minutes ago, in the future. She wore a robe identical to the Morrigan's, only hers was white bound with gold rather than blue with black. She, too, had tattoos banding her upper arms, but in red, not blue. Her hair was coppery and her eyes green, and she had the same kind of gently overflowing aura that had helped tip me off to Lugh's alienness. Like the Morrigan, she exuded power. Also like the Morrigan, it wasn't honest-to-G.o.d deity-level power. I knew who she was before she spoke.

"Welcome to Tara, Siobhan Walkingstick. I am Brigid."

Score one for me. With my usual politeness, I said, "Couldn't you have told me all this from the other end of time?" instead of "h.e.l.lo."

Surprised amus.e.m.e.nt shot her eyebrows toward her hairline. "I'm sure I wouldn't know what you mean."

I squinted. "Yeah, I'm sure not." Well, maybe she didn't. Not right now, anyway. I was going to have a talking-to with her, though, when we got back home. "Never mind. Doesn't matter. h.e.l.lo, Brigid. Nice to meet you. I've heard a lot about you."

"Have you, now." She kept sounding amused, which was better than the Morrigan's snide superiority. "And what is it you've heard?"

"That you're her opposite," I said with a thumb-jerk toward the Morrigan, "and..." Okay, maybe I hadn't heard all that much about her after all. I knew who she was. That was really about it, but for me, that was a lot. "And you're one of the good guys?"

Brigid's eyes grew more serious. "Death is not an aspect of evil, little sh-"

"Joanne." I really hated being called "little shaman." It was bad enough from Cernunnos, a certified G.o.d. I was not going to take it from people who were somewhere between human and sublime on the divinity scale.

Her eyebrow quirked. "Siobhan."

"For G.o.d's sake, what is this, a haggle? My name's Joanne. Use it or don't, but lay off with the insulting diminutives. And I know death isn't inherently evil, but I'm not so sure there's not something fundamentally wrong about war, 'cause, you know, basic rule of thumb: killing people is bad. So don't try to tell me she's one of the good guys-" I did the thumb-jerk again "-or that you don't represent basically everything she's not. Life, liberty, the pursuit of happiness." That was probably an unforgivably American way of phrasing it, but it got the point across.

Brigid made a face that indicated I had won a free pa.s.s for this round. I let out an explosive breath, tried to reel my temper back in and snapped, "So what do you want from me?"

So much for reeled-in tempers. Brigid smiled indulgently, like I was an ill-mannered five-year-old she wouldn't have to deal with for very long. Probably that should've chastised me, but it only irritated me all the more. I turned to Gary and made a series of exasperated faces, trying to work myself into a better mood as Brigid said, "It's your help I'm needing, gwyld. There's a thing that's been made in the near-distant past, and I can sense its touch on you."

I clutched my left forearm, then bit back a hiss. Gnashy dog bites were not meant to be seized. It hurt. While I waited for the pain to fade, Brigid said, "Not that mark. This is the touch of death and life reborn, visited upon you thrice."

I said, "Thrice, who says thrice," under my breath and tried to count up the number of times I'd been through the life-and-near-death cycle in the past year or so. I stopped when I got to five, satisfied that Brigid didn't know what she was talking about. Then I wondered if individual instances mattered or if it was a per-adventure count, in which case she might be on the money with three. There was the whole mess with Cernunnos and Herne that started all this, the dive into the cauldron and Sat.u.r.day night's exhaustive rebirthing scene. I didn't think I'd been grievously injured the other thirty-seven or so times I'd figured I was about to die, so they probably didn't add to the tally. "All right, okay, thrice. So what does that mean? Why does three times matter if you need my help?"

"There's power in threes." It sounded as if she was having a hard time not adding "You idiot" to that statement, but after a moment she managed to go on without saying it. "Bran's cauldron has left its mark on you."

"Less mark than I left on it," I muttered.

Brigid laughed. "And it's that which makes me need your help. I can sense its history on you, gwyld. I can sense that for most of its existence it has done little harm."

I stared at her. "Little harm? Are you serious? That thing seduces the living. Invites them to crawl inside so it can suck their life out and turn them into zombies bidden to do the command of-" Bidden. Who says bidden? I turned my stare at the sky, as if answers or excuses for my word choices lay there. They didn't.

"How many...zombies...were within the cauldron, Joanne Walker?"

"I don't know, ten or so. Not very many."

"Ten men," Brigid murmured, "including Bres, he who was once ard ri of this land and is now taken from time, have died for the Morrigan and her master."

My jaw flapped open. "Wait. Bres? He's the guy who came undone? You remember him? How?"

"The world cannot abide imbalance. When my sister became death's warrior, a similar and opposite path was offered to me. We remember that which has been changed, and your presence here gives me hope that the cauldron might yet be bound."

"It can be. I mean, it was. Oh!" G.o.d, I was slow. "You're the one who did it! Somebody broke the bindings, but not until just last year. I knew something powerful had set them-"

Brigid's face froze momentarily, offense taken at something rather than someone. She let it go, though, as I rattled on. "I've been dying to meet whoever did it. Not actually dying. I do enough of that. But it didn't feel like human magic, and I was right!" I wanted to dance a jig, by gum, though doing so over the bodies of a dead man and an unconscious powermonger seemed ever so slightly inappropriate. "How did you do it? How will you do it?"

"How did you destroy it?"

The impulse to jig faded. An innocent soul had sacrificed herself to make sure the cauldron was destroyed. Much more subdued, I said, "With help."

"Then it is with help that I'll bind it."

I genuinely didn't get she meant me until she held out her hand in invitation.

Chapter Seven.

"...is this why you threw me back to this end of time? I mean, you've been here before, right? You knew this was going to happen when you met us at Tara in the future. Seriously, couldn't you have just said something back then? Future then?"

Her eyebrows rose. "I meant what I said, Joanne Walker. I wouldn't know what you're talking about. You're the one unstuck in time, the one who pa.s.ses through many points at once. I travel through time day by day, as most living creatures do. If you have met me again, it awaits me in my future even if it resides in your past."

I liked the idea of Brigid being responsible for our time traveling a lot more than I liked being responsible for it myself, so it took me a minute to get over that. Actually, it more like took me a moment to even approach it. Getting over it was still on the agenda. Gary, meantime, hissed, "That was her?"

He'd picked up the sword I'd dropped and had taken to standing guard over the Morrigan, but that didn't mean he wasn't listening. I gave a big sloppy frustrated shrug. "I think so. Or an avatar. Do you use avatars? Never mind, it doesn't matter. How am I supposed to help? I don't know any binding spells."

I gave that a mental once-over to make sure it was true, then startled. It wasn't: I'd encountered a binding spell in my first hours as a shaman. It called on G.o.ds and elements and things, and it probably wasn't a safe bet to rely on me to cast it. Wisdom being the better part of valor, I said nothing about it.

Turned out it didn't matter, as Brigid said, "The binding will be tied to you. Now that I know you have the power and the will to destroy it, the binding need only last until the cauldron comes into your presence."

I stared at her. Began to speak. Held up a finger to stop both myself and her from saying anything. Turned around. Walked away. Stared fiercely at the southern horizon. There was a tower there, about a mile away, just like in my time. I glared at the tower until I trusted myself not to shriek like a harpy, then gathered myself to face Brigid again.

"I don't know why you'd set a binding that can be broken when the d.a.m.ned cauldron enters my vicinity, like, my city, rather than my actual physical presence, but that's what happens. People die because of that, Brigid. I get that closed time loops are tidy and all-" and, hoo boy, was I developing a hate-on for them "-but we're talking about people's lives here."

"I would not set such a spell," she said both serenely and alliteratively, "but the years are long between now and then, are they not? Even the most powerful of magics may slip, over so much time. And how many would die, Siobhan Walkingstick, if I did not make the magic at all?"

Using logic to derail my head of steam was a lousy trick. I muttered, "Well, at least promise to tighten up the wards every few centuries so the bindings can only be broken if I'm there. Or better yet, so only I can break them. Without murdering poor Jason Chen." It didn't work that way. I knew it didn't, because it hadn't. I doubted we'd get back to our time and discover history had retrofitted itself and that Jason had gotten to take his sisters trick-or-treating after all. For one intense, searing moment I wished like h.e.l.l it did work that way, but time, life and Grandfather Sky were not that kind. If I ever got to meet the makers of the world I had a word or two I wanted to say to them.

Brigid promised, "I'll do my best," and I nodded, knowing it wouldn't be enough. Then I followed her gaze as it went to Lugh. She murmured, "My sister must take her sacrifice so we might find the cauldron to bind it," apologetically.

It wasn't physically possible for my head to spin, but it tried. A headache sprang up for its efforts, and while I was struggling to find something politic to say, Gary growled, "You gotta be kidding, lady. All this and you don't even know where the d.a.m.ned thing is?"

Brigid stiffened. "It would be a great prize for my sister's master. They would not leave it somewhere easy to find."

"It's in the cave." I sighed as Gary and Brigid both raised their eyebrows at me. "The one the werewolves came from. Somewhere to the west of here, near a..." I waved my hands. "Near another hill."

"Ireland," Brigid said dryly, "is full of hills."

I glowered. "A built-up one. Somebody made a huge pile of rocks on top of a gigantic flat hill."

"Cnoc na ri," Brigid said every bit as dryly as before. "We would call it a mountain, Joanne Walker. The mountain of kings. You speak of the cairns atop it."