The Harry Bosch Novels Vol Ii Part 27

Bosch noticed more canvases leaning against the wall under the counter. They were faced inward and appeared to be unused pieces like the one on the easel, waiting for the artist's hand. But Bosch suspected otherwise. Not with the exposed nails in the walls in the other rooms of the apartment. He reached under the counter and slid a few of the canvases out. As he did this he almost felt as if he was on some case, solving some mystery.

The three portraits he pulled out were painted in dark hues. None were signed though it was obvious all were the work of one hand. And that hand was Jasmine's. Bosch recognized the style from the painting he had seen at her father's house. Sharp lines, dark colors. The first one he looked at was of a nude woman with her face turned away from the painter and into the shadows. The sense Bosch felt was that the darkness was taking the woman, rather than her turning to the darkness. Her mouth was completely in shadow. It was as if she was mute. The woman, Bosch knew, was Jasmine.

The second painting seemed to be part of the same study as the first. It was the same nude in shadow, though she was now facing the viewer. Bosch noted that in the portrait Jasmine had given herself fuller b.r.e.a.s.t.s than in reality and he wondered if this was done on purpose and had some meaning, or was perhaps a subliminal improvement made by the painter. He noticed that beneath the veneer of gray shadow over the painting there were red highlights on the woman. Bosch knew little about the art, but he knew this was a dark portrait.

Bosch looked at the third painting he had pulled out and found this to be unattached to the first two, save for the fact that again it was a nude portrait of Jasmine. But this piece he clearly recognized as a reinterpretation of "The Scream" by Edvard Munch, a painting that had always fascinated Bosch but that he had only seen in books. In the piece before him, the figure of the frightened person was Jasmine. The location had been transferred from Munch's horrific, swirling dreamscape to the Skyway bridge. Bosch clearly recognized the bright yellow vertical piping of the bridge's support span.

"What are you doing?"

He jumped as if stabbed in the back. It was Jasmine, at the door of the studio. She wore a silk bathrobe she held closed with her arms. Her eyes were puffy. She had just woken up.

"I'm looking at your work, is that okay?"

"This door was locked."

"No, it wasn't."

She reached to the doork.n.o.b and turned it, as if that could disprove his claim.

"It wasn't locked, Jazz. I'm sorry. I didn't know you didn't want me in here."

"Could you put those back under there, please?"

"Sure. But why'd you take them off the walls?"

"I didn't."

"Was it because they're nudes, or is it because of what they mean?"

"Please don't ask me about this. Put them back."

She left the doorway and he put the paintings back where he found them. He left the room and found her in the kitchen filling a tea kettle with water from the sink. Her back was to him and he walked in and lightly put a hand on her back. Even so, she started slightly at his touch.

"Jazz, look, I'm sorry. I'm a cop. I get curious."

"It's okay."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure. You want some tea?"

She had stopped filling the kettle but did not turn around or make a move to put it on the stove.

"No. I was thinking maybe I could take you out for breakfast."

"When do you leave? I thought you said the plane's this morning."

"That was the other thing I was thinking about. I could stay another day, leave tomorrow, if you want me to. I mean, if you'll have me. I'd like to stay."

She turned around and looked at him.

"I want you to stay, too."

They embraced and kissed but she quickly pulled back.

"It's not fair, you brushed your teeth. I have monster breath."

"Yeah, but I used your toothbrush, so it evens out."

"Gross. Now I have to get a new one."

"That's right."

They smiled and she gave him a tight hug around the neck, his trespa.s.s in her studio seemingly forgotten.

"You call the airline and I'll get ready. I know where we can go."

When she pulled away he held her in front of him. He wanted to bring it up again. He couldn't help it.

"I want to ask you something."

"What?"

"How come those paintings aren't signed?"

"They're not ready to be signed."

"The one at your father's was signed."

"That was for him, so I signed it. Those others are for me."

"The one on the bridge. Is she going to jump?"

She looked at him a long time before answering.

"I don't know. Sometimes when I look at it, I think she is. I think the thought is there, but you never know."

"It can't happen, Jazz."

"Why not?"

"Because it can't."

"I'll get ready."

She broke away from him then and left the kitchen.

He went to the wall phone next to the refrigerator and dialed the airline. While making the arrangements to fly out Monday morning, he decided on a whim to ask the airline agent if it was possible to route his new flight back to Los Angeles through Las Vegas. She said not without a three-hour-and-fourteen-minute layover. He said he'd take it. He had to pay fifty dollars on top of the seven hundred they already had from him in order to make the needed changes. He put it on his credit card.

He thought about Vegas as he hung up. Claude Eno might be dead but his wife was still cashing his checks. She might be worth the fifty-dollar layover.

"Ready?"

It was Jasmine calling from the living room. Bosch stepped out of the kitchen and she was waiting for him in cut-off jeans and a tank top beneath a white shirt she left open and tied above her waist. She already had on sungla.s.ses.

She took him to a place where they poured honey on top of the biscuits and served the eggs with grits and b.u.t.ter. Bosch hadn't had grits since basic training at Benning. The meal was delicious. Neither of them spoke much. The paintings and the conversation they had before falling asleep the night before were not mentioned. It seemed that what they had said was better left for the dark shadows of night, and maybe her paintings, too.

When they were done with their coffee, she insisted on picking up the check. He got the tip. They spent the afternoon cruising in her Volkswagen with the top down. She took him all over the place, from Ybor City to St. Petersburg Beach, burning up a tank of gas and two packs of cigarettes. By late in the afternoon they were at a place called Indian Rocks Beach to look at the sunset over the Gulf.

"I've been a lot of places," Jasmine told him. "I like the light here the best."

"Ever been out to California?"

"No, not yet."

"Sometimes the sunset looks like lava pouring down on the city."

"That must be beautiful."

"It makes you forgive a lot, forget a lot ... That's the thing about Los Angeles. It's got a lot of broken pieces to it. But the ones that still work really do work."

"I think I know what you mean."

"I'm curious about something."

"Here we go again. What?"

"If you don't show your paintings to anybody, how do you make a living?"

It was from out of left field but he had been thinking about it all day.

"I have money from my father. Even before he died. It's not a lot but I don't need a lot. It's enough. If I don't feel the need to sell my work when it is finished, then as I am doing it, it won't be compromised. It will be pure."

It sounded to Bosch like a convenient way of explaining away the fear of exposing oneself. But he let it go. She didn't.

"Are you always a cop? Always asking questions?"

"No. Only when I care about someone."

She kissed him quickly and walked back to the car.

After stopping by her place to change, they had dinner in a Tampa steak house where the wine list was actually a book so thick it came on its own pedestal. The restaurant itself seemed to be the work of a slightly delusional Italian decorator, a dark blend of gilded rococo, garish red velvet and cla.s.sical statues and paintings. It was the kind of place he would expect her to suggest. She mentioned that this meateater's palace was actually owned by a vegetarian.

"Sounds like somebody from California."

She smiled and was quiet for a while after that. Bosch's mind wandered to the case. He had spent the entire day without giving it a thought. Now a pang of guilt thrummed in his mind. It was almost as if he felt he was shunting his mother aside to pursue the selfish pleasure of Jasmine's company. Jasmine seemed to read him and to know he was privately debating something.

"Can you stay another day, Harry?"

He smiled but shook his head.

"I can't. I gotta go. But I'll be back. As soon as I can."

Bosch paid for dinner with a credit card he guessed was reaching its limit and they headed back to her apartment. Knowing their time together was drawing to a close, they went right to the bed and made love.

The feel of her body, its taste and its scent seemed perfect to Bosch. He didn't want the moment to end. He'd had immediate attractions to women before in his life and had even acted on them. But never one that felt so fully engaging and complete. He guessed that it was because of all he did not know about her. That was the hook. She was a mystery. Physically, he could not get any closer than he was to her during these moments, yet there was so much of her hidden, unexplored. They made love in gentle rhythm and held each other in a deep, long kiss at the end.

Later, he lay on his side, next to her, his arm across the flatness of her belly. One of her hands traced circles in his hair. The true confessions began.

"Harry, you know, I haven't been with a lot of men in my life."

He didn't respond because he didn't know what the proper response could be. He was well past caring about a woman's s.e.xual history for anything other than health reasons.

"What about you?" she asked.

He couldn't resist.

"I haven't been with a lot of men, either. In fact, none, as far as I know."

She punched him on the shoulder.

"You know what I mean."

"The answer is no. I haven't been with a lot of women in my life. Not enough, at least."

"I don't know, the men that I've been with, most of them, it's like they wanted something from me I didn't have. I don't know what it was but I just didn't have it to give. Then I either left too soon or stayed too long."

He propped himself up on one elbow and looked at her.

"Sometimes I think that I know strangers better than I know anybody else, even myself. I learn so much about people in my job. Sometimes I think I don't even have a life. I only have their life ... I don't know what I'm talking about."

"I think you do. I understand. Maybe everybody's like this."

"I don't know. I don't think so."

They were quiet for a while after that. Bosch leaned down and kissed her b.r.e.a.s.t.s, holding a nipple between his lips for a long moment. She brought her hands up and held his head to her chest. He could smell the jasmine.

"Harry, have you ever had to use your gun?"

He pulled his head up. The question seemed out of place. But through the darkness he could see her eyes on him, watching and waiting for an answer.

"Yes."

"You killed someone."

It wasn't a question.

"Yes."