The Third Victim Part 60

Becky slipped inside the dark hallway closet. She shut the door. The light and the voices disappeared. She hunkered down on the old blanket her mommy had put in there for her and held Big Bear close.

Sometimes, when she was alone in the dark like this, just her and Big Bear, she could almost breathe again. The funny weight would leave her chest and she would feel not so bad anymore. She was safe. She was okay. Here in the dark, n.o.body could hurt her.

She could close her eyes and the bad things would go away. She could float, peaceful, thinking of kittens and * clouds and all the things she liked best.

Today she tried the trick. She screwed her eyes shut. She pressed her cheek against the top of Big Bear's woolly head, but nothing happened.

No floating. She was just a little girl sitting on a hard floor in a closet that smelled like old shoes. She kept seeing Sally and Alice.

She saw them on the floor. Then she saw pretty Miss Avalon. And then she raised her eyes.. ..

Becky whimpered in the closet. She turned her face into Big Bear's neck.

"Be brave," she told him.

"Be brave. Be brave. Don't make a sound."

Big Bear was a very brave brown bear. He didn't make any noise as she rocked with him on the floor while her parents fought in the living room. He didn't make any noise as she whimpered and warred with evil monsters. And he didn't make any sound as she cried and still saw too many things, like what had happened to pretty Miss Avalon.

Becky's mouth hurt from the Jell-O salad. Her shoulders sagged from too many nights without enough sleep. She didn't give up, though. She was tough. Her daddy liked to say that she was just like him, a real trouper.

Becky didn't know what a trouper was. But she wanted to be like Daddy, big and strong and brave. She needed to be like Daddy.

She had to be tough. She had to keep Danny safe.

The funeral service for Sally Walker and Alice Bensen was originally scheduled for one p.m. at the tiny white Episcopal church on Fourth Street. By noon, however, when the pews, the foyer, the lawn, and the parking lot were filled to standing room only with somberly dressed neighbors, Reverend Albright moved everything graveside. Groundsmen hastily erected canvas tents, and a fierce ocean breeze whipped the blue awnings frantically above everyone's heads.

No one complained. Cars continued to arrive. Weathered dairymen, clad in their Sunday best, escorted their wives slowly up the hill, heads bowed against the wind. Bakersville High's basketball team, which heralded Alice Bensen's brother as star forward and Sally Walker's uncle as coach, gathered in full uniform to serve as honor guard. The men of the Elks Lodge, where George Walker belonged, also wore dress colors, standing formally to one side and waiting for the service to end, when they would be in charge of transporting the mountain of flowers back to the families' homes.

The ladies of the Episcopal church gave out programs. Neighbors supplied a steady stream of condolence cards and homemade pies for the luncheon to follow.

Rainie took it in from a distance. Even from two hundred feet away, the sight of two freshly dug graves, side by side on an emerald green hillside and framed by mountains of red and white flowers, haunted her.

She noticed that Quincy kept to the perimeter as well. She was surprised he'd even come. Given recent events with his own daughter, she couldn't imagine that the next hour wouldn't grab his heart and squeeze it dry. Then again, the federal agent seemed to thrive on pushing himself to bear the unbearable.

Sanders was also present. He had taken up a post on the east side of the hill, where a side street offered cemetery access. Standing in a dark blue suit with his hands clasped in front of him, he blended with the crowd of gathered mourners.

By agreement, Rainie was the only officer in uniform. Sanders and the county men all roamed the crowd wearing traditional mourning clothes.

That way they could monitor the services without intruding unnecessarily on the families No one expected any trouble during the ceremony Rainie and the mayor, however, were concerned about the hours afterward, when people would leave the service with emotions running high, find a bar for a few drinks with their buddies, and work themselves into a state of pure testosterone. Alcohol and guns were never a great mix, and G.o.d knew Bakersville had plenty of both.

The county men had orders to work the crowd, listen , sharp.

Particularly vocal attendants would be monitored I later in the evening. The mayor didn't want to take any chances, not after the recent run on rifles at the sporting-goods store. I At Quincy's suggestion, the men were also looking for 'someone out of place." Maybe a middle-age white male who seemed strangely removed from the gathering of family and friends. Maybe a man who appeared to enjoy funerals too much. Any man stupid enough to look at twin coffins and smile.

Rainie didn't think they'd get that lucky, but Quincy insisted. If it was a stranger-against-stranger crime, there was a good chance the man would attend.

Rainie found herself thinking of the dream she'd had last night.

Jerking awake. Tall, imposing shadow on her back deck .. . She was unnerved these days.

A hush suddenly descended over the crowd. Rainie jerked her attention back to the rolling green cemetery in time to realize that a train of cars had just arrived. The families, with their daughters, were here.

George Walker got out first. A heavyset man, his broad ice flushed and his eyes bloodshot, he came around to open the door for his wife. Jean Walker was as pet.i.te as her husband was large, and she swayed against his thick arm as he led her to the gra.s.s. They waited together for the Bensens, who took much longer to climb out of their chicle. Rainie had never met Alice's parents, Joseph and Virginia. She knew only of their son, Frederick, whom Frank and Doug avidly declared to be the best basketball ['layer ever to pound the boards at Bakersville High. Most of the town followed his career and college aspirations.

Now Rainie was immediately struck by the Bensens' strong Nordic looks.

They held their heads high as they approached the Walkers. They kept their gaze steady as they watched the honor guard step forward. They remained unflinching as their son bent his lanky legs to carry his eight-year-old sister to her final resting place.

Ten minutes later both coffins were delivered to the front of the tent and the minister formally began the service.

Rainie glanced over at Quincy. He wasn't watching anymore. His gaze was far off, where distant trees framed the blue horizon. She didn't know what he was thinking, but tears streamed down his cheeks.

The minister concluded his introduction. A young man Rainie didn't recognize rose and helped an older woman work her way to the microphone. The wind blew hard, flattening the woman's black silk dress against her rounded frame, but she fought forward. At the front, she opened a book and cleared her throat. She introduced herself as Alice Bensen's aunt. Then she read a pa.s.sage in Alice and Sally's memory. It was a selection on the meaning of friendship, from Winnie the Pooh.

That was it for Rainie. She also turned away until VanderZanden rose to give the eulogy.

He appeared somber as he stood in front of nearly eight hundred people.

He had written out his speech, and the piece of paper trembled in his hands. Rainie discovered, however, that she couldn't muster any sympathy for the man. She was too busy staring at his wife, who had

been patting his hand supportively for the last forty-five minutes.

Abigail VanderZanden was a little plump from the years and a little dowdy in a square-shaped, navy blue JC Penney dress, but she had a generous smile and sparkling blue eyes. She also appeared genuinely proud of her husband, and that made Rainie like VanderZanden even less.

There were no winners today, Rainie thought, and that realization wore her down a little bit more. She had had hopes of big discoveries.

Fantasies of standing in front of her community and telling them exactly what had happened on Tuesday afternoon and why. No more driving by the school in pained bewilderment. No more staring at your children over breakfast cereal, wondering what might happen to them that day. No more horrible questions, like why were young boys suddenly p.r.o.ne to murdering their cla.s.smates.

Instead Rainie stood on an emerald hillside in Bakersville's only cemetery, feeling the bl.u.s.tery wind against her face and listening to the haunting echo of "Amazing Grace' sung by fourteen adults while Frederick Bensen broke down sobbing against his mother, who cradled him in her arms.

Long after the final note died away, people remained standing. Reverend Albright came back up. He cleared his throat and said that concluded the services. People still didn't move.

Danny should be here, Rainie realized. Danny and Shep and Sandy and Becky, and, h.e.l.l, Charlie Kenyon and the mysterious second shooter, and any boy who'd ever picked up a gun and thought about pulling the trigger. This was death. This was loss. This was the moment when everything became real. And why weren't there more children at this funeral? Most of the kids in Bakersville had the power to take a life.

Why didn't their gun-owning parents think to show them what that meant?

The stillness finally broke. The first few people reluctantly trickled out of the tent. Then, like a dam breaking, the others followed suit.

Rainie looked around, trying to pick out the state men.

She still saw nothing suspicious and nothing out of place. She sidled up to Quincy, whose cheeks were dry and face carefully composed.

"Ready?" he said.

She figured they both knew she wasn't.

"Mann first. Then VanderZanden."

"Deal."

Rainie hesitated one last moment. Her gaze was still scanning the crowd. It finally occurred to her that she was checking out the profiles of the various men. She was studying their silhouettes.

Middle of the night. The figure in black on her back deck .. .

She shook her head and forced the image away. As she and Quincy moved down the hillside, however, her gaze continued to work the crowd.

They found Richard Mann off to one side of the tent, huddled together with four other faculty members, all female. Without being asked, he stepped discreetly away from his companions, joining Quincy and Rainie behind a cl.u.s.ter of pine trees.

"Nice to see you again, Mr. Mann," Rainie said politely. Her bad-cop role was probably a little much for a funeral.