My Secret Lovelife 18 Just A Realisation

Today I had a strange experience on my way to college. With old strength and enthusiasm into the depths of the ocean of my memory after so many days in college, I found many people eager to ship me with others boys of my college. Recently, I have found myself into the talks of relationships which I wanted to avoid the most. Today Stephen was sitting beside me in the train when Allen took a snap of mine and his eager to ship and named us "# potatoes forever".

I mean : What the heck! I really hate getting myself involved into such troubles. Specially troublesome relationship. Infact they were teasing me with such talks which bothered me a lot...

I exchanged my seat with Allen and sat beside Lacy. Not only today. For many days I have been noticing that people are asking if I have any bf or not.

Oh! Just come on. Please don't waste time asking me such stupid questions already..

I was finally relieved when I reached college. Lacy was extremely ill. She caught cold...

Our First cla.s.s was Mathematics-My favorite cla.s.s. Followed by Basic electrical cla.s.ses. I just caught my head when I couldn't understand what he tried to teach today. Ugh! terrible feeling. When you are all ears yet you couldn't understand a thing. Lacy's health detoriated further because of his way of making us understand the complexity of switches..

Then Physics cla.s.s, I was all ears by that time Lacy caught fever.

Her health was so much disturbed that she could hardly write a thing.

I told her , " Take a rest for the time being don't write anything. I will write it for you"

She was so sick that she couldn't even speak clearly.

Finally, the break time arrived Lacy lost interest in having food. I urged her to have some amount. Then she finally ate.

After that the most regretted cla.s.s- The cla.s.s where I need to stay with Sky.. and Haruto of course.

But to my surprise, it was fun to have him around. He knows quite well to pull pranks and annoy people. But not the way that would harm people.

He was actually acting out like our electrical professor and I acted out like Physics professor when we had completed our writing.

I found another side of him- a funny side which makes people laugh. I wonder if there are any sorrow in his life which he couldn't share. Because most of the time I realise that I speak out to him about me. About what happened at the station, at home. But I hardly hear anything from him. Although sometimes he speaks about him. But that too a very rare one. I realized that he was not eating anything during his lunch time.

Before I would scold him to have his tiffin or tell him to have my tiffin. Out of that fear of having mine and spread of some rumours he would go to canteen and have his fill.I knew him very well so I excused regarding giving my tiffin to him. But now I don't know why he is irregular with his health. It really concerns me more than keeping any relationship with him.

It's just a realisation..

But I have no intention of moving forward with it..