Lisa Jackson's Bentz And Montoya Bundle Part 83

He walked up the steps leading to the yawning open door and stepped into the bowels of h.e.l.l.

The interior of the old trailer was lit by the weird blue glow of klieg lamps and on the filthy floor were two bodies, entwined as previously: his aunt, in her nun's habit, draped over the naked body of her son, Billy Ray Furlough. If there was blood present, it was well hidden under the splatter of red and black paint thrown over the victims. On one wall, in violent red was painted: THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH.

Bonita Washington, gloved and examining the bodies, looked over her shoulder. "You'd better sign . . . Montoya?" Her eyes rounded. "What the h.e.l.l are you doing here?"

He didn't answer, just turned and walked out. He was halfway down the lane when Bentz caught up with him.

"Hold up!" he ordered and there was an edge to his voice Montoya didn't like.

He stopped. Turned. Glared at the older man. "What?"

"You know what," Bentz said tautly. "What the f.u.c.k are you thinking?" Montoya didn't answer and Bentz's eyes narrowed in the coming dusk. "d.a.m.n it. I'll have to report this."

"So do it. Do your job."

"c.r.a.p, Montoya, don't do this! We want this one by the book so we can nail this son of a b.i.t.c.h's hide to the wall. I thought we were clear on that."

"Crystal."

"Then get the h.e.l.l out of here and don't come back." A muscle worked in his jaw as Montoya held his gaze. "Hey. I know this is hard, but let it go. We'll get him."

Not if I get him first, Montoya thought, his mind's eye sharp with the memory of his aunt's waxen lifeless face, the paint poured all over her body. Montoya thought, his mind's eye sharp with the memory of his aunt's waxen lifeless face, the paint poured all over her body.

Montoya strode back to his car, anger pulsing through him. He thought about the message scrawled on the inside of the trailer: THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH.

That's right, you sick b.a.s.t.a.r.d, he silently agreed. he silently agreed. And you're one h.e.l.luva sinner. And you're one h.e.l.luva sinner.

Get ready.

CHAPTER 27.

"G.o.d help me." Abby stared up at the old hospital and felt a chill as cold as the arctic sea settle into her bones. Twilight was beginning to steal over the land, dark shadows fingering from the surrounding woods, mosquitos buzzing loudly, crickets softly chirping, and as she stood near the fountain with its crying angels and cracked basin. She felt a presence, an evil malevolence, as if the building itself were glaring down at her.

It's just your imagination.

The dilapidated old building that appeared so menacing was just brick and mortar, shingles and gla.s.s. It wasn't haunted with the souls of those who had lived inside. It wasn't glowering down upon her, silently warning her that she was making the single worst mistake of her life. Nonetheless her pulse drummed in her ears.

"You're an idiot," she told herself as she summoned up all her courage. She couldn't back down now. Not when she was so close. Yet her heart was thudding, her nerves stretched to the breaking point.

This is where it all happened, she thought, eyeing the spot on the weed-choked concrete where her mother's life had ended. she thought, eyeing the spot on the weed-choked concrete where her mother's life had ended.

Go. Now. Don't put it off any longer.

She made a quick sign of the cross, then hoisting one strap of her backpack over her shoulder, she skirted the building, cutting across lawns that had once been tended, where b.u.t.terflies and honey bees had flitted, where a group of children about her age had stared at her as if she'd been sent from another solar system. She remembered their eyes following Zoey and her as they'd chased each other around the magnolia tree so fragrant with heavy blooms.

She'd thought them odd then, those kids, and yet her father had always told her to pity them. "There but for the grace of G.o.d go I," he'd reminded her . . . but she'd still thought they were weird. She glanced to the corner of the verandah where they'd always gathered and even now, when the flagstones were empty, she sidestepped the area and headed toward the back door.

But the ghosts followed her, if not the teenagers, then a little blond girl who never spoke and drew odd shapes in chalk over the rough flag stones; the boy who watched her every move and was forever pulling out tufts of his hair; the old lady who listed in her wheelchair, one arm dragging, her mouth often agape, her eyes wide and wondering behind thick gla.s.ses. She'd been a former beauty queen, Abby had been told, reduced by age and dementia to a hollow sh.e.l.l. Then there had been the boy on the threshold of manhood who had eyed both her and her mother in a way that had made her want to wash herself. How often had he with his dark hair and brooding eyes been in the hallway, near her mother's door squeezing one of those stress relieving b.a.l.l.s so slowly and methodically as he'd looked into Abby's eyes that she'd felt dirty? The s.e.xual message had been clear; he'd been kneading a malleable ball, but he'd wanted to do so much more with his big hands.

She shuddered as she thought of all the tortured souls who had resided here, cared for by doctors, nurses, social workers and staff yet left adrift. Her mother was supposed to have been safe here; this hospital was to have been a place of healing, of comfort. Not pain. Not horror. Not molestation.

Abby rounded a vine-draped corner and sent up a prayer for her poor fragile mother. "Oh, Mom, I'm so sorry," she said aloud, her heart heavy.

I forgive you. Faith's words seemed to float from the heavens and Abby nearly stopped dead in her tracks. Is that what she'd meant? An icy finger of understanding slid down her spine. As she hurried along the broken sidewalk to the back of the building she thought of the monster who had abused Faith, the doctor who had slipped into Room 307, and under the guise of helping and healing had brought with him perversion and pain. Faith's words seemed to float from the heavens and Abby nearly stopped dead in her tracks. Is that what she'd meant? An icy finger of understanding slid down her spine. As she hurried along the broken sidewalk to the back of the building she thought of the monster who had abused Faith, the doctor who had slipped into Room 307, and under the guise of helping and healing had brought with him perversion and pain.

"I hope you rot in h.e.l.l," she muttered into the gloom of dusk.

Light was fading fast, the sun disappearing behind thick clouds as it settled behind the trees, the threat of rain heavy in the air. Hurrying, she followed a broken sidewalk to the back door, which didn't budge. It was locked tight, just as it had been on her previous visit. But the window she'd hoisted herself through before was still unlatched and partially open. Sister Maria hadn't remembered to close it nor told the caretaker to see that it was locked. But then the nun hadn't had much time, Abby thought ruefully as she didn't doubt for a second that Sister Maria was already dead.

She stared at the partially open window.

A stroke of luck?

Or a bad omen?

There was a part of her that was still afraid; still hesitant about this.

Her father's mantra whispered through her brain. When the going gets tough . . . When the going gets tough . . .

"Yeah, yeah. I know. Enough already!" She gave herself a mental shake and pushed back her fears. Nervously she dropped her backpack inside the window then heaved herself over the sill and landed on the floor.

She was here!

Deep within his sacred room he heard the quiet thump of feet hit the floor overhead. His heart rate accelerated and he took in a deep breath. He'd known she'd come. Lured by the past, Faith's daughter would return to the place where all her pain had begun. He licked his lips and blinked.

His pain, of course, had started much earlier.

As he stared at the walls of his room, he saw the writing he'd worked so diligently to create. Pa.s.sages of Scripture, words of the great philosophers on sin, his own personal theories formulated by his own mother, reinforced at the strict Catholic schools that had eventually all kicked him out.

He listened hard. Heard footsteps. Of the daughter.

Deep inside he felt that stirring again, the l.u.s.t he'd experienced for Faith Chastain, the wrath he'd felt knowing she was giving herself to the doctor as well.

The wages of sin is death.

How many times had he heard that from his mother as she'd sat by the window, Bible lying open on her lap, cigarette burning neglected in the ash tray, ice cubes melting in her drink. "He'll pay," she'd told her only son often enough. "Your father and his whoring new wife are sinners and they'll both pay." She'd taken a sip of her drink, her little tongue licking up a drop that lingered on her lip. "We all do." She'd looked over at him and there had been no hint of motherly love in her gaze. "You will, too. You've got his blood in your veins and you'll pay." Another sip before she rained on him that twisted sarcastic smile he'd grown to hate. "But then you already are, aren't you? The nuns at school have told me."

Now, he felt the same pulsing shame run through him as she'd ranted about the sins that had been pounded into her own head while growing up. Lighting another cigarette in fingers that had shaken, she'd focused on his transgressions. The nuns had told her he'd cheated in school, which had been a lie, of course, but she'd believed the sisters and to punish him, to make him consider his sinful ways, she'd locked him in a closet.

It hadn't been the first time.

Once before he'd been caught kissing a girl at school. Upon returning home, he'd faced a fierce, embara.s.sed and angry mother. That time he'd been stripped naked, locked away for three days, left in his own urine and feces without water. He'd been ordered, as penance to write on the walls, the wages of sin is death the wages of sin is death. For the three days of his imprisonment he'd believed he would die in that empty closet that had once housed his father's guns.

He'd been released of course. Just as he always had been when his mother, reeking of alcohol, had finally decided he'd been punished enough. Then, always she would cry and beg for him to forgive her, bathe him, offer up new clothes, an expensive toy and kiss him . . . all over . . . while gently tending to the bruises and cuts that covered his body, scars from his efforts of trying to break free.

She'd been tender then, lovingly caressing him, a.s.suring him that if he would repent and atone for his sins, he would find favor with G.o.d. With her.

Once after a particularly long stay in the closet, he'd felt not only fear, but rage. When he'd heard the locks click and seen that first blinding crack of light, he'd stood and walked past her, refused to let her touch him, and thrown her gifts of atonement back in her face. He'd threatened to leave her, to tell his father what she'd done. She'd shaken and cried but admitted that the man who had sired him had never wanted him in the first place. His father had paid for an abortion she'd refused. And later, after she'd given birth, had his father stuck around? Oh, for a few years, but after less than a paltry decade, the marriage had unraveled, his father had strayed and had abandoned them both.

At the time when she'd told him about this father wanting an abortion when she was crying and quaking, unable to hold her cigarette in her trembling fingers, he realized that this once she'd been telling the truth. His father had, indeed, abandoned them both for the wh.o.r.e.

He'd known then it was his mission to set things right, his own personal atonement for being unwanted.

And he'd eagerly taken up that sword of vengeance.

Hadn't the new wife died?

Hadn't he been looked upon suspiciously?

Hadn't he ended up here . . . locked away permanently until the hospital had closed and he'd been shuffled from one facility to the next, always a private inst.i.tution, always peppered with nuns and priests and rosaries and crucifixes, always knowing his every sin was being observed and catalogued, never forgotten and never forgiven. He'd tried to stay true to his mission and not to follow his own urges. He'd tried to fight his own desires.

And yet . . . with Faith . . . he'd risked it all, condemning his soul to the depths of h.e.l.l just to touch her and lie with her, to feel her sweet, warm body wrapped over his.

And now the daughter, who looked enough like Faith to be her twin, was here.

He glanced again at the words etched into the walls of this room. Above the pa.s.sages he'd scratched into the walls, he carefully painted fourteen simple words for the fourteen victims, the sinners and the saints, those who would be punished, those who would do the punishing.

If only Faith were here . . . she would understand. She would soothe him. She would love love him. But that was not to be. The lazy doctor had killed her. f.u.c.ked her, then, upon being found out by the daughter, pushed Faith, beautiful Faith, through the window. him. But that was not to be. The lazy doctor had killed her. f.u.c.ked her, then, upon being found out by the daughter, pushed Faith, beautiful Faith, through the window.

His body convulsed as he remembered her scream, the sound of her body thudding against the concrete. Tears burned the back of his eyes. White-hot rage roared through his veins.

Faith's death hadn't been an accident as so many believed.

He knew. knew.

He'd been there. been there.

And so the doctor would pay for his sins.

Tonight.

Inside the hospital, the rooms were shadowy and still, twilight seeping through the windows that weren't boarded, the air stagnant with a thin rank odor. Abby felt the temperature drop, the atmosphere thicken.

No way, you're just freaking yourself out. Keep going!

She unzipped the pack and pulled out her flashlight. A part of her brain screamed that what she was doing was just plain nuts, that she was as crazy as some of the people who had once lived here, that if she had any sense at all, she would turn and make tracks.

Why not come back in the morning?

In full daylight?

With an attack dog, Montoya and a gun?

Because she wanted answers now.

Because momentum was propellng her forward.

Because she couldn't bear the thought of waiting one more instant.

Because it was now or never.

She lifted the backpack to her shoulder again. The fingers of one hand were curled around a crow bar, the fingers of the other hand gripping a flashlight. She swept the thin beam over the dusty floor boards, shining it on the windows. She spied rotted, peeling wallpaper and cobwebs draped from the corners of old chandeliers as she walked softly through the first floor. Every scary movie she'd seen where the kids split up and start inching their separate ways down dark hallways played through her mind.

Never had she felt more alone.

Never had she been more determined.

You have to do this. You have to remember.

The building groaned softly.

Abby bit back a scream.

It's nothing, just the settling of old timbers. You hear the same thing in your house.

She took two steps into the kitchen and heard another noise. Her heart lurched.

Sc.r.a.pe, sc.r.a.pe, sc.r.a.pe.

The scratch of tiny claws. She whipped the flashlight around, its beam jumping across old counters and the stove top to the rusted sink where she saw the furry back end of a rat sliding into the drain, its tail slithering like a tiny black snake as it disappeared.

"Jesus," she whispered, her heart knocking crazily.

Abby walked slowly, hearing her own footsteps, her own heartbeat.

She closed her eyes, thought she heard a soft cry.

Don't do this to yourself. No one's here. Don't let your fears run wild. Do not fall victim to your mother's paranoia.

Taking in a long, shuddering breath, she gripped the crowbar as if it were her only salvation. She swallowed back her fear but swore that if she listened really hard, she could hear the muted sobs and wails of despair from the patients who had suffered here.

Stop it. There is no one in this d.a.m.ned building, no one moaning or sobbing, for G.o.d's sake. Now, get going! It's nearly dark. Come on, Abby, get this over with!