My Secret Lovelife 118 Flaw

Online a.s.signments, Term papers, Quiz and again a.s.signments. Hardly I get a rest ever since this new semester began. Sky was busy with his work and had less time to contact me. But he found time to chat with me atleast for 5 minutes per day. And if I call him he would transform himself into a chatterbox. But I like him this way. Not like before he would say "Ok Bye".Atleast 30 minutes to 1 hour chat we would have. He is so cute that sometimes I feel to pat his head and hug him but it's the main problem. My feelings for him and his feelings for me are completely different. He views me as his friend and I view him as my love.

One Thursday as I had gone to college while climbing downstairs I was so mesmerized looking at him climbing upstairs I skipped a step and DANG! It was so embarra.s.sing that I can't even express it in words. I don't know from where he suddenly appeared in front of me in a flash and caught me. First of all the poise was already embarra.s.sing enough but then the feeling that his chest was pressed against mine made me all go thump thump! My heart was beating extremely fast.I felt double heartbeats too. But I being a bit more shameless creature even wanted to hug him in that situation. Yet I didn't. There was a Single flaw-He is unaware of my feelings towards him.

I thanked him hurriedly. And adjusted myself.

"Why are you in a daze so early in the morning? "

"Sorry Sky, I am not in my right mind today. Excuse me I need to go the washroom. "

I coldly went to the washroom, washing my face vigorously to calm down myself. But why my heart is beating so fast still now? But weaker than before, that time maybe I felt another one. Yet I'm so silly. He just considers me as his friend nothing more? Why do I feel so aggravated!

Meantime Lacy entered the washroom.

"Sonnet why are you rubbing your face so hard? Are you out of your mind! I heard from Sky that you were in daze early in the morning and you were almost getting into another accident? "

I closed the tap and focussed on Lacy. I thought, if he could tell her so casually that means he wasn't affected at all.

"Hey Sonnet what were you thinking? Sky sent me to check on you. Are you still a kid ! You need to learn to take care of yourself. You don't know how much I worry about you. Both you and Henry are the same. Always hiding your sorrows and problems. What am I going to do with you? "

I immediately hugged Lacy. Her worrisome face calmed. I spoke, "Sorry Lacy, I will take care of myself. You don't have to worry too much about me. You only take care of your boyfriend. "

"Silly, you are my bestie. And I will care about you too. The only thing I hate is that people hiding things from me. Don't be in daze. It's already early morning. Let's go to our cla.s.sroom. "

I calmed down and smiled forgetting how to face him, "Let's go. ".