Colonization_ Aftershocks Part 16

Today it worked as well as it ever did. "How do you know that?" the driver demanded, his voice sharp.

"Because he told me," Straha answered. "I did not and do not think that was any great secret. Azwaca and zisuili are not beasts easily confused for anything Tosevite. Your newspapers and your television shows have been full of reported sightings and speculations-some clever, some anything but-about what their effect on the landscape will be."

"Speculations about the beasts from your planet are one thing," his driver answered. "Speculations about Sam Yeager are something else again, something a good deal more sensitive."

Straha started to ask why, then checked himself. He knew why. His driver had spelled it out for him before: Yeager was the sort of Tosevite who kept sticking his snout where it didn't belong. Hidden in a safe place in the house were papers Yeager had entrusted to him, the results of that snout-sticking. Straha had fairly itched to learn what those papers contained ever since the Big Ugly gave them to him. But Yeager was his friend, and had asked him not to look at them except in case of his death or sudden disappearance. He would have obeyed such a request from a friend who was a member of the Race, and he had obeyed it for the Tosevite, too. That didn't mean he wasn't curious.

His driver went on, "One of these days, I fear that Yeager will go too far for his superiors, if indeed he has not gone too far already. When that happens, saying you are his friend will do you no good. Saying you are his friend may end up doing you a good deal of harm."

"Is it as bad as that?" If it was as bad as that, maybe he would have to arrange to warn Yeager again.

"It is not as bad as that, Shiplord," his driver answered, now in tones of somber relish. "It is a great deal worse than that. He has done quite a lot to upset those superior to him."

"Really?" Straha said, as if he couldn't imagine such a thing. "How did matters come to such a pa.s.s?"

"Because he would not leave well enough alone," the Big Ugly answered. "If you fail to listen to warnings for long enough, no more warnings come. Things start happening to you instead. Unfortunate things. Very unfortunate things." He spoke the proper words, but he did not sound as if he thought such things were unfortunate-to the contrary, in fact.

"What could he have learned that was so dreadful?" Straha asked, now seriously alarmed.

His driver's mobile Tosevite face twisted into an expression Straha recognized as annoyance. "I do not know," the Big Ugly said, adding, "I do not want to learn. It is none of my affair." Now pride filled his voice. "I am not like Yeager-I obey my orders. If my superiors were to order me to put my hand in the fire, I would do it." To show he meant what he said, he took out a cigarette lighter and flicked the wheel to produce a flame.

"Put that thing away," Straha exclaimed. "I believe you. You do not need to demonstrate." He was speaking the truth, too. Big Uglies, far more than the Race, reveled in such displays of fanaticism.

Another click closed the lighter. "You see, Shiplord? You are my superior, and I obey you, too." The driver laughed again.

"I thank you." Straha tried to hold irony out of his voice. Which of them was the superior varied from day to day, sometimes from moment to moment. Straha's rank meant little here; his utility to the American government counted for more, and his driver, these days, was much more consistently useful than he was.

The Big Ugly dropped into English: "I'm going outside to fiddle with the car for a while. I can't get the timing quite the way I like it. These hydrogen engines are a lot harder to monkey with than the ones that use gasoline."

"I hope you enjoy yourself, Gordon," Straha answered, also in English. Some males and females of the Race had the same fondness for tinkering with machinery. Straha had never understood it himself. Tinkering with the way males and females worked had always been more interesting to him.

He went to the computer and turned it on. Using the Race's network to send and receive electronic messages was risky. He was only illicitly present on the network; the more he did anything but pa.s.sively read, the more likely he was to draw the system's notice and to be expelled from it. But this was the one safe way he had to communicate with Sam Yeager. Sometimes risks had to be calculated. His telephone might be monitored, and so might the Big Ugly's. The same went for the mail.

As I have warned you before, he wrote, he wrote, I am once more given to understand that the authorities from your not-empire are seriously concerned with your putting your snout where they wish it would not go. I trust you will do nothing so rash as to cause them to have to punish you. I am once more given to understand that the authorities from your not-empire are seriously concerned with your putting your snout where they wish it would not go. I trust you will do nothing so rash as to cause them to have to punish you. He studied the message, made the affirmative gesture, and sent it. When he walked out to the front room once more, he saw his driver still bent over the engine of his motorcar. He studied the message, made the affirmative gesture, and sent it. When he walked out to the front room once more, he saw his driver still bent over the engine of his motorcar.

Sam Yeager usually responded very promptly to his electronic messages. Here, though, a couple of days went by with no answer. That puzzled Straha, but he could hardly ask anyone what it meant.

When a reply did come, he knew at once that Yeager had not written it. His friend had some odd turns of phrase, but handled the language of the Race about as well as any male. This message was formal and tentative, and had a couple of errors in it that Sam Yeager wouldn't have made. My father has not come to home for several days now, My father has not come to home for several days now, it read. it read. We have a message that new duties call him away, but we have not heared from him. We are worried. Jonathan Yeager. We have a message that new duties call him away, but we have not heared from him. We are worried. Jonathan Yeager.

Straha stared at that. He stared at it most unhappily, wondering how much trouble Sam Yeager was in and whether his Tosevite friend still remained alive to be in trouble. His driver had known what he was talking about. But if he had intended Straha to deliver another message, it came too late.

And Yeager had delivered a message to Straha. If the Big Ugly disappeared, the ex-shiplord was to read the papers with which he'd been entrusted. He'd wanted to do that ever since he got them. Now that he could, his eagerness felt oddly diminished. Some things, he discovered, were more desirable before they were attained than afterwards.

And, now that he felt free to look at those papers, he had to wait for the chance. His driver stuck annoyingly close to home for the next several days, as if he knew something was going on under his snout but couldn't put a fingerclaw on what.

Eventually, though, the Tosevite discovered errands he had to run. When he drove off, Straha hurried to his bookshelves and pulled out a fat volume full of pictures of the Fessekk Pa.s.s region of Home, one of the most scenic spots on the whole planet. The volume was a gift from a male of the colonization fleet who'd visited Straha; he'd glanced at it once and set it aside. But its size made it perfect for concealing the papers Yeager had given him. His driver, who cared nothing for the Fessekk Pa.s.s, had walked by it hundreds of times without paying it the least attention. So, for that matter, had Straha.

He sighed as he opened the envelope. The papers inside were liable to be the only memorial his Tosevite friend would ever have. He took them out and began to read.

They were, of course, in English. Straha understood the spoken language well enough. He read it only haltingly. Its spelling drove him mad. Why did this set of Big Uglies need several different characters to symbolize the same sound, and why did they let the same character represent several different sounds? Because they are egg-addled idiots, Because they are egg-addled idiots, Straha thought resentfully. Straha thought resentfully.

But, after a little while, as he realized just what Sam Yeager had given him, he stopped fretting about the vagaries of English spelling. He stopped fretting about anything at all. He read on, spellbound, to the last page.

That last page was a note from Yeager. If you are reading this, I am dead or in deep trouble, If you are reading this, I am dead or in deep trouble, the Tosevite wrote in Straha's language. the Tosevite wrote in Straha's language. If you can get this to the Race, I expect it will be plenty for them to let you back into their territory in spite of everything you have done. I know you have often been unhappy here in the United States. Everyone deserves as much happiness as he can get. Grab with both hands. If you can get this to the Race, I expect it will be plenty for them to let you back into their territory in spite of everything you have done. I know you have often been unhappy here in the United States. Everyone deserves as much happiness as he can get. Grab with both hands. The signature below was written twice, once in English, once in the characters of the Race. The signature below was written twice, once in English, once in the characters of the Race.

"He is right," Straha whispered in slow astonishment. "With this, I truly could restore my good name." He had not the tiniest bit of doubt about it.

He'd dreamt of returning to the eggsh.e.l.l of the Race since very shortly after defecting to the United States. He had known it would take a miracle as long as Atvar remained fleetlord. Now, here in his hands, he held a miracle.

The next question was, did he want to use it? He had never imagined that question might arise with a miracle, but here it was. He could take this to the Race's consulate in Los Angeles and be a.s.sured of reconciliation, forgiveness, acceptance. He could see the new towns. He could live in one of them, in the society of his own kind.

But what else would happen if he did?

After the little scaly devils' prison camp, Liu Han didn't mind living in a peasant village, not in the least. She'd hated the idea after living in Peking for a good many years. Nieh Ho-T'ing laughed at her when she said that out loud. He answered, "It proves everything is in the yardstick you use to measure it."

"You're probably right," she answered. "What yardstick do we use to measure the little scaly devils' imperialism?"

That got his attention, and also his thought. Slowly, he said, "In China, they are worse than the j.a.panese and worse than the round-eyed devils from Europe. What other yardstick is there?"

"None, I suppose," Liu Han admitted, not much liking the thought. "And how do we measure our struggle against the little devils?"

To her surprise, Nieh brightened. He said, "There I have good news."

"Tell me," Liu Han said eagerly. "We could use some good news."

"Truth," he said in the little devils' language. Liu Han made a face at him, almost as if they were still lovers. Laughing, Nieh Ho-T'ing returned to Chinese. "Our fraternal socialist comrades in the Soviet Union have seen fit to increase their arms shipments to the People's Liberation Army. They have seen fit to increase them by quite a bit, in fact."

Liu Han clapped her hands. "That is is good news! Why, when the Russians have kept us half starved for so long?" good news! Why, when the Russians have kept us half starved for so long?"

"Well, I don't know for certain. I don't think anyone knows for certain what goes through Molotov's beady little mind," Nieh said, which made Liu Han laugh in turn. The People's Liberation Army officer went on, "I meant that seriously. Mao understood Stalin; he could think along with him. But Molotov?" He shook his head. "Molotov is inscrutable. I'll tell you what I think, though."

"Please." Liu Han nodded.

"Remember not long ago the Soviet Union gave Finland an ultimatum? And the Finns, instead of knuckling under to the Russians, ran under the wing of the scaly devils like a duckling running to its mother?"

Finland, as far as Liu Han was concerned, was so far away, it might as well have been on the world the little scaly devils came from. She wasn't sure she'd even heard of it till the Soviet Union pressured it. Even so... She nodded again. "I understand. This is the Russians' revenge. If they cannot get what they want from Finland"-she had to p.r.o.nounce the unfamiliar name with care-"they will do what they can do to make the little devils sorry elsewhere-and we happen to be the elsewhere."

"Exactly so." Nieh eyed her with respect. "The Party was lucky when you joined us and got an education. You see very clearly; you would have wasted your life as an oppressed peasant woman."

But Liu Han laughed at him this time. "This has nothing to do with education. If a strong peasant loses a quarrel with a stronger one, what does he do? Not fight him again-he would lose again, and lose face doing it. No: he sows hatred against his enemy in the other people in the village, so the other man will have trouble wherever he goes."

"Eee!" Nieh said, a high-pitched sound of glee. "You are right. You are so very right. That's just what the Russians are doing. So Comrade Molotov thinks like a peasant, does he? I'm sure he would be offended to hear it." Nieh said, a high-pitched sound of glee. "You are right. You are so very right. That's just what the Russians are doing. So Comrade Molotov thinks like a peasant, does he? I'm sure he would be offended to hear it."

"What kind of weapons are we getting?" Liu Han was sure that would be answered at the next Central Committee meeting, but she didn't want to wait. She had one particular question: "Will the Russians send us anything that we can use to wreck the scaly devils' landcruisers?" That last was a word Chinese had adapted from the language of the Race; the j.a.panese had had only a few of the fearsome vehicles, while those of the scaly devils roamed everywhere, deadly and all but unstoppable.

Nieh Ho-T'ing was smiling again. "Yes. For once, the Red Army truly is opening its storehouse to us. The Russians are sending us plenty of their mines with the wooden casings, the ones even the little devils have trouble detecting. Bury those on roadways and in fields, and the landcruisers will be most unhappy."

"Good," Liu Han said. "They deserve to be unhappy. But mines are not enough. What about rockets, so we can take the fight to the little devils instead of waiting for them to come to us?"

"You know what the Russians always say about those things," Nieh answered. "That has not changed while we were imprisoned."

Liu Han made another face, a sour one this time. "They say they cannot send us anything like that, because it would let the little scaly devils know where the weapons came from. But I thought you said they truly opened their storehouse to us."

"They did." Nieh was grinning again. "After the fighting in Europe, they somehow got hold of a lot of German antilandcruiser rockets. I don't know how-maybe these were rockets the Germans gave them instead of surrendering them to the little devils, or maybe they got them from one of the German puppet regimes. However they got them, they have them-and they are sending them to us."

"Ahhh." Liu Han bowed to Nieh as if he'd been responsible for getting the rockets rather than just for giving her the news about them. "Are these weapons only promised, or are they really on the way?"

"The first caravan has already crossed the Mongolian desert," he answered. "The weapons, or some of them, are in our hands."

Liu Han did not have sharp teeth like a tiger's, but her smile would have sent any tiger with a drop of sense scurrying back into the undergrowth. She'd been fighting the little scaly devils most of her adult life, fighting them with a hatred not only ideological and nationalistic but personal. If the People's Liberation Army had the chance to strike them a heavy blow, that delighted her on every one of those levels.

Before she could say as much, a woman's cry of anger and, a moment later, a man's cry of pain burst from a peasant hut not far away. She whirled in surprise. So did Nieh Ho-T'ing. A heartbeat later, the man himself burst from the hut, running for all he was worth. He might have run faster had he not been yanking up his trousers with one hand.

"Ten million little devils!" Liu Han exclaimed. "Who has Hsia Shou-Tao tried to outrage now?"

No sooner had she spoken than her own daughter came out of that hut. Liu Mei was carrying a chamber pot. Her expressionless face was even more frightening than it would have been had fury filled it. She flung the pot with both hands, as a man might fling a heavy stone. The pot flew through the air and smashed against the back of Hsia's head. He fell forward onto his face and lay motionless, as if shot. Blood poured from his scalp. So did urine and night soil; the chamber pot had been full.

Eyes blazing in her dead-calm countenance, Liu Mei said, "He tried to take what I did not want to give him. First I stamped on his foot, then I kicked him, then I did this, and now I'm going to kill him."

"Wait!" Nieh Ho-T'ing got between Hsia Shou-Tao and Liu Mei, who plainly meant exactly what she'd said: she'd drawn a knife and was advancing on the officer and Communist Party dignitary she'd felled.

Hsia groaned and tried to roll over. Liu Han had wondered if the flying chamber pot smashed in the back of his skull. Evidently not. Too bad, Too bad, she thought. "You know how he is with women," she said to Nieh. "You know he's always been that way with women. He tried to outrage me, too, you know, back in Peking not long after the little devils came. I'm not pretty enough for him any more, so now what does he do? He tries to molest my daughter. If you ask me, he deserves whatever Liu Mei gives him." she thought. "You know how he is with women," she said to Nieh. "You know he's always been that way with women. He tried to outrage me, too, you know, back in Peking not long after the little devils came. I'm not pretty enough for him any more, so now what does he do? He tries to molest my daughter. If you ask me, he deserves whatever Liu Mei gives him."

A crowd had gathered, drawn by the commotion. Several women laughed and jeered to see Hsia Shou-Tao bleeding and filthy on the ground. If that didn't mean Liu Mei was far from the only one he'd tried to molest, Liu Han would have been astonished.

But Nieh still held up a hand, ordering Liu Mei to stop. "You have punished him as he deserves," the People's Liberation Army general said. "He is a good officer. He is a bold officer. He is fierce against the little scaly devils."

Liu Mei did stop, but she didn't put away the knife. "He is a man. You are a man," she said. "He is an officer. You are an officer. He is your friend. He has been your aide. No wonder you take his side."

The women, most of them peasants but some lesser Party functionaries, yelled raucous agreement. One of them threw a stone at Hsia. It thudded into his ribs. He writhed and grunted; he still wasn't more than half conscious.

"No!" Now Nieh spoke sharply, and set a hand on the pistol in his belt. "I say enough. Hsia may be subject to self-criticism and revolutionary justice, but he will not be mobbed. The revolutionary struggle needs him."

His words probably wouldn't have stopped the angry women. The pistol did. Liu Han wondered if the struggle between men and women would end before the struggle against the little scaly devils. She doubted it; she wasn't sure even the coming of perfect Communism would make men and women get along.

"Mother!" Rage still filled Liu Mei's voice. "Will you let this, this man man protect his friend so?" protect his friend so?"

No, the struggle between the s.e.xes surely had a long way to go. With great reluctance, Liu Han nodded. "I will. I do not like it, but I will. Let revolutionary justice see to him from here on out. We will remember him smeared with blood and night soil. We will all remember him like that. He won't trouble you again-I'm sure of it."

"No, but he will touch someone else," Liu Mei said grimly. "I didn't knock out enough of his brains to keep him from doing that."

She was bound to be right. Liu Han wouldn't have minded seeing Hsia dead, not personally, not even a little bit. But Nieh said, "He will also trouble the scaly devils again, and that is more important."

"Not to me," Liu Mei said. "He didn't put his filthy hands inside your trousers." She didn't advance on Hsia any more, though, and she did put the knife away. A couple of people drifted back toward their huts. The worst was over. Hsia Shou-Tao wouldn't get all of what was coming to him, but Liu Mei had already given him a good piece of it.

Hsia groaned again. This time, he managed to sit up. Something like reason was in his eyes. His hand went to the back of his head. When he found it was wet, he jerked it away. When he found what the moisture was, he frantically rubbed his hand in the dirt beside him.

"I should have cut it off you when I had the chance," Liu Han told him. "If I had, this wouldn't have happened to you."

"I'm sorry," Hsia said vaguely, as if he couldn't quite recall why he should be apologizing.

"Sorry you got hurt. Sorry you got caught," Liu Han said. "Sorry for what you did? Don't make me laugh. Don't make us all laugh. We know better." The women who were still watching Hsia wallow in filth and blood clapped their hands and cried agreement. Liu Han found a smile stretching wide across her face. Russian arms for the People's Liberation Army, Hsia Shou-Tao humiliated-it was a very good day indeed.

Reuven Russie walked slowly and glumly to the office he shared with his father. The sun shone hot and warm in Jerusalem even in early autumn, making the yellow limestone from which so much of the city was built gleam and sparkle like gold. The beauty was wasted on him. So was the sunshine.

His father had to keep slowing down so as not to get ahead. About halfway there, Moishe Russie remarked, "You could have gone to Canada."

"No, I couldn't, not really." Reuven had already wrestled with himself a great many times. "Emigrating would have been too easy. And if I had, my children probably would have ended up not being Jewish. I didn't want that, not after we've been through so much to hold on to what we are."

His father walked on a few paces before reaching out to set a hand on his shoulder for a moment. "That's a fine thing to say, a fine thing to do," he observed, "especially when you think about the woman you were giving up."

Don't remind me, was the first thing that went through Reuven's mind. He'd miss Jane's lush warmth for... he didn't know how long, but it would be a while. After a few silent steps of his own, he said, "I'm going to be thirty before too long. If I'd had to decide the same thing six or eight years ago, who knows how I would have chosen?" was the first thing that went through Reuven's mind. He'd miss Jane's lush warmth for... he didn't know how long, but it would be a while. After a few silent steps of his own, he said, "I'm going to be thirty before too long. If I'd had to decide the same thing six or eight years ago, who knows how I would have chosen?"

"Maybe that has something to do with it," Moishe Russie admitted. "On the other hand, maybe it doesn't, too. Plenty of men your age, plenty of men my age-gevalt, plenty of men my father's age, if he were still alive-would think with their crotch first and worry about everything else later." plenty of men my father's age, if he were still alive-would think with their crotch first and worry about everything else later."

That was probably true. That was, in fact, undoubtedly true. And, as far as Reuven was concerned, anyone who didn't think with his crotch around Jane Archibald had something wrong with him. After a bit, he said, "Too easy," again.

His father understood him, as his father generally did. "Being a Jew in Canada, you mean?" he said. "Well, maybe. But, once more, maybe not. It is is possible to be a Jew in a country where they don't persecute you for it. Up until just a little while ago, remember, the Race didn't charge us anything for the privilege of worshiping in our own synagogues." possible to be a Jew in a country where they don't persecute you for it. Up until just a little while ago, remember, the Race didn't charge us anything for the privilege of worshiping in our own synagogues."

Reuven nodded. "I know. But people take it more seriously now, don't they? Because they see it's endangered."

"Some do," his father said. "Maybe even most do. But some don't take anything seriously-for a while, when you were a little younger, I was afraid you might be one of those, but I think every young man makes his father worry about that." He let out a wry chuckle, then sighed. "And some-a few-go to this temple the Lizards put up and give reverence to the spirits of Emperors past."

"Jane went," Reuven said. "She had to, if she wanted to stay in the medical college. She always said it wasn't anything bad-said the atmosphere put her in mind of a church, as a matter of fact."

"I never said it was bad-for the Race," Moishe Russie replied. "Or even for people, necessarily. But it's not a place for Jews. A church isn't bad. A mosque isn't bad. But they're not ours ours." He paused. "You know the word apikoros apikoros?"

"I've heard it," Reuven answered. "It's as much Yiddish as Hebrew, isn't it? Means somebody who doesn't believe or doesn't practice, doesn't it?"

His father nodded. "Usually a particular kind of person who doesn't believe or practice: the kind who thinks it's unscientific to believe in G.o.d, if you know what I mean. Comes from the name of the Greek philosopher Epicurus. Now, I happen to think Epicurus was a good man, not a bad one, though I know plenty of rabbis who'd have a stroke if they heard me say that. But he wasn't ours, ours, either. Back in the days of the Maccabees, ideas like his led too many people away from being Jews. These shrines to the spirits of Emperors past are another verse of the same song." either. Back in the days of the Maccabees, ideas like his led too many people away from being Jews. These shrines to the spirits of Emperors past are another verse of the same song."

"I suppose so," Reuven said after some thought. "A good education will make you an apikoros apikoros sometimes, too, won't it?" sometimes, too, won't it?"

"It can," Moishe Russie agreed. "It doesn't have to. If it did, you'd be in... where in Canada did Jane end up?"

"Somewhere called Edmonton," Reuven answered. She'd sent a couple of enthusiastic letters. He'd written back, but she'd been a while replying now. As she'd said she would, she was busy making a new life for herself in a land where the Lizards didn't rule.

"Canada," his father said in musing tones. "I wonder how she'll like the winters there. They aren't like the ones in Jerusalem, or like the ones in Australia, either, I don't think. More like Warsaw, unless I miss my guess." He shuddered. "The weather is one more thing I don't miss about Poland."

Almost all of Reuven's childhood memories of the land where he'd been born were of hunger and fear and cold. He asked, "Is there anything you do do miss about Poland?" miss about Poland?"