Mr Lion, Please Divorce Me 12 I Am Sorry Mom

TianTian knew cleaning her body so badly couldn't removing the marks, but she kept did it.

Tears were streamed again out from her eyes, but she cried in silent.

TianTian shook her head, wiped the tears. She cried because she felt weak, she angered to herself. It was not the first time the beast had touched her anyways, but in this morning, the touchings were felt more intense. What made TianTian furious to herself that she didn't feel sick with the touchings, it roused a weird desire of her body instead. But for the first time in her life, she felt that man domination could be so scary. She was just too scared. TianTian shivered when she thought of that. But she tried to keep herself sane ,she talked to her reflection in the mirror.

"No, TianTian...you must be strong!!! First I need to check if the beast really had letting your brothers go... Then..., and then we'll find another way...remember like GrandPa always said, 'there will be always a way, you just don't see it yet...'

After she had cleanse up, Aunt Ma took her to the dinner room, preparing a warm soup or her.

"Its not good to let your stomach empty too long. I believe this morning you didn't have a proper breakfast. Please sit here and enjoy your breakfast.."

TianTian didn't have much appet.i.te actually after what happened but the kindness of Aunt Ma touched her so she ate up the soup a little. She was able to take few spoons and then Aunt Ma served her a warm tea to drink. TianTian looked around,

"Where is he?" she asked slowly.

"Who...ah..you mean Mr Li? He has gone to work. But he has ordering me to take a good care of you, Ms TianTian. Don't worry about anything else. You may relaxing in this house all day and waiting for his return this night. He said that he will go home as soon as he can for you."

"gulp"...'That beast can't wait to continue what he want this night... what should I do !!! I pray that his works can hold him longer, it will better if he held at work until tomorrow!' TianTian stopped thinking about that, now she was concern about her brothers, she must checked either the beast had released them or not.

"Aunt Ma, I want to go out..." TianTian went to the door,

"Ah...Miss TianTian..."

But what a surprise, TianTian saw her previous bodyguard, Ali and his friend were standing, guarding the house, keeping watch on her precisely.

"Ms TianTian, please go back into the house. Mr Li has giving a clear order that you may not go out from the house without his permission." Ali explained.

'So I am in my cage now....'

"I will come back soon...I just wanna to check my family first."

"Please ask Mr Li's permission first, Ms TianTian."

TianTian knew its useless to ask the king's permission, so she gave up the idea.

"Okay..." TianTian felt upset but she returned back into the house. she wandered around the house, thinking what should she do right now. She was so worry with her brothers. She didn't realize that other servants were looking at her strangely.

Then Aunt Ma came and surprised her,

"Your phone is ringing. Ms TianTian..."

TianTian took it, "Thanks Aunt Ma", Aunt Ma returned to her job in the kitchen while TianTian was checking the id caller...

'Its Brother Kang !' She immediately went to the living room, where there was no one around, then she answered the phone,

"Brother Kang, are you okay? Where are you...."

"I am the one who want to ask you TianTian, where the h.e.l.l are you??? You are leaving the confusing letter here. Mom and Dad were worry deadly now. Are you really leaving this house? Where are you right now??"

"I'm.....Wait, brother Kang! You are at home? How about Brother w.a.n.g and TianLang? Are all you has return home safely?"

"We are...Everyone has return at home now..." TianTian was so relieved, "But TianTian, how..how do you know? TianTian ,don't say that you....are you going to that b.a.s.t.a.r.d? Did he threaten you? Is that why he let us go easily?... Don' worry TianTian, we will save you..."

TianTian sudden remember the words of that beast, 'I will kill your brothers and entire your family...'

"NO!!...No...don't come...don't do that, I am okay...Listen, brother Kang..." TianTian' mind searched the right words to say..."He..he didn't force me, I...I am the one who want to go to him...this is my own decision..."

"What?? TianTian ,are you insane? It can't be truth...That b.a.s.t.a.r.d must be had threaten you !! TianTian, don't listen to him. It was our false though....we were underestimate him before...but we won't next time. Just tell us where are you know, we pick you up and then we solve this problem together..."

'That's what i am afraid most, there won't be the next time. I am afraid if that beast will really killed you next time, brothers...'

"No...You are wrong, Brother Kang. I...I have thinking a lot and change my mind...being his woman is not that bad. He can buy me anything i want, and i don't need to be suffer anymore...I can live in luxury...."

"TianTian...what happen to you? This is not real you talking!! .."

TianTian held her tears and tried to suppress her sick feeling in her belly, she was never telling a big lie before in her life, especially to her own family. She heard another voice took the phone,

"Let me talk to her...TianTian, this is Mom....and I want you to tell the truth right now! Don't be fool and just go home! We will fighting that b.a.s.t.a.r.d together until the end"

"No Mom. I won't come back....I said I decided to be his woman. Please don't bother to find me or take me home...i won't go with any of you"

"TIANTIAN??! What has possessing you? Are you serious with your words.... if you did that, you know you will humiliate yourself and entire family!! Have some senses for G.o.d sake! "

"....Then...I'll cut my tie with Tian Family from now....No matter what you say, Mom. I will not go back to home anymore, I promise I won't humiliate Tian Family, just please forget this filial daughter, pretending that your daughter is already dead and keep on your life healthy..."

"What? TianTian?...you..."

TianTian disconnected the call, she couldn't held her tears. She squatted down, hugging herself like a sulking child. She also could felt in her neck, like having a big rock blocking her throat. She was hardly to breathe and she sobbed,

'Mom....Dad,...Brothers....I am so so sorry...so sorry.....I need to do this so you all save from that beast....I need to hurt you so you all won't come and do anything danger.... You can punish me as much as you want later when that beast finally bore and let me go...'

Aunt Ma enter to check TianTian, and surprised to see her condition,

"Are you okay, Ms TianTian? Come, let just go to the bedroom and take a rest..."

TianTian just let Aunt Ma led her up to the bedroom.

TianTian felt dizzy after crying a lot, she laid on the bed and tried to sleep for a while. She wanted to forget all the problems for a while and also gained more energy to fight with the beast later.

But in this point, she was thinking, how to make that beast letting her go? Is it enough by just giving what he wants? But as a maiden who comes from traditional family, she has been taught to keep her dignity and just can giving herself to her future husband. How could she easily giving it to that beast...?

'Stupid TianTian, do you think right now you still can protect yourself from that beast? Now you are in his nest. No matter you want or not, it can't be avoided.'

'No!!! I rather die before that happens... Don't we still have an agreement for 3 months. It has been 2 months pa.s.sed. Still have 1 month left.'

TianTian's mind was so busy debating what will happen later...

A knocking from Aunt Ma made TianTian awoke from her thinking. Aunt Ma brought a medicine for TianTian's headache and stomachache. TianTian felt grateful and drank them all.

Aunt Ma took the empty drink, and then helped tiding the blanket, to cover TianTian,

"Please don't think too much, Ms TianTian. You must take care of yourself or you will make Mr Li feel worry."

"He won't..."

"Ms TianTian, please give Mr Li a chance. I have seen him grown so I know that he is a hard man to deal, but it is also because since little, he had lost his family. Honestly, he never attracted to any women like what he did to you. You are the first woman I see who can stir his mood this last month. Since you went last month, Mr Li didn't had any good appet.i.tes and sleeps, worse than before. I remember only one time, he was having good sleep , it is when after he slept with you that day. Oh, I am sorry that I am talked too much. I leave you for resting now, MsTianTian." Then Aunt Ma left.

'Is that beast really has a strong affection to her?' TianTian shook her head, she believes it just because different than other woman, until now she didn't yet give herself fully to him. But when he already gets what he wants ,TianTian believes that the affection will fading away. Yeah, it seemed the only way to being free from him, by giving herself to the beast.

TianTian could not thinking anymore as the side effects of the medicine had worked. In a minute, TianTian had fallen asleep.