Hated young Lady Accepts her Fate Chapter 1

(Surprisingly, it will be accepted smoothly…)

Looking at my calm self on the mirror, I want to laugh. Because of my habit to disturb so much in the fourth and fifth time, my heart surprised when I started to accept fate. No, it may have already exhausted.

⌈Ojō-sama, preparation for breakfast is ready.⌋

Vaguely, when I was thinking about such a thing, I heard a maid ‘s voice from the other side of the door.

⌈Ok, i’m going now.⌋

What was I like the first time…. It seems something from quite long ago. Since my way of thinking and personality have greatly changed during this loop, I am a bit worried whether I can produce a bad lady. ¹

⌈Good morning father, mother, Onii-sama.⌋

⌈Aa⌋

⌈Yes, good morning Amelia-san⌋

I get ready and head to the dining room quickly. Greeting my family and sit on the seat, my father and mother give back my greeting. But my older brother doesn’t even give me a glance, and continues to eat. My older brother hates me, so it’s natural.

My older brother Leonhard has bright blonde hair and cool eyes, he doesn’t look like me at all. My older brother goes to the same high school on a higher grade than me. He is a smart and well-keen person, he is also a member of the student council. To be honest, for my brother I will be an aneurysm on his eyes. I am selfish, and the selfish me have bothered many troubles to my older brother until now. And more will come from now on. It will causes inconveniences that can’t be compared with anything before….

⌈Onii-sama, good morning.⌋

⌈………⌋

When I spoke again, he looked a little bit to here and quickly returned to his meal again. My parents keep on eating without saying anything to my brother’s att.i.tude. Even within the loop I did over several times, I could never reconcile with my older brother. Although I went all out to be positive at the third time, I remember all of it being ignored.

⌈I will go.⌋

When I say that I should start eating, my older brother who finished eating stand up from his seat.

⌈You are early today huh, Leon-san.⌋

⌈Today, a transfer student will come to the second grade, so there are various preparations.⌋

⌈The second grade is, the same as Amelia huh..⌋
 

My heart makes an unpleasant sound at my father’s words, but I pretend not to notice.

⌈Well, i wonder what kind of person she/he is. I hope it is not someone that will degrade the name of the academy… but then again it’s impossible for such a person to enroll in Emoldoc.⌋

I feel like I said a line similar to this at the first time. But this time it have more irony.
The first time I did not know she was a commoner, but the me now knows that she is a commoner, so it is nothing. I wonder if there is a disgusting feeling in the middle.
When I am satisfied with my inner heart, I notice that my older brother is watching me with a cold look. Even if I was given such eyes, I do not think anything anymore. I have been gazed with more severe gaze many times.

⌈What’s the matter, Onii-sama?⌋

I smiled at my older brother.
For the me at the first time would have woken up my older brother’s hysteria, but I do not show such a strange figure anymore.²
If I was destined to be disliked and convicted, I won’t become a villain like a miserable Mikado³, I think I will go farther and more steadily down my path and scatter gorgeously.
My older brother opened his eyes a little at my relaxed att.i.tude and diverted his face. It is rare.
My older brother rarely changes his expression in front of me. His face in my memory up until now is, a mouth tightly tied to the eyes that always thrusts coldly, that’s it.

⌈Well then, I will be going.⌋

⌈Yes, take care Leon-san.⌋

 
⌈Study hard.⌋

⌈Take care, Onii-sama.⌋

I eat breakfast while watching my older brother ‘s back.
After I finish eating this, I must head to the battlefield.

(It’s okay… I’ve decided this after all..)

At the third time, when I recall the line of sight directed by everyone, my body gets stuck.
Because I believed it, it’s because I believed it, that it’s painful.

⌈If it’s like that then from the beginning… just talk about not being friends.⌋

 
My mother curiously looked at me because of my voice in a small murmuring.
Shaking my head to say that it was nothing, I also stand up.

⌈Oh, Amelia-san you’re done? You do not seem to have eaten much…⌋

⌈Yeah, I am a bit sick today. I will prepare to go to the school, so I will excuse myself.⌋

When I said that, I tried to get back to my room with a breakfast that I could not handle much.
But remembering something, I ask the maid to make a sandwich with the remaining breakfast.

⌈It is rare. Amelia has asked for snacks.⌋

And it is leftovers.
Instead of smiling ambiguously to my father who says so, I leave the dining room with sandwiches made by the cook and water in hand.

My goal is the garden of the mansion, not my room which I headed at first.

After confirming no one is watching, I jumped off to the garden. Crossing flower beds and plants that were planted as they are by the gardeners, searching deeper at the side of the planted trees.
I remembered it a while ago. At the second time, I found a cat injured here.
At the third time, I left home early so that I could get along with it, and when I came to see the situation in the afternoon I could not find it.

⌈Neko-chan, you’re not here? Neko-chan…⌋

At that time, I regretted having been postponed for a long time.

When I gave up thinking that this time I couldn’t find it either, I heard a strange nya~, I hurriedly thrust my upper body into the planting. I do not care if my hair got caught.
Depending on a delicate voice, I push the leafy leaves and reached the origin of the cat’s voice. That cat, it is that cat!
Brown streaks with yellow eyes, whether it is that long hair type or the fluffy body, I know it. The cat seemed to be wary of me, but it seems that the injured forepaw and long hair caught on the branch, and it could not move and was in trouble.
I quickly took the hair off the branches, hugging the cat and going out from the implantation.

⌈I’m glad! I’m able to meet you properly this time!⌋

I sprinkle water on the injured front paw of the cat that I caught as it is.
I knew that it was not such a terrible injury, so I swept lightly the muddy part. But the cat gets pain and went rage.

⌈H, hey, please stay put! Neko-chan, hey, ouch-⌋

It scratched my arm to break free. To my bleeding wound, I sighed and thought that I will treat it later.

⌈Hey, it’s over, so please stay put.⌋

That’s what I said, and confirm the wound that has become clean. It looks okay.
In fact it is probably best to leave it as it is, but I remember licking the wound at the second time and making it worse.
For a while, Amelia rolled out a handkerchief from her pocket gently. So if it were in the way you could remove it yourself.

⌈Here, please go eat it.⌋

I put the sandwiches my cook made earlier, in front of the cat.
When the cat see the Capri and sandwich, it let it’s body fall to the ground.
The cat who came down to the ground glanced at the handkerchief wrapped around the forefoots in a disturbing manner, it seems that he did not think to take it.
The cat walk straight a little with the sandwich as it is, it lower it’s back with the shade of the implant and start eating the sandwiches.

⌈Hehe, as usual.⌋

When i watch the cat and laugh, I was surprised by the sound of a ringing bell.

⌈What should i do… I’ll be late if i’m not hurry!⌋

About the scratch on my arm, I will treat it later at the school’s infirmary.
Lightly arranging my disordered hair, I rush to my room this time.

1. The translation said so. It means she intended to become a villainess altogether.. (I think..)

2. 1回目の私だったら兄のその視線にヒステリーを起こしていただろうが、そんな無様な姿はもう見せない。> I tried… But still couldn’t understand this.. TvT

3. 三下 > (?) sorry… j.a.panese names are my fatal weakness…

Sorry for the long wait… m(_ _)m

Maybe I should change “time” to “loop”..? To make it less confusing?(ー_ーゞ
As usual, corrections and advices are always welcome..!