The Master of the Ceremonies Part 110

"It is too horrible," he said again. "I never saw it like this before;"

and, hurrying on with unsteady step, he was making straight for a public-house he knew, when, on turning a corner, he suddenly encountered Major Rockley.

The meeting was so sudden that he had pa.s.sed him before he remembered his duty to salute his superior; but the encounter brought with it a flood of recollections of the night of Mrs Pontardent's party, and the remembrance of his helplessness, and of the pangs he had suffered as he awoke to the fact, as he believed, that the sister he almost worshipped was in the power of a relentless scoundrel. This cleared the mental fumes that were obscuring his intellect, and, drawing himself up, he strode on straight past the public-house door and on to the prison gates.

"It's time I acted like a man," he said to himself, "and not like a cowardly brute."

He was provided with a pa.s.s, and, in ignorance of the fact that Rockley had turned and was watching him, following him, and standing at a distance till he saw him enter the gates, he rang, presented his paper, and was ushered along the blank stone pa.s.sages of the prison till he reached the cell door.

"One minute," whispered Fred, wiping the drops from his forehead, as a sudden trembling fit came over him. Then, mastering it, and drawing himself up, he breathed heavily and nodded to the gaoler.

"I'm ready," he said hoa.r.s.ely: "open."

The next minute he was standing in the whitewashed cell with the door closed behind him, locked in with the prisoner and half choked with emotion, gazing down at the bent grey head.

For the Master of Ceremonies was seated upon a low stool, his arms resting upon his knees, and his hands clasped between them, probably asleep. He had not heard the opening and closing of the door, and if not asleep, was so deaf to all but his own misery that Fred Denville felt that he must go and touch him before he would move.

The young man's breast swelled, and there was a catching in his breath as he looked down upon the crushed, despondent figure, and thought of the change that had taken place. The light from the barred window streamed down upon him alone, leaving the rest of the cell in shadow; and as Fred Denville gazed, he saw again the overdressed leader of the fashionable visitors mincing along the Parade, cane in one hand, snuff-box in the other, and the box changed to the hand holding the cane while a few specks of snuff were brushed from the lace of his shirt-front.

Then he looked back farther, and seemed to see the tall, important, aristocratic-looking gentleman, to whom people of quality talked, and of whom he always stood in such awe; and now, with this came the recollection of his boyish wonder how it was that his father should be so grand a man abroad while everything was so pinched and miserable at home.

Back flitted his thoughts as he stood there, looking down at the motionless figure, to the encounter when he had been surprised by his father with Claire. The terrible rage; the fit; the horrible hatred and dislike the old man had shown, and the unforgiving rancour he had displayed.

Fred Denville sighed as it all came back, but he felt no resentment now, for his breast was full of memories of acts of kindness that had been shown him as a boy, before he grew wild and resisted the paternal hand, preferring the reckless soldier's life to the irksome poverty and pretence of the place-seeker's home and its pinching and shams.

"Poor old dad!" he said to himself, as the tears stood in his eyes; "he is brought very low. Misery makes friends. G.o.d help him now!"

The stalwart dragoon, moved by his emotion, took a couple of quick steps forward and went down upon one knee by the old man's side, took his hands gently in both of his own, and held them in a firm, strong clasp, as he uttered the one word--

"Father!"

The touch and the voice seemed to galvanise the prisoner, who started upright, gazing wildly at his son, and then shrank back against the wall with his hands outstretched to keep him off.

There was a terrible silence for a s.p.a.ce, during which Fred Denville remained upon his knee, then slowly joining his hands as he looked pleadingly in his father's face, he said slowly:

"Yes, I know I have been a bad son; I have disgraced you. But, father, can you not forgive me now?"

The old man did not speak, but shrank against the wall, looking upon him with loathing.

"Father," said Fred again, "you are in such trouble. It is so dreadful.

I could not stay away. Let us be friends once more, and let me help you. I will try so hard. I am your son."

Again there was that terrible silence, during which the old man seemed to be gathering force, and the look of horror and loathing intensified as he glared at the man humbling himself there upon his knee.

"Do you not hear me?" cried Fred, piteously. "Father: I am your son."

"No!" exclaimed Denville, in a low, hoa.r.s.e whisper that was terrible in its intensity. "No: you are no son of mine. Hypocrite, villain--how dare you come here to insult me in my misery?"

"Insult you, father!" said Fred softly. "No, no, you do not know me.

You do not understand what brings me here."

"Not know?--not understand?" panted Denville, still in the same hoa.r.s.e whisper, as if he dreaded to be heard. "I tell you I know all--I saw all. It was what I might have expected from your career."

"Father!"

"Silence, dog! Oh, that I had strength! I feel that as I gave you the life you dishonour, I should be doing a duty to take you by the throat, and crush it out from such a wretch."

"He's mad," thought the young man as he gazed on the wild distorted face.

"You thought that you were unseen--that your crime was known but to yourself; but such things cannot be hidden, such horrors are certain to be known. And now, wretch, hypocrite, coward, you have brought me to this, and you come with your pitiful canting words to ask me for pardon--me, the miserable old man whom you have dragged down even to this--a felon's cell from which I must go to the scaffold."

"No--no, father," panted Fred. "Don't--for G.o.d's sake, don't talk like this. I've been a great blackguard--a bad son; but surely you might forgive me--your own flesh and blood, when I come to you on my knees, in sorrow and repentance, to ask forgiveness, and to say let me try and help you in your distress. Come, father--my dear old father--give me your hand once more. Let the past be dead, for Claire's sake, I ask you. I am her brother--your boy."

"Silence! Wretch!" cried the old man. "Leave this place. Let me at least die in peace, and not be defiled by the presence of such a loathsome, cowardly thing as you."

"And you," said Fred softly, as he held out his hands; "you, I can remember it well, used to hold these hands together, father, and teach me to say, 'Forgive us our trespa.s.ses, as we forgive them that trespa.s.s against us.' Father, have I sinned so deeply as all this?"

"Sinned!" cried the old man starting forward, and catching his son by the throat. "Sinned? Blasphemer! coward! hypocrite! You dare to say this to me! Go, before I try to strangle you, for I cannot contain myself when you are here."

"Father!" cried Fred, kneeling unresisting as the old man clasped him tightly by the throat, "are you mad?"

"Would to G.o.d I were before I had lived to see this day," cried Denville, still in the same hoa.r.s.e whisper. "But go--I have done ill enough in my wretched life without adding murder to the wrong. Go, and coward that you are, escape to some far-off land where your crime is not known, and there try and repent, if you can. No, there can be no repentance for the coward who destroys one wretched, helpless life, and then to save his own worthless body--he can have no soul--sends his poor, worn-out, broken father to the scaffold."

Fred did not move, but gazed pityingly in his father's face.

"You cannot be a man," continued Denville, "a man as other men. You do not speak--you do not speak. Fool! Murderer! Do you think that your crime was not known?"

Fred still remained silent, gazing in the convulsed face, with the veins in the temples throbbing, the eyes glaring wildly, and the grey hairs seeming to rise and move.

"Speak, since you have forced it upon me, though I would have gone to the scaffold without a word, praying that my sacrifice might expiate my own child's crime. Speak, I say: do you still think it was not known?"

Fred Denville remained upon his knees, but neither spoke nor resisted.

"I tell you that when I awoke to the horrors of that night, I said to myself, 'He is my own son--my own flesh and blood--I cannot speak. I will not speak. I will bear it.' And I have borne it--in silence.

Wretch that you are--listen. I have, to screen you, borne all with my lips sealed, and let that sweet, pure-hearted girl shrink from me, believing--G.o.d help me!--that mine was the hand that crushed out yon poor old creature's life."

"Father, you are raving," cried Fred hoa.r.s.ely.

"Raving! It is true. Claire, my own darling, has gone, too, with sealed lips, loathing me, and only out of pity and belief in her duty as a child borne with my presence--poor sweet suffering saint--believing me a murderer, and I dare not tell her I was innocent, and that it was the brother she loved, who had come in the night, serpent-like, to the room he knew so well, to murder, and to steal those wretched bits of glittering gla.s.s."

"My dear father!"

"Silence, wretch!" cried Denville. "I tell you, knowing all, I said that I could not speak, for I was only a broken old man, and that my son might repent; that I could not condemn him and be his judge. And, my G.o.d! it has come to this! I have borne all. I have suffered maddening agony as I have seen the loathing in my poor child's eyes. I have borne all uncomplaining, and when, as I dreaded, the exposure came, I unmurmuringly suffered myself to be taken, and I will go to the scaffold and die, a victim--an innocent victim for you, so that you may live; but let me die in peace. Free me from your presence, and I will wait till, in a better world, my darling can come and say, 'Forgive me, father; I was blind.'"

"Heaven help me! What shall I say?" muttered Fred. "Poor old fellow!

It has turned his brain."

The old man was in the act of throwing him off and shrinking from him when Fred caught his hands.