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It is not wholly ign.o.ble, the marriage market. To understand the game of life is to be prepared, and women like Doris Fletcher were not entirely self-seeking when they presented their best to what they believed should be the best. Nancy was worthy, as Martin often said, to carry on the truest American tradition of womanhood, so it became a reverent concern to help this matter personally, and nationally, on its course.
Young men swarmed about Nancy because, as Mrs. Tweksbury truly said, the _ideal_ was in their hearts and they were stirred by it.
And Nancy was radiant and lovely. She blossomed and throbbed--she was happy and appreciative. She was charming to everyone, but ran to Cameron for safety and kept her sweet eyes on Raymond.
So secretly did she do this that no one but Cameron suspected it. The perfectly serene atmosphere that surrounded him and Nancy permitted him to understand the state of affairs.
When a girl uses a man as a buffer between her and others he does not confuse things.
For a short time Cameron debated as to which particular man Nancy wanted him to save her for while he was preserving her from the ma.s.s. It did not take him long to decide. He grinned at the truth when it struck him.
He was surprised, as men usually are, at a woman's choice of males.
Cameron liked Raymond; thought him a good sort, but herd-bound.
"But Nancy's got the brand mark, too," he reflected. "They're both headed in the same direction, only Raymond doesn't know it--a woman always finds things out first, and it's up to me, I guess, to la.s.so Raymond for her."
So Cameron took up the "big brother" burden and steered the unsuspecting Raymond to his fate.
Cameron did this in a masterly way. He blinded everyone except Nancy.
Doris sighed with content, and Martin lifted his eyes in praise and grat.i.tude. Mrs. Tweksbury, like a war-horse smelling powder, saw danger to her plans and quickened Raymond to what was going on.
At first Raymond was relieved--he wished Cameron good luck. Having done that, he began to wonder if he really did?
There was something unutterably sweet about Nancy: she was so purely the kind of woman that made life a success. Why should he play straight into Cameron's hand? If Nancy really preferred Cameron, why, then--but did she?
This was interesting. He took to watching; presently he concluded that Cameron was a conceited a.s.s.
After a short time Raymond began to feel the pressure of Nancy's little body in his arms--when their dance was over. He began to resent other arms about her. Her eyes were lovely--so blue and sympathetic. She never set a man guessing. Raymond had had enough of guessing!
About that time Mrs. Tweksbury added an urge to her heart's desire that she little suspected.
"Ken," she remarked one morning, "I dropped into the Brier Tea Room yesterday." It was the _brier_ that signified the meaning of the place to the old lady.
"Do you remember?"
Raymond nodded. Did he _not_ remember!
"The place is quite ordinary now--but the food is still superior. Miss Gordon has come to her senses."
"Has she?" Raymond asked, lamely.
"Yes. And that girl--do you remember her, Ken?"
Raymond nodded again.
"Just as one might expect," Mrs. Tweksbury rattled on, keeping to her one-tracked idea of things, "the minx ran off with a man, never considering Miss Gordon at all."
"I doubt if Miss Gordon could see any one's side but her own," ventured Raymond.
"Ken, that's unjust. The girl was a little fraud, and I think Miss Gordon is heartily ashamed of herself for having resorted to such cheap methods to get trade. She has young Scotch girls helping her now. No more tricks, says Miss Gordon."
There was a pause.
"I thought for a time, Ken, that that girl was one of our kind--risking far too much. I'm not usually mistaken in blood, but--the creature was a good counterfeit; I'm glad she's gone. Say what you will, we older women know the young man needs protection as well as the young women."
"Oh! Aunt Emily, cut it out!"
Raymond got up and stalked about. This added to Mrs. Tweksbury's uneasiness.
For days after that talk Raymond had his uncomfortable hours. He wished he knew about the girl of the tea room. It was "the girl" now. If she were only unscathed the future would be safer for everyone.
But how could he--Raymond was getting into the meshes--how could he run to safety and happiness and forget, if he had really harmed, in any way, a girl who might have cared? The difference between playing with fire and being burned by fire was clear now.
Had that hour, when the beast in him rampaged, killed forever the ideal she had had? Was she saved by his madness? Or had she been driven on the rocks? If he only knew!
Raymond still had moments when he believed that the girl would materialize in his own safeguarded world. He had seen a resemblance now and then that turned him cold, but when all was said and done there was no reason, no unforgivable reason, for him to exile himself from life.
And when he was in this state of mind, Cameron was like vinegar on a raw wound to him. Cameron's joyousness, born of indifference, pa.s.sed for a.s.surance based, as Raymond believed, on his asinine conceit.
"He takes Nancy for granted," Raymond grumbled, "and he need not be too sure--why, only last night----"
Then Raymond recalled the look in Nancy's eyes.
As a matter of fact, while Raymond was no better nor worse than the average young man visiting the marriage market, Nancy had selected him for worship and glorification. He loomed high and then, suddenly, he loomed alone!
There is that in woman which selects for its own. It is not merely the instinct of mating, it is choice, in the main, and makes either for success or failure--but it always has its compensations in that vague, groping sense that calls for its own. The world may look on wondering or dismayed, but the woman, under the crude exterior, clings to the ideal she sought.
With Nancy and Raymond conditions favoured the moment. Nancy had a wide choice and she was radiantly happy. Doris saw to it that the girl should see and hear the best of everything and be free to live her days unfettered.
Raymond had inherited the purest desires for family and home--he had never seen them gratified in his parents' life, so they still lay dormant in his heart. Nancy presently awakened them and Cameron's mistaken att.i.tude drove them into action.
Raymond counted Nancy's charms. Her devotion to her aunt, her unselfish service while her twin sister followed her own devices, Doctor Martin's very p.r.o.nounced admiration, and Mrs. Tweksbury's ardent affection all carried him along like favouring winds. And presently the constant appearance of Cameron with Nancy lashed Raymond to the amazing conviction that he was in love!
He grew pale and abstracted; the revealment was pouring like light and sun into the depths of his nature. He wished that he was a better man; he thanked whatever G.o.d he reverenced that he was not a worse one. He recalled the one foolish episode of his youth with contempt for his weakness and grat.i.tude for the escape--not only for himself but for the unknown girl.
As a proof of the sincerity of his present change of heart he wished above everything that he might find the girl and confess to her, for he felt, beyond doubt, that it would give her joy.
He believed this, not because he wanted to believe it, but because he felt the truth of it, and presently it gave him courage.
But there was Cameron!
Finally Raymond discovered that his business was suffering. He grew indifferent to the exact hour of leaving his office; took no pride in his well-regulated habits. He began to dislike Cameron and he dreamed of Nancy. Day and night he saw her as the safe and sweet solution of all that was best in him. She held sacred what his inheritance reverenced; she was human and divine; she was his salvation--or Cameron's.
At this point Mrs. Tweksbury gave him an unlooked-for stab.
"Well!" she remarked with a groan--she never sighed, "I guess Clive Cameron has got in at the death!"
She looked gruesome and defeated. Raymond grew hot and cold.