Poems Of Coleridge Part 10

She wept with pity and delight, She blushed with love, and virgin-shame; And like the murmur of a dream, I heard her breathe my name.

Her bosom heaved--she stepped aside, As conscious of my look she stepped-- Then suddenly, with timorous eye She fled to me and wept.

She half enclosed me with her arms, She pressed me with a meek embrace; And bending back her head, looked up, And gazed upon my face.

'Twas partly love, and partly fear, And partly 'twas a bashful art, That I might rather feel, than see, The swelling of her heart.

I calmed her fears, and she was calm, And told her love with virgin pride; And so I won my Genevieve, My bright and beauteous Bride.

1798-1799.

THE THREE GRAVES

A FRAGMENT OF A s.e.xTON'S TALE PART I

The grapes upon the Vicar's wall Were ripe as ripe could be; And yellow leaves in sun and wind Were falling from the tree.

On the hedge-elms in the narrow lane Still swung the spikes of corn: Dear Lord! it seems but yesterday-- Young Edward's marriage-morn.

Up through that wood behind the church, There leads from Edward's door A mossy track, all over boughed, For half a mile or more.

And from their house-door by that track The bride and bridegroom went; Sweet Mary, though she was not gay, Seemed cheerful and content.

But when they to the church-yard came, I've heard poor Mary say, As soon as she stepped into the sun, Her heart it died away.

And when the Vicar join'd their hands, Her limbs did creep and freeze; But when they prayed, she thought she saw Her mother on her knees.

And o'er the church-path they returned-- I saw poor Mary's back, Just as she stepped beneath the boughs Into the mossy track.

Her feet upon the mossy track The married maiden set: That moment--I have heard her say-- She wished she could forget.

The shade o'er-flushed her limbs with heat-- Then came a chill like death: And when the merry bells rang out, They seemed to stop her breath.

Beneath the foulest mother's curse No child could ever thrive: A mother is a mother still, The holiest thing alive.

So five months pa.s.sed: the mother still Would never heal the strife; But Edward was a loving man, And Mary a fond wife.

"My sister may not visit us, My mother says her nay: O Edward! you are all to me, I wish for your sake I could be More lifesome and more gay.

"I'm dull and sad! indeed, indeed I know I have no reason!

Perhaps I am not well in health, And 'tis a gloomy season."

'Twas a drizzly time--no ice, no snow!

And on the few fine days She stirred not out, lest she might meet Her mother in the ways.

But Ellen, spite of miry ways And weather dark and dreary, Trudged every day to Edward's house, And made them all more cheery.

Oh! Ellen was a faithful friend, More dear than any sister!

As cheerful too as singing lark; And she ne'er left them till 'twas dark, And then they always missed her.

And now Ash-Wednesday came-that day But few to church repair: For on that day you know we read The Commination prayer.

Our late old Vicar, a kind man, Once, Sir, he said to me, He wished that service was clean out Of our good Liturgy.

The mother walked into the church- To Ellen's seat she went: Though Ellen always kept her church All church-days during Lent.

And gentle Ellen welcomed her With courteous looks and mild: Thought she, "What if her heart should melt, And all be reconciled!"

The day was scarcely like a day-- The clouds were black outright: And many a night, with half a moon, I've seen the church more light.

The wind was wild; against the gla.s.s The rain did beat and bicker; The church-tower swinging over head, You scarce could hear the Vicar!

And then and there the mother knelt, And audibly she cried- "Oh! may a clinging curse consume This woman by my side!

"O hear me, hear me, Lord in Heaven, Although you take my life-- O curse this woman, at whose house Young Edward woo'd his wife.

"By night and day, in bed and bower, O let her cursed be!!! "

So having prayed, steady and slow, She rose up from her knee!

And left the church, nor e'er again The church-door entered she.

I saw poor Ellen kneeling still, So pale! I guessed not why: When she stood up, there plainly was A trouble in her eye.

And when the prayers were done, we all Came round and asked her why: Giddy she seemed, and sure, there was A trouble in her eye.

But ere she from the church-door stepped She smiled and told us why: "It was a wicked woman's curse,"

Quoth she, "and what care I?"

She smiled, and smiled, and pa.s.sed it off Ere from the door she stept-- But all agree it would have been Much better had she wept.

And if her heart was not at ease, This was her constant cry-- "It was a wicked woman's curse-- G.o.d's good, and what care I?"

There was a hurry in her looks, Her struggles she redoubled: "It was a wicked woman's curse, And why should I be troubled?"

These tears will come--I dandled her When 'twas the merest fairy-- Good creature! and she hid it all: She told it not to Mary.

But Mary heard the tale: her arms Round Ellen's neck she threw; "O Ellen, Ellen, she cursed me, And now she hath cursed you!"

I saw young Edward by himself Stalk fast adown the lee, He s.n.a.t.c.hed a stick from every fence, A twig from every tree.

He snapped them still with hand or knee, And then away they flew!

As if with his uneasy limbs He knew not what to do!

You see, good Sir! that single hill?

His farm lies underneath: He heard it there, he heard it all, And only gnashed his teeth.