Emma Harte - Hold The Dream Part 8

"Anything you say, my boy. This is your deal." Blackie tapped ash from his cigar, looked across at Emma. "That name Nelson rings a bell. Have I met him?"

"Why yes, I think you did once. It was some years ago, Blackie. Ross was over in England with his great-uncle, Daniel P. Nelson. Dan was a close friend and a.s.sociate of Paul's, if you recall. He's the fellow who wanted me to send Daisy over to the States during the war, to stay with him and his wife, Alicia. But as you know, I never wanted Daisy to be evacuated. Anyway, the Nelsons only had one child, Richard. The boy was killed in the Pacific. Dan was never quite the same after that. He made Ross his heir,, after his wife of course. Ross inherited controlling interest in the bank on Wall Street when Dan died, and G.o.d knows what else. Not millions. Zillions, I think. Daniel P. Nelson was one of the richest men in America, had tremendous power."

Shane was impressed, and this showed in his face. He asked quickly, "How old a man is Ross Nelson?"

"Oh he must be in his late thirties, early forties, not much more."

"Are you sure he won't mind helping us? I'd hate to think he would regard your request as an imposition. That kind of situation can create difficulties," Shane remarked. He was intrigued with Nelson, wanted to know more about him. He reached for his drink and took a swallow, observing Emma out of the corner of his eye.

Emma laughed quietly. "He owes me a few favors. And he won't think I'm imposing, I can a.s.sure you of that." She gave Shane a shrewd look through her narrowed green eyes. "Mind you, I know Ross, and he's going to expect something in return. Business, I'm sure, in one form or another. Actually, you might consider doing some of your investment banking with him and let his bank handle your affairs on that side of the Atlantic. You could do worse." There was a cynical edge to her voice as she finished, "There are two things you must remember, Shane . . . one hand always washes the other, and there's never anything free in this world. Especially in business."

Shane met her cool, concentrated gaze steadily. "I understand," he said softly. "And I learned long ago that anything for nothing is usually not worth having. As for Ross Nelson, I'll know how to show iriy appreciation-you have no worries there."

Blackie, who had been following this exchange with considerable interest, slapped his knee and laughed uproariously. "Ah, Emma, it's a spry one I've got me here." He shook In's head, and his benevolent smile expressed his love and pride. "There are no flies on you, my boy, I'm glad to see, and it won't be the same without you." A hint of sadness crept onto his face, wiping away the laughter. "I know it's important ana necessary, but I hate to see you go away again and so quickly. It pains me, it truly does."

Emma put down her gla.s.s and stared at Shane. "When are you leaving, Shane?"

"I fly to New York on Monday morning. I'll be staying there for a good six months, maybe longer. I'll be supervising the rebuilding of the hotel in Manhattan and trotting down to the Caribbean every few weeks to check on our hotels in the islands."

"Sir months," she repeated in surprise. "That is a long time. We shall miss you." But perhaps it's just as well he won't be around for a while, she added under her breath, thinking of her granddaughter Sarah Lowther. Out of sight, out of mind. Or So she hoped.

Shane cut into her thoughts when he said, "I shall miss you too. Aunt Emma, and Grandfather, everyone in fact. But I'll 'be back almost before you can say Jack Robinson." He leaned into Emma and squeezed her arm. "And keep an eye on this lovable old scoundrel here. He's very dear to me."

"And to me too, Shane. Of course I'll look after him."

"Ah, and won't we. be taking care of each other now," Blackie announced, sounding extremely pleased with himself all of a sudden, thinking of his Plan with a capital P. "But then we've been doing that for half a century or more, and .it's a difficult habit to break, sure an' it is."

"I can imagine." Shane laughed, marveling at the two of them. What an extraordinary pair they were, and the love and friendship they felt for each other was a most enviable thing. Sighing under his breath, he reached for his Scotch, peered into the amber liquid, reflecting. After a swallow he turned to Emma. "But getting back to Ross Nelson, what kind of a chap is he?"

"Unusual in many ways," Emma said slowly, staring into s.p.a.ce, as if visualizing Ross Nelson in her mind's eye. "Ross is deceptive. He has a certain charm, and he appears to be very friendly. On the surface. I've always thought there was an innate coldness in him and a curious kind of calculation, as if he stands apart from himself, watching the effect he has on people. There's a terrific ego there, especially when it comes to women. He's something of a ladies' man and has just been divorced for the second time. Not that this is significant. On the other hand it's frequently struck me that he might be unscrupulous ... in his private life."

She paused, brought her eyes to meet Shane's, and added, "But that has nothing to do with you or me. As far as business is concerned, I deem Ross to be trustworthy. You have no cause to worry in that respect. But be warned, he's clever, razor sharp, and he has the need to get his own way-that monumental ego rears up constantly."

"Quite a picture you've painted, Aunt Emma. Obviously I'll have to have my wits about me."

"That's always wise, Shane, whomever you're dealing with." She smiled faintly. "On the other hand you're going to Ross for advice, not pitting yourself against him in a business deal. You'll be able to handle Ross Nelson very nicely. In fact I think you'll get along with him just fine. Don't forget, he owes me a few favors, so he'll bend over backward to be cooperative and helpful."

"I know your judgment is never flawed," Shane replied. He rose, walked around the sofa to fix himself another drink, thinking of the characterization she had drawn in her precise, thumbnail sketch. He was anxious to meet the man. It was obvious that Nelson was going to be invaluable. And he was impatient to get the ball rolling with the New York hotel. He needed to submerge himself in business, to take his mind off troubling personal matters. Ross Nelson might possibly be a pain in the neck in his private life, but who cared about his philandering. As long as he was smart, shrewd, trustworthy, and willing to help, that was all that mattered.

Blackie's eyes flicked briefly to his grandson, and then settled on Emma. ."I'm not so sure I like the sound of this Ross Nelson fellow," he began.

Emma cut him off with a laugh. "My money's on Shane. He's a grown lad who knows how to take care of himself very well. Very well indeed, Blackie. I'll even go as far as to say that Ross Nelson might have met his match in Shane." This observation seemed to entertain her, and she continued to laugh.

Shane grinned but made no comment.

He was looking forward to meeting Mr. Ross Nelson more than ever. The banker would add spice to the New York venture.

Chapter Nine.

They sat in front of the blazing fire in the library-just the two of them.

Blackie nursed a snifter of aged Napoleon cognac, and Emma sipped a cup of tea with lemon. He had poured her a small gla.s.s of Bonnie Prince Charlie, her favorite Drambuie liqueur, but it remained untouched on the Sheraton side table next to her chair.

They were quiet, lost in their diverse thoughts, relaxing after Mrs. Padgett's fine dinner. Shane had left, and, as much as they both loved him in their individual ways, they were content to have this time alone together.

The firelight flickered and danced across the bleached-pine-paneled walls, which had taken on a mellow amber cast in the warm roseate glow emanating from the hearth. In the garden beyond the French doors, the towering old oak creaked and rustled and swayed under the force of the wind that had turned into a roaring gale in the last hour. The door and the windows rattled, and the rain was flung against the gla.s.s in an unrelenting stream, beating a steady staccato rhythm, and it was difficult to see out through this curtain of falling water. But in the fine old room all was warmth, coziness and comfort. The logs crackled and hissed and spurted from time to time, and the grandfather clock, an ancient sentinel in the" corner, ticked away in accompaniment.

His eyes had been focused on her for a while.

In repose, as it was now, Emma's face was gentle, the firm jaw and determined chin and stern mouth softer, less forbid-, ding in the flattering light. Her hair held the l.u.s.ter of the purest silver, and she seemed to him to be a lovely dainty doll, sitting there so sedately, perfectly groomed and dressed as always, elegance and refinement apparent in every line of her slender body.

She had not changed really.

Oh he was aware that when the flames blazed more brightly, he would notice the wrinkles and the hooded lids and the faint brown spreckles of age on her hands. But he knew, deep in his soul, that she was still the same girl inside.

She would always be his wild young colleen of the moors, that little starveling creature he had come across early one morning in 1904 when she had been tramping so bravely to Fairley Hall to scrub and clean in order to earn a few miserable coppers to help her impoverished family. His destination had been the same place, for Squire Adam Fairley had hired him to do bricklaying at the Hall, and then he had stupidly gone and lost himself in the mist on those bleak and empty G.o.dforsaken hills ... so long ago . . . but not so long to him. He had never forgotten that day.

Blackie's gaze lingered on Emma.

He had loved this woman from the first moment he had met her and all the days of his life thereafter. He had been eighteen that day on the lonely moors, and she had been a fourteen-year-old waif, all skin and bones and huge emerald eyes, and she had touched his heart like no one else before or after and bound him to her forever without even trying.

Once he had asked her to marry him.

She, believing it was out of kindness and friendship and the goodness of his heart, had refused him. She had thanked him sweetly, her face wet with tears, and explained that she and the child she was carrying, by another man, would only be burdens to him. And she would not inflict such a terrible load on her dearest friend Blackie, she had said.

Eventually he had married Laura Spencer, and he had loved her well and true. And yet he had never stopped loving his bonny mavourneen, even though at times he was hard-pressed to explain that unique love to himself, or to articulate it to her or anyone else for that matter.

There was a time when he had half expected Emma to marry David Kallinski, but once again she had turned down a splendid, upright young man. Later she had confided the reason to him. She had not wanted to create trouble between David and his family, who were Jewish. Although Mrs. Kallinski was motherly toward her, Emma said she had long realized that as a gentile she would not be considered appropriate as a daughter-in-law by Janessa Kallinski, who was Orthodox and expected her son to marry in the faith.

Then one day Joe Lowther had come riding by, metaphorically speaking, and to Blackie's astonishment-and not inconsiderable bewilderment-Emma had matrimony with Joe. He had never been able to fully comprehend their union. In his opinion it was difficult, if not downright impossible, to hitch a racehorse and a cart horse to the same wagon. But Joe had been a kindly man, if plodding and dull and not particularly brilliant or engaging. Still he and Blackie had liked each other well enough and had gone off to fight a war together. And he had seen Joe Lowther killed in the muddy trenches of the b.l.o.o.d.y, battle-torn Somme and had wept real tears for him, for Joe had been too young a man to die. And he had never been able to talk about Joe's ghastly death, to tell her that he had seen Joe blown to smithereens. Only years later did he learn from Emma that she had married Joe, who adored her, to protect herself and her baby daughter Edwina from the Fairleys, after Gerald Fairley had attempted to rape her one night at her little shop in Armley. "It wasn't as calculating as it sounds," she had gone on, "I liked Joe, cared for him, and because he was a good man, I felt honor-bound to be a good wife." And she had been devoted, he knew that.

The second time he had wanted to marry Emma he had truly believed his timing was perfect, that he had every chance of being accepted, and he was buoyed up with soaring hopes and antic.i.p.ation. It was a short while after the First World War when they were both widowed. In the end, though, uncertain of her true feelings for him, and filled with sudden nervousness about Emma's astonishing achievements in comparison to his own, he had lost his nerve and his tongue, and so he had not spoken up. Regrettably. And she had unexpectedly gone off and married Arthur Ainsley, a man not good enough to lick her boots, and had suffered all kinds of pain and humiliation at Ainsley's hands. Finally, in the 1920s, as he was biding his time and waiting for the propitious moment, Paul McGill had come back to England to claim her at last for himself.

And he had lost his chance again.

Now it was too late for them to marry. Yet in a sense they had something akin to marriage and just as good to his way of thinking . . . this friendship, this closeness, this total understanding. Yes, all were of immense and incalculable value. And Emma and he were perfectly attuned to each other in the twilight of their days, and what did the rest mean or matter at this stage in the game of life?

but he still had that ring ...

Much to his own surprise, Blackie had kept the engagement ring he had bought for Emma so long ago. There had never been another woman to give it to, at least not one he cared enough about; and for a reason he could not fathom, he had never wanted to sell it.

Tonight the ring had burned a hole in his pocket all through drinks and dinner, in much the same way his Plan with a capital P burned a hole in his head. Putting down his drink, he leaned closer to the hearth, lifted the poker, and shoved the logs around in the grate, wondering if it was finally the right time to give it to her. Why not?

He heard the rustle of silk and a sigh that was hardly audible.

"Did I startle you, Emma?"

"No, Blackie."

"I have something for you."

"You do. What is it?"

He reached into his pocket and brought out the box, sat holding it in his large hands.

Emma asked curiously, "Is it my birthday present?" and she gave him a warm little smile of obvious pleasure, laughter sparkling in her eyes.

"Oh no, indeed it's not. I intend to give you that on your birthday at the-" He curbed himself. The elaborate party he and Daisy were planning was very hush-hush and meant to be a big surprise for Emma. "You'll get your birthday gift at the end of the month, on the very day you're eighty," he improvised adroitly. "No, this is something I bought for you-" He had to laugh as he added, "Fifty years ago, believe it or not."

She threw him a startled look. "Fifty years! But why didn't you give it to me before now?"

"Ah, Emma, thereby hangs a long tale," he said and fell silent as memories came unbidden.

How beautiful she had looked that night, with her red hair piled high on her head in an elaborate plaited coil, wearing a superb white velvet gown, cut low and off the shoulders. Pinned to one of the small sleeves was the emerald bow he had had made for her thirtieth birthday, an exquisite replica of the cheap little green gla.s.s brooch he had given her when she was fifteen. She had been touched and delighted that he had not forgotten his old promise, made to her in the kitchen of Fairley Hall. But on that particular Christmas night, her elegant finery, with McGill's magnificent emeralds blazing on her ears, he had thought his emerald bow, costly though it had been, looked like a trumpery bauble in comparison to those earrings . . .

Growing impatient, Emma frowned and exclaimed, "Well, are you going to tell me the tale or not?"

He pushed the past to one side, flashed her a smile. "Do you remember that first party I gave here? It was Christmas-"

"Boxing Day night!" Emma cried, her face lighting up. "You had just completed this house, finished furnishing it with all the lovely Sheraton and Hepplewhite pieces you'd scoured the country to find. And you were so proud of what you'd created all by yourself. Of course I remember the party and very clearly. It was the year 1919."

Blackie nodded, glanced down at the box, continuing to finger it. He raised his head. Unabashed love shone on his craggy, wrinkled face, giving it a more youthful appearance. "I'd bought this for you earlier that week. I'd traveled down to London to choose it, gone to the finest jeweler, too. It was in the pocket of my tuxedo. I'd intended to give it to you at the party."

"But you never did . . . why not? What ever made you change your mind, Blackie?" She looked at him oddly, through eyes awash with perplexity.

"I'd decided to have a talk first-with Winston. Why, it was here, in this very room, as a matter of fact." He looked about him as if seeing that ancient scene being re-enacted in the shadows, seeing the ghost of Winston as he had been as a young man, lurking there. He cleared his throat, "Your brother and I talked about you, and-"

"What about me?"

"We discussed you and your business ventures. I was worried to death about you, Emma, distressed because of the way you had plunged into the commodities market and recklessly, or so I thought. I was concerned about your rapid expansion of the stores in the north, your determination to keep on building, acquiring other holdings. I believed you were overextending yourself, gambling-*"

"I've always been a gambler," she murmured softly. "In a way that's the secret of my success . . . being willing to take chances . . ." She left the rest unsaid. He surely knew it all by now.

"Aye," he agreed, "maybe it is. Anyway Winston explained that you'd stopped the commodities lark after making a fortune speculating, and he told me you were not in over your head. Just the opposite. He told me you were a millionairess. And as he talked and ever so proudly, I began to realize that you were a far, far bigger success than I'd ever dreamed, that you'd surpa.s.sed me, outstripped David Kallinski, left us both behind in business. It suddenly seemed to me that you were quite beyond my reach. That's why I never gave you this ring . . . You see Emma, I was going to ask you to marry me that night."

"Oh, Blackie, Blackie darling" was all she could manage to say, so stupefied was she. Tears p.r.i.c.ked the back of Emma's eyes as a variety of emotions seized her with some force. Her love and friendship for him rose up in her to mingle with a terrible sadness and a sense of regret for Blackie, as she envisioned the pain he must have suffered then and afterward, perhaps. He had wanted her, and he had not said a word. That was his tragedy. At the party in 1919 she had believed Paul McGill was lost to her forever. How vulnerable and susceptible she would have been to her one true friend Blackie in her heartbreak, loneliness, and despair. And if he had been more courageous, how different their lives would have turned out. Her thoughts ran on endlessly. Why had she never suspected that he cared for her in that way . . . that he had marriage on his mind? She must have been blind or dense or too involved with business.

The silence between them drifted.

Blackie sat unmoving in the chair, staring into the fire, saying not a word, remembering so much himself. It's odd, he thought suddenly, how things which happened to me when I was a young man have an extraordinary vividness these days. More so than events of last week or even yesterday. I suspect that's part of growing old.

Emma was the first to rouse herself.

She said in a small, pained voice, "Were you trying to tell me a few minutes ago that my success put you off? Prevented you from proposing?" She studied that dear familiar face with infinite compa.s.sion, thinking of the years he had wasted, the happiness he had let slip through his Fingers, and all because of his love for her. A love unuttered.

Blackie nodded. "Aye, I suppose I am, mavoumeen. I decided, there and then, that you could never be weaned away from your business because it was very much a part of you, was you, really. In any event I lost my confidence. After all I wasn't half as rich and successful as you in those days. I didn't think you'd have me. My nerve failed me. Yes, that's precisely what happened."

A deep sigh trickled out of Emma, and slowly she shook her head. "How foolish you were; my dearest, dearest friend."

Blackie gaped at her, his jaw slack with astonishment. "Are you saying that you would have married me, Emma Harte?" he asked, unable to keep the shock and incredulity out of his voice.

"Yes, I believe I would, Blackie O'Neill."

Now it was Blackie who began to shake his head, and he did so in wonderment, trying to absorb her words. For a few minutes he could not speak as old emotions took hold of him, surprising him with the strength of their impact.

At last he said, "It does me good to hear that, even so long afterward." His voice took on a quavering treble, as he added, "Perhaps it's just as well we didn't marry, Emma. I'd have been left high and dry, not to mention broken-hearted, when Paul swept you off your feet again."

"How can you say such a thing! What kind of woman do you think I am!" she cried, her indignation flaring as she jerked herself up in the chair and glared at him with such unprecedented ferocity he flinched. "I would never have hurt you! I've always loved you, cared about your well-being, and you know it. Apologize at once," she spluttered angrily and added as an afterthought, "or I'll never speak to you again!"

He was so startled by her vehemence that he was speechless for a few seconds. Slowly a shamefaced look crept onto his face. He said in a most tender and placating voice, "It's sorry I am, Emma. I take back those words. I believe you. I don t think you would have left me for Paul. And that's not my ego talking. I know you . . . better than anyone does. No, you wouldn't have betrayed me, you wouldn't have given him the time of day if you'd been married to me. It's not in you to be cruel to someone you love, and then there's your morality and your loyalty and goodness and sense of responsibility. Those would have worked in my favor. Besides-" He gave her a boyish grin that brought his dimples out. "I would have made you happy."

"Yes, Blackie, I believe you would."

This was said rapidly, and there was a sudden urgency in her manner as she leaned forward anxiously, needing to clarify the past, to make him understand the reasons which had motivated her and Paul, quite aside from their great love. "Don't forget," she began, intent on jogging his memory, "my marriage to Arthur Ainsley was on the rocks long before 'Paul McGill returned to this country. I was on the verge of divorce when Paul showed up. Besides, and this is most important, Blackie, Paul wouldn't have intruded, wouldn't have sought me out if I'd been happily married. It was only because Frank had told him I was miserable and separated from Ainsley that he arrived on my doorstep."

She paused, settled back in the chair, and clasped her hands tightly in her lap. "I know I would not have seen hide nor hair of Paul ever again if my life had been on an even keel. He told me that himself. He came searching for me because he was aware I was unhappy-and also available. He most certainly wouldn't have done that if I'd been married to you. Have you forgotten how much he liked and respected you?"

"No, I haven't. And you're correct in what you say . . . Yes, Paul was a fine and honorable man. I always had a lot of time for him."

Blackie now rose.

"Well," he said, "that's all water under an old and decrepit bridge, my girl. There's no point rehashing our troubles of half a century ago. And maybe it was meant to be . . ." He lifted his hands and shoulders in a brief shrug. ". . . exactly the way it is. But I would like you to have the ring. It's always been yours, you know."

He bent over her. She looked up at him and then at the black leather box in his hands. He lifted the lid, turned the box to her.

Emma gasped.

The ring was exquisite, throwing off the most brilliant prisms of light and sparkling with life and fire against the lack velvet. The central diamond was round, multifaceted, and very large, at least twenty carats, and it was surrounded by smaller stones which were equally as lovely and superbly cut, and these formed a circle at the base of the mounting.

Even Emma, accustomed to magnificent jewelry, was awestruck, and she found herself blinking, truly taken aback by its size and beauty. "It's stunning, Blackie," she said a im breathlessly, "and one of the most beautiful rings I've ever seen."

His joy at her words was evident. "It's an old setting, of course, the original, and perhaps it's even a bit outdated, But I didn't want to have it reset. Here, slip it on, mavourneen."

She shook her head. "No, you do it, my fine black Irishman." She offered him her left hand. "Put it on the third finger, next to my wedding ring."

He did so.

Emma held out her small, strong hand, her head on one side, admiring the ring glittering so brightly in the fire's glow. And then she glanced up at him, her expression unmistakably mischievous. "Are we finally, engaged to be married then?" she teased in a flirtatious voice and offered him a smile that was decidedly coy.

Blackie laughed with delight, hugely amused. He'd always enjoyed her sense of humor.

Bending closer to her, he kissed her cheek. "Let's just say we're engaged to be-to be the dearest and closest friends and companions for the rest of the time we have on this earth."