Abram's Daughters: The Betrayal Part 8

"Jah, I'll do my best talkin' to my sister," Leah promised. "I'll tell her what you said. Or you could tell her yourself. Might be a gut thing for her to witness how you've turned 109Idelrayal V<>ur back on the world and all."

Naomi nodded. "Still, if she isn't willin' to ask for forgiveness, then I won't have any choice but to "

"Talk to your beau's grandfather?"

Naomi blushed. "Has nothin' to do with Luke and me."

"Well, I surely hope not."

Squaring her shoulders, Naomi continued. "Listen, Leah, I'm hein' truthful with you. I couldn't live with my conscience 11 I didn't speak to someone. Don't you see? I want to present myself as a living sacrifice and follow the Lord Jesus in holy I'iiptism with a pure heart."

Leah agreed. "Just as I do."

So it was settled. Sadie's my sister, after all, she thought.

Sadie would have one short month to offer atonement to her parents and, if she was willing, the church.

At half paBt ten in the morning, the postman delivered I Ik; mail. Leah ran down the lane, eager to hear from Jonas. Just as she expected, there was a new letter from Millersburg.

Tearing the envelope open, she began to read.

M31 dearest Leah, You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers! Just think, : one month from now I'll hold you in my arms again. While I'm there for baptism, let's you and 1 talk over where we plan to live. We could have a look-see at the rental house you wrote about earlier.

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Today as 1 worked in the carpentry shop, 1 had an inter' esting idea. I hope you might consider it. 1 realize there must have been an important reason for you to remain in Gobbler's k.n.o.b through the summer. But now, here we are in the middle of August, and I'd like for us to be in the same town together, at least for our final weeks as a betrothed couple. I want to court you in person, Leah. My heart longs for your smile, your sweet face ... your dear, dear ways.

Let's think seriously about the possibility of you coming back to Ohio with me after we join church. M31 final weeks away from home will be much easier with you close by. If necessary, I will write to your father to get his blessing on the matter ... or, better yet, I'll speak to him when I'm there.

By the way, David Mellinger's elderly mother, Edith, could benefit greatly from your help, if only for a short time. (They're inviting you through me.) You can stay in the Dawdi Haus with Edith. What do you think of this?

I'm also eager for you to meet the G.o.dly bishop here. The Scriptures have come alive for me pa.s.sages in the Bible I never knew existed. Here's one I must share with you today. Second Corinthians chapter three, verse eighteen: "But we all, with open face beholding as in a gla.s.s the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord."

Leah, if you read this verse over again, the amazing truth will sink deep into your heart. To think our lives can be mirrors of G.o.d's goodness and grace, making it possible for others to see Christ Jesus reflected in us!

1 should sign off and prepare for a long and busy day. I'm holding my breath to see you again!

All my love, Jonas 111ZA,.

ial She held the letter fondly, gladdened by his invitation, luiiiis still wanted her to visit him in Ohio! She went to seek mm Mamma with the news.

Mamma was far more understanding than Leah expected. "That's right nice of Jonas, but you'll have to see what Dat .:iys, ya know," Mamma said, standing at the wood stove.

"Do you mean you could be in favor of it? If Dat is wilImV "Let's just see what he says" Mamma's parting words on iIn-matter.

She kissed her mother square on the cheek.

Obviously pleased, Mamma reminded her the "decision remains with Dat, ya must know."

"But still, I'm more hopeful 'cause of what you said."

This time it was Mamma who kissed her, high on the forehead, right where her middle part commenced.

Promptly Leah marched out to the barn, her heart in her throat, knowing full well what to predict from Dat. She found him caring for a nasty gash on the lower hindquarters of one <>l' the mules. '^w, the poor thing. You've got yourself some lendin' to do." She stood back a bit as Dat soothed the hurt-iM 4 animal.

"Jah, but never too busy for my girl. What's on your mind, I eah?"

That was just like Dat; he seemed to know her better than almost anyone. Now ... how to say what was on her heart? I bre she risk Dat's temper after his recent flare-up with Sadie? "I guess I don't know where to start, really."

He looked up from his squatting position. "If this concerns

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JL, e lci i s your aunt Lizzie, I'll be blunt with you I have no time for it. That's all I best say."

"Aunt Lizzie? Why, no ... it's about a letter from Jonas. Arrived just today." She pressed on, shaking inwardly as she told him what Jonas had in mind. "I really want to do this, Dat. I wouldn't risk annoying you if it didn't mean ever so much to me."

"You want to go an' visit Millersburg before you're married to Jonas?"

She explained she could stay with the master carpenter's mother to help with the widow's daily routine. "Jonas would reside where he is now, next door in the main farmhouse."

"A bit too familiar for my likin'."

"You know that would not be a concern." She was hoping to rule out all roadblocks. "This could be a special time for Jonas and me."

Abram turned away, lifting the mule's leg, manipulating it back and forth. "I don't see it that way," Dat said quickly.

She wanted to say, I'm not like Sadie, but bit her lip. Dat knew nothing of Sadie's past. And besides, it wasn't an issue of purity that seemed to irk him. He was just plain stubborn about preferring Gid Peachey.

"It's a closed subject," Dat added. "Verschteh understand?"

She didn't dare argue with him. But she wanted to go to Ohio something awful. Breathing in hard, then exhaling, she turned and walked away, trying to keep still and not talk back. But she could hear Jonas's earnest plea in the words he'd writ' ten. Loving words the compa.s.sion of her future husband. Jonas wanted to spend time with his bride-to-be. What was 113lOelraLjal wiling with that? After all this time they'd been apart...

Suddenly she spun round and rushed back to the barn. "What if Jonas talks this over with you when he comes for luipiisin? Would that set better with you, Dat?" she entreated 111m, desperate for this one thing. "I scarcely ever ask for nun 11, you know that. But this..."

I ';it stood up just then and looked her full in the face. "My dear girl, how can you ever know what's in the deep of my heart? You are precious to me ... since the first day I laid ryes on you. Tiny little thing, you were. A helpless infant, huwlhV your lungs out."

She was nearly embarra.s.sed at his tender words. "Dat?"

"No, now listen to me, Leah. You're the light of my eyes, ulwuys have been."

I'or goodness' sake, Dat was being much too serious. She wild, "I know you think of me more as a son than a "

"No ... no, you haven't any idea."

"Then, maybe ... well, might you be willin' to change your mind? Could you reconsider ... just this once?" All their yfiirs working the mules in the field, tending to a mult.i.tude ul him ch.o.r.ei^ always together told her he might listen. Alter all, she was Abram's Leah, and she knew that, in his own stubborn way, he was attempting to save face. Known to IH-unyielding amongst the People, Dat wanted to give Leah vvliiii she most longed for. She was sure of it.

Sighing, Dat removed his straw hat and raked his thick lingers through his cropped hair. "For how long did you say?"

"A month or so is all."

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By now she couldn't begin to utter a response. How she loved the darling boy of her childhood! Dat knew this. Why must he continually test me? she wondered.

Dat gave her a long look before continuing. "If you love Jonas as much as you seem to, then can you find a way to get yourself out there? I won't be givin' you the money to ride a train or bus all the way to Ohio, just so you know."

Joyful tears sprang to her eyes. "Oh, I can't thank you enough!" Leah reached over and hugged his arm tightly. "I promise ya won't regret this."

Her father clasped her hand tight for a moment before they parted. Then, still grinning, Leah ran to tell Mamma the amazing news.

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t noon Mamma suggested the girls enjoy a long lunch Inviik from their work. "We all need a bit of time off," she iinnnunced at the table.

Leah and the twins agreed, welcoming the idea with nods id I he head. Sadie, however, went right back outside as if she hadn't heard.

Standing in the doorway, hand on the screen door, Leah watched Sadie work the soil. She's punishing herself out in that .mi. ... $ Was now the time to approach Sadie? Such a ticklish position Naomi had put her in. Just how would Sadie react to Niiomi's threat?

Sadie worked the hoe, all bent over, Leah noticed, making drop furrows in the vegetable rows to a.s.sist their handvviiicring efforts. Some much-needed rain had come recently, I nit all through July and this far into August they'd supplemented by pumping well water up to the holding tank and using hoses in the garden. With constant care the girls had116s O e a> e r I if J^ e lo I s

practically salvaged the entire celery crop. A sign of gut things to come, thought Leah.

Awful tired herself and wishing she could heed Mamma's suggestion to rest up, Leah opened the back door and stepped out. There was not a breath of wind to be felt, and the birds were silent. Uncanny, to be sure.

Taking a deep breath, she stepped past the narrow swath of red-and'white petunias lining the cement walkway on the right. Dat could be heard clear off in the cornfield, talking to either Gid or the smithy. The peculiar stillness gave Leah a sense of renewed courage, as if the earth were holding its breath along with her. Best talk to Sadie right now, she told herself, thinking again of Naomi's ominous warning.

Turning at the end of the whitewashed fence, she made her way to the family vegetable garden. Sadie was as pretty as ever, her golden hair shimmering in the sunlight through her white prayer bonnet. Leah was struck with the notion Sadie could pa.s.s for a heavenly messenger an angel so fragile and lovely she looked.

"Sister," she called softly, "why aren't you inside takin' a breather?"

"Don't need any time off" came the terse reply.

Leah didn't care to dispute that; no need starting another quarrel. "I saw you out here and thought maybe we could have us a quick chat."

"Seems you're the one who's most eager to talk."

Right away she felt put off by Sadie's remark, yet Leah rejected the urge to respond in kind. "1 was hopin' we could discuss somethin' ... without fussin' this time."

"All depends."

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"I >n't mince words, Leah. Say what you mean."

"All right, then. Isn't it time ... I mean, don't you feel V hi .should unburden your heart to Mamma, at least?"

S; id ie scowled.

I .en h crouched down in the small irrigation ditch between ilie rows. "Honestly, Sadie, I'm scared someone else might I i H ivv the truth-besides Aunt Lizzie and me and report you 1.1 Preacher Yoder."

Sadie raised her voice, blue eyes glistening. "So ... did s >i i 140 an' tell?"

"Actually, Naomi told me a thing or two. She's decided to m.tkt' a stand for virtue and hopes you'll repent. And mighty i lll( l<>

"Naomi has nothin' on me."

I ,t';ih whispered, "She didn't know you were in the family way r Sadie shooK her head. "Only that I kept seein' Derry after my baptism, is all."

"Even so, I'm as worried for you as Naomi is. Unconfessed .in is treacherous." She remembered the Scripture Jonas had wiiiu-n in his last letter. Beholding as in a gla.s.s the glory of the 11 ml ... If only she could share that just now, but her sister's liciirl was closed up; Leah knew by the hard look of frustration 1 m Siidie's face.

Sadie rose and shoved the hoe deep into the ground. "I ilnn'i care anymore what happens to me." ,

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