Marry! My Black Horse Chapter 22

After a couple become a husband and wife for quite long time, they will be more harmonious, more and more be on good terms with one another. Fei Jun was more familiar with the young and tender below him. His fingers gently caressed and stroked every inches of her skin. When he ran into her most sensitive part, he would emphasize his pressure, very quickly made her whole body to be loosen. On her white skin emerged blushes, red like a prawn inside the steaming pot. Fei Jun's palm stopped at Guan Xin Mu's thigh, gently and softly pull aside, he extended his forefinger to explore it inside, very quickly he felt something sparkling and translucent moist liquid. He laughed with low voice, he knew that she was responding well, he said: "Why you have become more and more sensitive? How long has it been?"

Guan Xin Mu flushed and cursed him "Shameless man", he didn't get mad at her, just laughed at her. He supported her waist to snuggle close to his belly, and placed her long legs to hang on his waist. He slowly got inside. The moment he was inside, Guan Xin Mu was somewhat uncomfortable, that she wrinkled her eyebrow, Fei Jun realized her sensitive response. With his voice that was patient: "Relax a bit. Don't be nervous." Only then slowly Guan Xin Mu could enjoy a burst and a burst of attack of enormous pleasure. Her arm tightly surround Fei Jun's st.u.r.dy strong back, closed her eyes and enjoyed it. This moment they were one body, there was no distance between them. This was the time they became most intimate lover, she intensely aware of the fact that he was her man. He strongly could dominate her mood, whether it was happy or hurt feeling.

He was branding her with a bunch and bunch or kisses on her neck and breast, expressed his affection to her.

After a long time, he gradually slowed down, his both arm piled up on her both arm, his ten fingers was tightly clutched with each other. He lowered his head, his face was soaked with extremely happy and satisfied feeling, his hoa.r.s.e deep voice, he said: "Xin Mu, you are mine." He said in lowered his head to kiss her lips. Every moment, at the peak of their pa.s.sion pa.s.sed, it brought them a comfortable yet exhausted feeling. His grave and stern face was fortified this time, his eyes were like stars and brought in love and inseparable tenderness, it let Guan Xin Mu's aroused.

For him, she is his, completely his. This fact let him to feel a kind of secure and satisfied feeling, it was a feeling that rarely been his heart for these 32 years of his life. He was always be a cool-headed, restraint, a man full of strict rules, therefore he never really genuinely consciously relaxed. From his studies to his profession, he firmly believed if people demand to be relax, then they cannot go beyond, everyday you must have goals and plans. As a result a lot of people mentioned he was vicious and merciless people. But when he faced Guan Xin Mu, his woman, it seemed that he has unending enthusiasm, as well he has more and more tenderness in him beyond his expectation. It was the situation and feeling he never experienced in his past relationship. In his past relationship, he thought he need a woman that were understanding and know the basic principle, it was even better if she had independent character and a bit powerful, had her own business. Then, when they interacted they will not tired-out each other. It was most suitable for him because he loathed woman that tightly wanted to be involved, didn't have their own opinion. That was his dream woman.

But when he was confronted with Guan Xin Mu, he felt some irony. She completely didn't correspond with his standard and requirement. Yet he still wants to marry her, and lives together with her. Her little kid temperament, her jokes, and her occasionally fly into rage mood all let him to felt it was quite amusing and he really liked it. Gradually, he started to think about way and attempt to tease her. When he looked her gnashing her teeth to displaying her extreme anger, he felt it was really cute. He noticed himself to be more and more childish.

"What are you thinking?" Guan Xin Mu's voice sounded so soft. She looked at Fei Jun's gentle face, her felt really sweet.

"It's nothing." He slightly smile, and turned his body. He hugged her into his warmth, and said, "After few days, it will be Mom's birthday. Help me to go to Tai Mei to pick some gold ornaments for her, counted as my present for her."

"Then I will pick the most expensive one." Guan Xin Mu laughed, "Necklace, bracelet, foot bracelet, earring, a complete set!"

"Okay."

"Why are you so good-natured?" Guan Xin Mu extended her hand to clutched his chin, laughingly said, "Fei Jun, so actually you are a good son-in-law!"

"You just realize it?" Fei Jun raised his brow, "You are really sluggish."

"But I may not be able to be a good daughter-in-law." Guan Xin Mu sighed, "Your mom now certainly really hate me now."

"Actually you didn't need to deliberately win her favor by fawning on her." Fei Jun said, "After a period, she naturally will understand. Xin Mu, these matters when you exerted your strength may not as good as to let nature takes its course."

"Really? You certain that your mom will not hate me because my contradiction with her that day?"

"My mom's temperament was somewhat prejudice, but she was not mean, will not hold a grudge." Fei Jun said, "Besides, that day she indeed made a mistake, she should not said that thing to others."

Guan Xin Mu's eye shined, her lip couldn't help but smiled.

"Actually to deal with my mom, you should learn how to agree overtly, but oppose in secret." Fei Jun used his forefinger to poke at her forehead, "You can pretend to be more cute, more wise and kind, said charming words. The real one side of you that was extremely hard to endure just leave it to me to see."

"Em? What is the real side of me that was unbearable?!"

"For example, not really gentle and soft, love to get angry, careless, not enough cool-headed, not enough understand the basic principles, you like snoring when you are sleeping, hobby to eat chili and onion pancake, and love to fart inside the blanket." Fei Jun said it little by little.

"Fei Jun!" Guan Xin Mu wanted to rise up her body. Why the tenderness moment will be so brief? This man innate character was really shameless and treacherous!

Fei Jun stroked Guan Xin Mu's head, and pretended to feel regret: "It is a pity that I already signed for the acceptance, it was too late to withdraw the product, I can only to accept it without question."

"Go go go, who cherish you! You can go look for a girl who is warm, cute, and know the basic principle! Anyway you can just wave your hands, then they will all come!"

"Really? You don't mind!" Fei Jun smiled, "Then I will really go to look for it."

"Don't you be full of self-important! Except me, who will like you this conceited arrogant! despicable! sinister! shameless! male-chauvinist!"

Wait a moment, there is something wrong with this sentence…..

"So? This main point of this sentence is you like me?" Fei Jun's mood become more better, his final sound of syllable high up, it sounded happy and s.e.xy.

"No! The main point is you are conceited! arrogant! despicable! sinister! shameless! male chauvinist!" Guan Xin Mu reaffirmed.

"Then I am emotionally touched. I am like this, but you still love me without any complaints." Fei Jun extended his hand and pinched Guan Xin Mu's cheeks, "I understand your love, don't worry, I will allow you to proceed with being in my service, temporarily I will not change to other people."

……..

The next day in the office, Guan Xin Mu still as before felt sullen, her real intention was wanted to accused Fei Jun's evil conduct. How could be in the end accidentally she said she loves him?"

Just at time she was confused, from the door outside heard another people's voice: "Guan Xin Mu's package."

"A?" She didn't buy anything online, where's the express delivery from? Guan Xin Mu opened the door with full of suspiciousness, she looked at the delivery guy held a big size package. She looked at the top name and address tag, it was really her company and name. The delivery guy gave the pen to her, she signed then accepted it.

When she opened it, to her surprise was a pink hyacinth bonsai in a pot, it was really gentle and beautiful. Guan Xin Mu really like it, but she didn't really know who give it to her, who want to give surprise to her? She instinctively thought logically it was Fei Jun, because Fei Jun maybe thought he was too much last night, but he didn't have a face to apologize, so he decided to give this as his apology, hoped she would forgive her.

"Outwardly cold but deep and pa.s.sionate inside!" Guan Xin Mu laughed and yelled angry for a while.

At the afternoon, Guan Xin Mu took Fei Jun's card to go to Tai Me's gold ornament store with Fei Jun's card to buy a birthday gift for her mother. When she got off the taxi, and entered an automatic door, she greeted the shop a.s.sistant by lowering her head. She was knocked by a woman who walked hurriedly, she heard something fell down. She instinctively lowered her eyes to see, it was a platinum bracelet, fell beside her foot. She hurriedly bent down to pick up, and in a split second she looked at the bracelet was engraved by some English word: F & G, Forever love.
When she hadn't clearly have a look, the bracelet was already s.n.a.t.c.hed by another woman forcefully. Guan Xin Mu's backhand immediately was red and had a few fingernail scratches. She frowned, and lifted her voice: "What are you doing? I don't plan to rob your…." She didn't finish her sentence, realized is the person in front of who is wearing a sungla.s.ses Gu Xi Ran?

That both women was silent in the same time, Guan Xin Mu could look clearly the woman in front of her was Gu XIRan, understood that the F & G was name of Fei Jun and Gu Xi Ran. In a flash, her heart was fell into to the lowest point, apparently this Tai Mei gold ornament's shop was a place that Fei Jun took Gu Xi Ran in the past, they both personally chose couple bracelet, and engraved that corny english expression.

"I also don't want to rob your bracelet, why should you be that rude?" Guan Xin Mu lifted her hand, to give a look of Gu Xi Ran's masterpiece.

"Sorry." Gu Xi Ran said gently, "You misunderstood, is not because I thought you want to rob my bracelet, it's just this bracelet is really important to me." She said it and pa.s.sed Guan Xin Mu to go out.

Guan Xin Mu was angry with her, but she quickly got inside the shop. She was picking the present for her mother with the help of the shop a.s.sistant. She was satisfied when carried out her bags of her choice to go out. Who knows after a few steps out from the store, there was a voice behind her, "Please wait." That was a pleasant voice to listen, of course, she knew who is it, she calmly turned her body, and indeed it was simple and elegant Gu Xi Ran.

"Do you have any problem?"

"I'm really sorry. Before I had hurt you, I don't really do it accidentally." Gu Xi Ran took of her gla.s.ses, and exposed her remorseful smile, "Did you see … the engraving inside it?"

Guan Xin Mu's brain sent out quite impressive several words, and she observed Gu Xi Ran's expression then said: "What word? I didn't see it. I am short-sighted, today I didn't wear contact lens."

"Really?" Gu Xi Ran's voice become lower, but her smile still intact, "It's good that you didn't see it, if you see it, I want to say to you, I and Brother Fei… no, Fei Jun's matter already in the past."

"A? You had ever been with Fei Jun? I don't know!" Guan Xin Mu opened her eyes big.

Gu Xi Ran's face was really awkward, then slowly said: "You surely know it, don't worry, I don't have any other meaning. I just only to say to you, our matter already in the past. Fei Jun is very outstanding and good man, just…."

Guan Xin Mu felt herself was not really mature, unexpectedly started to expect Gu Xi Ran last's sentence.

"It's just he couldn't fall in love with any woman." Gu Xi Ran finished her sentence, "He just loves himself, he has his own world, rational strict calm. There is no woman can enter his world. He can't be pa.s.sionate with any woman. For him, woman is just a female companion."

"Maybe not, because you couldn't get into his world, then you could conclude there is no woman can enter his heart?" Guan Xin Mu said coldly.

"I'd been together with him for a year and four month, it was enough to understand him. He was very gentle, gentlemen, and elegance. Toward me, he was obedient, in every aspects he will just permit me. He couldn't be picky, but looking at me his eyes were cold." Gu Xi Ran continued, "I don't think I couldn't be counted as lacking. He also said that he admired a lot of aspect of me, but at last I still couldn't enter his heart. What problems do you think it will be?"

Why Gu Xi Ran's description of Fei Jun and hers was completely different? Docile and obedient? Always permit in every aspect? Very tender, gentlemen, and have elegance? Not right! Guan Xin Mu started bewildered, but toward Gu Xi Ran's word she instinctively felt uncomfortable.

"Why do you say this to me? What is your position to say this to me?!" Guan Xin Mu retorted.

Gu Xi Ran's face sluggish, she felt to be more awkward and cramped, her fingers slowly removed the dirt with the palm of her hands on her sungla.s.ses, then smiled bitterly: I indeed didn't have any position, sorry, I was somewhat impudent."

"Moreover, in my observation, Fei Jun was completely different with your description."

"Then what is he like?" Gu Xi Ran asked further, intense curiosity appeared in her heart. Could Fei Jun was differ to some extent toward her.

"His att.i.tude, is what is in my eyes." Guan Xin Mu said, "It's none of your business."

Gu Xi Ran was silent.

"Moreover, you repeated over and over that you and him already pa.s.sed, why did you still hold on to this bracelet? Are you not really letting go?"

Gu Xi Ran tightly gripped the bracelet on her hand, miserably said: "I leave it to become a commemoration, because that relationship gave me happiness and hurt, so I have rights to cherish the memory. I don't really reminisce him."

"In conclusion, he didn't want me. He kept on walking without even turning back for once. He didn't give me any chance, he was a man that fickle with love.

……….

There was a moment that Guan Xin Mu suddenly felt that Gu Xi Ran was somewhat pitiful. Although her words made people upset, on her face the expression of distress and anguish were not fake, it was indeed marked. As a woman too, Guan Xin Mu naturally also knew that she was self deceived, she didn't really forget about Fei Jun. Every time mentioning Fei Jun, her eyes became soft, distressed, and twisted with other complicated mood.

She could deceive people with words, yet mood couldn't deceive people.

Why should she said something to Gu Xi Ran? She already lost, not lost to other people, but lost to herself.

Gu Xi Ran admitted to herself, she was in purpose say these words to Guan Xin Mu, she hadn't forget about Fei Jun. She instinctively jealous of her. She said this with her simple intention. Fei Jun was very inconstant in love, will not fall in love with any people, will not love Gu XI Ran, also will not Guan Xin Mu. Even if you married with him, yet you will not ever get into his heart. Apparently only that way, she could come down her fluctuated mood in her heart. All along, she thought Guan Xin Mu could marry Fei Jun because Guan Xin Mu was luckier than her, was more capable to curry favor with Fei Jun, didn't disobey him, and not the other reason. She was very confident with herself, she was not lack of anything, but Fei Jun was not tempted. Besides in her eyes there was nothing special about Guan Xin Mu.

She only be able to use this thought to support herself to pa.s.s by her lowest point.

This night when Guan Xin Mu was back at home, she ran into Fei Jun's study room. She opened Fei Jun's drawer and fiddled with it, then she looked at the bookshelves. She turned and opened it one by one, at last she still didn't find his couple bracelet, his heart was very puzzled. Where did Fei Jun placed the bracelet? Did he throw it or bury it?"

If it he had thrown it out, she will be very happy. If he still keep it, she will be depressed. In the final she was only a simple-minded little girl.

With regard to Gu Xi Ran's words, it was not completely affected her. In her observation, Fei Jun seemed to have no reason to not love Gu Xi Ran. Gu Xi Ran was beautiful, good manners, intelligent, independence, daring, perfect, simply a new age girl. Fei Jun also said that he admired her, she said yet Fei Jun never love her. Guan Xin Mu couldn't help but think, that who might possibly Fei Jun love then?"

During the dinner, Guan Xin Mu asked Fei Jun: "When you were together with Gu Xi Ran did you buy a couple bracelet and it was engraved what called forever love?"

"How did you know?" Fei Jun looked to Guan Xin Mu.

"This is all thanks to you! In Tai Mei gold ornament shop I met her today! Moreover I witnessed your couple bracelet!"

Fei Jun shrugged his shoulder, indistinctly laughed, and said: "Certainly I had that bracelet, but I already threw it."

"You threw it?" Guan Xin Mu asked.

"Em."

"Didn't you think it should be collected, and left it as a commemoration?" Guan Xin Mu felt herself to be a bit abnormal. Perhaps women was like that somewhat twisted. His choice to throw or not is not wrong, if he didn't throw it means he didn't forget about the past, threw it showed his inconstant in love personality.

"I don't need it, because it's already in the past. The past for me has no meaning." Fei Jun said, "Why? You hope that I keep it, from time to time take it out and recall fondly the old affection for a while?"

"No." Guan Xin Mu denied, "It's good that you've thrown it."

Fei Jun laughed and snorted for a while.

"Are you this ruthless to every other woman?" Guan Xin Mu bravely asked it.

Fei Jun looked at her, noticed her mood from her question, his voice slightly cold: "Sometimes you are really very contradicting, I managed myself to wipethe trace of the past, you said that I'm ruthless. If I don't handle it, you certainly will fly into rage, then what do you want?"

"You never heard of it? Woman, your name is contradicting." Guan Xin Mu justly and forcefully said it.

Fei Jun's lips slightly bent up, disdainfully laughed, and said: "The things was worthy to be collected, I will collect it. But the unworthy, I will not. For me, being together with her was a mistake."

"What is it mean?"

"You think by yourself."

…….

Fei Jun regarded his word to be already clear and incisively, he thought no matter stupid she is, she will also understand it. However compare to Fei Jun's imagination, Guan Xin Mu was dumber that she couldn't understand it. But he thought she always a carefree person, so she will also will soon forget about it.

Being with Gu Xi Ran together was a mistake, this point had become more and more clear and distinct. Fei Jun felt after being married and be together with her, he got the unprecedented feeling of satisfaction and ease, he understood it were the feelings that he need and he become more resentful of his past with Gu Xi Ran. Except resentment, he also felt somewhat guilt, he didn't love Gu Xi Ran yet he occupied her time for that long. He never gave her any promise and sincerity, they broke up all of a sudden. She was public figure, their break up was repeatedly mentioned and resulted a pressure for her. If he could go back, he would draw a clear between them. So she will not be forced to hear reporters mentioning about the past relationship. Toward a woman this is so hurtful, and he understood it.

That bracelet was made when they were in relationship, she firmly persuaded him to go to Tai Mei to custom-made it. After it was done, he never even once worn it, quietly placed it in the drawer. Until the few days before his wedding and he was sorted out his room, he found this bracelet, then he threw it to the trash bin. The reason was simple, he didn't need it.

Or maybe it could be said, from the start he never really need it.

Yet he knew that he owed Gu Xi Ran.

"There is kiwi fruit, do you want to it?" Guan XIn Mu's head peeked at the door, suddenly frowned, "Fei Jun, why are you smoking again! You said you already stop!"

Fei Jun smiled, hurriedly spit a breath, and placed the cigarette in the ashtray: "Only sometimes."

"Is there any trouble?"

"Even if I have, it is a work trouble, can you help to solve it?" Fei Jun smiled.'

…….

"If you want to be a good wife, then now you go upstairs to bathroom. Put the water inside the bathtub. I want to take a bath."

"Qie." Guan Xin Mu swiftly went out, directly went to the second floor, and ran into the bathroom.

Before Fei Jun's immersed himself in a warm bath, he jokingly looked at Guan Xin Mu, with his charming voice: "Do you want to take it together?"

"Rogue! You go by yourself!" Guan Xin Mu pushed Fei Jun inside the bathroom.

When Fei Jun was taking a bath, Guan Xin Mu stood outside the gla.s.ses door, softly said: "Thank you for your act of throwing that bracelet, otherwise I will be very upset about it."

"Now I become more and more like to bicker, so I want to tell you. Except me, you don't allow to have any relationship with other. Of course my bicker don't mean there is special feeling, it is only because I think my things should be mine. This is merely a pure possessive desire, doesn't mean anything." Guan Xin Mu final sentence, she didn't want to showed her affection.

Fei Jun pretended to not listen to it, he narrowed his eyes, to allow fog pat across his face. Inside his heart, he thought, "This little wimpy kid, how can he marry her?"

The next day, Guan Xin Mu received a pot of hyacinth again, she was really happy. Fei Jun was really outwardly cold but deeply pa.s.sionate inside, he didn't say anything but kept on sending, why did she start to see him to be a little bit cute?"

Xu Shuai suddenly came inside, tightly looked at her Guan Xin Mu: "Your eyes was full of love, your body emitted a strong peppermint scent. Your smiling expression similar to be third month of winter jasmine rippled, do you have extramarital affair?"

"Extramarital affair your head! Except Fei Jun, that pig, I don't have any other man."

"A, so now you are excited because of your husband? You are not really interesting." Xu Shuai sighed