The Dressmakers: Silk Is For Seduction Part 9

She was. She should have risked the dark and cold and rain. It would be for only a few minutes. In a fiacre, at least, she might have been able to think.

The night was dark, the sheeting rain blotting out what little light the street and carriage lamps shed. Within the carriage was darker yet. She could barely make out his form on the seat opposite. But she was suffocatingly aware of the long legs stretched out over the s.p.a.ce between them. He seemed to have his arm stretched out over the top of the seat cushions, too. The relaxed pose didn't fool her. He lounged in the seat in the way a panther might lie on its belly in a tree, watching its prey move along the forest floor below. If he'd owned a tail, it would have twitched.

"I was an idiot to attend this event with you," she said.

"You seemed to be having a fine time. You certainly did not lack for dance partners," he said.

"Yes, I was doing quite well, thank you, until you had to turn medieval-"

"Medieval?"

"Out of my way, peasants. The wench belongs to me." She mimicked the Duke of Clevedon at his haughty best. "I thought Monsieur Tournadre would wet himself when you bared your fangs at him."

"What a grotesque imagination you have."

"You're big and arrogant, and I think you know exactly how intimidating you can be."

"Alas, not to you."

"Still, perhaps all is not lost," she said. "That sort of possessive behavior is typical of your kind. Furthermore, I am your pet. You brought me to the party for your amus.e.m.e.nt. And I did make it abundantly clear to the company that I'd come to drum up business and was using you for that purpose."

"But that isn't what happened," he said.

"That is exactly what happened," she said.

"What happened was, we waltzed, and it was plain to everyone what we were doing even though we had our clothes on," he said.

"Oh, that," she said. "I have the same effect on every man I dance with."

"Don't pretend you weren't affected as well."

"Of course I was affected," she said. "I never danced with a duke before. It was the most exciting thing that's ever happened in my mediocre little bourgeois life."

"A pity I am not medieval," he said. "In that case, I shouldn't hesitate to make your mediocre little life even more exciting, and a good deal littler."

"Perhaps I ought to put it in an advertis.e.m.e.nt," she said. "Ladies of distinction and fashion are invited to the showrooms of Mrs. Noirot, Fleet Street, West Chancery Lane, to inspect an a.s.semblage of such elegant and truly nouvelle articles of dresses, mantles, and millinery, as in point of excellence, taste, and splendor, cannot be matched in any other house whatever. Often imitated but never surpa.s.sed, Mrs. Noirot alone can claim the distinction of having danced with a duke."

The carriage stopped.

"Have we reached the hotel already?" she said. "How quickly the time flies in your company, your grace." She started to rise.

"We're nowhere near your hotel," he said. "We've stopped for an accident or a drunk in the street or some such. Everyone's stopped."

She leaned forward, to look out of the window. It was hard to make out anything but the sheen of the rain where the lamp lights caught it.

"I don't see-"

She felt rather than saw him move, but it was so quick and smooth that he took her off guard. At one moment she was leaning forward toward the door's window. In the next, his hands were under her arms, and he was lifting her, as easily as if she'd been a hatbox, out of her seat and onto his lap.

For an instant, she was too startled to react. It was only the briefest of moments, scarcely the blink of an eye. But when she started to push away from him, he caught one hand in the hair at the back of her head and brought her face close to his.

"Speaking of business, which you do incessantly, we have some of our own," he said, his voice low and dangerous. "That isn't finished, madame. It hasn't even begun."

"Don't be stupid," she said. Her voice was shaky. Her heart pumped wildly, as though she dangled from a ledge over an abyss.

She told herself he was only a man, and she understood men through and through. But her reasoning self hadn't a prayer of being listened to.

He was strong and solid and warm. His size excited her. His beauty excited her. His power and arrogance excited her. That was the danger. She was weak in this way, her will and mind easily beaten down by the wantonness in her blood.

She felt the heat of his muscled thighs through the layers of her dress and petticoats, and the heat sped through her, upward and downward, stirring cravings she was hopeless at stifling. "I don't want you," she lied. "I want your duch-"

His mouth cut her off.

It was warm and firm and determined. Centuries earlier, his ancestors had taken what they wanted: lands, riches, women. Called it "mine," and it was.

His mouth took hers in the same way, a siege of a kiss, single-minded, insistent, potent.

His mouth was a hedonist's dream, luscious carnal sin. The feel of it, the unyielding pressure-a saint might have withstood it, but she hadn't a saintly bone in her body. She gave way instantly. Her mouth parted to take him in, to find the taste of him on her tongue and to relish it, as she hadn't let herself do the last time. He tasted of a thousand sins, and those sins were like honey to her.

Her hands, still braced on his chest to push away from him, now slid up, over the hard angles of the emerald and the crisp linen of his neckcloth and up. She pushed off his hat and let her fingers tangle in the thick curls, as they'd itched to do from the moment he'd bent over her hand in the Italian Opera House.

It was as stormy a kiss as the last time, but different. He was angry with her; she was angry with him. But far more than anger was at work between them. This time she wasn't in control. She was drowning in feeling, in the taste of him, and the scent of his skin and the feel of his hard body under hers, and his hand so tight in her hair, possessive.

A lifetime had pa.s.sed since a man had held her like this.

She knew-a part of her mind knew-she needed to break away from him. But first... oh, a little more. She rubbed her body against his, reveling in the heat and hardness of his, and feeling a jolt of triumph because his arousal was obvious even through the layers of her dress and petticoats. As that hard part pressed against her hip, heat and pleasure coursed through her, like a madness.

He made a sound deep in his throat, and broke the kiss. She should have pulled away then, but she wasn't yet ready to stop. Then his mouth slid to her throat, trailing down and over her collarbone and up to her shoulder. She let out a little moan of pleasure and her head fell back, and she gave herself up to sensation: his big hands sliding over her, stirring up wants she'd shut away for years... his mouth on her, making a trail of kisses like little fires. They burned her skin and set fire to her inside, too, deep inside.

She wasn't the only one inflamed. She heard his breathing grow harsher, and when his hand closed over her breast, she gasped and he growled again, deep in his throat. The low sounds they made mingled in the darkness, and she thought of panthers coupling in the shadows. She could have laughed, because the image fit so well.

He was a predator. So was she.

His mouth found hers once more, and he was moving his hands over her, taking possession. She was claiming him as well, running her hands over his muscled arms and taut torso. She thrilled as his body tensed under her touch. Every sign of his slipping control elated her, even while hers slipped, too.

She changed position and moved her hand down, to the front of his trousers, and spread her hand wide there, feeling the throb and heat of his phallus-and a great ducal one it was-and that wicked thought made her head swim-and, ye G.o.ds, how she wanted him! Her drunken mind filled with images: naked, sweating bodies... herself impaled and shrieking with pleasure.

Without breaking the kiss but deepening it instead, her tongue thrusting against his, she lifted herself up and turned to straddle him. In the closed s.p.a.ce of the carriage, her skirt's and petticoats' rustling sounded like thunder.

He moved his hands over her shoulders, tugging down the dress. She heard-or felt-the silk rip. She didn't care. He dragged the dress down, and pushed down the top of her corset. She felt the air on her exposed b.r.e.a.s.t.s before he broke the kiss to bring his mouth there. His tongue grazed her nipple and she groaned, and when he suckled, she gasped, and threw her head back, and laughed, and caught her hands in his hair and kissed the top of his head, again and again. But the tug on her breast tugged deep inside as well, low in her belly, making her impatient, squirming.

She let go of him to grasp her skirts and petticoats. She pulled them up, and his big hand slid over her thigh- Light exploded, filling the carriage's interior. It lasted only an instant, but it was an instant's too-bright daylight, and it shocked and woke her from the mad dream she'd fallen into, even before the deafening crack shook the carriage.

She pushed his hand away, pushed down her skirt, and pulled up her bodice. She climbed down from his lap.

"d.a.m.nation," he said thickly. "Just when it was getting interesting."

Another blinding flash of light. A pause. More thunder.

She returned to her seat and tried to put her dress to rights. "It wasn't supposed to get interesting, devil take me. I knew I oughtn't to get into a vehicle with you, not when we were so wrought up. Stop the carriage. You must let me out."

Lightning crackled again. And again. Thunder boomed, and it sounded like a war.

"You're not going out in that," he said.

"I most certainly am," she said. She got up to wrestle with the window. She had to get it down to reach the door handle outside. Before she could do so, the carriage lurched to a stop, and she stumbled. He caught her, but she dug her nails into his hands.

He didn't let go. "It was only a kiss," he said.

"It was more than only," she said. "If not for the lightning, we should have done exactly what I told you I absolutely will not, must not, cannot do."

"That isn't what you told me."

"Were you even listening?"

"You didn't say you would not must not cannot do it," he said. "Not precisely. What you said, in so many words, was that your prospective London patrons mustn't get wind of it."

She wrenched away from him, and the carriage lurched into motion at the same time. This time she fell onto him. She wanted to stay, oh, how she wanted to stay. She wanted to climb onto his lap and wallow in his warmth and his strength and his touch. She made herself scramble away, pushing away his hands, and she flung herself onto her seat. It was the work of a few seconds, but it felt like a lifetime's labor to her.

Resisting temptation was horrible.

"You split your hairs exceedingly fine," she said breathlessly.

"And you thought I wasn't listening," he said.

"You chose to hear what a man would choose to hear," she said.

"I'm a man," he said.

That ought not to strike her as the understatement of the decade, but it did.

A man, only a man, she told herself-but look at what he'd done, what she'd done.

Nothing ought to have happened as it had: the incendiary kiss, the speed with which reason and self-control had disintegrated-even for her, that was extreme. She had underestimated him or overestimated herself, and now she wanted to kill somebody because she couldn't think of a way to have him without ruining everything.

If she hadn't done that already.

Think. Think. Think.

The carriage stopped and she wanted to scream. Would this journey never end?

The door opened. An umbrella appeared, attached to the gloved hand of a drenched footman.

Clevedon started up from his seat.

"Don't," she said.

"I'm not accustomed to tossing women from the carriage and allowing them to make their own way to their doors."

"I don't doubt there's a good deal you're not accustomed to," she said.

But he was already moving down the steps, and arguing with him wouldn't make the footman any drier.

Ignoring the hand Clevedon offered, she stepped down quickly from the carriage and ran through the rain for the haven of the hotel's portico. He ran after her. His legs were longer. He caught up in no time, and threw a sheltering arm about her for the last few feet.

"We need to talk," he said.

"Not now," she said. "Your footmen will catch their death."

He glanced back, and there was enough light at the hotel entrance for her to make out the puzzled look on his handsome face.

"You can't leave them standing in a downpour while we argue," she said.

No doubt he did it all the time. To him, servants were merely animated furniture.

"I wasn't intending to argue," he said, "but I forgot. Talking with you is most usually an argument."

"We can talk on Sunday," she said.

"Later today," he said.

"I'm engaged with Sylvie," she said.

"Break the engagement."

"I'm not free until Sunday," she said. "You may take me riding in the Bois de Boulogne when it isn't teeming with aristocrats showing off their finery. After Longchamp, the place will be relatively quiet."

"I was thinking of a place not so public," he said.

"I wasn't," she said. "But let's not debate now. Send me a message on Sat.u.r.day, and I'll meet you on Sunday, wherever you choose, as long as it isn't too disreputable. There are places even a lowly dressmaker shuns."

"Wherever I choose," he repeated.

"To talk," she said.

"Yes, of course," he said. "We have business to discuss."

She was well aware that the business he wanted to discuss was not her shop and Lady Clara's patronage thereof. She'd been a fool to imagine she could manage this man. She should have realized that a duke is used to getting his own way, to a degree common folk could scarcely imagine. She should have realized that getting his way all his life would affect his brain and make him not altogether like other men.

In short, she would have done better to keep out of his way and send Sophy after his bride-to-be.

But she hadn't realized, and now she had to salvage the situation as best she could. She knew only one way to do that.

"I know your footmen are mere mechanical devices to you," she said. "But I can only think that one or both of them is sure to take a chill, and develop a putrid sore throat or affection of the lungs. So bourgeois of me, I know, but I can't help it."

Again he glanced back. One footman stood at a discreet distance, holding the umbrella, awaiting his grace's pleasure. The other stood on his perch at the back of the carriage. They'd both donned cloaks, which by now must be soaked through, in spite of their umbrellas.

"Until Sunday, then," she said.