A Soldier's Tale Part 1

A Soldier's Tale.

M. K. Joseph.

For Mercy has a human heart, Pity a human face,

And Love, the human form divine,

And Peace, the human dress.

William Blake, Songs of Innocence, 'The Divine Image'

Cruelty has a Human Heart, And Jealousy a Human Face, Terror the Human Form Divine, And Secrecy the Human Dress.

William Blake, Songs of Experience, 'A Divine Image'

Foreword.

This elegant novel is a love story, a war story, a historical fiction, and something more. It is the culmination of M.K. Joseph's exploration of war in poetry and prose, and the most acute and powerful expression of his central themes. The war seems to have awakened his literary creativity, moving him to draft poems in an army-issue exercise book he carried with him in France, the Netherlands and Germany; and then it supplied material for most of his subsequent output. Often the poems, like A Soldier's Tale, depict occupied Europe in quieter moments, the Allied forces stalled and awaiting action or mopping up after it, surrounded by its debris. When I set out to study Joseph's poems, I soon found myself tracing a web of connections between the poetry and fiction, at the centre of which sat the great, grim fact of this conflict.

Joseph (19141981) wrote two novels specifically about World War II-I'll Soldier No More (1958), a straightforward autobiographical chronicle of military life, and A Soldier's Tale (1976)-but the war leaves a residue in all of his work, long after his return to New Zealand, to what he called 'a time of mildness and hope'. His poems of the 1950s and 1960s are often haunted by Hiroshima, and shadowed by the Cold War. These hostilities influence an apocalyptic strain in many of the poems, which emerges again more emphatically in his science fiction novels.

As a highly regarded academic at the University of Auckland, a widely anthologized poet and then a novelist, Joseph contributed substantially to an emerging post-colonial literature, while remaining resolutely opposed to consciously nationalistic writing. Only A Pound of Saffron (1962) is set in New Zealand and includes no depiction of war. In the deeply philosophical science fiction novels The Hole in the Zero (1967) and The Time of Achamoth (1977), he returns again and again to historical and imagined wars, and to the individual human being under acute pressure. The moral sphere is above all Joseph's territory. For the most part he is more concerned with the ethics of individual conduct than with warfare itself-with the way war sharpens dilemmas, intensifies pressures, and magnifies consequences, rather than with its physical or political violence.

As company clerk, Joseph knew very well the ba.n.a.l, bureaucratic side of military service, and the bungling incompetence. Boredom and numbing routine figure large in I'll Soldier No More. Against this backdrop, the characters are tested by personal tensions, emotional and spiritual crises, s.e.x and the black market-much less often by physical danger or hostile action. In The Hole in the Zero, he creates a dystopian cosmos caught up in a Thousand-Year War. Amid a desert full of apocalyptic monsters, he places a little island of absurd order-army stores run like clockwork by obstructive bureaucrats, mounting a futile defence against political and moral chaos.

Joseph was at Oxford when war broke out. He joined the British Army, and, like his narrator in A Soldier's Tale, served as a bombardier artillery clerk with an Air Observation unit. These units 'spotted' targets from the air for subsequent artillery bombardment: '...not far enough back to be disgraceful', says the bombardier-narrator, 'and not far enough forward to be lethal'. In the poem 'Drunken Gunners', we get a graphic take on this role. The spotter-planes have done their work, and their intelligence is being plotted on a map, to direct the heavy artillery at distant, invisible targets. The captain 'sees/ His rule connect two dots a league apart' as though he were a mere spectator, not really responsible for the trajectory of the sh.e.l.ls that 'throws destruction at hypotheses'.

A Soldier's Tale flips the perspective and radically diminishes the scale of 'Drunken Gunners'; hypotheses are displaced by blighted communities, numbers by human beings, leisurely moral reflection by desperate dilemmas. Artillery rumbles intermittently in A Soldier's Tale, reminding us of the huge surrounding violence. The war throws up big questions, but the characters supply the finer shades, conversing or quarrelling about them, deciding between the meagre options, revising judgements and permissions, negotiating an improvised relationship. Their debates are given an edge by their limited understanding of each other's language; Joseph brings a fine ear, honed during his childhood years in France and Belgium, to the bilingual subtleties of their communication.

As always, he displays a humane understanding of the inequities of power, and the way they skew questions of right and wrong, and constrain the options. His personal allegiances are suspended-readers would never guess, for example, his committed Catholicism from the depiction of the church and priest in this story. He does not hand down judgment, but he compels us to confront the issues, partly by having the characters prod at them, partly by eliciting our sympathy for them, and partly by the way the story is delivered.

The bombardier tells us exactly how he constructs the tale, distinguishing the soldier's colloquial first-person narrative, dredged up from memory; the bombardier's guesswork, carefully labelled, which kicks in when the soldier clams up; and the bombardier's commentary, always served up in parentheses. It all seems very transparent, and the narrator scrupulously draws attention to the doubtful reliability of third-hand details needing 'a double decode'-'trying to see through her eyes what I knew only at second-hand through his'. But of course this is the whole book in a nutsh.e.l.l, a story filtered through the original teller, then the bombardier, and finally the invisible author (a few episodes are recognizable from the poems or I'll Soldier No More).

Even though he refuses finally to judge the tale, the bombardier's comments constantly expose his a.s.sumptions, about cla.s.s and motive, for example, alerting us to the conditioned judgement at work in every line and every silence. Thus the layered narrative implicates the reader deeply, challenging us to judge then to question every judgment, while insisting that emotional and moral detachment is finally an impossibility. This rich moral and technical complexity gives A Soldier's Tale a dimension lacking in more routine fictional accounts of war. It allows the story to transcend not only the times it depicts but also the times in which it was written, so that it deserves to be brought back into print to touch and challenge another generation of readers.

The story.

In nineteen-forty-four I was a bombardier artillery clerk with four years' service, and serving in an Air Observation unit. I don't suppose you'll want to hear the technical details: the main thing was that we spotted for the divisional artillery-twenty-five-pounders, mostly-but also did some forward liaison with infantry, mortars, heavy MGs and so forth. Altogether it wasn't a bad way to do a war, not far enough back to be disgraceful and not far enough forward to be lethal.

We worked with the same mob from Normandy right up to Nijmegen, a crowd of Geordies, very clever gunners and very tough foot-sloggers, but as nice a lot of people as you'd meet in a day's stroll. Then we lost them, because they'd been so cut up and patched with young replacements that they had to be taken out for a good rest.

Now there was one lot, and one particular character, that I ran into several times. Every so often I'd go up in the jeep with our captain on a forward liaison, which I didn't enjoy very much because, sober or drunk, he drove like a maniac. Well, there was this corporal, and he had the highest regard for gunners because (as you may imagine) a good battery that can put down supporting fire exactly as and when required-close, but just not too close-is regarded as a very good friend by all poor foot-sloggers. And since we spotted for the guns that made us like long-lost brothers and honoured guests. Also he was a Wess.e.x man, from the other end of the country and not quite at home among the Geordies, so he liked a bit of company to talk to sometimes.

In other ways he was a very hard man. He was big and rather clumsy-looking, with big heavy bones and long flat muscles, and he had a big, expressionless, broken-nosed face. Yet he moved with surprising ease and silence, as well as having a gift for stillness. In civvy street he had been a gamekeeper and perhaps a bit of a poacher too, an orphan brought up strictly by his old granny. In the army this made him a natural for the job of sniper or for patrol leader in the shifting no-man's-land between the armies. He was very good at this, taking out small parties nominally led by some young officer, and bringing in small groups of Jerry prisoners for interrogation as required. But he also liked going out for exercise, alone and without orders, working his way as quietly as a big cat along the deep ditches and thick hedgerows of the Normandy bocage country, to eliminate some unlucky enemy soldier with one of the well-worn knives of which he would always carry two, one at his belt and one in his legging, or with a wire noose. Or so others told me, for he wasn't given to boasting much. His name was Saul Scourby, and he would have been very bad indeed to have as an enemy, but for us he couldn't do too much. As I waited for my captain to come back from his session at the officer's mess (where he was also well taken care of) there would always be a place for me by the cook-house fire and a mug of tea with rum in it and a big plate of stew or bully or whatever happened to be going.

The last time I saw him was across the river from Nijmegen, in the stormy autumn of 1944 after the failure at Arnhem, when the whole Allied drive bogged down for the winter. It was a cold, damp, low-lying place behind the polders, with the violent, brown Rhine pouring past on the other side, quite capable of rising and flooding in the dark wintertime. By the time that actually happened we were both far away, I snowed-in in the Ardennes, he Lord knows where.

The HQ Company had their cook-house in one of those big Dutch barns, well blacked-out with tarpaulins. My captain was having a long session with friends in the mess-I think he knew then that we'd be moving soon-and so we sat on as the night gathered outside with its searchlights. The main cookers were off, and the cooks and the fatigue men were playing a grumbling game of pontoon round the only lantern. There was a Primus going to keep the tea hot for the guard, so Saul Scourby and I sat beside it. When he got to telling me about this French girl he'd known in Normandy it was just for something to talk about, for no particular reason, just to pa.s.s the time. But it took possession of my mind in a strange way, and I've thought about it so often that now, nearly thirty years later, it's hard to separate what he told me from what I imagined out of it, what I divined, what I added of my own.

I've tried to tell it as he told it, though I know how difficult this is-you can't try to reproduce an English lower-cla.s.s accent without seeming to patronize it. Look at Kipling, for example, though he gets away with it because he loved people and because time (as Auden says) pardons those who write well. One thing I've done is to patch in various pieces here and there, like the woman's bits of stories recalling the France of the Third Republic, which I'd known and he hadn't; but in the main I've tried to write the book he might have written, if he could. Only he couldn't, not because he was stupid or illiterate-for example, he knew his Bible better than most of us, which his granny used to read to him when he was a kid-but because he was a modest man, too modest to be a writer.

So, although it's not strictly realistic, you must try to imagine him telling this story, squatting on a ration-box, staring with his cold eyes over the rim of his mug into the thin, blue flame, seeing in it the pictures he was describing to me.

Did I tell you, Bom (he said), did I tell you about this bit of stuff I had in Normandy? Did I? Shall I fill your mug up? Right. Well, she was a lady, and a tart with it. A regular Jezebel, like Jezebel the wife of Ahab.

It was when we was near this village south of Bayeux. Pulled back in support, we was, and having a bit of a rest. A lot of the local people had gone and what was there stuck pretty close to their cellars, because we wasn't too far from the line. Quiet, it was, except for a battery of mediums not far off, that shook the place up sometimes.

So there was the village one way and the other was a sort of monastery place, and in between we was dug in on some old Jerry positions, pretty cushy, really. There was fields around and a side road and some farmhouses.

So in the evening I says to Charlie, my offsider, I says, Charlie, I says, let's take a butcher's up that road.

What for? he says.

Oh, just for a walk, I says. Maybe there's some loot up there, or even a nice bit of crumpet.

That'd be all right, says Charlie, but he didn't sound as if he meant it. He was rather small and quiet, and I don't think he'd ever had a woman. And anyhow I was only teasing him.

So we walked a piece down a side road and we come over a bit of a hill. The other side there was a dip and a sort of open place and a cottage with a garden. We was looking down on it, pretty much hidden behind a hedge, and we could see one side of the cottage with some vegetables growing and a little shed.

Doesn't look like much, I says, and I was wondering whether to turn it in when the door opened just a crack so that someone could look out. Then it opened wider and out come a girl with long red hair and she stood on the back step looking about and listening for trouble. And well she might because you didn't know who might be around-French or Yanks or us or German stragglers.

When she'd had a good look and decided it was all clear, she came right out. She was carrying a wooden bucket which she took to a sort of iron stand-pump in a corner of the garden and began to pump water into it.

Come on, Charlie, I says, let's see if we can chat her up.

So we walked down the hill very quiet like along the road that was thick with dust and soft underfoot. We could hear the pump going swish-clunk, swish-clunk for a while, then it started again, swish-clunk, swish-clunk, like she was drawing another bucketful.

Presently it stopped again just as we come up to a little wicket gate.

Hullo, I says, hullo Mamzelle. Parlay voo onglay?

She was just going back to the house with the bucket, and as she spun round she dropped it and it sprayed water all over the path. Her hand went up to her mouth and she stood there all white in the face under that marvellous red hair-real copper, it was, like copper beeches, like you don't often see.

She was so dumbstruck to find me there behind her-I'd come up very quiet, see?-that when she started to run it was too late. I'd slipped in the gate and up the path and was between her and the cottage.

Then she says, Ingleesh? and it sounded silly because she must have known the uniforms.

Yes, I says, now don't be frightened, I says, because we won't hurt you, comprenay? Not, hurt, you. Just want a drink of water and a bit of a chat.

That seemed to relax her a little, but she was still wild and wary. Charlie come up the path behind me, looking unhappy and lost, and I think that settled her some more because he wasn't really terrifying, was Charlie. Anyhow, she stepped back on to the strip of gra.s.s so that I wouldn't be too close as I pa.s.sed her, but at least she didn't try to run for the cottage.

When I'd drawn another bucket of water, she handed me an old aluminium mug and I dipped it in and drank. The water was cool and sweet, like water is from a good well. She was watching me all the time, still ready to run, and I watched her over the cup.

(And as he told me this he sipped his tea and rum, staring over the rim of that cup into the thin, blue flame of the Primus.) Big brown eyes she had, with very clear whites, and she stared at me steady-like, turning to face me still as I carried another mugful of water to Charlie.

That's good water, I says. Clean. Sweet.

Yes, it is good, she says. It is from the ground, natural.

I know, I says. I live in the country, like this here.

I live in the city, she says, in Rouen. I come here to keep away from the bombs.

I don't blame you, I says, bombing is bad. And you're safe here now. We won't hurt you. We're your friends.

I know, she says, but men are men. But you are welcome for the water.

I could see she wanted us to go, but then she says, Is it to stay this time? Will the Germans come back?

All the French were like that. They couldn't believe that we was there to stay. They had a sort of feeling, a lot of them, that the Germans couldn't really be beaten. Supermen. Well, we showed 'em, didn't we?

Not on your nelly, I says. We're here to stay. You'll never see them Huns here again.

I picked up the full bucket and carried it over to the step and put it down. Aren't you going to ask us in for a bit? I says.

And I think she was just going to say No. Please, she says. But she's looking over my shoulder and her face has gone white again, dead white. You've heard it said, white as a sheet? Well, that's how she was, really, as white as bed-linen. So I turns quick and brings my sten round to the ready, because although I knows that Charlie's there, I don't like anything happening behind me I don't know about.

All it is is three Frenchmen standing there in a little row by the garden-wicket, staring at us.

They're all right, I says. They're your people.

No, she says in a low voice. I know those men. They are here to kill me.

What for? I says.

They say-they think I am too friendly with Germans, she says.

Well, were you? I says.

She shrugged up her shoulders and two patches of colour come back like flushes into her cheeks. She bit her lip. Then she says, Perhaps I am foolish. I had to live. But they will kill me.

We'll soon see about that, I says. Just watch my rear, Charlie. And I walked back down the path to the wicket and the three Frenchmen standing there. They all had black berets and baggy old clothes, and they wore those red, white and blue Resistance armbands and they carried old Lee Enfield rifles and ammo in bandoliers. A proper Fred Karno's army they looked, standing there.

What, I says, are you doing here?

Now there were three of them, like I said, but they were all different. One was just a kid, with black hair and bright blue eyes. One was big and strong and stupid-looking. And one was thin and grey with stubbly grey hair and a few days' growth of greyish beard and very pale eyes. He looked old and fierce like an old wolf. He was the one that spoke, quite well but with a very strong accent.

Monsieur, he says, we are come to arrest that woman.

Are you police? I says.

We are of the Resistance, he says, proud-like.

What's she done? I says.

Then the kid says something and they all gabbled away very angry till the old one told them to shut up. Then he says, Monsieur le Caporal, we have no quarrel with you, you are our friends and allies. That woman is an enemy to France.

She's French, isn't she? I says.

He makes a noise like an angry dog. She is traitor, he says, collabo, friend of Germans. Putain. Sleep with German officers.

The big simple one gives a silly laugh and makes the finger sign. The old one snarls at him again.

She goes with Germans, he says, and she is traitor. Informer. She betrays Resistance men to the Gestapo.

And what will you do, I says, when you've arrested her?

The old man said nothing to me, but the kid must have asked him what the question was, because when the old man told him the kid pointed his rifle and said, Boom boom, and the old man nodded.

I turned and called out to her, You hear what they said about you? Is it true?

She hangs down her head and says something in a low voice.

Speak up, I says, I can't hear you.

Not true, she says.

Then I begin to get an idea. Wait here, I says to them. I'm going to talk to her, and you shan't take her until I tell you.

Then they started all shouting together but I ignored them and walked off up the path.

Charlie is waiting like the patient little bloke he is, and I says to him, I'm sorry, Charlie, I says, but I might just stay on here for a day or two. Would you mind very much waiting a little while and maybe doing a message for me? You don't need to worry about that rubbish, I says, looking at the three of them jabbering away at the gate.

That's all right, Corp, he says-and I think he looked a bit relieved-I'll just hang on here and have a smoke. You take your time and let me know what wants doing.

(Saul told me all this part of the story without any indication of how he thought or guessed or felt. Of course, simple people don't a.n.a.lyse their emotions. At best they give a token indication, like: Proper wild I was; or, I was scared, I can tell you; or, I rather fancied her. But for the most part they retell acts and speeches-I says this, I done this-in a compulsive recall and very often in a historic present tense, as if what memory holds is still happening now. They are not recalling but describing what is still present to them. It was all of this, an experience he had relived a hundred times, in speech and act. The emotions of it were just as real to him, and that was why he couldn't describe them, for we can identify feelings and dissect motives only once they are pa.s.sed. And then, at that particular time, there was something more. At least, that's how I see it-that he was quite tentative and uncommitted, at that stage. He saw her as an available woman who might find it difficult to refuse him. He also saw her as a victim threatened by the three Resistance avengers, whom he disliked both as clumsy amateurs and as silly foreigners. Mainly it was his hunter's instinct that was aroused, sensing prey and enemies, enjoying his own stealthy vigour, willing to follow a trail alertly, inscrutably, and see where it led.) Go inside, I says to her, I want to talk to you.