The Cassandra Complex Part 7

Lisa knew that if the second shooter had the same equipment, as well as a gun that fired real bullets, she and Chan were in real trouble. She reminded herself that although the shooter in her apartment had made some ugly threats, all the bullets fired had been directed at inanimate targets. When Ed Burdillon had walked in on the Mouseworld bombers, they had only used their heavy artillery to cover him while they knocked him out and then dragged him to safety. So far, these lunatics had tried hard to avoid killing anyone-but they'd never have come back for a second bite at the cherry, especially in broad daylight, if they weren't desperate. Their carefully laid plan must have gone wrong. They hadn't found what they wanted at Lisa's apartment, or on the equipment they'd stolen from Morgan's house, and Morgan himself presumably hadn't told them what they wanted to know. They were not as scrupulous today as they had been the night before-and the shot fired at her as she dived for cover behind the Datsun had been far too close for comfort.

Lisa cursed herself for the weakness of her body and spirit alike. She was too old, at sixty-one, for playing cat-and-mouse with killers. Her bones were too fragile, and the shock of fear that had gripped her made her feel utterly helpless.

She scrambled along the body of the Datsun and huddled behind the rear wheel. She guessed that whoever had shot at her must have fired from the attendant's booth, and would probably have left it as soon as the lights went out, intending to edge along the wall against which the cars were parked. She had noted that the car beyond the Datsun was a Renault with an overgenerous wheelbase, and she rolled beneath it. That placed her in deep shadow, from which she could see nothing-but in which she could not easily be seen, even by someone with a body-heat sensor. Unfortunately, she knew, the advantage would probably be temporary. Whoever was inching along the wall would soon start peering beneath the vehicles, knowing that they provided the only available hiding place.

Lisa shut her eyes and concentrated her attention on listening; if their a.s.sailants had boots as smart as their black clothing, they wouldn't be making a lot of noise, but they couldn't move silently. She tried to summon up a picture in her mind's eye of the exact spot in which Peter Grimmett Smith had fallen, and the probable disposition of his limbs. Had she a chance of getting to the gun that had fallen from his hand before the enemy could get a clear shot at her? If so, could she judge the position of either shooter well enough by sound alone to get off a good shot of her own? It might not be necessary to hit anyone-the mere fact that she had a gun and was capable of using it would surely make them cautious, and should make them seek cover.

Her right arm was alight with pain from wrist to elbow. When she had rolled over, she had pressed the cuts between her body and the concrete floor, and the sealant hadn't been laid on thick enough to provide a protective cushion.

She swore at herself, commanding herself to focus, and to stop complaining.

She decided, having given due consideration to the plan, that if she tried to go for Smith's gun, she would make an absurdly easy target. The sensible thing to do was to try to put more distance between herself and the elevator door. If the person who was coming after her was moving slowly enough, she might actually be able to reach the exit gate at the far end of the lot. If she could only raise the screen ...

It was not to be. As she rolled across the gap separating the protective cha.s.sis of one vehicle from its neighbor, she finally heard the give-away sc.r.a.pe of cloth against brick, and the gun that was firing real bullets sounded again, close enough this time to leave her ears ringing.

The adaptation of her eyes was set back too, by the sight of the muzzle flash and the vivid spark that soared from the concrete not five centimeters from her face as the bullet struck the ground and ricocheted away.

"Cool it!" screeched a distorted voice, which must have originated from the far side of the lot, although it blended with the gunshot echoes rebounding eerily from the walls.

"Have you got him?" was the only response-a totally unnecessary one, given that the shooter with the dart gun hadn't fired, as he or she surely would have if Chan had presented a target.

Despite the aftereffects of the echoing shot, Lisa heard her own pursuer drop awkwardly to the ground, presumably using the b.u.t.t of the gun for temporary support as he or she fell into a p.r.o.ne position no more than a couple of meters away. Lisa knew that she had to get out of the confined s.p.a.ce beneath the car if she were to avoid a shot that could hardly miss, so she scrambled forward desperately, not caring about the fact that she would expose herself fully to the shooter with the dart gun. If she had to be taken out, she figured it was far better that it should be done by a dart than by a bullet.

As soon as she pulled herself to her feet, she set herself to run across the open s.p.a.ce between the lanes, hoping she could see well enough to throw herself into the s.p.a.ce between two cars and obtain a measure of cover. She could see a little better now, but the world was full of shadows.

She heard the dart gun go off as the other shooter fired at her, but she felt no impact. As soon as the body of another vehicle offered her protection against another shot from that direction, she concentrated on putting something solid between her body and the enemy who was firing real bullets.

This time, there was no pursuing shot. Was that because the advice to cool it had been heard and heeded? Or was it just that the shooter with the real gun knew exactly where she was and was moving in for the kill?

For the kill. The unspoken words echoed in Lisa's skull, sending forth new ripples of panic-but no shot came. The unspoken words echoed in Lisa's skull, sending forth new ripples of panic-but no shot came.

Lisa dared to think that she might make it after all if she resumed her stealthy flight toward the exit door-and the distinction between deep and light shadow was becoming a little clearer now. She couldn't see see, exactly, but she wasn't blind either. She began to move once more-but then the dart gun went off yet again, and this time she did feel an impact.

The strike was in the upper part of her left arm, and it didn't feel like a p.r.i.c.k or a stab. It was as if some mildly boisterous acquaintance had struck her lightly with his fist, in a perfectly friendly fashion-but that was an illusion. Lisa knew immediately that the glancing nature of the blow wasn't good news. The muscle relaxant with which the dart was tipped had to be powerful if it had felled a man of Peter Grimmett Smith's ma.s.s within seconds. Although it might take as much as a minute for her veins to carry the less than full dose far enough to immobilize her, and a further two minutes for enough of it to reach her brain to render her unconscious, she was finished-and with two searchers to evade, Chan Kwai Keung's chances of getting away would be minimal.

Then she heard an almighty crash, far louder than the gunshots that had preceded it.

Startled, she turned and lifted her head. The movement made her dizzy, but she was still conscious, and true sight was abruptly returned to her.

The plastic doors closing off the entrance to the parking area had imploded. A black van, somewhat larger than the Daf that had rear-ended Chan's Fiat, was hurtling through them, its headlights ablaze. A voice was already blaring from an invisible loudspeaker: "Put down your weapons now" now"

It wasn't a cityplex police van. Cityplex police vans were white. It could be Special Branch, Lisa thought, or even more spooks from the MOD. Whoever it was, though, they had to be on her side, not the side of the black-clad a.s.sa.s.sins.

As she began to feel faint, the first retaliatory shot rang out. She saw the black van's windshield respond to the impact; it was crazed, but not shattered. The result of the shot became irrelevant in any case when the new arrival cannoned into the back of the Daf, whose forward lurch sent Chan's yellow Fiat spinning. The noise was appalling.

The Fiat's windows weren't as resilient as the big van's. Shards of plastic seemed to fly everywhere. The shooter with the dart gun was briefly silhouetted against the glare of the headlights, running but seemingly going nowhere.

Lisa just had time to think "Wow!" before the dizziness blurred her vision irrevocably. Even then, she didn't lose consciousness. She tried with all her might to stand up, but her body wouldn't obey, and the only result of her determination was that she stumbled sideways. The concrete rose up to smash itself into her shoulder, but she was hardly aware of the fact of the pain, let alone the intensity of the feeling.

Hey! she thought. she thought. This stuff has its advantages. I could get used to this state of mind, if only ... This stuff has its advantages. I could get used to this state of mind, if only ...

It seemed, somehow, to be terribly unfair that she never got the chance to finish the sentence. Her pain had disappeared. Her fear had disappeared. Even the burden of her years seemed to have disappeared, but she didn't have time to savor her immunity from all harm. She finally fell, precipitously, into unconsciousness.

ELEVEN.

The first thing Lisa remembered after waking up was that the last time she had awakened, she had had been unable to remember where she was, because she had been forced to check into the Renaissance Hotel instead of going home. For a moment or two, therefore, she a.s.sumed that because the bed on which she was lying was definitely not her own, she was back in the hotel. This conviction lent moral support to her reluctance to open her eyes, but her attention was soon claimed by the awkward awareness that her mouth was very very dry. That seemed odd-she couldn't remember drinking any alcohol. What on earth could have happened to render her so thirsty? dry. That seemed odd-she couldn't remember drinking any alcohol. What on earth could have happened to render her so thirsty?

When she finally remembered the circ.u.mstances under which she had gone to sleep, and the fragment of a day that had preceded it, she had no alternative but to force her sticky eyes open. She tried to sit up, but she got only halfway and had to lean back on her elbow.

She found herself staring into the capacious features of a brown-eyed man she had never seen before.

He waited for her to realize, as she tried to raise herself, that she was wearing only her not-so-smart underwear-at which point she s.n.a.t.c.hed up the sheet she had been trying to cast off.

She glanced around at the room, which was small and low-ceilinged, its walls papered with off-white anaglypta that probably dated back at least to the 1990s. The abundant but desiccated autumnal foliage visible through the wood-framed window, eerily lit from within, suggested that she was in an upstairs room overlooking a tree considerably older than the wallpaper. The bed had a tubular-steel frame whose brown paint was flaking off, and the chair in which the brown-eyed man sat was a pine kitchen chair whose cherry-red woodstain was equally eroded. She certainly wasn't in a police station.

Night had obviously fallen again, but there was no way of knowing exactly how long she had been unconscious.

A large hand extended a cup toward her that was full of a warm brown liquid, at which she stared suspiciously.

"It's tea," explained a deep voice.

"I don't drink tea," she said, contradicting herself by taking a tentative sip. "And I wouldn't take sugar if I did," she added, grimacing.

"Drink it anyway," the brown-eyed man advised. He was wearing a smartsuit made from the same fabric as Peter Grimmett Smith's but cut in a contemporary style. Its quiet elegance made Lisa all the more conscious of her own lack of clothing and the fact that her undershirt was far from smart in any sense of the word.

She drank some more tea, figuring that the only thing that really mattered, given the circ.u.mstances, was its wetness. It moistened her mouth and moderated the intensity of her thirst. Then she said, "Who are you?"

"The man who saved you from abduction by two crazy women. Abduction-or worse," he replied. He obviously knew that she was a police officer, and felt obliged to establish his moral credentials in case she felt-as she was surely ent.i.tled to do-that wherever she was it was not the place she ought to be.

"Crazy women?" Lisa queried.

"You didn't know they were women? Or was it that you didn't know they were crazy?" He was trying to make a slight joke, but she wasn't in the mood.

"Those matte-black one-pieces aren't the most figure-flattering garments in the world," she pointed out. "Who are are you-and what were you doing crashing into the parking area like that?" you-and what were you doing crashing into the parking area like that?"

"You can call me Leland," he said in an offhand manner calculated to suggest that it probably wasn't his real name, first or last. "We were paying a call on someone in the building. We figured that something must be wrong when we saw the security guard unconscious, hanging halfway out of the hatchway. It seemed to be our duty as honest citizens to ride to the rescue."

"It probably was," Lisa conceded. "But you must have checked the ID in my pouch, so the fact that you've brought me here makes you guilty of obstructing justice, as well as abduction and unlawful imprisonment, so you can cut the honest-citizen c.r.a.p. Why did you take my clothes?"

"They were dirty and torn," Leland told her. "Even smart fabric wouldn't have been able to cope with all that rolling around on the concrete, and there were some old bloodstains too. Your belt wasn't clean either-police personnel really ought to be more careful about pollution, especially the metaphorical kind. Intruders in the night don't just take things away, you know."

"They bugged my belt?"

"I've cleaned it-but if you've said anything you shouldn't have in the last eighteen or twenty hours, you'd better start thinking of ways to limit the damage. I think I can find you a shirt and some slacks to wear until your own clothes have been cleaned-Jeff's, not mine. He's more your size. He was with me in the van; you owe him for the rescue too." The man still seemed amused. Lisa didn't have time for a mental run-through of all the conversations of the early morning and late afternoon, but she was fairly certain that her own ignorance would have prevented her from giving away anything of real value to Morgan's kidnappers.

"Where am I?" Lisa asked. "Why aren't we at East Central Police Station?"

"Well, that's a long story," Leland told her. "I admit that I fell prey to temptation-but I honestly believe that you might thank me for it. I thought we might be able to scratch one another's backs. No pressure at all, of course-you can have your phone back at any time, and call whomever you want, so there's no question of unlawful imprisonment or obstructing justice. It wasn't me who shot you, but you did get a whiff of the gas we used against the shooters, so I felt obliged to render what first aid I could. If you feel that you have to cry for help right now, I'll just fade quietly way, leaving you here with the two women. I'd understand your determination to play by the book, in spite of your personal involvement. On the other hand, if you happened to decide that you'd rather have a word with the people who tried to shoot you before before their lawyers get involved-or if you'd simply like to listen in while I have a word-I'd understand that too." their lawyers get involved-or if you'd simply like to listen in while I have a word-I'd understand that too."

"Where am I?" Lisa repeated stubbornly.

"A little way out in the country," Leland said. "Not far from the cityplex. You could be back home inside an hour, by car-ten minutes if they care to send the MOD helicopter. There's nothing of much interest happening back there, though. Here's where it's at, for the moment. I really do think that we could help one another, and that you and I stand a better chance of figuring this thing out together than either of us would have if we followed separate lines of investigation. If your first priority is to get Morgan Miller out in one piece, I could be a lot more useful than Kenna's blindfolded plods or Smith's third eleven spooks. What do you say, Dr. Friemann?"

Lisa's head was still aching, and the tea hadn't yet quenched her thirst. She didn't want to make any decisions just yet. She made a show of inspecting the sealant on her arm and hand. The old wounds hadn't been reopened, but she noticed a new graze on her elbow. Her upper left arm, where she'd been darted, was much uglier but it didn't hurt at all. Leland, or his friend Jeff, had sprayed sealant on it.

"Who are you working for?" she asked.

"Can't tell you that," he replied unapologetically.

"Who were you going to visit when you interrupted our little melodrama?"

"Goldfarb, of course. We don't know much more than you do, so we were following the same trail. Really lucked out, didn't we? All we had to do to crack the case was smash down the door. The crazies had already kayoed all three of you, so it was just a matter of picking up the bad girls and getting the h.e.l.l out before the cityplex police arrived. Your response times stink, by the way."

He hadn't mentioned Chan, Lisa noted. Maybe he didn't know that Chan had been there. He obviously thought the "bad girls" had been after her, and hadn't realized that the pulverized Fiat had anything to do with the case. Maybe Chan was still loose, still carrying whatever item of information he had that he wanted to confide to her and her alone.

"Try to see it from my point of view," the big man urged. "I had to take the opportunity to grab the two women, and I couldn't resist the temptation to bring you along too. Technically, as you've carefully pointed out, it's illegal, but we're on the same side. We both want Morgan Miller out, and we're both burning burning to know why he was s.n.a.t.c.hed in the first place. As proof of my good intentions, I'm prepared to give you the one bit of valuable information I have that you don't, without asking anything in return but a little of your time. Want to hear it?" to know why he was s.n.a.t.c.hed in the first place. As proof of my good intentions, I'm prepared to give you the one bit of valuable information I have that you don't, without asking anything in return but a little of your time. Want to hear it?"

"Go on," said Lisa, making no promises.

"Smith's got his knickers in a twist for nothing. The project Burdillon was working on is redundant. It never mattered a d.a.m.n whether he succeeded or not. The government spent so much time dithering that the war arrived before they were halfway ready, but my guys were always ahead of the game. They already have the product, and they'll be the ones who'll determine its distribution. It's quite possible, of course, that the crazy ladies didn't realize that and thought it might be salable, but if that's so, the whole thing is a storm in a teacup of no real significance. If it were something else of Miller's-something unconnected with the war work-I'd be as puzzled as you are by the fact that he doesn't seem to have confided in you. If that's that's so, there must be a so, there must be a very very good reason for it, don't you think?" good reason for it, don't you think?"

It was a tricky question, and Lisa thought about it for a full minute before replying. She had finished the tea and was desperate for a refill, even though she didn't drink tea. "I think this whole stupid affair is a comedy of errors either way," she said eventually. "If it's not Morgan's recent work that sparked this off, then Goldfarb, or his opposite number in Swindon, must have put two and two together and made twenty-two. Someone might might think that Morgan has stumbled across some kind of longevity treatment, and the rumor may have been exaggerated as the whisper was pa.s.sed on, but I can't believe there's anything really there. If Morgan says he failed, he really did fail." think that Morgan has stumbled across some kind of longevity treatment, and the rumor may have been exaggerated as the whisper was pa.s.sed on, but I can't believe there's anything really there. If Morgan says he failed, he really did fail."

"There are no failed experiments in science," Leland told her sardonically. "Just experiments that don't give you the answer you were looking for. Sometimes that's because you're asking the wrong question."

He doesn't know Morgan Miller, Lisa thought. Morgan was always careful to ask Morgan was always careful to ask all all the questions, even if he couldn't answer them. the questions, even if he couldn't answer them. "So who are the crazy women working for?" she asked. "So who are the crazy women working for?" she asked.

"I don't know," he confessed. "It's not the Leninist Mafia, or any gang of biotech bootleggers that we we know about. It looks like an ad hoc conspiracy, hastily flung together. Even in this game, appearances aren't always deceptive." know about. It looks like an ad hoc conspiracy, hastily flung together. Even in this game, appearances aren't always deceptive."

"And why should you know more about the Leninist Mafia or biotech bootlegging than we we do?" Lisa challenged, trying to imply that her "we" included the MOD as well as the police, although she didn't know the first thing about Special Branch ops, let alone Peter Grimmett Smith's secret business. Although her warrant card identified her as a forensic scientist, she figured that her interlocutor couldn't know for certain that she wasn't attached to Special Branch and hadn't done any significant work on bootlegged biotech. do?" Lisa challenged, trying to imply that her "we" included the MOD as well as the police, although she didn't know the first thing about Special Branch ops, let alone Peter Grimmett Smith's secret business. Although her warrant card identified her as a forensic scientist, she figured that her interlocutor couldn't know for certain that she wasn't attached to Special Branch and hadn't done any significant work on bootlegged biotech.

Leland hesitated before saying, "Well, there are no prizes for guessing that I'm private security, nor for figuring out that I probably wouldn't be on the case if I weren't in something like the same line of work as you. I might as well come clean, though, and admit that busting everyday pharmaceutical counterfeiters is more my sort of thing than a weird mess like this. You know I can't tell you who I work for, but you also know what that means."

"The megacorps," Lisa said. "I suppose they don't like to be called the Cabal?"

"As far as I can tell," Leland informed her wryly, "they love love it. But that's by the by. The question is: can we work together, or are you going to go after me for loading you in back of the van with the other two? Even though the girls aren't mafia, they're bound to have lawyers. If I'd left them to be taken into custody, the local plods would have done everything by the book-and by the time you'd woken up, you'd have had to sit twiddling your thumbs while the MOD hammered out some kind of deal to persuade the captives to sell out their pals. You ought to be grateful to me for expanding your options." it. But that's by the by. The question is: can we work together, or are you going to go after me for loading you in back of the van with the other two? Even though the girls aren't mafia, they're bound to have lawyers. If I'd left them to be taken into custody, the local plods would have done everything by the book-and by the time you'd woken up, you'd have had to sit twiddling your thumbs while the MOD hammered out some kind of deal to persuade the captives to sell out their pals. You ought to be grateful to me for expanding your options."

"I'm not going to make myself an accessory to torture," Lisa said sharply.

"Of course not," Leland replied soothingly. "If I were going to try anything of that sort, I'd make very sure you weren't involved, for my sake as well as yours. In this instance, we don't have time-the trouble with obtaining information under duress is that you have to be able to check it out and take punitive action if you've been sold a pup. However crazy these two are, they know that we're in a race against the clock. They'll feed us bulls.h.i.t if they can, especially if we play the bully. We'll have to work a little more creatively. It won't be easy-but I figure that the two of us might have a better chance than either one alone."

"You haven't tried to question them by yourself?" Lisa asked skeptically.

"They're still asleep," he told her. "There wasn't time to be subtle back in the car lot-I had to hit them with the gas. I figure they'll be awake at any time now, but it might be as well to let them consider their situation for a little while. Their clothes weren't nearly as badly damaged as yours, but I took them anyway. They're very modern girls-smartskins, no underwear. They're tightly secured, each in a different room. They'll be feeling very very vulnerable." vulnerable."

"I can't be a party to this," Lisa said, without much conviction.

"That's a shame," Leland told her. "I'll be talking to them anyway-the only result of your staying out of it will be that our chances of getting what we need are reduced-and you'll remain ignorant of anything I do manage to find out. Do you really want to pa.s.s on your best chance of finding out where Miller is in time to get him out alive?"

Lisa could only reply to that with a censorious glare, but Leland wasn't the kind of man to wilt before a dirty look. She knew he was right, and that the two would-be a.s.sa.s.sins were far more likely to let something slip in their present circ.u.mstances than they would be if they were subjected to due process under the protection of PACE 2, with their lawyers at their elbows. She also knew that he was trying to curry favor by letting her in on the interrogations-a favor whose acceptance might be dangerous. Making herself an accessory to an illegal interrogation could easily turn out to be the next best thing to handing her head to Judith Kenna on a silver platter, careerwise. Mike Grundy had suggested that cracking the case might be exactly what the two of them needed to stave off compulsory retirement for a few more years, but the way way it was cracked might be even more important in that regard than merely getting a result. it was cracked might be even more important in that regard than merely getting a result.

In the end, it all came back to Morgan Miller and the need to get him out of whatever mess he'd contrived to get himself into. How much did she have to lose? The fact that Kenna was out to get her anyway increased the danger of not playing by the book-but how much should she care, at her time of life? If she wasn't prepared to be reckless now, when would she ever be?

"So what are you waiting for?" she asked the big man. "Get me those b.l.o.o.d.y clothes. And something else to drink."

Leland grinned as he took back the empty cup. "Don't worry," he said. "I'll cover your back if you cover mine. All we have to do is make sure that the good end happily and the bad unhappily. As long as the story works out, it won't matter a d.a.m.n whether there really is an immortality serum or not."

Lisa waited until he had fetched the clothes, a bunch of bananas, and another cup of tea before telling him that the legendary Adam Zimmerman hadn't approved of the word "immortality" because it implied an inability to die. "In the business," she said as she regarded the bananas with a suspicious eye, "we prefer the term emortality, with an 'e.'"

"They're ordinary supermarket fruit," Leland a.s.sured her. "Standard dietary supplements. No therapeutics, let alone psychotropics. I'm paid to hunt down bootleggers-I don't rip off their stock."

The shirt and slacks he gave her were loose, but not absurdly ill-fitting. When she'd achieved a better state of modesty and a fuller stomach, he handed back her belt, pouches and all. It was an obvious gesture of good faith. She could have summoned help within two seconds, using two fingers; he wouldn't have been able to stop her. If they were way out in the wilds of Somerset or Gloucestershire, it might take so long for help to come that he and his friend Jeff could be five miles away by the time it arrived, but he'd have to be very clever indeed to avoid the consequent chase, and he probably wouldn't get anything out of his captives in the meantime. Lisa didn't bother to take the phone out of its holster.

"Had you checked out the Inst.i.tute of Algeny?" she asked.

"Not yet." The abruptness of the answer suggested there might have been no need-perhaps because the information that had been handed down to him had originated there. Perhaps, Lisa thought, Goldfarb's disdain for the Algenists hadn't been a mere matter of the pot a.s.suming that the kettle was black.

"If Morgan did have something valuable," Lisa observed, "the fact that he was talking to supposedly nonprofit organizations implies that he wouldn't have wanted it to fall into the hands of your employers."

"Or Mr. Smith's," Leland pointed out.

"Morgan wasn't the government's biggest fan," Lisa agreed, "but he did know that there's a war on. If he'd thought the MOD could use whatever he had, he'd have given it to them. I still think this is all a wild goose chase."

"You're probably right," the big man conceded. "But if there are any wild geese to be caught, I want to be the one who bags them, and if there aren't, I need to be able to convince my employers of that fact. If I can't, I could be out of a job. Then, if you decided to turn vindictive later, I could be in a very deep hole indeed."

"Strangely enough," Lisa said grimly, "I think I know exactly how you feel. If this doesn't go well, we could both end up regretting that we ever met."

TWELVE.

They looked in on both prisoners before attempting to bring either of them around. The first was in the bedroom next to the one where Lisa had been lodged. She had reddish-brown hair, severely cut into a styleless bob, and sharply delineated features flecked with freckles and moles. She was older than Lisa had expected, though not as old as Lisa herself. Lisa paused long enough to examine the tenor of the muscles in the arm that rested on top of the blanket covering her naked body.

"Metabolic retuning and artificial steroids," Leland opined, but Lisa shook her head.

"Hard work, mostly," she said. "Carefully calculated diet, obsessive exercising, strict denial of all cosmetic and quasimedical aids. She's a Real Woman."

"I don't go for the muscular type myself," Leland observed.