How To Entice An Enchantress Part 11

"Which is why 'tis an effort, me lor'." The valet dipped the rag back into the blacking mixture. "Och, a poem along wit' those three verrah expensive books-how can she say no to tha'?"

Kirk grinned, but then winced and touched his bottom lip. "Someone needs to teach that woman how to kiss." And who else should do that? "Hmmm. That would take some effort, too."

MacCreedy chuckled. "Ye think ye can convince her to let ye do tha'?"

"Perhaps. It'll be tricky, for I can't just walk up to her and announce, 'You don't know how to kiss, but I can show you.'"

"Tha' does sound a wee bit off-puttin'."

"More than a wee bit. I've already insulted her once. She won't be happy if I do so again."

They were silent a moment, and then the valet said in a cheery voice, "I'm certain ye'll find a way, me lor'."

"I'm so glad you feel that way," Kirk said in a dry tone.

"Och, I know ye will find a way, fer if ye dinna teach Miss Balfour how to kiss, 'tis highly likely someone else mi' do it fer ye." The valet caught Kirk's expression and threw up a hand. "Dinna look so! I'm only tellin' ye the truth."

Kirk growled, and then held his breath and plunged underwater. When he came up a moment later, he pushed his hair from his face and reached for the soap. "I will teach her how to kiss."

"Tha' is verrah wise o' ye, me lor'." MacCreedy finished polishing one boot and set it before the fire before he picked up its mate. "'Tis a pity ye canno' find it in yerself to answer some o' her other wishes. Mayhap I can write some poetry fer ye."

"Can you write poetry? Good poetry?"

The valet pursed his lips. After a moment, he asked, "Wha' rhymes wit' 'raven tresses'?"

"Pink dresses."

MacCreedy beamed. "There ye go, then! There once was a la.s.s name Balfour, who-"

"No. And her hair's brown mingled with golden, not raven."

"'Tis more dramatic as 'raven.'"

"I think I prefer your previous plan where I just read some of her favorite verses, hopefully without laughing aloud." Kirk rinsed the soap from his hair. As he straightened, his placed his feet against the tub to stabilize himself. Instantly, ice-hot pain shot through his calf to his knee.

MacCreedy tsked. "'Tis yer leg?"

Kirk nodded, willing the pain away. Slowly, it subsided, a.s.sisted by the warm water. He rubbed his shin, eyeing the thick, ropey scar. "MacCreedy, you said you could help my leg? Make it more flexible?"

"Aye. Yer injury is like many o' the grievous wounds caused by cannon injuries tha' I saw in Spain. When ye were hurt, yer muscles drew up, tryin' to protect the ones as weren't injured. When ye returned home, yer leg pained ye when ye used it, so ye dinna move yer leg. So all o' yer muscles lost their strength, e'en the healthy ones."

"My physician warned me not to use my leg. He said the muscles were weak and should never be taxed."

"Aye, whilst they were healin'. But ye didna stretch yer muscles back oot after they'd healed, so they stayed short and tight. And now they dinna remember wha' 'tis like to be healthy."

"d.a.m.n my physician."

The valet shrugged. "If he dinna work wit' war wounds, then he had no way o' knowin'."

"I suppose so." Kirk propped his leg on the side of the tub and glared at the red scar that traveled from his calf, around his shin, to end at his knee. "What if I exercise it now?"

"As it's been a while, 'twill hurt like ye've ne'er hurt before, but wit' time, the muscles will stretch and strengthen again."

"How long would it take?"

"To get back to full strength? A full year, mayhap more."

"What can you do in two and a half weeks? Before the d.u.c.h.ess's Christmas Ball?"

MacCreedy whistled. "Tha' is no' much time." He looked at the injured leg thoughtfully. "Bu' ye walk a good bit, so there still be good muscle. If ye worked hard, ye would see a difference in those two weeks."

"Could I go without the cane? I can walk short distances now, but my knee gives out and I fall."

"We can strengthen tha' muscle, we can." He nodded. "Ye should be able to leave yer cane behind."

"And I'll have more mobility?"

"Tha' ye will. Wit' time ye'll be able to do many things ye canno' do now. Ye could ride, hunt, and stride aboot like anyone else. Ye may limp, but no' much, and eventually e'en tha' may disappear." MacCreedy put the second boot before the fire with its mate and closed the can before he regarded his employer with a long, level look. "Fer quick results, ye'd ha' to work hard, ye would."

"I'm willing."

"E'ery day wi'oot fail."

"Of course."

"It'll hurt 'til ye think 'tis afire."

"d.a.m.n it, stop trying to talk me out of it. We'll start in the morning." When MacCreedy didn't answer, Kirk added firmly, "At dawn."

The valet grinned and stood. "Tomorrow 'twill be a loverly day fer war."

"It had better be, for a major campaign has just begun." And he wouldn't stop until Dahlia was his.

Seven.

From the Diary of the d.u.c.h.ess of Roxburghe

It has been two days since Kirk and Miss Balfour stopped speaking to one another, and I still haven't found out why. After dinner last night, desperate to discover the true state of affairs, I even attempted to pull Miss Balfour aside and speak with her. But Lord Dalhousie would not give up his position at her side, so the effort was a total loss.

I suppose I should be glad of that, but while he's an acceptable parti, he's not Lord Kirk. Furthermore, the viscount's presence did nothing to satisfy my growing curiosity.

Humph.

Dahlia paused on the crest of the hill, glancing up at the sun where it hid behind the clouds, well above the horizon. The sun had barely been up when she'd slipped from her warm bed, so she surmised that she'd been walking well over an hour, perhaps even two.

The chilly wind tugged her hair free from the brim of her bonnet, sending a loose curl across her cheek. She shoved the thick strand back into her bonnet and wished she'd pinned her hair more securely. The wind was stronger now than when she'd left the castle, strong enough to stir her skirts even though they were weighted down by a wet and muddied hem.

She shivered and rubbed her arms, and then tucked her mittened hands back into her pockets and walked down the hill toward the castle. Though it was quickly getting too cold for comfort, she'd needed this walk. An endless circle of painful, cringe-worthy thoughts and half-remembered dreams had shoved her from her warm bed at dawn, bundled her into her best wool walking dress and thick woolen coat, and hurried her out of the castle as if pursued. She'd stopped in the kitchen only long enough to tuck a biscuit in her pocket before she'd hurried off, walking as fast as she could without actually running.

But try as she might, it was impossible to run away from her own thoughts. Ever since her unfortunate kiss with Kirk, she'd been unable to stop thinking about that moment, restlessly going back and forth between all the painful memories she wished to forget: the anger in his eyes, the pain when their mouths had b.u.mped, the harsh words they'd exchanged. Yet like a moth to a flame, she found herself reliving the moment over and over.

Why, oh why, did I kiss him? she asked herself yet again. She'd never wished more that the ground would open up and swallow her whole than at that moment. Her first kiss, and she'd ruined it. He must think me every kind of an awkward fool.

The thought burned, yet she couldn't stop rethinking it. Before Kirk had botched things up with his horrid proposal, she'd enjoyed his company and had grown to value his opinions. During her visits to his library, they'd discussed books and authors, politics and religion, culture and history-he knew something about almost every topic. Over the course of those discussions she'd come to respect him and his intellect, which was why it had hurt so much to discover his low opinion of her and her family. His arrogance should have killed her growing feelings for him, but her reaction to their botched kiss had made her realize that, ludicrous though it was, she still cared what he thought.

The whole episode made her angry: she was angry with Kirk for being so ill-tempered and rude, and she was angry with herself for allowing her inexperience to show so clearly. What he must think of me- She grimaced. Oh, just stop thinking about it! Just. Stop.

But she couldn't.

She'd had a glorious walk over the green hills and through the yellowed leaves, the ground spongy and fragrant, but although she was now chilled and pleasantly tired, it still wasn't enough to quiet her thoughts. Scowling, she hurried on, tucking her chin down so that her coat collar provided some shelter from the wind.

Perhaps the reason she cared about Kirk's opinion wasn't because of some hidden mora.s.s of feelings, which was a ridiculous idea, but because of something far simpler. She knew him better than anyone else at Floors Castle, so in a way, perhaps he represented home.

She paused on the pathway and considered this. That actually made sense. Finally, a thought that is helpful! I should also remember that, despite his ridiculous reaction, I didn't permanently maim the poor man, either.

For her imagination had gone that far and beyond. She'd actually been relieved when he'd come limping into the foyer on his way to the breakfast room the following morning, looking only slightly the worse for wear. True, his lip was slightly swollen, and she saw him wince when he sipped some orange juice, but other than that, his limp was no worse than usual, nor did he appear with a black eye or any other horrifying mark from their kiss.

The true tragedy was that the kiss, so wretched and imperfect and horrid, had been her first kiss ever. She'd dreamed about that first kiss, and yearned for it, imagining every moment to be perfect, lovely, and breathlessly sweet. Never once, in the thousands of times she'd imagined it, had she seen herself grievously injuring the man who'd kissed her.

Dahlia grimaced and tried not to reimagine his exact expression, which seemed to be burned into her memory. What was I thinking, to allow that kiss to begin with? But she hadn't been thinking. Not even a little. He'd kissed her, and the last thing she could do was think, so she'd kissed him back with every drop of enthusiasm she'd possessed.

Now that she thought about it, that bothered her even more than her humiliation. I liked his kiss. But how can that be? I don't even like him. He's rude and opinionated and- She shook her head. He's also handsome, and intelligent, and even funny when the mood strikes him. Heavens, why is this so complicated?

The wind picked up, rustling the gra.s.s and making her shiver as it tugged at her bonnet. She hurried on down the path, glancing up at the sky. During her tramp the clouds had gathered, pushed by a growing wind, and the distinctive taste of snow was in the air. The unusual warmth they'd been blessed with during the earlier part of the week was gone, and the bite of winter nipped at her nose and cheeks.

She crossed a small rise and came up behind the castle, the beautiful sweep of lawn glistening like a discarded ribbon of green silk. On one side was a sparkling lake, topped now with small whitecaps as the wind teased it. The trees on the island were almost bare of leaves, so she could see a glimpse of a folly. Leading up to the small lake, a winding river sluggishly rolled, disappearing into a thick wood. Here and there, the d.u.c.h.ess's army of gardeners had placed gorgeous flower beds and trees that exquisitely augmented the natural slopes.

Dahlia's gaze moved back to the castle, her trepidation returning.

She'd avoided Kirk since their unfortunate kiss, but it was only a matter of time before he found an opportunity to speak to her. And he wished to do so; she could tell by the way he watched her. Fortunately, the d.u.c.h.ess had planned activities for practically every minute of every day-pall-mall one afternoon, followed by a pleasant evening of whist, and a carriage ride the next afternoon to see the ruins of old Roxburghe Castle, followed by a late tea beside the maze. Although guests were encouraged to partake of only the events they'd enjoy, Dahlia had attended every one. To her surprise, Kirk had done the same, and each time seemed bent on speaking to her. She'd made certain he hadn't, though, for she had no desire to discuss something she wasn't even certain she understood.

Thankfully, Lord Dalhousie had been of a.s.sistance, too. For some reason, the young lord had attached himself to her side and Dahlia had been happy for it, as his presence offered a determent to private discussion. She tugged her coat closer and eyed the castle, which still looked majestic even under the graying sky, roiling clouds gathered over it. She supposed she should return now. Her biscuit was long gone and she wanted nothing more than to take a long, hot bath before having to rejoin the other guests.

She headed down the slope to the garden maze that decorated the expanse of lawn behind the castle. Dahlia slipped into the garden, quickly made her way down the side of the maze, and found the side gate that would allow her to reach the kitchens without pa.s.sing by the main windows of the castle. Heavens knew she didn't wish to see anyone until she had time to wash and change.

She was walking past the lane that led to the stables, her head bent against the wind, when from the path before her came an all-too-familiar voice.

Deep and rich, it sent a different sort of shiver through her. "Ah, Miss Balfour. Just the person I wished to see."

She looked up, slapping a hand on her bonnet just as the wind tried to steal it. Kirk was dressed as he used to, in loose breeches and unpolished boots, a kerchief knotted about his neck. The wind tugged at his long greatcoat and mussed his dark hair, giving him a more rakish appearance than his new finery did.

She inclined her head, holding her bonnet on as best she could, the wind swaying her damp skirts against her. "Lord Kirk, how unexpected."

He bowed and then said dryly, "I'm certain that, had you known I was here, you would have used another path to reach the castle."

There was something peculiarly unpleasant about being predictable. "I'm sure I would have done no such thing," she lied.

His gaze flickered over her, lingering on her face. "You've been walking again, I see."

There was neither approval nor disapproval in his voice, but their recent encounter made her stiffen. "I always take walks. Why are you out in this weather?"

"It is cold, isn't it? I'm on my way to meet my valet."

She looked past him to the direction in which his path led. "In the stables? Why would your valet meet you there?"

Kirk gave an impatient flick of his hand. "It doesn't matter. Dahlia, I'm glad we met. I've been wanting to talk to you for two days now, but you've been avoiding me."

She started to deny it, but he lifted his brows in a silent challenge.

Dahlia flushed. "Fine. I didn't wish to speak to you after- I don't need to rehash it. You know what happened as well as I."

"Yes, but this has nothing to do with that. Well, it does, only- Dahlia, I want-" He halted midsentence as if something had occurred to him. When he spoke again, his tone was more measured and polite. "Dahlia, I find myself in a very difficult position. I find that I need your a.s.sistance."

"My a.s.sistance? With what?" She couldn't keep the suspicion from her voice.

"Our kiss. It was wretched."

Heat flooded her face, which said a lot considering the coldness. "Kirk, I-"

"You don't need to say anything. And it was obvious from the very first second that the fault for that kiss was mine."

"The fault . . . was . . . yours?"

"Of course it was. My impetuous behavior tromped all over the moment, and- It was inexcusable. After the fact, I pretended otherwise and blamed you-" His gaze met hers, direct and open. "But it was my fault and no one else's. I am too proud sometimes. I have suffered from that, and will continue to do so unless I find a way to overcome it."

Well, she certainly couldn't argue with him about that.

The wind whipped his hair about his head, and the silver streak at his temple, usually so distinct, mingled now with the dark brown. "I've been thinking of nothing else for two days, hating my own behavior and wishing I could redo the whole thing. There is no excuse, I know; I must take responsibility for ruining what should have been a delightful moment."

What did one say to that? "Kirk, please. There's no need to-you weren't as at fault as I was. It-it was my first kiss and I did not know how . . . things worked."

His looked appalled. "Your first kiss?" He cursed long and loud. "And I acted like- Dahlia, can you forgive me?"

"There's nothing to forgive." And yet there was, for both of them. Still, hearing him apologize and-better yet-admit that the kiss had disturbed him, too, for some reason relieved some of her own angst. "We should forget it and move ahead-"