The Viscount And The Virgin Part 10

'Dear G.o.d! What is the meaning of this? Is it some kind of threat?'

'Not a threat, no,' she said in a thin, reedy voice. 'He said, it was to remind me. I stupidly thought...' She raised one trembling hand to her brow to push back a hank of hair that had flopped into her eyes.

'You see, on the way to church, I had such high hopes...'

His heart leapt at her words. Had she, too, seen that they could forge some thing good together?

'...the children of all three families brought together, to celebrate a new start...the Carlows were there, and William Wardale's daughter, and me, Kit Hebden's daughter. And then he he showed up too, and I hoped finally, we would all be able to move out of the shadow of what our parents did...' showed up too, and I hoped finally, we would all be able to move out of the shadow of what our parents did...'

Her fingers hovered over the glistening silken noose coiled in her lap, as though not quite daring to touch it. Lest it develop fangs and strike out at her like a venomous snake.

'Midge.' He took her chin in his hand and turned her face towards him. 'You are making no sense.' The only thing he knew for certain was that, once again, her mind was far from him.

She shivered, and the vague, troubled look crystallized into some thing like ice.

Her lips pressed firmly together, she pushed the torn edges of the packaging back into place, to conceal the silken rope. Then she got up, walked to the fire place, and threw it into the flames.

'Rick was right all along,' she said bitterly. 'Some one did want to ruin my day. Only it was not some rival for your t.i.tle.' She flicked angry eyes over him. 'But my own brother. Half brother,' she corrected herself, seizing the poker and holding down the package as the heat began to make the paper uncurl. 'The announcement was only in the Gazette Gazette yesterday, so he must have known where I was all along. And never once did he come forward. All those years, we thought he was dead. Mourned him. While he was out there, watching us, hating us, waiting for some chance to strike back at us...' yesterday, so he must have known where I was all along. And never once did he come forward. All those years, we thought he was dead. Mourned him. While he was out there, watching us, hating us, waiting for some chance to strike back at us...'

'Midge, you cannot possible deduce all that from a few silk scarves fashioned into a hangman's noose-'

'Oh, but I can!' She turned round to look at him. 'You don't understand. You don't know...'

She swayed on her feet. The poker fell into the hearth with a clatter. Monty swept her into his arms, drew her away from the fire and settled her on the edge of the bed.

'Then tell me,' he murmured.

She wrapped her own arms about her waist. 'How much do you already know?'

'I suppose, only what is generally known. The t.i.ttle-tattle about your mother's lover killing your father. And him being subsequently hanged for the murder. But until today I had never heard of the existence of...an illegitimate Gypsy boy. Nor do I understand why those three families in particular, gathering together, could have much significance.'

She nodded her head, just once, as though making up her mind about some thing.

'My father and Lord Leybourne and Lord Narborough were working together on some kind of state secret. My mother did not know exactly what. Except that one night, my father told her he knew who the spy was, and he was going to meet the other two and tell them how he had worked it out. Lord Narborough found Leybourne later, crouching over my father's body, with a dagger in his hand. And eventually Leybourne was hanged for murder and treason. They used a silken rope, since he was a peer of the realm.' She jerked her head towards the direction of the fire place, without taking her eyes off her hands, which were now clasped together in her lap.

'The shock made my mother very ill. Grand papa Herriard took the opportunity to get rid of Stephen, when he moved us all back to Mount Street. But Stephen's mother came looking for him. It seems my father had promised her he would raise her son like a little lord. She blamed my mother for the broken promise-and put a curse on her.'

Viscount Mildenhall could not help the derisive snort that emanated from his mouth.

Midge looked up at him coldly. 'It might sound like a joke to you, sir, but the words were so accurate they haunted my mother to the end of her life. The Gypsy woman said that because she had stolen her son, she would never see a single one of hers live to adult hood. My mother had just had a miscarriage. And not long after that, my younger brother, my only real, full brother, took ill and died too.'

'It was probably just a coincidence-'

'You have not heard the rest,' she broke in. 'After cursing my mother, she went to Wardale's execution, screamed curses at all three families involved in the loss of her son and her lover, and then hanged herself too. With a silk scarf. That-' She did glance at the fireplace then, appearing momentarily distracted from her narrative by the sight of the purple and blue flames licking along the charred edges of the symbolic noose. She shuddered again, saying, 'It is a reminder that my family, along with the Wardales and the Carlows, destroyed his mother. And that her curse will keep on eating us all alive until her form of justice has been satisfied.'

She turned and buried her face against his shoulder.

'I am sorry I seemed to scoff at the revelation of a Gypsy curse,' he said, hugging her tight. 'And I am not sure I believe in such things now. But one thing I do believe, and that is that man holds a grudge against you all. Hal Carlow warned me that he has already tried to cause trouble for his family, and the Wardales. Well, tomorrow,' he said, looking down into her troubled face, and smoothing the hair from her brow, 'I am taking you down to Shevington.' He had never thought of the place as a refuge before, but it could be for her. From the malicious gossip that painted her as some thing far different from her true nature, for one thing. And, 'The devil will not be able to get at you there.'

Though the thought that the Gypsy might do her some actual, physical harm alarmed him, there was a tiny part of him that welcomed having the opportunity to demonstrate his ability to protect her. So that she would come to rely on him.

'I don't suppose he will ever come near me again.' Her shoulders slumped. 'He only came to the wedding today to sow discord. The first time members of all three families have gathered together for a generation, and he ruined any chance there might have been for some kind of...reconciliation between us all.'

He wanted to tell her to forget the Gypsy. To put it all behind her. But he had seen her face when she thought she had regained a brother she had long thought dead. To have found him, only to discover he had only revealed himself in order to declare his enmity, was not something she would get over in a hurry. 'I won't let let him come near you again,' he swore. 'The man is a menace!' him come near you again,' he swore. 'The man is a menace!'

He thought there was a flare of some thing mutinous in her eyes, before she subsided and said in a subdued tone, 'I am sorry. I have caused you nothing but trouble today.'

'Nonsense!' he rapped. Nothing that had happened today had been her fault, yet here she was, sitting with drooping shoulders, apologizing to him! When he should be the one making her feel better. She had been pushed into a marriage she had not really wanted, to a man she had taken in dislike, only to please her family...and how had her family repaid her loyalty? Her uncle had been angry, her aunt distant, one of her step brothers had blatantly made use of the wedding break fast to suck up to Lord Ked din ton, and a half brother had emerged from his hiding place to openly declare his hatred.

'You cannot choose your family, more's the pity,' he said, dropping a kiss on to the top of her head. 'Just wait till you meet mine! Anyway, let us not talk about anyone else tonight. Let me tell you instead-' and he took both hands in hers, gazing straight into her eyes as he said '-you have done me a very great favour today.'

'By marrying you.'

'Well, yes. But more than that. You reminded me who I really am.'

The wounded look in her eyes turned to one of confusion.

'Viscount Mildenhall-' he pulled a face '-is a...is a...' He floundered, finding it was not so easy to explain the tangled emotions that had led him to mislead members of the Ton into betraying their shallowness. 'Well, to use your own words, a c.o.xcomb.'

'I don't remember,' she said hesitantly, 'ever calling you a c.o.xcomb.'

'You should have! I was...I don't know.' He ran his fingers through his short, blond hair, leaving it sticking up in spikes. 'I have been so used to being a soldier, dealing with life and death on a daily basis, that suddenly being thrust into a world that revolves around utterly trivial issues, I-' he sprang to his feet and paced away '-I was supposed to consider my position and not do anything to bring the t.i.tle into disrepute. I got such a lecture, before coming to town, about the clubs my brother had belonged to and the style in which he lived that I...'

'You rebelled,' she breathed, her eyes growing round. She had wondered what on earth had happened to turn Monty, the epitome of all the manly virtues, into that dandified, rude...angry viscount. And he had been angry, she now perceived. All the time. Not just when she happened to cross his path. viscount. And he had been angry, she now perceived. All the time. Not just when she happened to cross his path.

'Yes-' he turned and looked down at her '-that is exactly what I did.'

She heaved a great sigh, looking up at him enviously. 'How I wish I could have had the courage to do that. I went the other way. I...squashed myself into the mould they tried to make for me...'

He strode back to the ottoman, grabbed her hands and tugged her to her feet.

'When Rick told me how miserable his sister was, I wanted to rescue her...' He paused, a frown on his face. 'Of course, I did not know she was you, but-' he squeezed her hands tightly '-earlier on, you said this marriage could be a new start. Oh, I know you were thinking about the mess your parents left behind them. But-' and his eyes took on an intensity that called to some thing deep inside her '-could it not be a fresh start for us?'

'Us?' Her eyes were wide and misty, the way he had seen them look after he had kissed her. Her lips were slightly parted, too. His heart thudded heavily against his rib cage.

'You and me,' he growled, scarcely resisting the urge to step forward and close the minute gap that still separated them. 'I will never try to mould you into some unattainable image, Midge. I shall not expect anything from you that you are not equipped to give.'

And then he traced the length of her lower lip with his forefinger.

She had the strangest urge to capture the finger between her lips and nibble at it. Her eyes flew to his. He was looking at her expectantly.

And then he smiled at her.

He was such a handsome man. Even when he was scowling, there was still some thing about the vitality of him that had made her body leap in response.

But to have the full force of that smile turned upon her...oh, it went straight to the very core of her, like a cup of hot chocolate on a bleak winter's day. Because his former words had been almost as devastating as they were heartening. Yes, he expected her to be a social disaster, but he would never hold her inability to behave decorously against her. He was prepared to accept her exactly as she was.

Just as, she suddenly perceived, he was hoping she would try to see the best in him. He wanted her to forget the vain, pompous a.s.s who had paraded about town dripping with jewels. To look beneath the gaudy clothing and see the man he wished he still was.

'I will always think of you as Monty, then,' she vowed.

Afterwards, she was never quite sure who had moved first. She only knew that they were in each other's arms, kissing each other as though their lives depended on it.

She no longer felt the need to hold back from him. Or pretend that she objected to the way his hands were exploring her body.

He wanted her.

Just as she was.

And for the first time in her life, she was not a bit sorry she was female. Her body, which she had so often despised, now seemed like a treasure chest, which he was unlocking, revealing unimaginable riches within.

She felt a little shy when he finally laid her on the bed, having divested her of every st.i.tch of clothing. Blushed when he tossed aside his dressing gown and joined her.

But the feel of his hard, naked body next to hers was so delicious, the sensations he roused as he kissed and caressed her softness so powerful, they soon swept modesty aside.

When he made them one flesh, she felt complete for the first time in her life. More fully herself than she had ever dreamed she could be.

But he did not stop there. He drove her on, into new realms of sensuality that almost began to frighten her. Finally being encouraged to behave exactly as she wanted was one thing. But now she was beginning to feel as though she was almost out of control.

'Monty!' She gasped, her eyes flying wide open. 'I can't...it's too much...'

'Let go,' he murmured breathily into her ear. 'Let it happen.'

Then he raised himself up so that he could look into her face.

'Trust me...it will be good...'

The lower half of his body ground harder against her, just where the exciting feelings were at their most intense.

That intensity swelled to a crescendo. The most incredible pleasure she had ever known blasted through her, from the tips of her toes to the roots of her hair.

'It's happening!' she cried, in shock, clinging to his shoulders as she flew apart.

'Oh, yes,' he groaned. 'Yes, it is...'

Time stood still as everything shook and pulsed and throbbed.

And then they floated gently back down to earth, like the sparks after a rocket has exploded. Together.

As the carriage swept through the park gates and Midge got her first glimpse of Shevington Court, her stomach tied itself into a knot. Not for the first time that day, she was glad Monty had elected to ride beside the carriage. For she would have felt obliged to find something positive to say about the imposing set of stone buildings sitting on top of a rise, dominating the entire landscape. The closer they drew, and the larger she realized the place was, the greater grew her sense of in adequacy. She had never even attended a house party in a home so grand. Now she was expected to live here!

By the time the carriage drew to a halt beneath the port cochere port cochere Monty had already dismounted, and it was he who came to hand her out. He did not, as a footman would have done, merely extend his arm for support, but took hold of her waist and bodily lifted her to the ground. Monty had already dismounted, and it was he who came to hand her out. He did not, as a footman would have done, merely extend his arm for support, but took hold of her waist and bodily lifted her to the ground.

His hands seemed to burn through the material of her coat as she recalled, with a flush, how they had felt on her bare skin the night before. But as he set about deftly straightening her skewed bonnet she began to feel annoyed. How could he remain so calm, so unmoved by their proximity, when she was in a breath less state of arousal! It was galling to think that if he decided to kiss her, she would simply collapse back wards into the carriage, dragging him in after her, and never mind what the servants might think as she slammed the door in their faces. But of course, he did no such thing. Once he had a.s.sured himself that she was tidy, he tucked her hand in the crook of his arm and led her up the flight of shallow stone steps to the front door.

She had to cling to his arm for support, so weak were her knees by this time. The man was a menace to female kind!

'It's not what you would call a com fort able home,' he startled her by saying. 'Draughty barracks of a place, positioned as it is on top of a hill. My grand father built it for show, more than convenience, I think. Good training for me, though,' he finished enigmatically, turning to eye the ranks of windows.

'Training?' she asked.

'Oh.' He seemed to snap back to her from far away. 'For school. Army barracks. Bivouacking in the Pyrenees...' His voice trailed away as the immense double doors swung open as if by magic and a stately butler materialized from the shadowy interior. 'Good day, Francis.' He nodded, then murmured into her ear, 'Indeed, you may find that the wearing of extra petticoats may prove beneficial. I shall have to inspect the efficacy of your underwear thoroughly, every day, I should think, to make sure you don't catch cold...'

The thought of him inspecting her underwear made her go hot all over. And so she entered the imposing main hall of Shevington scarlet-cheeked, thoroughly fl.u.s.tered and rather aggravated with him for not only having put her in such a state, but also for remaining completely unmoved as he did so.

A veritable army of staff, in smart black-and-gold livery, were all lined up in the hall to greet them.

She was momentarily grateful that Monty had lifted her out of the carriage and made sure she would pa.s.s muster. She would not have liked to run the gauntlet of all those curious eyes with a trailing hem or her bonnet askew.

But that brief spasm of grat.i.tude soon pa.s.sed. For rather than making any attempt to lighten the atmosphere, he stalked along at her side, his hands clasped behind his back, his face un smiling as the house keeper went through the roll call of names.

He looked, in fact, exactly like a stern major, inspecting the troops. She would not have been a bit surprised if he had straightened a footman's powdered wig or snapped at the lowly boot boy to shine up his rather tarnished b.u.t.tons.

But at last, parade was over and the troops dismissed. And the house keeper, Mrs Wadsworth, gestured towards the grand sweep of the stair case.

'Your rooms are on the west corridor,' she announced, leading the way.

'You will never get lost,' Monty murmured in her ear as they followed her, side by side. Then he held out his hands, spreading his fingers in an elongated rectangle. 'South front, east wing, west wing.'

'His lordship,' said Mrs Wadsworth, flinging open a set of double doors about halfway along the corridor, 'thought you would wish to have this set of apartments.'

'Did he, by G.o.d,' Monty murmured to Midge, out of the corner of his mouth, 'you are honoured. Last time I was here, I only merited one of the guest rooms.'

'Her Ladyship's sitting room.' The house keeper waved her arm round the room they had entered. It was a perfect square, and very green, was Midge's first impression. Pale green walls, dark green curtains and various shades of green upholstery on all the furniture. Then her eyes took in the ornately plastered ceiling, with generously proportioned picture rails below. And the almost paper-thin, floral porcelain ware that decorated every avail able surface. And the very expensive-looking carpet in the middle of the highly polished floor. And the low table positioned before the fire place, with an immense vase, from the same source as the rest of the china, squat ting on top.

It might have looked less hideous if somebody had thought to fill it with fresh flowers, but she supposed there were not many large enough, at this time of year, to do it justice.

'Viscount Mildenhall's chamber is through that door, and yours through this one,' Mrs Wadsworth explained, pointing to two doors on opposite sides of the green room.

'His Lordship will be along shortly to meet you and welcome you to your new home,' Mrs Wadsworth said to Midge. 'I shall have the tea things brought up.'

Midge's anxiety level soared to new heights. She had no wish to drag the poor old earl out of his sick bed. She turned to ask Monty if he thought it might be better if they were to go to him, only to see him stalking through the door that led to his own room. She could hear him muttering to his valet, flinging open doors and slamming drawers. He was clearly not in the best of moods, for some reason. And she did not know him well enough to know how to deal with him yet.

Not quite daring to tread on the luxurious carpeting, Midge kept to the bare boards round the edge as she made her way to the door that led to her own room.

She peeped in to see a footman depositing a trunk at the foot of the bed.

'Not there you great lummox,' Pansy was saying scathingly. 'Over there, by the cup boards!'

Midge's lips twitched at the sight of the brawny footman meekly doing the diminutive Pansy's bid ding, and she backed away to the relative peace of the fussily feminine sitting room.

The door to Monty's room was now closed. Well, that answered the question of whether to go and talk to him or not!

Feeling rather at a loose end, Midge sidled along to a window and gasped with pleasure. She could see a river winding artistically down to a lake that filled the bottom of a thickly wooded valley. And, if she pressed her nose to the window pane, the corner of a building that looked very much like stables. She hoped there would be a decent mount for her. Her spirits lifted as she regarded the short turf sweeping round the lake and a track leading into the woodland. Oh, how she would enjoy being able to go for a really good gallop again!