Black Ice Part 24

'Nah, you wouldn't, Urgill,' said Nader. 'But that's okay; you'd know how to use the mop, right?'

Urgill turned away, dropping the smile, his face indicating that he was pretty certain he'd just been insulted, but he was not exactly sure how. Damien figured he'd get that a lot.

'What do you p.r.i.c.ks want to eat?' Urgill said.

'Are you still here, f.u.c.kwit?' said Nader. 'Get some kebabs. Use some initiative. Everyone wants food.'

Damien moved carefully towards his backpack and surrept.i.tiously nudged it under a chair with his foot. He glanced sidelong in Nader's direction. Thank G.o.d he hadn't noticed. I've just got to get through tonight, he told himself. I can still be out of here first thing tomorrow.

Oh f.u.c.k! Damien dropped suddenly onto the lounge. The goodbye note. He had to get it before . . .

'What's up?' Whitey let himself in to join the party.

Damien put his head in his hands. Again.

This isn't good, Jill thought, trying to appear nonchalant.

'Shove over and let us in, Krystal,' said Ingrid. 'Now you're not going out, you can hang around with us for a change. You've hardly been around here at all lately.'

'Yeah, sorry, come in,' said Jill. She stepped back inside her unit and Jelly bowled through. Ingrid walked straight to her fridge.

'Not much in here,' said Ingrid, pulling out the cask. 'What are we gonna eat tonight?'

'I don't know. I was supposed to be eating out, remember?' she said. She turned to Jelly, who now had his head in the fridge. 'Did Kasem say why he can't take us out, Jelly?' she asked.

'Nope. Just called and said he'd take us another time. There's nothing in here,' he said, his mouth full of ham. 'I say we get pizza!'

'You're looking a little peed off, Krystal, babe,' said Ingrid. 'I reckon your man Gabriel might have something to worry about. Looks as if you might have seen the light, and you're thinking about taking a trip on the Nader train. I wouldn't mind me a ticket on that ride, I can tell you.'

'What are you talking about, Ingrid? Kasem's loss. I couldn't care less,' said Jill.

'Oooh, denying it! You got it bad, baby, and I don't blame you.' Ingrid held up Jill's cask and expertly squirted wine into a gla.s.s. 'Now me, if I'd been stood up by that man, I'd go find him, I would. See what else I could be doing to keep his attention away from all the other distractions out there.'

Jill forced a smile. 'He's not all that, Ingrid,' she said, wondering how she was going to let work know that Kasem was now unaccounted for. She checked the clock built into the stove. Eight. An hour till they moved in to install the listening device in Damien's house in Merrylands. If they couldn't get that thing in there, the ACC would shut the whole thing down before Jill had what she needed.

d.a.m.n, where was Nader?

52.

Sat.u.r.day 13 April, 8 pm.

In the cupboard, the gnawing feeling in Ca.s.sie's stomach told her to put rehab off until Monday. Wasn't that what you were supposed to do, anyway? Someone had once told her that the intake line was choked Mondays and Tuesdays at every rehab in the country, but come Friday and Sat.u.r.day it was tumbleweed city. Everyone knew you were supposed to binge before a diet not that Ca.s.sie would risk gaining weight by bingeing on food but the principle was the same if you were going to kick drugs.

I'll definitely do it Monday, she thought, loosening the belt on the trenchcoat as she heard Christian's voice draw closer. This'll be my last night.

She re-buckled her belt when she realised that the person Christian was speaking to was also going to enter the room. Great.

Make that the people Christian was speaking to. Ca.s.sie silently moved as far to the back of the small cupboard as she could, and peered from the gloom into the brilliant light of Christian's office. Who the f.u.c.k was that? The short guy in the tracksuit barely registered. A mere annoyance; one of the hangers-on who flocked around Christian, although they usually dressed a little better than that. But the girl? Ca.s.sie's eyes narrowed in the darkness. He moved on pretty quickly, she thought. At least he appeared to have chosen a worthy successor. She searched her heart for jealousy got nothing. So, she really didn't care about Christian at all. Huh. While she was pleased that at least she wasn't going to get her heart broken by this guy, she experienced more bitter awareness that it really was all about the drugs. She wondered whether she even had the capacity to feel love for a man. Maybe I've got more in common with Jill than I want to admit, she thought.

She prayed Christian would not find a need to use the cupboard. She could handle looking silly in front of the bloke, but she did not want to meet that female at a disadvantage.

Ca.s.sie tried to slow her breathing and shifted her weight a little, settling in for the wait.

53.

Sat.u.r.day 13 April, 8.05 pm.

Damien decided he should try to get a call off to Detective Jackson. He had to seem as though he was cooperating. The cops might bring the whole house down tonight because they figured they couldn't trust him, and then there wouldn't even be a deal, let alone Oxford.

Now would probably be the best time. Whitey was over in the kitchen with Nader, dollar signs in his eyes as they opened the box. Urgill was still out collecting food, and Aga.s.si sat in a lounge chair, eyes closed. He reminded Damien of a computer waiting in sleep mode: a blank screen until it sensed movement and then instantly became fully operational.

He rose carefully from the couch and decided he'd try to retrieve the goodbye note at the same time. Whitey laughed from the kitchen; he gave a nervous giggle at pretty much everything that came out of Nader's mouth. Aga.s.si didn't move.

Damien made it to the hallway.

'Off to s.h.i.t yourself again, uni boy?' Nader called from the kitchen. 'Something's seriously wrong with those guts of yours.'

'Yeah, thanks for that,' answered Damien. 'Very helpful.'

He walked straight past the toilet and carefully opened the door to his mother's old bedroom. He thought he could still smell the 4711 perfume she used to wear. She used to buy the jumbo bottle from the chemist warehouse and sprinkle it around liberally. The smell fired emotions through his scent memory fear, loss, hate.

He could see the letter propped on Whitey's pillow. Earlier Damien had smoothed the doona back and pushed the tangle of sheets away from the bedhead to make the envelope easier for Whitey to spot in the mess. Damien didn't think he'd ever seen Whitey's bed made. He negotiated the tight path to the bed without knocking anything over, and s.n.a.t.c.hed up the letter; he shoved it down his pants, blood surging in his ears.

He retraced his steps and reached the door again, relieved. That was one less problem.

Now, should he make the call from the toilet or his room? Nader would be less suspicious if he heard him in the toilet, but therein lay the problem: Kasem might be able to hear him speaking. f.u.c.k knew he'd had to endure five years' of Whitey's farting through his morning s.h.i.t while he ate breakfast every day. d.i.c.khead it suddenly occurred to him send her a text!

He walked into his bedroom, removing from his jacket pocket the phone Jackson had given him. He pressed the on b.u.t.ton and squashed the phone into his chest to m.u.f.fle the sound of the welcome chime. Moving to the point in the room furthest from the kitchen, he faced the wall and began messaging: 'Nader's here. Call it off.' There was only one number stored, 'Krystal'. He hit send.

On the way back to the lounge he decided he needed the toilet after all. He entered quietly and took what had become his favourite seat in the house since this mess began. 'Oh f.u.c.k!' he whispered, when his phone sounded. A return text from Detective Jackson. It read: 'Meet me at uni tomorrow. Same place. Ten. Are you OK?'

'Fine.' He texted back. Yep, just fine and dandy. Ecstatic. He switched the phone to silent and shoved it back into his pocket, his hands shaking. He stood up and opened the door.

'What've you got there, uni boy?' Nader stood in the doorway.

'Nothing,' he tried, but Nader had his hand out.

'Give us the phone, f.u.c.kwit.'

Damien's perspective suddenly shifted and he felt quite calm. Weird. It was like he was watching the whole scene from the ceiling, looking down on an interaction going on in his bedroom as though he had nothing to do with it. The tableau rippled and shimmered, as though he watched it through water. He saw himself walking towards Kasem Nader. He saw Nader pull him close, put an arm around his shoulder. He saw Nader use the other hand to reach into his jacket pocket and pull out the phone. He saw his hands hanging, useless, by his sides.

From his vantage point near the ceiling, Damien watched Kasem press a couple of b.u.t.tons on the phone and draw him in closer, into a cuddle, Kasem's arm firmly around his shoulders. Kasem held the phone up, close, near both of their heads, so they could both read the display. His messages to Krystal.

Still holding him tightly, Nader hit dial and raised the phone to his ear. Damien was close enough to hear Detective Jackson's voice on the other end say, 'h.e.l.lo.'

Nader said nothing. His face a mask, he spun Damien around with one hand and mashed his face against the wall. Is this it, Damien thought, is this how I die? His mind raced, scrabbling through the contents of the text. He could explain it somehow. What could he say he was going to meet a girl here, but had to call it off? Think. Think.

Nader said nothing, and with one hand still plastering his face to the wall, he began to pat Damien down.

'Oh f.u.c.k.' Did I just say that out loud? thought Damien. My pocket!

'Now what's this, uni boy. Is this a note?'

54.

Sat.u.r.day 13 April, 8.05 pm.

Seren had been in this office maybe fifty times, but she could feel tonight was going to be different. Her slim shoulder bag was tucked tightly in under her arm, her hand hooked through the strap as though she just rested it there. She stood back slightly from the men, remaining as still as possible, hoping that Christian wouldn't ask her to leave at the last minute, send her on some bogus errand.

This was going to be a drug deal, she knew it now. Two years in prison had taught her the signs of villainy about to go down the atmosphere of nonchalance contrasting with intent; tension with feigned ease. She watched Christian relax a little when he closed the office door; he turned to face the little guy with a big smile.

'So, Byron,' he said. 'Can I get you something?'

'Nah, boss. I'm sweet,' said Byron. 'f.u.c.ken traffic, man. I told Nader I'd be back by nine. We probably should just get this done.' He swung the sports bag up onto Christian's gleaming desk.

Seren held her breath. Without shifting position, she hooked her thumb into her bag and felt for the record b.u.t.ton.

Christian moved behind his desk and sat down in his big leather chair. She pushed the b.u.t.ton on the camera, and almost gasped. It would not depress. Something's wrong, she thought. She pushed again, firmly, knowing it was not going to work: it never felt this way. Then it suddenly came to her the record b.u.t.ton would not depress when the power switch was off. Somehow, she must have unconsciously switched the camera off during her last ritual.

Mouth dry, she watched Christian reach into his jacket; glimpsed a small object between his fingers a key, she guessed. He swivelled a little in his chair and bent forward, his head briefly below the line of the desk.

f.u.c.k, f.u.c.k, f.u.c.k, she thought. I have to get this on tape. She snuck a look at Tracksuit Man. He appeared focused on Christian, the desk, and especially his bag: he seemed to have forgotten she was even there. She brought her other hand up to her handbag, forcing herself to make slow movements. She reached in, slid the little camera from its nook and palmed it quickly, the action taking perhaps five seconds.

Christian's head was still below the desk line. She opened her hand and found the tiny black switch, set to off. Shaking her head, she slid it into the on position and raised her eyes.

Christian's eyes bored into her own.

Ca.s.sie couldn't take her eyes off this girl. It wasn't just about how gorgeous she was. Something was going on here. She seemed almost like two people. She had this cat-that-ate-the-cream smile when the men watched her, and a deer-caught-in-the-headlights grimace when they did not. And she seemed to be fiddling with something in her bag.

And what was in that sports bag on the desk?

From her vantage point, Ca.s.sie could see Christian jiggling a tiny key in the lock in the largest drawer under his desk. He seemed to be having difficulty opening it.

The girl had something in her hand now. A tiny flash of green light, and then nothing, but Ca.s.sie could see that she now held her hand by her side, her fist clenched. What was she holding?

Ca.s.sie watched the girl look up; she stared at Christian. She looked freaked.

'Are you all right, babe?' Christian asked Seren.

At twelve, when she'd finally learned that her stepfather got off on pain and fear, Seren had mastered an indifferent stare, an unconcerned facade that more often than not saw him turn his attention back to his beer, or to someone else he could make cry. She dropped that mask into place now.

'Of course, darling,' Seren said. 'Are we going to be much longer?'

'No,' he said. 'Just about done.' He slapped a thick envelope down onto his desk and turned to Byron. 'Let's have a look, then, Byron. Come check this out, Seren.'

Seren pressed the record b.u.t.ton and moved towards the desk, the camera nestled easily in her palm. She didn't know what was going to happen next, but she was going to get it all anyway.

'That's eighty grand, is it?' said Byron, eyes on the envelope. 'Doesn't look that much.'

'It's all there, Byron. Fifties. Surprising how compact that much cash can be, isn't it?'

Byron gave a short laugh. 's.h.i.t yeah,' he said. 'Well, here's your bag of mixed lollies.' He unzipped the sports bag and Seren stepped back, partly in shock and partly to ensure that the camera got the widest angle. Jammed into the carrier were ten or so clear plastic bags, most of them full of hundreds of pills; others contained the little opaque rocks that had sent her to prison.

'Could you give me a hand over here, Seren?'

She snapped her head up to find Christian watching her closely.

'Would you mind doing a quick count of these bags, with me?' he said. 'I'll just make sure Byron's right with the cash and we can wrap this all up.'

She smiled into Christian's eyes, questions scudding through her mind. Why is he looking at me like that? Does he know? How am I going to get the camera back in my bag while he's watching me like this? She couldn't move. Christian waited, expectant, staring straight at her.

'Seren?' he said.

Byron glanced up from the money. His eyes moved from her to Christian, then back again. And stopped.

Certain her cheeks must be flaming, she knew she had to do something now. The camera was so tiny. Maybe if she pretended to sneeze, she could bring her hand up and somehow push the camera down her shirt, into her bra? No, she'd feign an itch. But what the f.u.c.k were they staring at her like that for? She turned the tiny camera around in her palm, readying for the move.

And she dropped it.

Seren watched the little device bounce once on the floor and begin to tumble over itself. It rolled slowly away from her, losing momentum on the carpet, and came neatly to rest next to Byron's shoe.

55.

Sat.u.r.day 13 April, 8.10 pm.