Cynster - The Promise In A Kiss Part 19

"Oh, entirely. But she and I agreed she'd had enough of the ton for the nonce, and as I've asked her to organize the festivities at Somersham, she had plenty to distract her."

"Ah!" Martin nodded. "Excellent strategy."

"Thank you," Sebastian murmured. "I do my poor best." Would that he could do better with a certain comtesse.

"There's Arnold. I must have a word." Martin clapped him on the back. "Good luck, not that you need it, but for G.o.d's sake don't fail."

With that injunction, he took himself off.

Sebastian resisted the urge to frown; instead, he looked across the room again-and realized he'd lost Helena.

"d.a.m.n!"

She must have been watching him, a good sign in itself. But . . .

He visually quartered the room but couldn't see her. Lips setting, he stepped away from the shadows and into the crowd.

It took him a good ten minutes of smiles, greetings, and sliding out of conversations before he came in sight of Mme Thierry, seated on a chaise. She was engaged in an animated conversation with Lady Lucas; Helena was nowhere in sight.

Sebastian swept the gathering again. His gaze fell on Louis de Sevres. The man was Helena's nominal escort, but everyone a.s.sumed he was the protector sent by her family to keep a watchful eye on her. De Sevres was ogling one of the Britten sisters. Sebastian strolled to his side.

His shadow alerted de Sevres; he looked up-to Sebastian's surprise, he smiled and bowed obsequiously. "Ah-Your Grace. You are looking for my fair cousin? She has adjourned to hold court in the refreshment salon, I believe."

Sebastian considered de Sevres and suppressed the urge to shake his head. The man was supposed to be protecting her . . . Mme Thierry, too, had changed her tune. If none within the ton had yet fathomed his true motive-and he would certainly know if they had-then it was inconceivable that the Thierrys and de Sevres had seen through his mask.

De Sevres shifted under his scrutiny; Sebastian decided to accept the unlooked-for a.s.sistance until he had Helena in hand.Then he would investigate what was behind de Sevres's encouragement.

He looked over de Sevres's head to the archway into the smaller salon. "Indeed? If you'll excuse me?"

He didn't wait for any answer, but strolled on.

One glance through the archway and he saw what she'd done-fortified her defenses. She'd surrounded herself with, not gentlemen of the ilk of Were and the others she'd been a.s.sessing, but with the latest crop of bucks and bloods looking to make their mark.

They were he twelve years ago, drawn like moths to her flame and brash and bold enough to consider any madness, even the madness of challenging him.

Especially over her. They were not in his league, but would never admit it, certainly not in her presence, something he understood.

He pondered that, considered the sight of them gathered around her, considered the pearls lying about her throat, at her ears, encircling her wrists. He turned away and beckoned a footman.

Helena breathed an inward sigh of relief when Sebastian quit the archway. She was rarely unaware of his gaze; over the last week it had become almost familiar, like a warm breath feathering her skin.

She quelled a shiver at the thought and doggedly focused her attention on young Lord Marlborough; although he was at least five years her senior, she still thought of him as young. Not experienced. Not . . . fascinating. At all.

But bored though she might be, at least she was safe. So she smiled and encouraged them to expand on their exploits. Their latest curricle races, the latest h.e.l.l with its Captain Sharps, the latest outing of the fancy. They were so like little boys.

She'd relaxed, relaxed her guard, when a footman materialized at her elbow, a silver salver in his hand. He presented the salver to her; upon it resided a simple note. She considered it, picked it up. With a smile for the footman, who bowed and withdrew, then a swift smile around her protective circle, she stepped a little to the side and opened the note.

Which one will it be,mignonne?Pick one, and I will arrange that it will be he who will meet me. For when I come to fetch you from their midst, nothing is surer than that one of their number will be unable to resist and will challenge me. Of course, if you would prefer none meet his fate on some green field with tomorrow's dawn, then leave them and join me in the anteroom that gives off the front hall.

But if that is to be your choice, do not dally, mignonne, for I am not a patient man. If you do not appear shortly, I will come to fetch you.

Helena read the last words through a scarlet haze. Her hands shook as she refolded the note, then crammed it into the tiny pocket in her gown. She had to pause for an instant, draw breath, fight down her fury. Hold it in until she could let it loose on he who had provoked it.

"You must excuse me." To her ears, her voice sounded strained, but none of her self-engrossed cavaliers seemed to notice. "I must return to Madame Thierry."

"We'll escort you there," Lord Marsh proclaimed.

"No-I beg you, do not put yourselves to the trouble. Madame is only just inside the ballroom." Her tone commanding, Helena swept them with an a.s.sured glance.

They fell in with her wishes, murmuring their adieus, bowing over her hand-and forgetting her the minute she left them, she had not a doubt.

She reached the front hall without drawing undue attention. A footman directed her to the anteroom, down a short corridor away from the noise. She paused in the shadows of the corridor; eyes fixed on the door, she tweaked the note from her pocket, flicked it open, then she drew in a breath, gathered her fury about her, opened the door, and swept in.

The small room was dimly lit; a lamp burning low on a side table and the crackling fire were the only sources of light. Two armchairs flanked the fire; Sebastian rose from one, languidly, moving with his customary commanding grace.

"Good evening,mignonne. " The smile on his lips as he straightened was mildly, paternalistically, triumphant.

Helena shut the door behind her, heard the lock fall with a click."How dare you?"

She stepped forward, saw the smile fade from Sebastian's face as the light reached hers. "Howdare you send me this?" She thrust the hand holding the note at him. Her voice quavered with sheer fury. "You think to entertain yourself by pursuing me, yet I have told you from the first that I will not be yours, my lord." She let her eyes flash, let her tone lash, let her polite mask fall entirely. She stalked forward. "As you find it so difficult to accept my decision, my steadfast rejection of you, let me tell you why I am here in London, and why you willnever advance your cause with me."

With every word she felt stronger; her temper coalesced, hardened, infused her tone as she stopped two yards from him.

"I was sent to England to seek a husband-that you know. The reason I agreed to do so was to escape the clutches of my guardian, a powerful man of wealth, breeding, inflexible will, and unceasing ambition. Tell me, Your Grace, does that description sound familiar?"

She arched a brow at him, her expression contemptuous, coldly furious. "I am determined to use this opportunity to escape men such as my guardian, men such as yourself, men who think nothing-nothing!-of using a woman's emotions to manipulate her into doing as they wish."

His expression had lost all hint of animation."Mignonne-"

"Do not call me that!"She flung the injunction at him, flung her hands in the air. "I am notyours ! Not yours to command, not yours to play with like a p.a.w.n on some chessboard!" She flourished his note again. "Without thinking, without in any way considering my feelings, on discovering yourself thwarted you reached for a pen and invoked guilt and fear so I would do as you wished. So that you would triumph."

Sebastian tried to speak, but she cut him off with a violent slash of her hand.

"No! This time you will hear me out-and this time you will listen. Men like you-you are elegant, wealthy, powerful, and the reason you are so is because you are so adept at bending all around you to your will. And how do you accomplish that? By manipulation! It is second nature to you. You turn to manipulation with the same degree of thought you give to breathing. You cannot help yourself. Just look at how you 'manage' your sister-and I'm quite sure you tell yourself it's for her own good, just as my guardian doubtless tells himself that all his machinations are indeed ultimately for my good, too."

Sebastian held his tongue. Her anger burned, an almost visible flame. She reined it in, drew herself up. Her gaze remained steady on his.

"I have had half a lifetime of such managing, such manipulation-I will not suffer more. In your case, like my guardian, manipulating others-especially women-is part of your nature. It is part of who you are. You are helpless to change it. And the last man on earth I would consider as my consort is a man so steeped in the very characteristic I wish to flee."

She flung his note at him; reflexively, he caught it.

"Never dare send me such a summons again."

Her voice vibrated with fury and contempt; her eyes blazed with the same emotions.

"I do not wish to hear from you nor see you ever again, Your Grace."

She swung on her heel and swept to the door. Sebastian watched as she opened it, went out; the door shut behind her.