Marry! My Black Horse Chapter 35

Chen Wan went to look for Guan Xin Mu at the company, completely against Guan Xin Mu's expectation. This half past years, their mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relation was getting more and more cold, it was really cold that it seemed to almost freeze. Yet Fei Jun's statement that you need to win favor just with me, consequently, she also didn't have any effort that push her to get close to Chen Wan anymore. So when she got a call from Chen Wan that she was downstairs in her company, Guan Xin Mu's scalp immediately numbed.

She got in the elevator hurriedly, when she got out, she observed Chen Wan's appearance. She was wearing a mink fur coat, carried a black snake skin handbag, she wore a light make up, wore a low heels shoes, and as before her hair was styled so neat. She looked very strict.

"Today I was strolling in the shopping mall, then I pa.s.s by, so I want to visit you for a while. Recently you are good right."said Chen Wan.

"Quite good." Guan Xin Mu smiled, "Ma, do you want to look for my office s.p.a.ce upstairs?"

"Your office s.p.a.ce?" Chen Wan laughed once, her laughter was sounded a bit disdanful, as if she was mocking this simple and crude company building, shook her head, "No need, to be going up and down will make me tired. I just have something to say to you, I'll go after I'm done.

"Okay, please say it."

Chen Wan sighed: "You also know right Jun Jun's company recently experiences some difficulties, so now he has a great responsibilities and pressure, so you should be more understanding to him…"

"What are the problems?" Guan Xin Mu asked hurriedly.

"You don't know?" Chen Wan frowned, "There something that couldn't be hide, the high layer of directors of Jun Jun's company starts again to change. Their company is shareholding system company, the biggest shareholder is still Jun Jun's big uncle. Jun Jun always receives a great pressure, now he proposes green project and raised a problem. The time he received a lot of attacks, the situation is very pa.s.sive. Don't you know it all? Don't your caring toward him is really little?"

Guan Xin Mu didn't expect that Fei Jun was encountering this kind of problem, toward that green project she had quite clear understanding for it, it was related to build a holiday village, for this project Fei Jun had wasted a lot of effort and heart. Sometimes during his very late calls he would discuss this matter. Yet she didn't really understand that, in her unconscious mind, she always thought Fei Jun's dream and strive to do it will be good.

Chen Wan looked at the confused Guan Xin Mu's face, couldn't help to somewhat blaming her: "I already said in the past, regardless of your small age, since you are husband and wife, you need to care for each other. I look that even you don't know what is he doing. Really didn't know what are you doing busily everyday."

Guan Xin Mu's heart immediately stabbed, didn't know how to respond, she just could stare blankly toward Chen Wan's lecture.

"If this green project failed, Jun Jun should take responsibility. His big uncle always was not fond of him. Certainly he would seize this chance to make a fuss." Chen Wan said it again, and looked at Guan Xin Mu, "Forget about it, even I explain it you will not understand. You should pay more attention to Jun Jun. Business matter you can't help him, in the family life you should be more dependable for him and care him. I observe after your wedding, you still the same, still that ignorant and confused like a little kid. How can you keep on be like this."

"I will take care of Fei Jun, Ma, don't you be too worry." Guan Xin Mu said.

"Moreover, how is your problem?" Chen Wan continued.

Guan Xin Mu knew that she was referring to her problem of difficulty of conceiving a child, immediately felt pressured. She only smiled, and said: "We already do what the doctor instructed us, the other just let nature takes its course."

"Let the nature takes its course." Chen Wan sighed, as if she really didn't satisfied with her statement, "The crucial point is whether you really exerted your effort to solve this problem. I see you are so thoughtless, clearly you didn't put your mind for this problem.

…. Guan Xin Mu was speechless, in heart, she thought she already much effort. Three days in every week, she would make some time available to make love with Fei Jun, is this not enough?

"Just let it be, I know you don't like to her my nagging." Chen Wan looked at her watch, "I still have something to do, I will go first. Please think about my words and put in your heart, don't let my word just be like a wind past your ear.

"Okay." Guan Xin Mu nodded.

After Chen Wan went away, Guan Xin Mu released a deep big breath, she used the elevator to go back the her office floor. Her mind still was hovered around Chen Wan's those words, she started to worry about whether Fei Jun experienced a great obstruction in his business. Actually she was not really sluggish in her thought, yet Fei Jun never talked about his work problem. He didn't appear any difference or peculiar, he looked as if he was not in slightest pressured or bared hard responsibilities or task. So naturally she also didn't noticed he actually in serious problems.

At night during the dinner, Guan Xin Mu asked Fei Jun: "How is your green project, do you have any problem with it?"

"Who did you hear that from?"

"Today Ma came to my office and look for me. She said you are having some problems in your work, she is very worry about you."

"It isn't very serious problem." Fei Jun said indifferently, lowered his head to look at the sweet and sour pork on his bowl, he a.s.sessed the meat and said, "You put too much sugar in this dish."

"Fei Jun." Guan Xin Mu said seriously, "If some problems arise in your work, you should definitely tell me."

"Could you help me to solve it?"

"I can share the pressure with you, bring some relief for your bad mood."

Fei Jun laughed lightly, his bright eyes glanced at Guan Xin Mu, said: "Ma lectured you again?"

"No." Guan Xin Mu said, "The relation between husband and wife should be like that, the suffering and difficulties should be shared. If you feel unhappy you should just say it out loud, I will tease you happy again?"

"How to tease me happy?"asked Fei Jun, "Where to tease?"'

"What is where to tease?" Guan Xin Mu was confused whether to laugh or cry, "Once again you still thinking about the unhealthy part."

"Looking at you, I just will immediately think about that unhealthy thing." Fei Jun raised his eyebrows, and laughed teasingly, "This is conditioned reflex."

"Can you be more decent! I am talking a serious thing with you!" Guan Xin Mu used her chopsticks to tap her bowl.

"Don't you worry." say Fei Jun with his calm tone that really let people felt secure, "Your stupid little brain are not suitable to think of this complex think. After done with you dinner and washed the dishes, then just be good watch your Korean drama okay."

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Guan Xin Mu knew Fei Jun is someone who hold a male chauvinism ideology, he will not declare his feeling easily, moreover no only the business matter, his ego will also not permit him to share about his failure to her. Also, she knows he doesn't want to let her worry, he just hope she could be carefree and without worries be his little wimpy kid forever. This fact made Guan Xin Mu felt melting.

Interacting with him for almost a year, Guan Xin Mu noticed she already understand Fei Jun, except his somewhat bad mouth, actually he didn't so fussy. He can cook, he will help her to ma.s.sage her body when she was tired. Sometimes when she was in gluttonous period, he would take out the desserts and beverage that he especially prepared for her. He would help her to prepare hot water for her to take bath. He would pull her together to cycle around the lake. During their hiking, if she couldn't climb anymore and nagged at him, he would generously carried him behind his back. In regard to her allowance, he gives her unlimited amount to spend, when she didn't finish it, he would keep on giving her the same amount every month.

Actually since their marriage, he never requested her to change, she still that simple-minded and like kid, do whatever she want. Sometimes she would make the room to be so messy, yet he also didn't say anything, just very rapidly, tidied it up.

He never said any of his heart problem, perhaps he was not good in expressing it, yet his eyes is getting more and more tender. Actually she didn't really know his eyes' expression when looking at others will it be like thi s or not, but she only knew that she is looking at it, she just had an illusion that it was just her in his world.

Actually Fei Jun is very good, and she didn't do any thing much, even to the extend she couldn't smoothly and effortlessly gave him a kid.

At night, Guan Xin Mu took initiative to propose to ma.s.sage Fei Jun. Fei Jun laid down on her tight, she used her both hand to ma.s.sage his temple, very softly and tender. He closed his eyes, his breath was even and long, as if he was somewhat tired.

"Very tired?"

"It's okay."

"Let me tell you a joke okay. There was a stag runs wildly on the road, run and run then what will he became?"

"Expressway?"

….. Guan Xin Mu felt so failed, how could he know the answer?

"Right?"

"Right, how do you know it?"

Fei Jun laughed: "I just guessed it casually, didn't expect it to be this senseless."

"Then you say a joke then."

"Do you know the difference between woman and a thermos?" Fei Jun asked.

"Woman and thermos?" Guan Xin Mu thought about it for a long time, but still found the answer, couldn't help to ask the answer, "What?"

"Search in the Baidu."

………..

Guan Xin searched in the Baidu about it, finally the answer is the thermos needed to pour in some water into it first then it will squeeze, yet woman, they will squeeze first then have the water. She sneered, in her heart, Fei Jun was too rogue, indeed this is his style.

When they about to sleep, Guan Xin Mu asked: "Your biggest boss in your company is your uncle?"

Fei Jun laid down on his one hand, the other hand was holding a finance book, and said: "Right."

"Then is your that big uncle offensive toward you? Will fight you? You would look each other and regarded each other as a thorn ?" Guan Xin Mu's mind was completely full of TVB style of drama.

"Today why you ask a lot of things in regard of my work?" Fei Jun asked, "Why? Are you afraid that I will be bankrupt?"

"Right." Guan Xin Mu pretended to stress about it, "If you are bankrupt, I also don't know whether I will keep on staying by your side to pa.s.s the hardship, I could never eat any bitterness."

Fei Jun put down his magazine, inclined his head to see her. He was serious and said: "I will not let you pa.s.s the hardship, if there is a day like that, I will let you go."

"Why should you let me go!" Guan Xin Mu immediately protested, she was a bit sad, and said, "Whether to go or not it will be my choice, no need you to decide for me!"

"What are you emotional about?" Fei Jun laughed, "It was you who said you can't be in hardship."

…… Guan Xi Mu also didn't know why she was so emotional, but to hear that Fei Jun will let her go, her mind in a flash appeared their separation, it was like a hammer immediately pounded her heart.

Fei Jun extended his hand to hold her hand, and intertwined their hand, and said: "I lie to you, if there is a day like that I will also not leg you ago. I will force to be by my side to spend the hardship day together. There's no way for you to leave me this life time."

"This is good." Guan Xin Mu groaned, she said it in extremely low voice.