The Life and Opinions of Tristram Shandy, Gentleman Part 32

We had a fat, foolish scullion-my father, I think, kept her for her simplicity;-she had been all autumn struggling with a dropsy.-He is dead, said Obadiah,-he is certainly dead!-So am not I, said the foolish scullion.

-Here is sad news, Trim, cried Susannah, wiping her eyes as Trim stepp'd into the kitchen,-master Bobby is dead and buried-the funeral was an interpolation of Susannah's-we shall have all to go into mourning, said Susannah.

I hope not, said Trim.-You hope not! cried Susannah earnestly.-The mourning ran not in Trim's head, whatever it did in Susannah's.-I hope-said Trim, explaining himself, I hope in G.o.d the news is not true. I heard the letter read with my own ears, answered Obadiah; and we shall have a terrible piece of work of it in stubbing the ox-moor.-Oh! he's dead, said Susannah.-As sure, said the scullion, as I'm alive.

I lament for him from my heart and my soul, said Trim, fetching a sigh.-Poor creature!-poor boy!-poor gentleman!

-He was alive last Whitsontide! said the coachman.-Whitsontide! alas! cried Trim, extending his right arm, and falling instantly into the same att.i.tude in which he read the sermon,-what is Whitsontide, Jonathan (for that was the coachman's name), or Shrovetide, or any tide or time past, to this? Are we not here now, continued the corporal (striking the end of his stick perpendicularly upon the floor, so as to give an idea of health and stability)-and are we not-(dropping his hat upon the ground) gone! in a moment!-'Twas infinitely striking! Susannah burst into a flood of tears.-We are not stocks and stones.-Jonathan, Obadiah, the cook-maid, all melted.-The foolish fat scullion herself, who was scouring a fish-kettle upon her knees, was rous'd with it.-The whole kitchen crowded about the corporal.

Now, as I perceive plainly, that the preservation of our const.i.tution in church and state,-and possibly the preservation of the whole world-or what is the same thing, the distribution and balance of its property and power, may in time to come depend greatly upon the right understanding of this stroke of the corporal's eloquence-I do demand your attention-your worships and reverences, for any ten pages together, take them where you will in any other part of the work, shall sleep for it at your ease.

I said, 'we were not stocks and stones'-'tis very well. I should have added, nor are we angels, I wish we were,-but men clothed with bodies, and governed by our imaginations;-and what a junketing piece of work of it there is, betwixt these and our seven senses, especially some of them, for my own part, I own it, I am ashamed to confess. Let it suffice to affirm, that of all the senses, the eye (for I absolutely deny the touch, though most of your Barbati, I know, are for it) has the quickest commerce with the soul,-gives a smarter stroke, and leaves something more inexpressible upon the fancy, than words can either convey-or sometimes get rid of.

-I've gone a little about-no matter, 'tis for health-let us only carry it back in our mind to the mortality of Trim's hat-'Are we not here now,-and gone in a moment?'-There was nothing in the sentence-'twas one of your self-evident truths we have the advantage of hearing every day; and if Trim had not trusted more to his hat than his head-he made nothing at all of it.

-'Are we not here now;' continued the corporal, 'and are we not'-(dropping his hat plumb upon the ground-and pausing, before he p.r.o.nounced the word)-'gone! in a moment?' The descent of the hat was as if a heavy lump of clay had been kneaded into the crown of it.-Nothing could have expressed the sentiment of mortality, of which it was the type and fore-runner, like it,-his hand seemed to vanish from under it,-it fell dead,-the corporal's eye fixed upon it, as upon a corpse,-and Susannah burst into a flood of tears.

Now-Ten thousand, and ten thousand times ten thousand (for matter and motion are infinite) are the ways by which a hat may be dropped upon the ground, without any effect.-Had he flung it, or thrown it, or cast it, or skimmed it, or squirted it, or let it slip or fall in any possible direction under heaven,-or in the best direction that could be given to it,-had he dropped it like a goose-like a puppy-like an a.s.s-or in doing it, or even after he had done, had he looked like a fool-like a ninny-like a nincomp.o.o.p-it had fail'd, and the effect upon the heart had been lost.

Ye who govern this mighty world and its mighty concerns with the engines of eloquence,-who heat it, and cool it, and melt it, and mollify it,-and then harden it again to your purpose-

Ye who wind and turn the pa.s.sions with this great windla.s.s, and, having done it, lead the owners of them, whither ye think meet.

Ye, lastly, who drive-and why not, Ye also who are driven, like turkeys to market with a stick and a red clout-meditate-meditate, I beseech you, upon Trim's hat.

Chapter 3.VIII.

Stay-I have a small account to settle with the reader before Trim can go on with his harangue.-It shall be done in two minutes.

Amongst many other book-debts, all of which I shall discharge in due time,-I own myself a debtor to the world for two items,-a chapter upon chamber-maids and b.u.t.ton-holes, which, in the former part of my work, I promised and fully intended to pay off this year: but some of your worships and reverences telling me, that the two subjects, especially so connected together, might endanger the morals of the world,-I pray the chapter upon chamber-maids and b.u.t.ton-holes may be forgiven me,-and that they will accept of the last chapter in lieu of it; which is nothing, an't please your reverences, but a chapter of chamber-maids, green gowns, and old hats.

Trim took his hat off the ground,-put it upon his head,-and then went on with his oration upon death, in manner and form following.

Chapter 3.IX.

-To us, Jonathan, who know not what want or care is-who live here in the service of two of the best of masters-(bating in my own case his majesty King William the Third, whom I had the honour to serve both in Ireland and Flanders)-I own it, that from Whitsontide to within three weeks of Christmas,-'tis not long-'tis like nothing;-but to those, Jonathan, who know what death is, and what havock and destruction he can make, before a man can well wheel about-'tis like a whole age.-O Jonathan! 'twould make a good-natured man's heart bleed, to consider, continued the corporal (standing perpendicularly), how low many a brave and upright fellow has been laid since that time!-And trust me, Susy, added the corporal, turning to Susannah, whose eyes were swimming in water,-before that time comes round again,-many a bright eye will be dim.-Susannah placed it to the right side of the page-she wept-but she court'sied too.-Are we not, continued Trim, looking still at Susannah-are we not like a flower of the field-a tear of pride stole in betwixt every two tears of humiliation-else no tongue could have described Susannah's affliction-is not all flesh gra.s.s?-Tis clay,-'tis dirt.-They all looked directly at the scullion,-the scullion had just been scouring a fish-kettle.-It was not fair.-

-What is the finest face that ever man looked at!-I could hear Trim talk so for ever, cried Susannah,-what is it! (Susannah laid her hand upon Trim's shoulder)-but corruption?-Susannah took it off.

Now I love you for this-and 'tis this delicious mixture within you which makes you dear creatures what you are-and he who hates you for it-all I can say of the matter is-That he has either a pumpkin for his head-or a pippin for his heart,-and whenever he is dissected 'twill be found so.

Chapter 3.X.

Whether Susannah, by taking her hand too suddenly from off the corporal's shoulder (by the whisking about of her pa.s.sions)-broke a little the chain of his reflexions-

Or whether the corporal began to be suspicious, he had got into the doctor's quarters, and was talking more like the chaplain than himself-

Or whether...Or whether-for in all such cases a man of invention and parts may with pleasure fill a couple of pages with suppositions-which of all these was the cause, let the curious physiologist, or the curious any body determine-'tis certain, at least, the corporal went on thus with his harangue.

For my own part, I declare it, that out of doors, I value not death at all:-not this...added the corporal, snapping his fingers,-but with an air which no one but the corporal could have given to the sentiment.-In battle, I value death not this...and let him not take me cowardly, like poor Joe Gibbins, in scouring his gun.-What is he? A pull of a trigger-a push of a bayonet an inch this way or that-makes the difference.-Look along the line-to the right-see! Jack's down! well,-'tis worth a regiment of horse to him.-No-'tis d.i.c.k. Then Jack's no worse.-Never mind which,-we pa.s.s on,-in hot pursuit the wound itself which brings him is not felt,-the best way is to stand up to him,-the man who flies, is in ten times more danger than the man who marches up into his jaws.-I've look'd him, added the corporal, an hundred times in the face,-and know what he is.-He's nothing, Obadiah, at all in the field.-But he's very frightful in a house, quoth Obadiah.-I never mind it myself, said Jonathan, upon a coach-box.-It must, in my opinion, be most natural in bed, replied Susannah.-And could I escape him by creeping into the worst calf's skin that ever was made into a knapsack, I would do it there-said Trim-but that is nature.

-Nature is nature, said Jonathan.-And that is the reason, cried Susannah, I so much pity my mistress.-She will never get the better of it.-Now I pity the captain the most of any one in the family, answered Trim.-Madam will get ease of heart in weeping,-and the Squire in talking about it,-but my poor master will keep it all in silence to himself.-I shall hear him sigh in his bed for a whole month together, as he did for lieutenant Le Fever. An' please your honour, do not sigh so piteously, I would say to him as I laid besides him. I cannot help it, Trim, my master would say,-'tis so melancholy an accident-I cannot get it off my heart.-Your honour fears not death yourself.-I hope, Trim, I fear nothing, he would say, but the doing a wrong thing.-Well, he would add, whatever betides, I will take care of Le Fever's boy.-And with that, like a quieting draught, his honour would fall asleep.

I like to hear Trim's stories about the captain, said Susannah.-He is a kindly-hearted gentleman, said Obadiah, as ever lived.-Aye, and as brave a one too, said the corporal, as ever stept before a platoon.-There never was a better officer in the king's army,-or a better man in G.o.d's world; for he would march up to the mouth of a cannon, though he saw the lighted match at the very touch-hole,-and yet, for all that, he has a heart as soft as a child for other people.-He would not hurt a chicken.-I would sooner, quoth Jonathan, drive such a gentleman for seven pounds a year-than some for eight.-Thank thee, Jonathan! for thy twenty shillings,-as much, Jonathan, said the corporal, shaking him by the hand, as if thou hadst put the money into my own pocket.-I would serve him to the day of my death out of love. He is a friend and a brother to me,-and could I be sure my poor brother Tom was dead,-continued the corporal, taking out his handkerchief,-was I worth ten thousand pounds, I would leave every shilling of it to the captain.-Trim could not refrain from tears at this testamentary proof he gave of his affection to his master.-The whole kitchen was affected.-Do tell us the story of the poor lieutenant, said Susannah.-With all my heart, answered the corporal.

Susannah, the cook, Jonathan, Obadiah, and corporal Trim, formed a circle about the fire; and as soon as the scullion had shut the kitchen door,-the corporal begun.

Chapter 3.XI.

I am a Turk if I had not as much forgot my mother, as if Nature had plaistered me up, and set me down naked upon the banks of the river Nile, without one.-Your most obedient servant, Madam-I've cost you a great deal of trouble,-I wish it may answer;-but you have left a crack in my back,-and here's a great piece fallen off here before,-and what must I do with this foot?-I shall never reach England with it.

For my own part, I never wonder at any thing;-and so often has my judgment deceived me in my life, that I always suspect it, right or wrong,-at least I am seldom hot upon cold subjects. For all this, I reverence truth as much as any body; and when it has slipped us, if a man will but take me by the hand, and go quietly and search for it, as for a thing we have both lost, and can neither of us do well without,-I'll go to the world's end with him:-But I hate disputes,-and therefore (bating religious points, or such as touch society) I would almost subscribe to any thing which does not choak me in the first pa.s.sage, rather than be drawn into one-But I cannot bear suffocation,-and bad smells worst of all.-For which reasons, I resolved from the beginning, That if ever the army of martyrs was to be augmented,-or a new one raised,-I would have no hand in it, one way or t'other.

Chapter 3.XII.

-But to return to my mother.

My uncle Toby's opinion, Madam, 'that there could be no harm in Cornelius Gallus, the Roman praetor's lying with his wife;'-or rather the last word of that opinion,-(for it was all my mother heard of it) caught hold of her by the weak part of the whole s.e.x:-You shall not mistake me,-I mean her curiosity,-she instantly concluded herself the subject of the conversation, and with that prepossession upon her fancy, you will readily conceive every word my father said, was accommodated either to herself, or her family concerns.

-Pray, Madam, in what street does the lady live, who would not have done the same?

From the strange mode of Cornelius's death, my father had made a transition to that of Socrates, and was giving my uncle Toby an abstract of his pleading before his judges;-'twas irresistible:-not the oration of Socrates,-but my father's temptation to it.-He had wrote the Life of Socrates (This book my father would never consent to publish; 'tis in ma.n.u.script, with some other tracts of his, in the family, all, or most of which will be printed in due time.) himself the year before he left off trade, which, I fear, was the means of hastening him out of it;-so that no one was able to set out with so full a sail, and in so swelling a tide of heroic loftiness upon the occasion, as my father was. Not a period in Socrates's oration, which closed with a shorter word than transmigration, or annihilation,-or a worse thought in the middle of it than to be-or not to be,-the entering upon a new and untried state of things,-or, upon a long, a profound and peaceful sleep, without dreams, without disturbance?-That we and our children were born to die,-but neither of us born to be slaves.-No-there I mistake; that was part of Eleazer's oration, as recorded by Josephus (de Bell. Judaic)-Eleazer owns he had it from the philosophers of India; in all likelihood Alexander the Great, in his irruption into India, after he had over-run Persia, amongst the many things he stole,-stole that sentiment also; by which means it was carried, if not all the way by himself (for we all know he died at Babylon), at least by some of his maroders, into Greece,-from Greece it got to Rome,-from Rome to France,-and from France to England:-So things come round.-

By land carriage, I can conceive no other way.-

By water the sentiment might easily have come down the Ganges into the Sinus Gangeticus, or Bay of Bengal, and so into the Indian Sea; and following the course of trade (the way from India by the Cape of Good Hope being then unknown), might be carried with other drugs and spices up the Red Sea to Joddah, the port of Mekka, or else to Tor or Sues, towns at the bottom of the gulf; and from thence by karrawans to Coptos, but three days journey distant, so down the Nile directly to Alexandria, where the Sentiment would be landed at the very foot of the great stair-case of the Alexandrian library,-and from that store-house it would be fetched.-Bless me! what a trade was driven by the learned in those days!