The Secret Pilgrim Part 22

"Not a finger. Not a mini-digit."

"You all sit together?"

"In a big room and I'm the t.i.tular head of it. Very t.i.t-ular indeed."

"And I've had it said to me he's something of a misogynist," I said, fishing.

Gorst gave a shrill laugh. "Cyril? A misogynist? b.o.l.l.o.c.ks. He just hates the girls. Won't speak to them, not apart from good morning. Won't come to the pre-Christmas party if he can help it, in case he has to kiss them under the mistletoe."

He recrossed his legs, indicating that he had decided to make a statement. "Cyril Arthur Frewin-Saint Cyril-is a highly reliable, eminently conscientious, totally bald, incredibly boring clerk of the old school. Saint Cyril, though punctilious to a fault, has in my view reached his natural promotion ceiling in his line of country or profession. Saint Cyril is set in his ways. Saint Cyril does what he does, one hundred percent. Amen."

"Politics?"

"Not in my house, thank you."

"And he's not workshy?"

"Did I say he was, squire?"

"No, to the contrary, I was quoting from the file. If there's extra work to be done, Cyril will always roll his sleeves up, stay on in the lunch hour, the evenings and so forth. That's still the case, is it? No slackening off of his enthusiasm?"

"Our Cyril is ready to oblige at all hours, to the pleasure of those who have families, wives or a nice piece of Significant Other to return to. He'll do the early mornings, he'll do lunch hours, he'll do evening watch, except for opera nights, of course. Cyril never counts the cost. Latterly, I will admit, he has been slightly less inclined to martyr himself, but that is no doubt a purely temporary, suspension of service. Our Cyril does have his little moods. Who does not, your eminence?"

"So recently a slackening off, you would say?"

"Not of his work, never. Cyril is your total workslave, always has been. Merely of his willingness to be put upon by his more human colleagues. Come five-thirty these days, Saint Cyril packs up his desk and goes home with the rest of us. He does not, for instance, offer to replace the late shift and remain solo incommunicado till nine o'clock and lock up, which was what he used to do."

"You can't put a date to that change of habit, can you?"

I enquired as boringly as I could manage, turning dutifully to a fresh page of my notebook.

Curiously enough, Gorst could. He pursed his lips. He frowned. He raised his girlish eyebrows and pressed his chins into his grimy shirt collar. He made a vast show of ruminating. And he finally remembered. "The last time Cyril Frewin did young Burton's evening watch was Midsummer's Day. I keep a log, you see. Security. I also have quite an impressive memory, which I don't always care to reveal."

I was secretly impressed, but not by Gorst. Three days after Modrian left London for Moscow, Cyril Frewin had ceased to work late, I was thinking. I had other questions that were clamouring to be asked. Did the Tank boast electronic typewriters? Did the cypher clerks have access to them? Did Gorst? But I was afraid of arousing his suspicions.

"You mentioned his love of opera," I said. "Could you tell me a little more about that?"

"No I could not, since we do not get blow-by-blow accounts, and we do not ask for them. However, he does come in wearing a pressed dark suit on his opera days, if he doesn't bring his dinner jacket in a suitcase, and he does impart what I would refer to as a state of high if controlled excitement somewhat similar to other forms of antic.i.p.ation, which I will not mention."

"But he has a regular seat, for instance? A subscription seat? It's only for the record. As you say, he's a bit short of relaxing pastimes otherwise."

"As I think I told you, squire, alas, me and opera were not made for each other. Put down 'opera buff' on his form and you're covered for your relaxing pastime is my advice."

"Thank you. I will."

I turned another page. "And really no enemies that you can think of?" I said, my pencil hovering over my notebook.

Gorst became serious. The beer was wearing off. "Cyril is laughed at, Captain, I'll admit. But he takes it in good part. Cyril is not disliked."

"No one who would speak ill of him, for instance?"

"I can think of no single reason whatever why anyone should speak ill of Cyril Arthur Frewin. The British civil servant, he may be sullen but he's not malicious. Cyril does his duty, as we all do. We're a happy ship. I wouldn't mind if you put that down, too."

"I gather he went to Salzburg for Christmas this year. And previous years too, is that right?"

"That is correct. Cyril always takes his leave at Christmas. He goes to Salzburg, he hears the music. It's the one point on which he will make no concession to the rest of the Tank. There's some of the young ones try to complain about it, but I won't let them. 'Cyril makes it up to you in other ways,' I tell them. 'Cyril's got his seniority, he loves his trip to Salzburg for the music, he has his little ways, and that's how it's going to stay."

"Does he leave a holiday address behind when he goes?"

Gorst didn't know, but at my request he telephoned his personnel department and obtained it. The same hotel, the last four years running. He's been keeping company with Modrian for four years too, I thought, remembering the letter. Four years of Salzburg, four years of Modrian, ending in a highly solitary life.

"Does he take a friend, would you know?"

"Cyril never had a friend in his life, skipper." Gorst yawned. "Not one he'd take on holiday, that's for sure. Shall we do a lunch next time? They tell me you boys have very nifty expense accounts when you care to give them a tickle."

"Does he talk about his Salzburg trips at all when he comes back? The fun he's had - the music he's heard - anything like that?"

Thanks to Sally, I suppose, I had learned that people were expected to have fun.

Having made a brief show of thinking, Gorst shook his head. "If Cyril has fun, squire, it's very, very private," he said, with a last smirk.

That wasn't Sally's idea of fun at all.

From my office at the Pool I booked a secure line to Vienna and spoke to Toby Esterhase, who with his infinite talent for survival had recently been made Head of Station.

"I want you to shake out the Weisse Rose in Salzburg for me, Toby. Cyril Frewin, British subject. Stayed there every Christmas for the last four years. I want to know when he arrived, how long he stayed, whether he's stayed there before, who with, how much the bills come to and what he gets up to. Concert tickets, excursions, meals, women, boys, celebrations - anything you can get. But don't raise local eyebrows, whatever you do. Be a divorce agent or something."

Toby was predictably appalled. "Ned, listen to me. Ned, this is actually completely impossible. I'm in Vienna, okay? Salzburg, that's like the other side of the globe. This city is buzzing like a beehouse. I need more staff, Ned. You got to tell Burr. He doesn't understand the pressures here. Get me two more guys, we do anything you want, no problem. Sorry."

He asked for a week. I said three days. He said he'd try his best and I believed him. He said he had heard a rumour that Mabel and I had broken up. I denied it.

Ever since I can remember, watchers have been most at home in condemned houses handy for bus routes and the airport. Monty's choice for his own headquarters was an unlikely Edwardian Palazzo in Baron's Court. From the tiled hall, a stone staircase curled grandly through five pokey floors to a stained-gla.s.s skylight. As I climbed, doors flew open and shut like a French farce as his strange crew, in varying stages of undress, scurried between changing room, cafeteria and briefing room, their eyes averted from the stranger. I arrived in a garret once a painter's studio. Somewhere a women's foursome was playing noisy ping-pong. Closer at hand, two male voices were singing Blake's "Jerusalem" under the shower.

I had not set eyes on Monty for a long time, but neither the years between nor his promotion to Head Watcher had aged him. A few grey hairs, a sharper edge to his hollow cheeks. He was not a natural conversationalist, and for a while we just sat and sipped our tea.

"Frewin, then," he said finally.

"Frewin," I said.

Like a marksman, Monty had a way of making his own particular area of quiet. "Frewin's a funny one, Ned. He's not being normal. Now of course we don't know what normal is, do we, not really, not for Cyril, not apart from what you pick up from hearsay and that. Postman, milkman, neighbours, the usual. Everyone talks to a window cleaner, you'd be amazed. Or a Telecom engineer who's lost his way with a junction box. We've only been on him two days, all the same."

With Monty, when he talked like this, you just pinned your ears back and bided your time.

"And nights, of course," he added. "If you count nights. Cyril's not sleeping, that's for sure. More prowling, judging by his windows and his teacups in the morning. And his music. One of his neighbours is thinking of complaining to him. She never has before, but she might this time. 'Whatever's come over him?' she says. 'Handel for breakfast is one thing, but Handel at three in the morning's a bit of another.'

She thinks he's having his change. She says men get like that at his age, same as women. We wouldn't know about that, would we?"

I grinned. And again bided my time. "She does, though," Monty said reflectively. "Her old man's gone off with a supply teacher from the comprehensive. She's not at all sure she'll have him back. Nearly raped our pretty boy who'd come to read the meter. Here - how's Mabel?" he demanded.

I wondered whether he too had heard the rumour; but I decided that if he had, he would not have asked me.

"Fine," I said.

"Cyril used to take a newspaper on the train. The Telegrapb, need you ask. Cyril doesn't hold with Labour - he says they're common. But he doesn't buy a paper any more. He sits. Sits and stares. That's all he does. Our bloke had to give him a nudge yesterday when they pulled up at Victoria. He'd gone off in a daydream. Going home last night, he tapped out the whole score of an opera on his briefcase. Nancy says it was Vivaldi. I suppose she knows. Remember Pauli Skordeno?"

I said I did. Diversions were part of Monty's way. Like, "How's Mabel?" for instance.

"Pauli's doing seven years in Barbados for bothering a bank. What gets into them, Ned? He never put a foot wrong while he was watching. Never late, never naughty with his expenses, lovely memory, lovely eye, good nose. Burglaries galore we did. London, the Home Counties, the Midlands, the civil-rights boys, the disarmers, the Party, the naughty diplomats - we did the lot. Did Pauli ever get rumbled? Not once. The moment he goes private, he's all fingers and thumbs and boasting to the bloke next door to him in the bar. I think they want to be caught, that's my opinion. I think it's wanting recognition after all the years of being n.o.body."

He sipped his tea. "Cyril's other kick, apart from music, is his radio. He loves his radio. Only receiving, mind, as far as anybody knows. But he's got one of those fancy German sets with the fine tuning and big speakers for his concerts, and he didn't buy it locally because when it went on the blink the local shop had to send it off to Wiesbaden. Three months it took, and cost a fortune. He doesn't run a car, he doesn't hold with them. He shops by bus Sat.u.r.day mornings, he's a stay-at-home except for his Christmases in Austria. No pets, he doesn't mix. Entertaining, forget it. No house-guests, lodgers, receives no mail except the bills, pays everything regular, doesn't vote, doesn't go to church, doesn't have a television. His cleaning lady says he reads a lot, mainly big books. She only comes once a week, usually when he's not there, and we didn't dare get close to her. A big book for her is anything bigger than a Bible-study pamphlet. His phone bills are modest, he's got six thousand in a building society, owns his house and maintains a well-managed bank account fluctuating between six and fourteen hundred, except Christmas times when it drops to around two hundred because of his holiday."

Monty's sense of the proprieties again required us to make a detour, this time to discuss our children. My son Adrian had just won a modern languages scholarship to Cambridge, I said. Monty was hugely impressed. Monty's only son had just pa.s.sed his law exam with flying colours. We agreed that kids were what made life worth living.

"Modrian," I said when the formalities were once more over. "Sergei."

"I remember the gentleman well, Ned. We all do. We used to follow him round the clock some days. Except at Christmas, of course, when he took his home leave .... Hullo! Are you thinking what I'm thinking? We all take leave at Christmas?"

"It had crossed my mind," I said. "We didn't even bother to pretend with Modrian, not after a while, you couldn't. Oh, he was a slippery eel, though. I could have walloped him sometimes, I really could. Pauli Skordeno got so angry with him once he let his tyres down outside the Victoria and Albert while he was inside sussing out a dead-letter box. I never reported it, I didn't have the heart."

"Am I not right in thinking Modrian was also an opera buff, Monty?"

Monty's eyes became quite round, and I had the rare pleasure of seeing him surprised.

"Oh my Lord, Ned," he exclaimed. "Oh dear, oh dear. You're right. Sergei was a Covent Garden subscriber - of course he was, same as Cyril. We must have taken him there and fetched him - oh, a dozen times. He could have used a cab if he'd had any mercy, but he never did. He liked wearing us out in the traffic."

"If we could know the performances he went to, and where he sat - if you could get them - we could try and match them up with Frewin's."

Monty had fallen into a theatrical silence. He frowned, then scratched his head. "You don't think this is all a touch too easy for us, do you, Ned?" he asked. "I get suspicious when everything fits in a pretty pattern, don't you?"

"I won't be part of your pattern," Sally had said to me the night before. "Patterns are for breaking."

"He sings, Ned," Mary La.s.selles murmured while she arranged my white tulips in a pickle jar. "He sings all the time. Night and day, it doesn't matter. I think he missed his vocation."

Mary was as pale as a nightnurse and as dedicated. A luminous virtue lit her unpowdered face and shone from her clear eyes. A shock of white, like the mark of early widowhood, capped her bobbed hair.

Of the many callings that comprise the over-world of intelligence, none requires as much devotion as that of the sisterhood of listeners. Men are no good at it. Only women are capable of such pa.s.sionate espousal of the destiny of others. Condemned to windowless cellars, engulfed by tracks of grey-clad cable and banks of Russian-style tape recorders, they occupy a nether region populated by absent lives which they know more intimately than those of their closest friends or relations. They never see their quarries, never meet them, never touch them or sleep with them. Yet the whole force of their personalities is beamed upon these secret loves. On microphones and telephones they hear them blandish, weep, smoke, eat, argue and couple. They hear them cook, belch, snore and worry. They endure their children, in-laws and babysitters without complaint, as well as their tastes in television. These days, they even ride with them in cars, take them shopping, sit with them in cafes and bingo halls. They are the secret sharers of the trade.

Pa.s.sing me a pair of earphones, Mary put on her own and, folding her hands beneath her chin, closed her eyes for better listening. So I heard Cyril Frewin's voice for the first time, singing himself a pa.s.sage from Turandot while Mary La.s.selles with her eyes shut smiled in her enchantment. His voice was mellow and, to my untutored ear, as pleasing as it clearly was to Mary.

I sat up straight. The singing had stopped. I heard a woman's voice in the background, then a man's, and they were speaking Russian.

"Mary, who the h.e.l.l's that?"

"His teachers, darling. Radio Moscow's Olga and Boris, five days a week, 6 a.m. sharp. This is yesterday morning."

"You mean he's teaching himself Russian?"

"Well, he listens to it, darling. How much of it is going into his little head is anybody's guess. Every morning, sharp at six, Cyril does his Olga and Boris. They're visiting the Kremlin today. Yesterday they were shopping at Gum."

I heard Frewin mutter unintelligibly in the bath, I heard him call out "Mother" in the night, while he tossed restlessly in bed. FREWIN Ella, I remembered, deceased, mother to FREWIN Cyril Arthur, q.v. I have never understood why Registry insists on opening personal files for the dead relatives of suspected spies.

I listened to him arguing with the British Telecom engineers' department after he had waited the statutory twenty minutes to be connected with them. His voice was edgy, full of unexpected emphases.

"Well, next time you elect to identify a fault on my line, I would be highly grateful if you would kindly inform me as the subscriber prior to barging into my house when my cleaning woman happens to be in, and leaving particles of wire on the carpet and bootmarks on the kitchen floor . . ."

I listened to him phone the Covent Garden opera house to say he would not be taking up his subscription ticket this Friday. This time his tone was self-pitying. He explained that he was ill. The kind lady the other end said there was a lot of it about.

I listened to him talking to the butcher in antic.i.p.ation of my visit, which Foreign Office Personnel had set for tomorrow morning at his house.

"Mr. Steele, this is Mr. Cyril Frewin. Good morning. I shall not be able to come in to you on Sat.u.r.day, owing to the fact that I have a conference at my house. I would therefore be grateful if you would kindly deliver four good lamb chops for me on the Friday evening as you pa.s.s by on your way home. Will that be convenient, Mr. Steele? Also a jar of your pre-mixed mint sauce. No, I have red currant jelly already, thank you. Will you attach your bill, please?"

To my over-acute ear, he sounded like a man preparing to abandon ship.

"I'll take the engineers again, please, Mary," I said. Having twice more listened to Frewin's dogmatic tones of complaint to British Telecom, I gave her a distracted kiss and stepped into the evening air. Sally had said, "Come round," but I was in no mood to spend an evening professing love to her and listening to music I secretly detested.

I returned to the Pool. The Service laboratories had completed their examination of the anonymous letter. A Markus electronic, model number so-and-so, probably Belgian manufacture, new or little used, was the best they could suggest. They believed they would be able to identify another doc.u.ment issuing from the same machine. Could I get one? End of report. The laboratories were still wrestling with the characteristics of the new generation of machines.

I rang Monty at his lair in Baron's Court. Frewin's complaint to, the engineers was still ringing in my memory: his pauses, like unnatural commas, his use of the word highly, his habit of punching the unlikely word to achieve vindictive emphasis.

"Did your fellows notice a typewriter in Cyril's house, Monty, by any chance, while they were kindly mending his telephone?" I asked.

"No, Ned. There was no typewriter, Ned-not one they saw, put it that way."

"Could they have missed it?"

"Easily, Ned. It was soft-pedalling only. No opening desks or cupboards, no photographing, not too much familiarity with his cleaning lady either, or she'll worry afterwards. It was 'See what you can, get out fast, and be sure you leave a mess or he'll smell a rat.'

"I thought of phoning Burr, but I didn't. My case officer's possessiveness was taking over, and I was d.a.m.ned if I was going to share Frewin with anyone, not even the man who had entrusted him to me. A hundred twisted threads were running through my head, from Modrian to Gorst to Boris and Olga to Christmas to Salzburg to Sally. In the end, I wrote Burr a minute setting out most of what I had discovered and confirming that I would "make a first reconnaissance" of Frewin tomorrow morning when I interviewed him for his routine vetting clearance.

To go home? To go to Sally? Home was a hateful little service flat in St. James's, where I was supposed to be sorting myself out though that's the last thing any man does when he sits alone with a bottle of Scotch and a reproduction painting of "The Laughing Cavalier," dithering between his dreams of freedom and his addiction to what holds him prisoner. Sally was my Alternative Life, but I knew already I was too set to jump the wall and reach it.

Preferring to remain at my desk, therefore, I fetched myself a whisky from the safe and browsed through Modrian's file. It told me nothing I didn't already know, but I wanted him at the front of my head. Sergei Modrian, tried and tested Moscow Centre professional. A charmer, a bit of a dancer, a befriender, a smiling Armenian with a mercury tongue. I had liked him. He had liked me. In our profession, since we may like no one beyond a point, we can forgive a lot for charm.

My direct line was ringing. I thought for a moment it would be Sally, for contrary to regulations I had given her the number. It was Toby and he sounded pleased with himself. He usually did. He didn't mention Frewin by name. He didn't mention Salzburg. I guessed he was ringing from his flat, and I'd a shrewd notion he was in bed and not alone.

"Ned? Your man's a joke. Books himself a single room for two weeks, checks in, pays his two weeks in advance, gives the staff their Christmas box, pats the kids, makes nice to everybody. Next morning he disappears, does it every year. Ned, can you hear me? Listen, the guy's crazy. No phone calls out, one meal, two Apfelsaft, no explanations, taxi to the station. Keep my room, don't let it, maybe I'll be back tomorrow, maybe in a few days, I don't know. After twelve days, back he comes, no explanations, tips the staff some more, everybody happy like a heathen. They call him 'the ghost.'

Ned, you got to talk nice to Burr for me. You owe me now. Toby works his fingers to the bone, tell him. Old star like you, a young fellow like Burr, he'll listen to you, costs you nothing. I need another man out here, maybe two. Tell him, Ned, hear me? Cheers."

I stared at the wall, the one I couldn't scale; I stared at Modrian's file, I remembered Monty's dictum about too easy. I suddenly wanted Sally terribly, and had some cloudy notion that by solving the mystery of Frewin I would convert my recurring spurts for freedom into one bold leap. But as I reached for the phone to talk to her, it started to ring again.

"They fit," said Monty in a flat voice. He had managed to check Frewin's opera attendance. "It's Sergei and Cyril every time. When he goes, so does be. When he doesn't, neither does he. Maybe that's why he doesn't go any more. Got it?"

"And the seats?" I asked.

"Side by side, darling. What do you expect? Front to back?"

"Thanks, Monty," I said.