Salem Falls Part 5

Jack shoveled a spoonful of cereal into his mouth. He wondered if Stuart had gone on vacation. "So," he said. "How did I die?"

"In my dream, you mean?"

"Yeah."

The old man leaned closer. "Scabies."

"Scabies?"

"Uh-huh. They're bugs-mites-that get right under your skin. Burrow up inside your bloodstream and lay their eggs."

"Thanks," Jack said dryly. "I know what they are. But I don't think they kill you."

"Oh, sure, wise guy. When's the last time you saw someone who had them?"

Jack shook his head, amused. "I have to admit ... never."

"I did-in the navy. A sailor. Looked like someone had drawn all over him with pencil, lines running up between his fingers and toes and armpits and privates, like he was being mapped from the inside out. Itched himself raw, and the scratches got infected, and one morning we buried him at sea."

Jack wanted to explain how following that logic, the man had died of a blood infection rather than scabies. Instead, he looked Roy right in the eye. "You know how you get scabies," he said casually. "From sharing clothing and bed sheets with an infected person. Which means if I had really died of scabies, like in your dream, you wouldn't be that far behind me."

Roy was silent for a moment. Then he stood and cleared his place. "You know, I've been thinking. There isn't much point in both of us buying milk when we can't each get through a half-gallon in a week. Might as well do it so you buy the milk one week and the next week it's my turn."

"Seems economically sound."

"Exactly." Roy rinsed his bowl. "You still wash your own sheets, though."

Jack stifled a grin. "Well, of course. You never know what you're going to catch from someone else's laundry."

Roy eyed him, trying to decide whether Jack was being sincere. Then he shuffled toward the living room. "I knew I liked you for a reason," he said.

Roy, who categorically refused to work in the kitchen, manned the cash register under the watchful eye of his daughter. Addie let him out of sight only briefly, and even then with warnings: "It should only take you ten minutes to run to the bank, Dad, and I'm going to be counting." Mostly he sat and did crossword puzzles, trying to pretend he wasn't looking when Darla, the relief waitress, bent down to tie her shoe and her skirt rode up.

It was nearly 11 A.M.; A.M.; a time that was slow for the waitresses but frenetic for the kitchen staff. Roy could hear the oil in the deep fryer heating up infinitesimally, degree by degree. He would sometimes remember how he was once so good he could cut inch-long segments from a carrot with a cleaver, blindfolded, and end the last slice a half inch from the hand that held it in place. a time that was slow for the waitresses but frenetic for the kitchen staff. Roy could hear the oil in the deep fryer heating up infinitesimally, degree by degree. He would sometimes remember how he was once so good he could cut inch-long segments from a carrot with a cleaver, blindfolded, and end the last slice a half inch from the hand that held it in place.

A coin rang onto the Formica beside the cash register. "Penny for your thoughts," Addie said, stuffing the rest of her tip into her pockets.

"They're worth a quarter."

"Hustler." Addie rubbed the small of her back. "I know what you were thinking, anyway."

"Oh, you do?" It amazed him, sometimes, how Addie could do the most ordinary thing-blink her eyes or fold her legs beneath a chair-and suddenly Roy would swear that his wife had come back. He looked at his daughter's tired eyes, at her chapped hands, and wondered how Margaret's losing her life had led Addie to throw away her own.

"You're thinking of how easy it is for you to slide back into this routine."

Roy laughed. "What routine? Sitting on my b.u.t.t all day?"

"Sitting in the diner diner on your b.u.t.t all day." on your b.u.t.t all day."

It was impossible to tell Addie what he really thought: that this diner meant nothing to him, not since Margaret's death. But Addie had gotten it into her head that keeping the Do-Or-Diner open would give him a purpose he wouldn't find at the bottom of a bottle of vodka. What Addie didn't understand was that what you had could never make up for what you'd lost.

He and Margaret had closed the diner for a week each summer to take Addie on a family vacation. They had driven by car, to towns with names that drew them: Cape Porpoise, Maine; Egypt, Ma.s.sachusetts; Paw Paw, Michigan; Defiance, Ohio. Roy would point out a flock of Canada geese, a looming purple mountain, a sunlit field of wheat-and then he'd glance in the back to find his daughter asleep on the backseat, the whole world pa.s.sing her by. "There's an elephant in the lane next to us!" he'd call out. "The moon is falling out of the sky!" Anything to make Addie take stock of her surroundings.

"The moon is falling out of the sky," Roy murmured now.

"What?"

"I said, yes, there are advantages to being here."

A customer came in, ringing the bell over the door. "Hey," Addie called out, her smile set firmly in place like a child's Halloween mask. As she went to seat the woman, Jack poked his head through the double doors.

"Roy," he whispered. "Did Stuart come in today?"

"Stuart, the old guy?" Roy said, although he himself couldn't have been much younger than Stuart. "Nah."

"I, uh, I'm worried about him."

"How come?"

"He hasn't missed breakfast a single day since I've been working here. And I didn't see him out with the cow this morning, either."

Addie walked up to the two men. "What's the matter?"

"Stuart," Roy explained. "He's gone missing."

She frowned. "He wasn't in today-you're right. Did you try calling his house?"

Jack shook his head. "I don't know his last name."

"Hollings." Addie dialed a number, her expression growing tighter with each ring. "He lives by himself, in that old farmhouse behind the pharmaceutical plant."

"Maybe he just went away for a while."

"Not Stuart. The last trip he went on was to Concord, in 1982. I'll go check on him. Dad, don't let Chloe sneak any snacks before lunchtime, no matter how much she says she's starving." She reached around her waist to untie her ap.r.o.n, her b.r.e.a.s.t.s thrusting forward in the process. Jack didn't want to notice, but he did, and he grew so fl.u.s.tered that it took him a moment to recognize her intentions. "Here," she said, tossing the ap.r.o.n and order pad at him. "You've just been promoted."

Stuart's farmhouse sat at the crest of a hill, snowy pastures draped around it like the settling skirts of a debutante. Addie parked in a hurry and got out of her car. His cow was lowing angrily from the barn-something that made the hair stand up on the back of her neck, since nothing meant more to the old man than caring for that cow.

"Stuart?" Addie let herself into the barn, empty save for the swollen cow. She raced up the path to the house, calling his name. The front door was unlocked. "Stuart, it's Addie. From the diner. Are you here?"

She moved through the puzzle of the unfamiliar house until she reached the kitchen. "Stuart?" Addie said, and then she screamed.

He was lying on his side in a pool of blood, his eyes open but half of his face curiously wooden. "Oh, G.o.d. Can you speak to me, Stuart?"

Addie had to lean close and focus hard to understand the mangled word that crawled from Stuart's slack mouth. "Sauce?" she repeated, and then she realized that the spreading red had come from a broken jar and smelled of tomatoes.

The phone was an old 1950s wall-mounted rotary. It took forever to dial 911 and get an ambulance dispatched. She returned to the pantry and got to her knees right in the puddle of spaghetti sauce. She stroked the fine silver hairs that glimmered over Stuart's scalp. To how many deaths would she have to bear witness?

Roy untied the strings of the waitress ap.r.o.n and handed it back to his daughter. "How come you were waiting tables? Didn't I ask Jack to do it?"

"He was a mess. Practically broke out in hives every time he had to go over to a customer. He's shy, you know, not nearly as charming as me, so I decided to put him out of his misery." He nodded toward the swinging doors. "You gonna tell him about Stuart?"

Addie was already heading toward the kitchen. Delilah and Jack both looked up as she entered. "He's okay," Addie said without preamble. "Wallace is with him now."

"Thank the good Lord." Delilah rapped the spoon twice on the edge of the pot and set it down. "Heart attack?"

"Stroke, I think. The doctors talked alphabet soup. CVA, TIA, whatever that means."

"Cerebrovascular accident preceded by a transient ischemic attack," Jack translated. "Basically, it means Stuart had a whole lot of little strokes leading up to a big one."

Both Addie and Delilah stared at him. "You some kind of doctor?" Delilah asked.

"No." Embarra.s.sed, Jack busied his hands with a rack of dry gla.s.s-ware. "I've just heard of it."

Addie crossed the kitchen until she was a few feet away from where Jack stood. "I told Stuart that you were the one who was worried about him. You did a kind thing, Jack." She reached out and touched Jack's hand with her own.

He froze in the motion of unloading another tray of dishes. "Please ... don't." He pulled away, breaking eye contact. "The cow," Jack said, leaping into the silence, desperate to keep Addie from speaking. "Who's taking care of the cow?"

She cursed under her breath. "That's right. I need to find someone who knows how to milk by hand."

"Don't look at me," the cook said. "All I know about cows is that one day I'm going to be able to braise, stew, and fry them."

"Oh, come on, Delilah. You know everyone in Salem Falls. Isn't there someone in this town who-"

"Yes," Jack said, looking nearly as surprised as Addie to hear his voice. "Me."

Starshine, the proprietress of the Wiccan Read, fixed a smile on her face as the tiny silver bells strung over the door signaled the arrival of a customer. A quartet of girls entered the occult bookstore, their laughter twining around them. The one with the greatest aura of energy about her was Gillian Duncan, the daughter of the most prosperous businessman in the county. Starshine wondered if he knew his daughter wore a small golden pentagram tucked beneath her shirt, a symbol of the pagan religion she embraced.

"Ladies," she said in greeting, "is there anything in particular I can help you with?"

"We're just looking," Gillian said.

Starshine nodded and gave them their s.p.a.ce. She watched them move from shelves crowded with grimoires-spell books-to the small vials of herbs-wax myrtle, mandrake root, boneset, joe-pye weed.

"Gilly," Whitney said, "should we get something to help Stuart Hollings?"

"Yeah. For a healing spell." Chelsea smiled at Starshine. "It looks like we do need your help, after all."

Meg hurried over, clutching a six-pack of candles. "Look! Last time we were here, the red candles were back-ordered!" she said breathlessly, then realized that her friends were choosing among the herbs. "What's up?"

"For the guy who had a stroke," Chelsea said. "We ought to do something."

Starshine began to empty a small quant.i.ty of something that looked like tea leaves into a tiny Ziploc bag. "Yerba santa," she suggested. "And some willow. A nice piece of quartz couldn't hurt, either."

She handed one of the girls the bag and went in search of quartz, only to realize that she had lost sight of Gillian Duncan. Frowning, she excused herself for a moment. Once, a teenage witch had shoplifted an entire vial of hound's-tongue.

She found Gillian behind the silk curtain that divided the store from the private area, where stock was kept. The girl sat cross-legged on the floor, a heavy black book cracked open on her lap. "Interesting stuff," Gillian said, looking up. "How much for the book?"

Starshine grabbed the volume and shoved it back into the shelf. "It's not for sale."

Gillian got up, dusting off her jeans. "I thought there were rules about those kinds of spells."

"There are. An it harm none, do what ye will An it harm none, do what ye will. Witches don't curse or make others suffer." When Gillian's expression didn't change, Starshine sighed. "These books are back here for a reason. You aren't supposed to read them."

Gillian raised one brow, so confident that it was impossible to believe she was only seventeen. "Why not?" she said. "You do." do."

"I know," Jack soothed. "I'm going to make it better." Milking by hand was not something they'd done at Grafton, but the twins who ran the barn had given him a lesson once. Now, as he curled his fingers around the teat and rippled them downward, a sweet stream of milk shot into the pail.

"Look how much better she feels," Addie murmured. If there was such a thing as an expression of relief on a cow's face, this one wore it now. Addie could remember nursing Chloe; how sometimes she'd be delayed for a feeding and would come to her baby, full and wet, certain she would die if not for the touch of Chloe's bow mouth.

It surprised her to see Jack's obvious enjoyment in something as simple as being close to the heated hide of the cow or skimming his hand up the smooth, pink udder. She realized that Jack, who could not bear to be touched, craved physical contact.

"You grew up on a farm," she said.

"Who told you that?"

"You did. Look at how easy this comes to you."

Jack shook his head. "I grew up in New York City. This is an acquired skill."

Addie sat down in the hay. "What did you do in New York?"

"What any kid does. Went to school. Played sports."

"Your parents still live there?"

Jack hesitated only a second. "Nope."

"You know," Addie said facetiously, "that's what I like about you. You're so naturally talkative."

He smiled at her, and for a moment, she could not catch her breath. "What I like about you is how you so fiercely guard someone else's privacy."

She blushed. "It's not like that. I just ... well ... "

"You want to know where I came from before I walked into your diner." He let go of the teat and stood up, maneuvering the stool to the cow's other side, so that Addie could no longer see him while he spoke. "You already know a lot, actually."

"That you grew up in New York City and could give Alex Trebek a run for his money?"

"Your dad could tell you some things."

"Like?"

"Like I don't squeeze the toothpaste tube in the middle."

"Well, that's good to know. I wasn't able to sleep at night because-"

Suddenly his head rose over the bulk of the cow. "Addie," Jack said, "shut up and get over here. You're about to have your first milking lesson."

The cow bellowed, and Addie shied back. "She likes you."