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It was about nine o'clock in the evening of this same day, that Mr.
Cartwright was seen approaching across the lawn towards the drawing-room windows,--and that not only by Judy, but by the whole family, who were a.s.sembled there and preparing to take their tea. His daughter Henrietta was on his arm; yet still she rather followed than walked with him, so evidently did she hang back, while he as evidently endeavoured to quicken his pace and draw her forward.
The eyes of the whole party were attracted to the windows. Mrs. Mowbray and f.a.n.n.y, approaching different sashes, each stepped out to welcome them; while Miss Torrington and Helen were content to watch the meeting from their places on a sofa.
"Did you ever see a man drive a pig to market, Helen?" said Rosalind.
"In my country they do it so much more cleverly! for look you, if that man were half as clever as he thinks himself, he would just go behind the young lady and pull her backwards."
"I am not quite sure that the scheme would answer in this case," replied Helen. "Look at the expression of her face, and I think you will perceive that nothing but a very straightforward pull could induce her to approach at all."
"Perhaps she is disgusted at her odious father's presumption and forwardness?" cried Rosalind, starting up. "If that be so, I will patronise her.--Poor thing! look at her eyes; I am positive she has been weeping."
With this impression, Miss Torrington stepped forward, and, as the party entered, greeted the young lady very kindly: though she hardly appeared to perceive that her father entered with her.
She received in return a look which, with all her acuteness, she found it extremely difficult to interpret. There was a strong and obvious expression of surprise in it; and then, in the faint attempt at a smile about the corners of the mouth,--which attempt, however, was finally abortive,--Rosalind fancied that she traced a movement of grat.i.tude, though not of pleasure; but over every feature a settled gloom seemed to hang, like a dark veil, obscuring, though not quite hiding every emotion.
The difficulty of understanding why and wherefore she looked as she did, was quite enough, with such a disposition as Rosalind's, to make her an object of interest; and therefore, when Mrs. Mowbray made her the speech that she was expressly brought to hear, expressive of hope that she would have the great kindness to console that part of her family who were to remain at home by affording them the pleasure of her company, Rosalind relieved her from the immediate necessity of replying, by saying gaily,
"She will and she must, Mrs. Mowbray, for we will take her prisoner; but I will promise, as far as I am concerned, that her durance shall be as gentle as possible."
It was now the vicar's turn to look astonished, which he certainly did in no small degree, and ran some risk of destroying the favourable impression which his daughter's look of misery had created, by saying, in the sweet tone that Miss Torrington relished so little,
"Henrietta, my love--I trust you will be sensible of, and grateful for, the amiable and condescending kindness of this young lady."
What the gloomy Henrietta answered, Rosalind did not stay to hear; for by a movement of that impatience with which she always listened to all that Mr. Cartwright spoke, she turned from him and walked out of the window. She only stayed, however, long enough to gather a bunch of geranium blossoms, which she put into the hand of Henrietta as she placed herself beside her on re-entering.
"Are they not superb, Miss Cartwright?"
Miss Cartwright again answered by a look which once more set all Rosalind's ingenuity at defiance. It now spoke awakened interest, and an almost eager desire to look at and listen to her; but the heavy gloom remained, while her almost total silence gave her an appearance of reserve greatly at variance with the expression which, for a moment at least, she had read in her eyes.
Helen was now, in full a.s.sembly, informed for the first time that she was to attend her mother to town. Had this been told her, as every thing was wont to be, in the dear seclusion of her mother's dressing-room, she would have hailed the news with joy and grat.i.tude, and believed that it predicted a return of all the happiness she had lost: but now the effect was wholly different; and though she mastered herself sufficiently to send back the tears before they reached her eyes, and to declare, in the gentle voice of genuine unaffected obedience, that she should be delighted if she could be useful to her, the manner of the communication sank deeply and painfully into her heart.
An answer having arrived by return of post from Stephen Corbold, Esq., solicitor, stating that commodious apartments were secured in Wimpole-street, and himself ready, body and spirit, to do the lady's bidding, Mrs. Mowbray fixed on the following day for her journey. Miss Cartwright gave one mutter beyond a tacit consent to remain at the Park during her absence, and the party separated; f.a.n.n.y however declaring, as she wrapped a shawl of her mother's about her head, that she must enjoy the delicious moonlight by accompanying the vicar and his daughter as far as the Park gates.
"And return alone, f.a.n.n.y?" said her mother.
"Why not, dear lady?" replied Mr. Cartwright. "Her eye will not be raised to the lamp of night without her heart's rising also in a hymn to her Lord and Saviour; and I am willing to believe that her remaining for a few moments beside her pastor and her friend, while under its soft influence, will not be likely to make her thoughts wander in a wrong direction."
"Oh no, Mr. Cartwright," replied the mother; "I am sure, if you think it right, she shall go."
At this moment Miss Torrington was giving a farewell shake of the hand to Henrietta when, instead of receiving from her an answering "Good night!" something very like a groan smote her ear.
"How very strange!" she exclaimed aloud, after a silence that lasted till the vicar, with f.a.n.n.y leaning on his arm, and his sulky daughter following, had half traversed the lawn towards the gate that opened upon the drive.
"What is strange, Miss Torrington?" said Mrs. Mowbray.
"Almost every thing I see and hear, ma'am," replied the young lady.
"At what hour are we to set off to-morrow, mamma?" inquired Helen.
"At ten o'clock, my dear. You had better give your orders to Curtis to-night, Helen, as to what she is to put up for you. I hope we shall not be obliged to remain in town above two or three days."
"If you have any thing to do in your room to-night, Helen, it is time to betake yourself to it," observed Rosalind; "for," looking at her watch, "it is very near midnight, though Miss f.a.n.n.y Mowbray is walking in the Park.--Good night, Mrs. Mowbray." But Mrs. Mowbray did not appear to hear her.
"Good night, mamma," said Helen, approaching to kiss her.
She received a very cold salute upon her forehead, and a "Good night, Helen," in a tone that answered to it.
Rosalind took the arm of her friend within hers as they left the room together, and a silent pressure spoke her sympathy; but neither of them uttered a word that night, either concerning Mr. Cartwright's increasing influence, or Mrs. Mowbray's continued coldness to Helen. They both of them felt more than they wished to speak.
The following morning brought Mr. Cartwright and his daughter again to the Park a few minutes before the post-horses arrived for Mrs. Mowbray's carriage, and in a few minutes more every thing was ready for the departure of the travellers. Helen gave a farewell embrace to f.a.n.n.y and Rosalind; while the attentive vicar stepped into the carriage before Mrs. Mowbray entered it, to see that as many windows were up and as many windows down as she wished, and likewise for the purpose of placing a small volume in the side pocket next the place she was to occupy. He then returned to her side, and as he handed her in, whispered, while he pressed her hand,
"Do not fatigue yourself with talking, my dear friend: it is a great while since you have taken a journey even so long as this. In the pocket next you I have placed a little volume that I wish--oh, how ardently!--that you would read with attention. Will you promise me this?"
"I will," replied Mrs. Mowbray, deeply affected by his earnestness--"G.o.d bless you!"
"The Lord watch over you!" responded Mr. Cartwright with a sigh. He then retreated a step, and Helen sprang hastily into the carriage without a.s.sistance; the door was closed, and before the equipage reached the lodges Mrs. Mowbray had plunged into a disquisition on regeneration and faith--the glory of the new birth--and the a.s.sured d.a.m.nation of all who cannot, or do not, attain thereto.
Meanwhile the party left under the shade of the portico looked at each other as if to inquire what they were to do next. On all occasions of morning departure there is generally a certain degree of _desoeuvrement_ left with those who remain behind. In general, however, this is soon got over, except by a desperate idler or a very mournful residuary guest; but on the present occasion the usual occupations of the parties were put completely out of joint, and Rosalind, at least, was exceedingly well disposed to exclaim--
----"Accursed spite, That ever I was born to set it right!"
She remained stationary for a few minutes, hoping and expecting that the reverend gentleman would depart: but as this did not happen, she quietly re-entered the house and retired to her own dressing-room.
f.a.n.n.y then made a motion to enter also, but took very hospitable care that it should include both her companions. Mr. Cartwright spoke not of going--he even led the way to the library himself, and having closed the door and put down the ever-open sash windows, he turned to f.a.n.n.y, and, with a smile that might have accompanied a proposal to sing or dance, said,
"My dear Miss f.a.n.n.y! does not your heart feel full of kind and tender wishes for the safety of your beloved mother during her absence from you?"
"It does indeed!" said f.a.n.n.y, shaking back her chesnut ringlets.
"Then should we not," rejoined the vicar, a.s.sisting her action by gently putting back her redundant curls with his own hand,--"should we not, my dear child, implore a blessing upon her from the only source from whence it can come!"
"Oh yes," replied f.a.n.n.y, with affectionate earnestness, but by no means understanding his immediate purpose,--"Oh yes, Mr. Cartwright; I am sure I never pray so heartily as when praying for mamma."
"Then let us kneel," said he, placing a chair before her, and kneeling down himself at the one that was next to it. f.a.n.n.y instantly obeyed, covering her face with her hands, while her young heart beat with a timid and most truly pious feeling of fear lest the act was not performed with suitable deference; for hitherto her private devotions had been performed in strict obedience to the solemn and explicit words of Scripture--"_When thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly._"
But though conscious that the mode of prayer in which she was now so unexpectedly invited to join was very unlike what she was used to, her unbounded love and admiration for Mr. Cartwright rendered it absolutely impossible for her to conceive it wrong, and she prepared herself to pray with all the fervour of her young and ardent spirit.
There was a moment's pause, during which a look was exchanged between the father and daughter unseen by f.a.n.n.y; but had it met her eye, it would only have appeared to her as a mystery that she was incapable of comprehending. Had Rosalind caught a sight of it, she might perhaps have fancied that the glance of the father spoke command, accompanied by direful threatenings, while that of his daughter betrayed disgust and bitterest contempt mingled with fear.
Mr. Cartwright began, almost in a whisper, to utter his extemporary prayer. It first invoked a blessing on _the little knot of united hearts_ that now offered their homage, and then proceeded to ask, in flowing periods, for exemption from all dangers likely to beset travellers by land for "our beloved sister who is this day gone forth."
In a tone somewhat more loud he went on to implore especial grace for the not yet awakened soul of the child she led with her; and then, his rich and powerful voice resounding through the room, his eyes raised to the ceiling, and his clasped and extended hands stretched out before him, he burst into an ecstasy of enthusiastic rantings, in which he besought blessings on the head of f.a.n.n.y.
It is impossible to repeat such language as Mr. Cartwright and those who resemble him think fit to use in their extemporary devotions, without offending against that sensitive horror of profanation which happily still continues to be one of the strongest feelings in the minds of Christians not converted--_i. e._ perverted from the solemn reverence our church enjoins in the utterance of every word by which we venture to approach the Deity. To such, the unweighed flippant use of those momentous words "LET US PRAY," followed as they often are, by turgid rantings, and familiar appeals to the most High G.o.d, in volumes of rapid, careless wordiness, is perhaps the most offensive outrage to which their religions feelings can be exposed. One might be almost tempted to believe that the sectarians who, rejecting the authorized forms in which the bishops and fathers of our church have cautiously, reverently, and succinctly rehea.r.s.ed the pet.i.tions which the Scriptures permit man to offer to his Creator;--one might, I say, almost be tempted to believe that these men have so misunderstood the Word of G.o.d, as to read:--USE _vain repet.i.tions as the Heathen do, for they_ SHALL BE _heard for their much speaking_. But this "much speaking," with all its irreverent accompaniments of familiar phraseology, is an abomination to those who have preserved their right to sit within the sacred pale of our established church; and as it is among such that I wish to find my readers, I will avoid, as much as possible, offending them by unnecessary repet.i.tions of Mr. Cartwright's rhapsodies, preserving only so much of their substance as may be necessary to the making his character fully understood.
While imploring Heaven to soften the heart of poor f.a.n.n.y, who knelt weeping beside him like a Niobe, he rehea.r.s.ed her talents and good qualities, earnestly praying that they might not be turned by the Prince of Darkness into a snare.
"Let not her gift--her shining gift of poesy, lead her, as it has so often done others, to the deepest pit of h.e.l.l! Let not the gentle and warm affections of her heart cling to those that shall carry her soul, with their own, down to the worm that dieth not, and to the fire that cannot be quenched! Rather, fix thou her love upon those who will seek it in thy holy name. May she know to distinguish between the true and the false, the holy and the unholy!"