Secrets We Should Keep 2 Everything Will Be Fine

I walk and leanded against the wall, it been a year when father got cancer and doctors regected him, even from chemotherapy we didn't get answer or any hint that show he will gonna be okay so as father requested, we realesed him from hospital and brought him home so he could be with his children in the last days of his life.

I put my hand in front of my mouth so that the sound of my crying would not be heard. It is to hard to live with someone as his daughter and than after he die pretend to be the servant of the house. I leaned my head against the wall and let my tears find there way on my cheek.. With hand that come on my shoulder I straightened up and look back to see who is behind me, by seeing the two red honeycombs, I threw myself into her arm and with her hand become wrapped around me I push my head into her chest and cry harder.

Her sound come like always, calmly, "calm down, baby, I know it's hard..." her voice become m.u.f.fled and her shoulder start trembling and with scratching voice she continued".. We were becoming ready for these days at least one year, so calm down, baby, all things gonna be okay" I know nothing is gonna be okay, when he was alive, he said that after his wife died he told his children everything gonna be okay but everything become worst... I try to control my emotions and come out of her arm I wanted to smile and rea.s.sure her that everything would be fine, but with the cracks on my lips, my smile was half_finished. I licked my lips and felt the taste of the blood in my mouth. She said "your lips are bleeding" she put napkin on my lips and while she was clearing her face from tears she said"you have to take more care to yourself... Are you sure you want to be introduced as a servant?! " I hestait but than say" I'm sure, here is only place I have, and beside I don't want to leave this house because i don't have enough evidence to prove that I was under the care of father.. as you know we never go to any office to make it corresponding so... I don't have any other chance.. " she noded with her head and than again said" but me and Ayda and our husbands know this we are enough for proving it. " " I know but you told yourself that he doesn't accept.. so lets just go as plan.. I'm just a servant that stay here to cleaning the house, cooking, and other thing that necessary and I continue to go to university and studying and blah, blah... so don't be worry, everything will be fine. " she smiled and said" you know better than us those words never work" "come on sis, lets have some faith" I grab her hand and kissed her cheeks "let's go, my baby" I frowned "I'm not your baby, you have baby yourself, don't you think she will be jealous.." "she doesn't dare, and please don't take logistic mistake, at least not from me, you know I'm zero mind" by entering into dinning room both of us become quiet, it been seven days since the last child of father, who I never see him in seven years that I live in this house, come back from Turkey to be in his father funeral and continue his father work in company that they own. As much as I know he left the management of the company in Turkey in hands of his cousin until he can get back there after arrange thing here,... I sit on the coach in dinning and stare at Ayda and her husband Mr. Aryaie and than I stare at Aylin who sit next to me and huge her seven years old daughter I smile at her and than look at the young brother of them who sit in front of me on another coach and was staring at me when I caught his eyes. He didn't look away not an inch and I continue looking at him, too. He has sharp jaw, medium lips which is very good for men, straight nose, and I think his eyes is green, with deep brown eyebrow and hair, now he has five o'clock shadow which make him more attractive I'm sure girls kill themselves to talk with him. I got my look away from him and look at Aylin, fainally she decided to talk because he is bigger sister so every responsibility is on her shoulder.

"well, brother how you want to go with life here?!"

"I don't know I will be here untill I fix everything in campany, and the plan of life is just.. Live." his voice was gentle and calm like other member of this family but not as soft as his father, father had gentle, soft and calm voice that made you want to hear his voice for ever and never end, but it end..

After talking about other thing of life and talking about company he was the first one who point out to me and said, "I'm sorry but who is this miss?!"