Tell Me Your Dreams Part 36

"We'll talk. Things will come to you. From time to time, we'll use hypnotism or Sodium Amytal. You've been hypnotized before, haven't you?"

"Yes."

"No one's going to pressure you. We're going to take our time." He added rea.s.suringly, "And when we're through, you're going to be well."

They talked for almost an hour. At the end of that time, Ashley felt much more relaxed. Back in her room, she thought, I really think he can do it. I really think he can do it. And she said a little prayer. And she said a little prayer.

Dr. Keller had a meeting with Otto Lewison. "We talked this morning," Dr. Keller said. "The good news is that Ashley admits she has a problem, and she's willing to be helped."

"That's a beginning. Keep me informed."

"I will, Otto."

Dr. Keller was looking forward to the challenge ahead of him. There was something very special about Ashley Patterson. He was determined to help her.

They talked every day, and a week after Ashley arrived, Dr. Keller said, "I want you to be comfortable and relaxed. I'm going to hypnotize you." He moved toward her.

"No! Wait!"

He looked at her, surprised. "What's the matter?"

A dozen terrible thoughts flashed through Ashley's head. He was going to bring out her alters. She was terrified of the idea. "Please," she said. "I-I don't want to meet them."

"You won't," Dr. Keller a.s.sured her. "Not yet."

She swallowed. "All right."

"Are you ready?"

She nodded. "Yes."

"Good. Here we go."

It took fifteen minutes to hypnotize her. When she was under, Gilbert Keller glanced at a piece of paper on his desk. Toni Prescott and Alette Peters. Toni Prescott and Alette Peters. It was time for switching, the process of changing from one dominating personality state to another. It was time for switching, the process of changing from one dominating personality state to another.

He looked at Ashley, asleep in her chair, then leaned forward. "Good morning, Toni. Can you hear me?"

He watched Ashley's face transform, taken over by an entirely different personality. There was a sudden vivacity in her face. She began to sing: "Half a pound of tupenny rice,Half a pound of treacle,Mix it up and make it nice,Pop! goes the weasel..."

"That was very nice, Toni. I'm Gilbert Keller."

"I know who you are," Toni said.

"I'm glad to meet you. Did anyone ever tell you that you have a beautiful singing voice?"

"Sod off."

"I mean it. Did you ever take singing lessons? I'll bet you did."

"No, I didn't. As a matter of fact, I wanted to, but my"-For G.o.d's sokes, will you stop that terrible noise! Whoever told you you could sing?-"never mind."

"Toni, I want to help you."

"No, you don't, Dockie baby. You want to lay me."

"Why do you think that, Toni?"

"That's all you b.l.o.o.d.y men ever want to do. Ta."

"Toni...? Toni...?"

Silence.

Gilbert Keller looked at Ashley's face again. It was serene. Dr. Keller leaned forward. "Alette?"

There was no change in Ashley's expression.

"Alette...?"

Nothing.

"I want to speak to you, Alette."

Ashley began to stir uneasily.

"Come out, Alette."

Ashley took a deep breath, and then there was a sudden explosion of words spoken in Italian.

"C'e qualcuno che parla Italiano?"

"Alette-"

"Non so dove mi travo."

"Alette, listen to me. You're safe. I want you to relax."

"Mi sento stanca... I'm tired." I'm tired."

"You've been through a terrible time, but all that is behind you. Your future is going to be very peaceful. Do you know where you are?"

His voice was white.

"S. It's some kind of place for people who It's some kind of place for people who are pazzo." That's why you're here, Doctor. You're the crazy one. are pazzo." That's why you're here, Doctor. You're the crazy one.

"It's a place where you're going to be cured. Alette, when you close your eyes and visualize this place, what comes to your mind?"

"Hogarth. He painted insane asylums and scenes that are terrifying." You're too ignorant ever to have heard of him. You're too ignorant ever to have heard of him.

"I don't want you to think of this place as terrifying. Tell me about yourself, Alette. What do you like to do? What would you like to do while you're here?"

"I like to paint."

"We'll have to get you some paints."

"No!"

"Why?"

"I don't want to." "What do you call that, child? It looks like an ugly blob to me." "What do you call that, child? It looks like an ugly blob to me."

Leave me alone.

"Alette?" Gilbert Keller watched Ashley's face change again.

Alette was gone. Dr. Keller awakened Ashley.

She opened her eyes and blinked. "Have you started?"

"We've finished."

"How did I do?"

"Toni and Alette talked to me. We've made a good beginning, Ashley."

The letter from David Singer read: Dear Ashley,Just a note to let you know that I'm thinking about you and hoping that you're making good progress. As a matter of fact, I think about you often. I feel as though we've gone through the wars together. It was a tough fight, but we won. And I have good news. I've been a.s.sured that the murder charges against you in Bedford and Quebec will be dropped. If there is anything I can do for you, let me know.Warmest wishes,David The following morning, Dr. Keller was talking to Toni while Ashley was under hypnosis.

"What is it now, Dockie?"

"I just want to have a little chat with you. I'd like to help you.

"I don't need your b.l.o.o.d.y help. I'm doing fine."

"Well, I need your your help, Toni. I want to ask you a question. What do you think of Ashley?" help, Toni. I want to ask you a question. What do you think of Ashley?"

"Miss Tight a.s.s? Tight a.s.s? Don't get me started." Don't get me started."

"You don't like her?"

"In spades."

"What don't you like about her?"

There was a pause. "She tries to keep everybody from having fun. If I didn't take over once in a while, our lives would be boring. Boring. Boring. She doesn't like to go to parties or travel or do any fun things." She doesn't like to go to parties or travel or do any fun things."

"But you do?"

"You bet I do. That's what life's all about, isn't it, luv?"

"You were born in London, weren't you, Toni? Do you want to tell me about it?"

"I'll tell you one thing. I wish I were there now."

Silence.

"Toni. .. ? Toni.. . ?"

She was gone.

Gilbert Keller said to Ashley, "I'd like to speak to Alette." He watched the expression on Ashley's face change. He leaned forward and said softly, "Alette."

"S."

"Did you hear my conversation with Toni?"

"Yes."

"Do you and Toni know each other?"

"Yes." Of course we do, stupid. Of course we do, stupid.

"But Ashley doesn't know either of you?"

"No."

"Do you like Ashley?"

"She's all right." Why are you asking me all these foolish questions? Why are you asking me all these foolish questions?

"Why don't you talk to her?"

"Toni does not want me to."

"Does Toni always tell you what to do?"

"Toni is my friend." It's none of your business. It's none of your business.

"I want to be your friend, Alette. Tell me about yourself. Where were you born?"

"I was born in Rome."

"Did you like Rome?"

Gilbert Keller watched the expression on Ashley's face change, and she began to weep.

Why? Dr. Keller leaned forward and said soothingly, "It's all right. You're going to awaken now, Ashley..." Dr. Keller leaned forward and said soothingly, "It's all right. You're going to awaken now, Ashley..."

She opened her eyes.