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His gleeful eyes danced. "Drive carefully, Mr. Kenzie. Lotta nuts on the road."
Lotta f.u.c.king nuts in this house, I thought, as he gently pushed me out the door.
9.
Dr. Christopher Dawe stood in his doorway and watched me walk to my car, which was parked behind a forest-green Jaguar at the base of his driveway. I don't know what he expected to accomplish by this; maybe he was afraid if he didn't play sentinel, I'd dash back into the house, raid the bathroom for those little perfumed b.a.l.l.s of soap. I climbed in the Porsche and felt paper crackle under me as I sat behind the wheel. I reached under my b.u.t.t, pulled a piece of paper off the seat, and placed it on the pa.s.senger seat as I backed out into the street. I pulled past the house as Dr. Dawe shut the front door, drove up a block to a stop sign, and looked at the note on the seat beside me:
THEY LIE.
WESTON H HIGH S SCHOOL ASAP ASAP.
The handwriting was cramped, scratchy, and feminine. I drove another block and pulled my Eastern Ma.s.sachusetts map book from under the pa.s.senger seat, flipped through it until I found the page devoted to Weston. The high school was half a grid from where I sat, roughly eight blocks east and two north.
I drove over there through the sun-dappled streets and found Siobhan waiting under a tree by the far corner of the tennis courts that fronted the parking lot. She kept her head down as she hurried over to the car and climbed in the pa.s.senger seat.
"Take a left out of the lot," she said, "and drive fast, yeah?"
I did. "Where we going?"
"Just away. This town has eyes, Mr. Kenzie."
So we left Weston, Siobhan keeping her small head down and chewing the flesh around her fingernails. She would glance up occasionally to tell me to take a right here, a left there, and then lower her head again. When I'd start to ask her questions, she'd shake her head as if somehow we could be overheard in a convertible traveling forty miles an hour down half-empty roads. A few more quick directives from her, and we pulled into a parking lot behind Saint Regina's College. Regina's was an all-female, private Catholic college, where the middle cla.s.s and pious tucked away their daughters in hopes they'd somehow forget about s.e.x. It had the opposite effect, of course; when I'd been in college we'd made several Friday night pilgrimages out here and came home mauled and a bit dazed by the ferocity of good Catholic girls and their pent-up appet.i.tes.
Siobhan stepped out of the car as soon as I pulled into a s.p.a.ce, and I killed the engine and followed her along a path that led around to the front of the main dorm quad. We walked for a bit in silence, pa.s.sed through the still and empty campus like survivors of a neutron bomb; the gra.s.s and trees were parched and yellowing. The wide chocolate buildings and low limestone walls seemed stricken somehow, as if without voices to bounce off their facades, they grew weak, threatened to melt in the heat.
"They are evil people."
"The Dawes?"
She nodded. "He thinks he's a G.o.d, he does."
"Don't most doctors?"
She smiled. "I guess so, yeah."
We reached a small stone bridge that overlooked a tiny pond gone silver in the heat. Siobhan chose a spot at the midway point to place her elbows. I joined her and we looked down into the water, our reflections staring back up at us from the metallic surface.
"Evil," Siobhan said. "He enjoys torture-mental torture. He enjoys showing people how intelligent he is and how dumb they are."
"And with Karen?"
She leaned her small upper body over the rail of the bridge. She stared at her reflection below, as if uncertain how it got there and who it belonged to. "Ah," she said as if the word were an expletive and shook her head. "He treated her like a pet. He called her his 'dim little bulb.'" She pursed her lips and exhaled heavily. "His sweet dim little bulb."
"Did you know Karen well?"
She shrugged. "Since I came there thirteen years ago, sure. She was a nice person until near the end."
"And then?"
"Then," she said flatly, her eyes on a gaggle of mallards as they waddled down the slope on the far side of the river. "Then she was a touch insane, I'd think. Ah, she wanted to die, Mr. Kenzie. So, so much."
"Wanted to die or wanted to be saved?"
She turned her head toward me. "Aren't they the same thing? Wishing to be saved? In this this world, yeah? It's..." Her small face grew bitter and gray and she shook her head several times. world, yeah? It's..." Her small face grew bitter and gray and she shook her head several times.
"It's what?" I said.
She looked at me like I was a child who'd asked why fire burns or seasons change.
"Well, it's like praying for rain, isn't it, Mr. Kenzie?" She raised her hands to the clear, white sky. "Praying for rain in the middle of a desert."
We left the bridge and wandered out across a wide soccer field and then through a small stand of trees and small slopes that led to a collection of dorm quads. Siobhan tilted her head up at the tall buildings.
"I always wondered what it would be like to go to university."
"You didn't go back home?"
She shook her head. "No money. And I wasn't the brightest in the bunch, if you know what I mean."
"Tell me about the Dawes," I said. "You said they were evil. Not sorta nasty, but evil."
She nodded and sat on a limestone bench, pulled a crumpled pack of cigarettes from her shirt pocket, offered me one. When I shook my head, she extracted a bent cigarette from the pack, straightened it between her fingers, and lit it. She pulled a stray piece of tobacco off the tip of her tongue before she spoke.
"The Dawes had a Christmas party one year," she said. "There was a storm that night, so the party was spa.r.s.ely attended, and there was far more food served than eaten. Mrs. Dawe had once caught me taking leftovers after a party, and she made it very clear that leftovers were for the poor, yeah, and I was to dispose of all food following a party. So, after this particular party, I did. At three that morning, Dr. Dawe entered my bedroom holding the husk of the turkey. He threw the turkey on the bed. He raged at me for throwing away food. He screamed that he had grown up poor and what I'd thrown out would have fed his family for a week." She took another hit off her cigarette, pulled another piece of tobacco off her tongue. "He made me eat it."
"What?"
She nodded. "He sat on the edge of the bed and he fed it to me, piece by piece, until dawn."
"That's-"
"Against the law, I'm sure. Have you ever tried to get a job as domestic help, Mr. Kenzie?"
I held her gaze. "You're an illegal, aren't you, Siobhan?"
She stared into my eyes with that flat, sullen gaze of hers, a look that said if she'd ever had expectations, they'd been dispelled on her travels, a long time ago.
"I think you should limit your questions to things that concern you, Mr. Kenzie."
I held up a hand and nodded.
"So you ate food that had been thrown in the trash."
"Oh, he washed it," she said with sarcasm that died wetly in her throat. "He was quite clear about that. He washed it before he came up, and then he fed it to me." She smiled brightly through her hard, acne-stained skin. "That's your good doctor, Mr. Kenzie."