Get Back To You 17 Mad And In Love With You

Lillian and Lucy returned to their hotel room after dinner. Lucy went straight to the bedroom, took a shower and changed her clothes. Lillian could see the tension in her movements. She didn't utter a word to Lillian and went straight to bed.

"Now, you're mad at me after experiencing one of the best dates ever in your life?" Lillian followed her to the bed and tried to reason out with her.

"Why? you never responded to me and you went ahead to order the f.u.c.king desserts, right? Why expect an answer from me now?" Lucy's anger reflected in her voice.

"Is this about knowing all of me? If your problem is that, then here, let me give you an answer now, when I'm alone with you. I don't want to talk about my past. I will never talk about them ever in my life again. Why? Cuz I don't want to feel being f.u.c.ked up like that." Lillian's frustration and her anger wedged together. She approached Lucy who's lying down on the bed and grabbed her by the collar to make her reach the eye-to-eye level. Lucy could notice the eyes raging in frustration. She had never seen Lillian like this before. It is getting violent.

She tried to defend herself, but Lillian's strength dominated the poor Lucy. She felt weak and vulnerable. Lillian kept staring at her eyes with a fierce look. She said, "If I'm given a chance to kill someone in my life, it would be the past me. You wanna know why? Cuz I'd rather kill myself than see the pathetic me being f.u.c.ked up by someone I'd just become friends with." She threw Lucy down on the bed. Lillian had never been this harsh to anyone before.

Lucy felt miserable seeing the usual charming Lillian in this state. She sat up and reached her arms out and pulled Lillian closer to her. She gave her a tight hug and didn't let go.

"I'm sorry. I don't get what you're saying. But I'm truly sorry. I will never ask about your past again, Lilly. Please calm down. Please. Please. Please." Lucy kept repeating 'please' again and again; meaning to comfort Lillian but it was to calm both of them. One who's filled with rage and another filled with fear.

"It doesn't matter if you got f.u.c.ked up or not. I still love you, Lilly. And I'm the fool to even start a pointless conversation like this." She kept comforting here until Lillian had calmed down.

She let go the hug to face her. Lillian had teary eyes, all that dominant strength had vanished and she became lifeless.

Seeing her Lucy's face saddened. She could see Lillian in pain, her tears never fell down but stayed there; refusing to go down, just like her pain. The only thing Lucy can do now is to heal her. She brought her face closer to Lillian's and kissed her tender lips. She embraced her gently around her arms and pulled her to bed. Lillian's expression changed from 'being left out' into 'being with the loved one'. The girl in front of her loved her truly and understood her emotions. The girl in front of her is trying to heal her pained heart. The girl in front of her; whom she loved madly. The girl in front of her was Lucy. All of the frustration she felt slowly faded away from her mind and body.

Lillian responded to her kiss. This time it was deep filled with desires.

"This wasn't the climax that I'd initially planned" Lillian spoke softly.

"It's alright. We can still make love. I don't care about the old Lillian. I fell in love with the best writer Ms. Lillian Grey. That's enough for me. You still are my one and only Lilly." Lucy confessed.

"I love you, Lucy" Lillian declared.

"Hmm... I know. I know." Lucy wrapped herself with Lillian in bed.

That night, they embraced each other; declared their love for each other and made love to each other. One can simply say how lucky Lillian can be.

It was almost dawn and Lucy fell asleep next to Lillian who's still awake. She kept staring the ceiling as she gently stroked Lucy's hair. Her naked skin touched her's, she kissed them softly without waking her up.

"I can never tell you my past Lucy. I don't want to feel that pain again. I moved on. At least that's what I think. But now that I know you're here with me, I think I can finally move on completely."

Suddenly the mobile rang, it was Lillian's. She stretched her hand to reach her mobile. It was a message from Jenna. She got reminded of her replies early morning. Jenna must have been worried. She opened the inbox to read the message.

Jenna: 2:00 AM

Ms. Grey. I found this. Ms. Giselle has returned and she's living with her daughter. There's going to be a welcoming party this weekend.

Lillian's eyes widened after reading the message although she kept receiving them from Jenna.

Jenna: 2:02 AM

I was with Mrs. Anna and that's how I found out about this. It seems that she had received an invitation from Ms. Giselle herself.

Jenna: 2:03 AM

Should I follow her Ms. Grey? We finally got some lead on this lady. Let me know.

Jenna: 2:04 AM

Oops, I'm sorry for disturbing you, Ms. Grey. It's just that I always felt bad that I wasn't able to find out anything related to this person. Now that I heard about her, I just couldn't stay silent. It felt as if she's the most important person in your life. However, I will call you later Ms. Grey to talk about this in detail. Text me when you're free.