Black Seconds Part 4

'Tomme,' she said, this time more affectionately.

'I know it's a pain about the car. But Ida's gone missing. She might even be dead. I can't bear it that you get so upset about a dent in the car. It upsets me because it's wrong!'

Her outburst made him feel ill at ease. He wanted to get out of the door, but she grabbed his arm and forced him to turn around. She was astonished to see a tear in his eye.

'Tomme,' she said, frightened. 'What is it?'

He wiped his cheek quickly. 'Oh, lots of things,'

he said. 'This business with Ida. It's not that I'm not thinking about it. They're out looking for her today, but I don't know if I can handle going with them.'

'You thought it was that awful?' Ruth whispered. Tomme nodded. 'Every time you lift a branch, your heart skips a beat,' he said.

60.Then he was gone. She stood in the hallway listening to him leave. His footsteps were rapid as if he was running. Ruth slumped against the wall. Everything is horrible, she thought. We won't survive this.

61.

CHAPTER 5.

Emil Johannes was on the road on his three-wheeler as usual. The weather was milder and the green paintwork gleamed in the September sun. People he pa.s.sed turned to stare at his vehicle. It was very unusual and odd-looking. On his back he carried an old grey rucksack. The expression on his face was closed and distant, and he was unable to relax. He had a lot on his mind. He kept a steady speed, just below forty. The flaps on his leather cap were down and the strings knotted underneath his chin. The truck body was empty and the black tarpaulin rolled up like a sausage and tied with string. Emil was going shopping. He always shopped at The Joker, because it was a small local shop and he knew where everything was kept. Not that he was incapable of looking until he found what he wanted. But this was easier. It was always the same girl at the checkout. She had got used to the fact that he never spoke and she never embarra.s.sed him. He liked that everything was the same. And it meant that he avoided the traffic in town.

Emil lived at the end of Brenneriveien. Past the 62 racecourse and up towards the ridge, in a bungalow with a kitchen, a living room and one bedroom. The house had a bas.e.m.e.nt. He did not have a bathroom, but a nice loo with a sink and a mirror. The house was clean and fairly tidy. Not because Emil was tidy, but because his seventy-three-year-old mother turned up every week to clean it. Emil's appearance was a little disturbing and depended on the mood he was in. What people saw was a heavy, broad and slow man who could not speak. A man who would turn away if anyone stared at him, who would walk off immediately if anyone spoke to him. Still, he took an interest in people, especially when he could watch them from a safe distance.

There was a lot of gossip about Emil's speech. Some thought that he was quite simply mute. Others that he had stopped speaking in protest at some dreadful trauma he had been subjected to in his child hood. From time to time the rumours flared up. There was talk of a fire in which his father and a mult.i.tude of siblings had perished while Emil and his mother, barefoot in the snow, listened to their terrified screams. The truth was that Emil was an only child. Others claimed that he could talk the hind legs off a donkey if only he wanted to. But that he did not want to. He just wanted to be left in peace. No one ever wondered what thoughts and dreams might exist inside his enormous head. Most people a.s.sumed that not much went on in there. They could not have been more wrong. Emil thought of many strange things and every thought 63 was an image. Sometimes they were still; at other times they would roll slowly like a film in his mind, or flash rapidly like lightning. Every time he parked outside The Joker he saw a row of cards spread out in a fan with the joker at the top. Sometimes the joker might wink at him or laugh scornfully. That would startle Emil and make him cross. When he entered the shop and smelled the bread, he visualised his mother's hands kneading dough. No one could knead dough like Emil's mother. It was bashed and thumped, but ultimately her sweaty, plump hands handled it lovingly. When he thought of his mother he recalled her smell and remembered something she had once said or a phrase she was fond of using. Her voice, sharp like a carving knife, the plastic smell of new playing cards, the dough; all this took up so much s.p.a.ce. There was so much happening in his brain that there was no room for contact with others. He perceived any approach as an intrusion. He preferred the images. He could handle those.

It was his mother who took care of him, who made sure he had clean clothes and a clean home. Emil accepted that his mother came to his house, but at times she irritated him. She never stopped talking. He could hear her words and he understood them, but he felt that most of them were superfluous. The noise they made rolled towards him like waves and reminded him of the sound of heavy surf. When she started her torrential flow of words he closed up and looked stubborn. Not 64 that this made her stop. She told him off, corrected him, ordered him about and made demands on him, but underneath it all she was very fond of him, and the truth was that she worried about him. She was scared that he might have an argument with someone, scared that he would frighten people with his appearance. He was never going to fit in and she had accepted that. She was also afraid that cruel people might want to harm him or force him into situations he could not control, because she knew the great forces hidden beneath his closed exterior. She had only seen it happen once. She had seen Emil go berserk in an insane and almost frenzied rage. It was a nightmare she managed to suppress most of the time, but it made itself known anyway, some times, in her dreams. Then she would wake up, drenched in sweat, terrified at the memory, at her self and her son. She was obsessed by the thought of what might happen if he were to become frightened again. Or if someone attacked him. At times her fear manifested itself as nagging.

'Do you have to go around wearing that stupid old cap?' she would say. 'Surely you could get yourself a new one? It would look so much better. I know you think your three-wheeler is the bee's knees, but you do realise that people stop and stare at you, don't you? Most people make do with twowheeled motorbikes. It's not like there's anything wrong with your balance, either.'

She put on a martyred expression that was lost on her son. Afterwards she sank down in shame 65 because she had tormented him like this, but she just could not help herself.

Emil parked the three-wheeler outside The Joker and went in. For a while he padded around the shelves on his wide splayed feet. He wore thick boots whether it was summer or winter. They were so worn that he could stick his feet into them without untying the laces. He carried the red shopping basket on one arm; he never did enough shopping to get a trolley. Today he was buying coffee, milk and cream, a granary loaf and some soft cheese. When he got to the checkout he added three newspapers. The checkout a.s.sistant noticed the papers. Emil had the local paper delivered and did not normally buy the national ones. However, he had started doing so in the last few days. But then again, so had most people, she thought. Ida Joner's disappearance affected everyone who came there to do their shopping. Everyone had their own views about what had happened, and the shop provided an opportunity to air them. She was keying in the prices when Emil remembered something impor tant. He shuffled back towards the shelves and returned with a bag of monkey nuts. The checkout a.s.sistant frowned at the sight of them, she could not imagine why anyone would want to buy peanuts which had not been sh.e.l.led, roasted and salted. Emil always bought monkey nuts. He was particularly sullen today, she thought. He never spoke to her, but he normally allowed himself plenty of time, as though the business of shopping was an important 66 one, a ritual he enjoyed. This time he paid as fast as he could, his fingers trembling a little as he searched for change in his wallet. He stuffed his shopping into the old rucksack. Then he left without touching his cap as a goodbye. The door slammed behind him. She could see him through the window as he mounted his three-wheeler. How offhand he seemed today, she thought, and immediately wondered how she could think that, given that he had never exchanged a single word with her.

Emil started the engine. Once more he kept a steady pace and headed for the racecourse. As he approached Laila's Kiosk he spotted a police car and a couple of officers. Emil tightened like a coil. Clenched the handlebars and stared deliberately right ahead of him. One of the officers looked up and noticed the strange vehicle. Emil had never had any contact with the police, but he had a profound respect for anyone who wore a uniform. Besides, the condition of his vehicle was such that he really ought to have it serviced, but his only income was his incapacity benefit and he could not afford it. He often thought that sooner or later someone would turn up with a pair of pliers and remove the number plates. Fortunately the police were otherwise engaged. They were looking for this girl, Ida. He knew that and concentrated deeply so as not to distract them. He drove past them still staring rigidly ahead of him, but he sensed that he was being watched. Then he turned right. A few minutes later he took a left and reached Brenneriveien 12, 67 where he lived. He parked and covered the vehicle with the black tarpaulin. His garage was full of junk; there was no longer any room for the threewheeler. He entered the house. In the kitchen he stopped and listened. Alert like a cat. He put down his rucksack on the table and took out his shopping. Opened the bag of monkey nuts and emptied a few into the palm of his hand. Softly he went into the living room. The door to the bedroom was ajar. He kicked it shut and stood for a while breathing heavily. The monkey nuts grew moist in his clenched fist. Finally he went over to the window. Emil kept a birdcage where a grey parrot the size of a pigeon sat on a perch. It began singing a pretty low tune to earn the monkey nuts. Emil stuck his fingers through the bars and dropped the nuts into the feeding tray. Immediately the bird ducked, grabbed a nut with its claw and sank its beak into it. A dry, cracking sound was heard as the nut split. At that moment the telephone rang.

It was his mother.

'Well,' she said. 'The thing is that I'm busy tomor row and the day after, so we'd better do the cleaning today.'

Emil began chewing. But his mouth was empty and he had nothing to chew on.

'I can't stay long,' she went on. 'I've got my sewing circle at Tulla's tonight and I missed the last one, so I really want to go this evening. I'll start the washing machine for you and then you'll have to hang up the clothes yourself. You can manage that, 68 can't you? Just make sure you reshape them before you hang them on the line, otherwise they get crumpled. And we both know you're not very good at ironing. I'm just about to wash my own floors, so I'll be with you in about an hour's time.'

'No,' Emil said, frightened.

He regarded his mother as a cleaning machine, and now she would want access to every corner of his house. He visualised splashing water, foaming soap and his mother's face slowly turning red. He recalled the strong smell of Ajax, the upset when the furniture was moved from its usual place, fresh air coming in from the windows, which she insisted on opening, the nasty draught, the unfamiliar smell of freshly washed bed linen. He imagined- 'You know I have to,' his mother insisted. 'We've talked about this.' Her voice started to quiver. Emil kept breathing into the handset, did not want to hear what she was about to say.

'Have you had something to eat today?' she went on. She cared about him, she always had. 'You never eat properly. Have you heard about fruit and vegetables? I suspect you only ever eat bread, but your body needs more than that. You ought to buy some vitamins and take them during the autumn and winter, Emil. You can get them at Mller's. I'm sure they would have some at The Joker; if not, they'll order them for you. You just need to make an effort, you should take some responsibility for yourself, you know. It's not as if I'm getting any younger,' she banged on.

69.Emil threw a quick glance at the door to the bedroom. Then he looked at the clock.

'Have you washed yourself today?' she went on.

'G.o.d only knows how often you wash your hair. I don't suppose you do it properly either, standing there hunched over the sink. And anyway . . .' she droned on, not expecting an answer, 'do you dress up warm when you go out on the three-wheeler? It's autumn now, you've got to watch you don't catch the flu. If you're sick in bed, you'll be helpless: I can't come over every single day. I'm busy enough as it is. Margot Janson from next door is still confined to her chair by the window since she broke her hip. If it hadn't been for me, G.o.d only knows what she would have done. I wonder if anyone will be there for me the day I can't manage on my own. If only you had a wife, you would have some hope of a comfortable old age, but if it's true what people say, that we all get what we deserve, then I must have done some thing bad in my life that I don't even know about.'

She got ready to conclude her monologue. 'You can start by pulling the furniture away. Hang the rugs over the fence outside, so I can get going faster. I do hope the car will start,' she said anxiously. 'It was making noises yesterday; I wonder if perhaps the battery is run down. Do you have detergents and things like that to hand?'

'No!' Emil said. Once again he visualised his mother. She was like a hurricane now, a tornado. Her tirade blocked out all the thoughts she did not dare think; she swept them out of the way with words. 70 'I'll bring a bottle of Ajax,' she said. 'One day we'll go through your cupboards. You always forget to stock up on things. How many times have I been to see you and found there was no loo paper? I've lost count. After all, you're a grown man. Anyway, I've got to go now. Just make sure you get started and I'll be with you soon.'

'No!' Emil said. He said it louder this time. His mother heard the rising intonation in his voice; it was unusual. He always said 'no' and he said it in many different ways, but this was bordering on something else. A kind of desper ation. She frowned and pressed her lips together. She did not want any more problems, not a single one.

'Yes!' she said.

Ruth stuck her arms into the sleeves of her coat. On hearing the slam of a car door she stopped. With one hand still in the coat sleeve, she pushed down the handle and opened the door. A very tall man with grey hair was walking across the drive. Ruth recognised him straight away. He stopped at the foot of the steps, bowed, then walked up the steps to her. She finished putting on her coat and held out her hand. He was so tall that she felt like a little girl. She almost wanted to curtsey.

'I've just been to see Helga,' Sejer said.

'I'm on my way there now,' she said quickly.

'Could I have a word?'

'Of course.'

71.She pulled off her coat. Led him into the kitchen. There was an L-shaped bench with cushions.

'Now about Ida,' Ruth said despondently. 'I don't suppose there are that many options left?' She stared at him with frightened eyes. 'Helga is losing hope,' she groaned. 'I don't know what will become of us if the worst has happened. It will be the death of her. She only lives for that child. Ever since Anders moved out.'

Sejer listened while Ruth talked. She spoke rapidly because she was so worried.

'It's not good to be on your own with a child,' she said, bustling around the kitchen but not actually doing anything. 'Children shouldn't become your whole life, it's too much for them to bear. I can't begin to imagine what Helga's going to do the day Ida becomes a teenager and goes out all the time.'

She blinked, confused by her own leap of thought.

'Can you tell me why Helga got divorced?' Sejer asked.

Ruth looked at him wide-eyed. 'Why do you want to know about that?' she asked, baffled.

He smiled quickly. 'I don't really know myself. But I ask all sorts of questions.'

He said it so simply, his eyes downcast as if he was genuinely tormented by this. It made her want to help him.

'But surely their divorce has nothing to do with Ida going missing?' She frowned.

Sejer looked at her. 'No, we don't think so either. I'm just being curious. Is it hard to talk about?'

72.She hesitated. 'Well, I don't really know.' She placed her hands on the table, as if she wanted to prove to him that they were clean, metaphorically speaking.

'So,' he said. 'What can you tell me about the break-up between Helga and Anders Joner? You're her sister. You're close, aren't you?'

She nodded without looking at him. 'I don't know the whole story,' she said evasively, 'but I think there was another woman. Anders had a one-night stand and Helga couldn't handle it. She threw him out. Anders is ten years younger than her,' she continued.

'And don't get me wrong. He is a good man, not the kind who sleeps around. But it happened this one time and Helga couldn't deal with it. She's so, well, how shall I put it, so principled. So rigid.'

'Did she give you any details?'

Ruth looked away and ended up staring at the valance above the window. 'She did. But I don't feel it's for me to tell you. It wouldn't help you either.'

He accepted this and nodded. 'Helga says that Ida is very fond of both you and your husband, Sverre?'

Ruth could picture Ida once more, a quick shiny flash of a living, breathing girl, here, in her own kitchen. Then she blinked and the image vanished.

'We're used to her coming here.' She nodded. 'It's so quiet when she's not around. She is the kind of child who attracts a lot of attention. She has several other aunts and uncles, but she never visits them.'

'Is there any particular reason why she doesn't see them?' Sejer asked cautiously.

73.'That's just how it is, I guess. Anders' brothers have never shown any interest in Helga and Ida. They're busy with their own families. Or perhaps they just don't have anything in common. They live a bit further away than we do.'

'Do you work?' he wanted to know.

'I do a few hours' supply teaching at Gla.s.sverket school,' she said. 'When someone's ill and so on. Otherwise I'm at home.'

'Your daughter, Marion, how old is she?'

'Twelve,' Ruth said. 'She's in Year Seven. She spends a lot of time with Ida. This is very difficult for her; I don't know what to tell her. But she reads the papers and watches the news. It's impossible to keep anything from her.'

'You have nothing to keep from her,' he said. 'We don't know what's happened.'

Again she was puzzled by the neutral way in which he expressed himself, since she was convinced that Ida was dead. And not only dead, but killed in some horrific way. The worst one of all, in unimaginable pain and fear.

'How about your son, Tom Erik?' he asked. When he mentioned her son, she frowned. 'Well, what about him?' she said.

'How is he handling it?'

She shook her head forlornly. 'Badly,' she admit ted. 'He never really talks about his feelings. At least Marion and I are trying. Tomme took part in the search yesterday and said it was awful. I must admit that I often think of him as a rather selfish boy. 74 He cares mostly about himself. The other day he dented his car.' She smiled. 'His reaction was out of all proportion. He's only had it for three weeks,' she added. 'And I stood there listening to him whining about it when there are much more important things going on, so I gave him a piece of my mind,'

she concluded. She had talked herself warm; her cheeks were flushed.

'Does he work?' Sejer wanted to know.

'He's just started his last year at sixth-form college. He's not enjoying it and is unlikely to go on to higher education. He just wants a job and a salary, to keep his car and see his friends. He spends a lot a time in front of his computer. Or watching videos. That's all right with me,' she said. 'I'm not particularly ambitious on my kids' behalf. I just want them to be happy.'

'He was involved in an accident,' Sejer said. 'On the first of September? If I understood you correctly?'

'Yes,' she said. 'He drove off early that evening and didn't come home until later that night. He was really upset, poor boy. You know how it is with boys and their cars. But I certainly made it quite clear to him that a dented car is nothing compared to what can happen to people.'

'You said "early that evening". Do you remember when?'

She frowned. 'Just after six. He called out from the hallway. The evening news was just starting and I usually watch it.'

75.'And where was he going?'

'He spends a great deal of time with a boy called Bjrn. I think that's where he was going,' she said.

'He lives at Frydenlund.'

'I'd like to have a word with your son,' Sejer said.

'He might have seen something along the road. He's at college today?' he continued.

'No,' she said. 'He's spending the day with w.i.l.l.y. Another friend. Or rather they used to be friends. I'm not all that keen on him and I've told Tomme that. However, w.i.l.l.y's good with cars. They're trying to repair the damage.'

Sejer was curious. 'Why aren't you all that keen on him?'

'w.i.l.l.y is four years older,' Ruth said. 'I think he might have nicked a car, or maybe done something even worse. So I'm not happy about it. True, it was a long time ago. But it's so important to Tomme to get the car mended.'

'Sverre, your husband,' Sejer said. 'Helga says he travels a great deal?'

'He's in Stavanger right now,' she said. 'But he'll be here at the weekend. Normally I don't have a problem with him being away, we don't need to spend every single moment together, and the kids are older and can take care of themselves. But right now it's hard. With everything that's hap pened. We call each other every evening.'

'About w.i.l.l.y,' Sejer said. 'Does he live nearby?'

'Further towards Gla.s.sverket. w.i.l.l.y Oterhals. I think he lives on Meieriveien, it's a large yellow 76 house with a big garage. He lives with his mother.'

'You said he was older. Does he have a job?'

'He works at the bowling alley. Or he used to. Sometimes he does shifts at the Sh.e.l.l petrol station next door to it. He has access to tools there, you see. He's not a trained mechanic, but he knows a bit.'

Ruth was surprised at Sejer's interest in her son's friend. She glanced at her watch and exclaimed: 'I've got to get going. Helga is expecting me!'

'I've kept you a long time,' Sejer said. 'I didn't mean to.'

This was followed once again by that brief bow of his. His manner made an impression on her. Everything about him was so calm and a.s.sured. Together they left the house. Ruth opened the garage door. Sejer looked at the white Volvo and the empty s.p.a.ce next to it. At the far end of the wall stood four tyres, snow tyres most likely, which would soon need to be fitted. Various bits of junk, a few boxes on the shelves. Right by the door lay four worn rubber mats. Opel, he thought. Her son drives an Opel.

Why do I talk so much? Ruth wondered.

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CHAPTER 6.