The Prince Who Loved Me Part 1

The Prince Who Loved Me.

Karen Hawkins.

To my beloved husband HOT COP, for cheering me on every day, making me smile when I'm not, bringing me coffee when I'm dragging, and especially for rarely getting grumpy when I ask him for the fortieth time to spell something that "doesn't look right."

You are the best writer's husband ever.

Dear Reader,

In The Prince Who Loved Me, our heroine is reading a fictional book written by an equally fictional auth.o.r.ess of the Regency era, Miss Mary Edgeworth. My fictional auth.o.r.ess was inspired by a real auth.o.r.ess during this time, Maria Edgeworth. The real Miss Edgeworth wrote both children's books and adult novels, but with a far higher purpose in mind than my fictional author. Miss Edgeworth often explored such lofty topics as land management practices, anti-Semitism, and morality. Like the heroine of this book, Bronwyn Murdoch, Maria lived with her father, who was an inventor as well as a writer, and helped raised her stepsisters and stepbrothers.

You might also be interested in knowing that Bronwyn's father is loosely based upon William Murdoch, a Scottish inventor and engineer. Murdoch has been credited with a wide number of important inventions, from steam engines to gas lighting.

More information about both of these interesting people from history can be found on my website. Just visit Hawkins Manor and enter the Oxenburg Library.

Enjoy!.

Karen.

Gentle reader, our innocent heroine, golden-haired Lucinda Wellville, is in grave danger. Unbeknownst to her, evil Sir Mordred has slipped into her bedchamber whilst she was dancing at her uncle's ball, and is even now hidden behind the silk bed curtains, a knife clutched in his gnarled hand. . . .

-The Black Duke by Miss Mary Edgeworth.

Sitting under the shade of her favorite tree, the scent of damp gra.s.s and leaves tickling her nose, Bronwyn Murdoch turned the crisp vellum page and tried not to grimace. Somewhere around chapter seven she had started wondering if Lucinda, the annoyingly incompetent heroine of The Black Duke, truly deserved to live. The chit was forever whining about her life, while refusing to do anything about it. "I daresay once Sir Mordred flashes his villainous knife, you'll scream and run away. Although knowing you, you'll trip on your skirts on your way out the door and someone will have to rescue you."

Bronwyn looked over her spectacles at her audience, two huge deerhounds she'd had since they were pups. "Shall I read aloud for a bit?"

Walter, his large head in her lap, opened one sleepy eye and wagged his tail, while Scott yawned so widely she could see all of his teeth.

"I'll take that as a yea." She settled against the huge tree trunk, the thick gra.s.s a soft cushion beneath her. "Lucinda reached the sanctuary of her bedchamber and closed the door, leaning upon it, grateful for the peaceful silence that awaited her. All evening long, she'd been paraded by her uncle before a horde of determined suitors who'd watched her like a set of hungry wolves eyeing a particularly plump duckling."

Bronwyn looked down at Walter. "I would be quite upset if someone eyed me like a plump duckling."

He blinked sleepily but looked as if he agreed.

"I'm glad Papa has no wish to marry me off," she told the sleepy dogs. Bronwyn's stepmother had been another story. The youngest daughter of an earl and far more concerned with societal advancement than either Bronwyn or her father, Mama had attempted far too hard to procure an advantageous match for Bronwyn during her disastrous first season, one marred by Bronwyn's inexperience with society and her natural tendency toward solitude. After the debacle, Bronwyn had refused to repeat the performance, which had caused Mama to go into a rant until Father had stepped in and demanded the topic be dropped. A solitary man himself, he understood Bronwyn's distress all too well.

Bronwyn couldn't help but be glad; one season had been enough, thank you very much. Fortunately, as the years pa.s.sed, Mama's attention had thankfully shifted to Bronwyn's stepsister Sorcha, who would be making her debut in London next season. Sorcha liked b.a.l.l.s and dressing up and couldn't wait to be presented on the marriage mart.

"But not me." Bronwyn kicked off her slippers and curled her toes in the thick, cool gra.s.s before sinking back into the exciting pages of her book. "Lucinda pressed her hands to her beating heart and hung her head, her composure slowly returning. Some of the suitors had been handsome, some wealthy, and some charming, but none had made her feel the way Roland did, he of the steely blue eyes and glinting smile."

Bronwyn snorted. "You already had the chance to run off with him, you spineless fool, but instead you wept like a broken cup, sniffling about how you'd miss your sisters too much to leave. You don't deserve Roland."

Roland was brave and romantic, and his speech imploring Lucinda to flee with him had filled Bronwyn's eyes with tears. "I wish I knew a Roland."

During her unpleasant season, she'd come to realize that the world was woefully short of Rolands. That suspicion had been confirmed as the days after her season had ticked by into pleasant weeks, and then busy and blurry years. Now, at the ripe old age of twenty-four, Bronwyn was firmly on the shelf. But as long as that shelf held plenty of books, her beloved family, and her lovely dogs, she was quite content.

She turned the page and continued to read. "Behind Lucinda, the curtains stirred as a hand holding a knife appeared. With a harsh cry, Sir Mordred leapt from behind the curtains and plunged the knife toward Lucinda." Bronwyn gulped. "Time froze. The youthful innocent stared in horror as the knife seemed to slowly arc toward her pure, untouched heart! And in that second, balanced so precariously between life and death, she thought of the one man who held that very heart, though he might not know it-brave Roland."

"Thinking of him is the least you can do, you spalpeen ninny," Bronwyn told Lucinda. "Especially when one considers how you left him at the altar at the end of chapter eighteen."

Walter sighed gustily.

"I know. She's a fool." Bronwyn shook her head. " 'Oh, Roland,' Lucinda whispered, remembering how he'd claimed her innocent lips with his in the tenderest of caresses. 'Oh, Roland!' "

"Ha! You're four chapters too late, woman." Bronwyn turned the page. "Unable to watch the knife enter her tender skin, Lucinda closed her eyes tightly as- Oh!" Bronwyn lowered the book as Scott looked at her with concern. "Why would you close your eyes? You should fight, not just stand there like a- Argh! If I wasn't certain Roland was about to arrive, I'd stop reading right here." Sighing, she returned to the book. "Lucinda closed her eyes tightly just as the door burst open. Roland, handsome and stalwart Roland, had come!" Bronwyn nodded with satisfaction. "Of course he did. He always does, whether Lucinda deserves him or not."

Scott barked in agreement and Bronwyn rubbed his ear.

"Without hesitation, the brave young lord lifted his sword and struck the knife from the evil hand. Not to be denied, Mordred drew his own sword and, with a hideous cry, attacked, raining blows upon the younger man. Roland met the onslaught stroke for stroke, sparks flashing as metal c.h.i.n.ked metal. Furious blades struck again and again, but Lord Mordred was no match for Roland.

"Blow by blow, Roland fought back his foe until the sword was struck from Mordred's hand. Red-faced and furious, the evil lord broke free. Seeing the fury in Roland's fine eyes, Mordred knew his life was in danger. With a final, evil glare at Lucinda, the craven lord ran from the room, his desperate footsteps echoing in the marble-floored hallway. Instantly, Lucinda fell to the floor in a swoon-" Bronwyn groaned. "Not again!"

Walter sneezed, looking bored.

"I know. That's exactly what I think." Bronwyn smoothed the page. "-Lucinda fell to the floor in a swoon as pale as death. Roland gave a mad cry as he rushed to her side. Seeing her pulse beating rapidly under her fair skin, he lifted her in his strong arms and placed a tender kiss upon her soft lips."

Suddenly she couldn't read fast enough. "Love called. Beckoned from her slumber, Lucinda sighed awake. Her eyes fluttered open and she gave a glad cry upon seeing her beloved Roland. Smiling, he held her to his broad chest and proclaimed his love."

Bronwyn hugged the book and sighed deeply. "Love called. I wish I knew what love calling sounds like."

Walter licked her elbow.

She smiled at him. "Roland is wondrous, isn't he? But Lucinda should have helped him! If I'd been there, I'd have whacked Mordred over the head with a candlestick, or used a curtain ta.s.sel to trip him, or stuffed a pillow over his knife blade, or-oh, a thousand things! But Lucinda just stood there like a lump, and then she fainted." Bronwyn flicked the book with impatient fingers. "I don't know why Roland even wants to kiss her. I'd be far more likely to smack her-though Roland would never do such a thing, for he's far too n.o.ble."

What would it be like to be kissed? Really kissed. And by a man like Roland. "Therein lies the rub, eh?" she told the book that now rested in her lap. If she just wanted to be kissed, there was the butcher's son, and Lord Durning's nephew, who was often drunk in front of the baker's shop, and several others. But finding a man, a real man, one who liked a good book as well as a game of chess, who could discuss favorite authors and current events, exciting new inventions, and-oh, so many things-that was the truly difficult part. During her London Season the men she'd met had been interested only in current gossip, horses, gambling, and the latest fashion. None of them had possessed even a rudimentary interest in books or history or any of the things she lo- Walter and Scott bounded to their feet, staring into the forest, heads lowered, teeth bared.

Bronwyn scrambled up, her book left open in the gra.s.s near her abandoned slippers. Her heart thudding, she peered over their heads.

A faint rustle shook a bush.

The deerhounds growled louder, Scott creeping forward as if ready to charge.

A shrub to her side rustled loudly and she whirled to face the new danger, hands fisted. A furry flash of white and pink burst from the shrubs, and a small dog bounded out, took one look at Bronwyn, and, with a wag of its tail, threw itself into her arms.

She gaped at the animal as, tail still wagging, it growled fiercely down at the bewildered deerhounds. It was the tiniest dog she'd ever seen, and the most ridiculous. Its long hair fanned over oddly up-pointed ears, until it appeared to be wearing a large, b.u.t.terfly-shaped hat that framed its dark eyes and pointy muzzle. That very muzzle was now parted in a grimacing snarl at Scott and Walter.

"Stop that," Bronwyn admonished, trying not to giggle as the little intruder licked her face. A huge pink bedraggled bow hung about its neck.

Scott came to sniff at the dog.

The little dog instantly snarled, and Bronwyn tapped a finger on its head. "I said, stop that."

The dog gave a last bark at Walter and Scott, who were plainly confused by the tiny warrior, and then settled into Bronwyn's arms with an air of finality.

Bronwyn smothered a laugh as she bent to kiss the dog's head. "Be nice, little one."

The dog wagged its tail and licked her ear, knocking her spectacles to one side. She straightened them as Scott cautiously approached once again and sniffed the little dog's foot. The tiny dog bent down to sniff back and their noses touched, both of their tails wagging cautiously.

"Aye, that's more like it."

"h.e.l.lo." A deep voice, rich and smoky, filled the small clearing.

Bronwyn and the dogs turned toward the sound. There, on the far edge of the clearing, stood a man Bronwyn had only seen in her imagination. A man far handsomer than any she'd ever met. A man who must-simply must-love poetry and kindness and long kisses.

"Roland," she whispered.

What was it about Roland? Lucinda wondered as she watched the gentleman pa.s.s by during the dance. What made Roland superior to all other men? Was it his sense of honor, his innate kindness, the strength of his arms, or something as simple as the strong line of his jaw? She didn't know. All she knew was that in her world, there was Roland . . . or there was nothing.

-The Black Duke by Miss Mary Edgeworth She couldn't look away. Strange men-especially tall, handsome ones who looked like the heroes of novels-never came to Dingwall.

Never. Ever.

And in her mind's eye, Roland had been exactly such a man as this-tall, dark, foreboding even, with a strong jaw that bespoke a character worth knowing, and intelligence agleam in his eyes. As if to reaffirm her imagination, the sun broke through the trees to limn his broad shoulders with gold. By Zeus, what did one say to a G.o.d walking among mortals?

"What are you doing here?" she asked, wincing inwardly at the abruptness of her tone.

He smiled. "I am looking back at you."

He was indeed examining her just as thoroughly as she'd been examining him, though his gaze lingered in places hers had never dared.

Face heated, she asked, "Who are you? Why are you here?"

The stranger's smile widened into a grin, his teeth flashing white. His bold jaw, forged of raw masculinity and shadowed by the lack of a shave, indicated a determined character, confirmed by the nose of a caesar. High cheekbones slanted beneath eyes that held the hint of an exotic flare, and his skin was the golden hue of someone who'd spent many hours outdoors.

And now this paragon was walking toward her, oblivious to the growls from her deerhounds. Her gaze couldn't help but follow the line of his broad shoulders as they converged with his muscled chest before tapering down to a narrow waist. He moved gracefully, but with a raw power, rather like a boxer she'd once seen at a fair.

Unsure what she should do-run or stay and slake her burning curiosity-Bronwyn held the little white dog closer as the man reached the edge of the clearing and then parted the shrubs and stepped onto the thick gra.s.s.

Walter and Scott moved to stand before her, their teeth in white-fanged snarls.

The man eyed the dogs. "Your horses, they growl." His voice was as silken as thickly napped velvet, and with an accent she didn't recognize.

"They're dogs," she said. "My dogs. I'm sorry if they frighten you."

Amus.e.m.e.nt warmed his gaze. "They do not frighten me, little one. It is their health I fear for, not mine."

She stiffened and moved closer to her dogs. "What does that mean?"

He merely smiled, a lazy, I-never-hurry sort of smile. There was something of the rebel about this man, something that whispered of forbidden kisses and broken rules. He nodded at the dogs. "Make them sit. I do not wish to fight my way to you."

"Fight-?" She finally noticed the large hunting knife at his belt. "No! Don't come any closer!"

He looked surprised. "But I must come to you." His gaze flickered over her, and her body warmed as if he'd used his hands. "You have what belongs to me."

Her heart gave an odd leap. "What . . . belongs to you?"

"Da." He nodded to her arms, and she followed his gaze to the little white dog cozily resting there. "She is mine. She was chasing the . . . how you say, krolik?"

Bronwyn blinked.

"The krolik. They run through the fields and live in little holes in the ground."

"Foxes?"

"Nyet. Those, I know. The other animals." When she didn't reply, he sighed, frustration on his face. "They have-what you say-hop, hop. And they have the-" He put his hand behind his head and made a "V," then wiggled his fingers.

"Ah! You mean hares."

"Hares, da. Papillon likes to chase them." He looked approvingly at the dog. "She may have short legs and look like a mop, but Papillon is very quick."

Bronwyn had to fight for her breath. The softening of the bold lines of his face as he regarded his dog had the power to melt bones. Of the hundreds of men I met during my season in London, none of them affected me like this. "You . . . you have an odd accent."

His gaze moved back to her. "I am from Oxenburg. It is a country far away from here."

Her face heated. "I'm sorry. I'm very bad about saying the first thing I think."

"That is honest, which is good, nyet?"

"Not always." Certainly not in London, during one's first season, and definitely not when one was dancing-or trying to dance, and wretchedly at that-with an earl's son who was tipsy and smelled of onion. Bronwyn had been a wee bit too honest with him and he'd left her on the dance floor, abandoned and humiliated. Worse, to Mama's chagrin and Bronwyn's irritation, he'd then mocked her every time their paths had crossed afterward, and had spread some entirely untruthful rumors, too.

Mama had been furious with the earl's son, though she felt Bronwyn was partly to blame for her thoughtless comments. Papa had said it wasn't her fault, for Ackinnoull Manor was tucked away far from the dances, dinner parties, and such that might have allowed her to develop a level of control over her unruly tongue. In addition, her mother's death when Bronwyn had been quite young had made their lives even less social than they might have been. Until her father had remarried, Bronwyn had been left alone with her books and dogs while Papa sank into his work, creating his wonderful inventions.

To be honest, she was glad for that earl's son, whose name she could no longer remember. His ill behavior had solidified her decision to end her season and never return to London. Even her stepmama now agreed that Bronwyn wasn't made for London society, nor it her.

They were all happier for that decision, too. Besides, Papa needed Bronwyn's help with his inventions; she was the only one who knew how to file the valuable patents.

"You do not answer, little one."

Bronwyn realized the stranger had said something while she'd been lost in her thoughts. "I'm sorry. I was thinking."

"And you cannot listen while you're thinking." He nodded thoughtfully. "I cannot listen and read at the same time, which has given my family much cause for complaint."

"You like to read?"

He looked surprised. "Who doesn't?"

Perhaps he is Roland, after all. But no, that was a dangerous way to think. Roland only existed between the pages of books, not in Dingwall. The small dog reached up to lick her chin. "Papillon is an unusual name for a dog."

"Da. Her name is French for 'b.u.t.terfly.' She is a good hunting dog."