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I must tell, not write, of the hopes of Nashoba, and of all your sympathising heart wishes to hear. On the 28th instant I shall be in London, where I must pa.s.s some days with a friend about to sail for Madeira. Then, unless you should come to London, I will seek you at Brighton, Arundel, anywhere you may name. Let me find directions from you. I will not say, use no ceremony with me--none can ever enter between us. Our intercourse begins in the confidence, if not in the fulness of friendship. I have not seen you, and yet my heart loves you.
I cannot take Brighton in my way; my sweet friend, Julia Garnett, detaining me here until the latest moment, which may admit of my reaching London on the 28th. I must not see you in pa.s.sing. However short our meeting, it must have some repose in it. The feelings which draw me towards you have in them I know not what of respect, of pitying sympathy, of expectation, and of tenderness. They must steal some quiet undivided hours from the short s.p.a.ce I have yet to pa.s.s in Europe. Tell me when they shall be, and where. I expect to sail for America with Mr. Owen and his family early in November, and may leave London to visit a maternal friend in the north of England towards the 20th of October. Direct to me to the care of Mr. Robert Bayley, 4 Basinghall Street, London.
Permit me the a.s.surance of my respect and affection, and accord me the t.i.tle, as I feel the sentiments, of a friend,
FRANCES WRIGHT.
Circ.u.mstances conspired to postpone the desired meeting for some weeks, but the following extract from another letter of f.a.n.n.y Wright's shows how friendly was the correspondence.
Yes, I do "understand the happiness flowing from confidence and entire sympathy, independent of worldly circ.u.mstances." I know the latter compared to the former are nothing.
A delicate nursling of European luxury and aristocracy, I thought and felt for myself, and for martyrised humankind, and have preferred all hazards, all privations in the forests of the New World to the dear-bought comforts of miscalled civilisation. I have made the hard earth my bed, the saddle of my horse my pillow, and have staked my life and fortune on an experiment having in view moral liberty and human improvement. Many of course think me mad, and if to be mad mean to be one of a minority, I am so, and very mad indeed, for our minority is very small. Should that few succeed in mastering the first difficulties, weaker spirits, though often not less amiable, may carry forward the good work. But the fewer we are who now think alike, the more we are of value to each other. To know you, therefore, is a strong desire of my heart, and all things consistent with my engagements (which I may call duties, since they are connected with the work I have in hand) will I do to facilitate our meeting.
Soon after this Mary made Frances Wright's acquaintance, and heard from herself all the story of her stirring life. She was not of American, but of Scottish birth (Dundee), and had been very early left an orphan. Her father had been a man of great ability and culture, of advanced liberal opinions, and independent fortune. f.a.n.n.y had been educated in England by a maternal aunt, and in 1818, when twenty-three years of age, had gone with her younger sister to the United States. Since that time her life had been as adventurous as it was independent. Enthusiastic, original, and handsome, she found friends and adherents wherever she went. Two years she spent in the States, where she found sympathy and stimulus for her speculative energies, and free scope for her untried powers. She had written a tragedy, forcible and effective, which was published at Philadelphia and acted at New York. After that she had been three years in Paris, where she enjoyed the friendship and sympathy of Lafayette and other liberal leaders. In 1824 she was once more in America, fired with the idea of solving the slavery question. She purchased a tract of land on the Nashoba river (Tennessee), and settled negroes there, a.s.suming, in her impetuosity, that to convert slaves into freemen it was only necessary to remove their fetters, and that they would soon work out their liberty. She found out her error. In Sh.e.l.ley's words, slightly varied, "How should slaves produce anything but idleness, even as the seed produces the plant?" The slaves, freed from the lash, remained slaves as before, only they did very little work. f.a.n.n.y Wright was disappointed; but, as her letters plainly show, her schemes went much farther than negro emanc.i.p.ation; she aimed at nothing short of a complete social reconstruction, to be ill.u.s.trated on a small scale at the Nashoba settlement.
Overwork, exposure to the sun, and continuous excitement, told, at last, on her const.i.tution. As she informed Mrs. Sh.e.l.ley in her first letter, she had broken down with brain fever, and, when convalescent, had been ordered to Europe.
In Mary Wollstonecraft's daughter she found a friend, hardly an adherent.
Fundamentally, their principles were alike, but their natures were differently attuned. Neither mentally nor physically had Mary Sh.e.l.ley the temperament of a revolutionary innovator. She had plenty of moral courage, but she was too scrupulous, too reflective, and too tender. The cause of liberty was sacred to her, so long as it bore the fruit of justice, self-sacrifice, fidelity to duty. f.a.n.n.y Wright worshipped liberty for its own sake, confident that every other good would follow it, with the generous, unpractical certainty of conviction that proceeds as much from a sanguine disposition as from a set of opinions. Experience and disappointment have little power over these temperaments, and so they never grow old--or prudent. It may well be that all the ideas, all the great changes, in which is summed up the history of progress, have originated with natures like these. They are the salt of the earth; but man cannot live by salt alone, and their ideas are carried out for them in detail, and the actual everyday work of the world is unconsciously accomplished, by those who, having put their hand to the plough, do not look back, nor yet far forward.
Still, it was a remarkable meeting, that of these two women. f.a.n.n.y Wright was a person who, once seen, was not easily forgotten. "She was like Minerva;" such is the recollection of Mrs. Sh.e.l.ley's son. Mrs. Trollope has described her personal appearance when, three years later, she was creating a great sensation by lecturing in the chief American cities--
She came on the stage surrounded by a bodyguard of Quaker ladies in the full costume of their sect.... Her tall and majestic figure, the deep and almost solemn expression of her eyes, the simple contour of her finely-formed head, her garment of plain white muslin, which hung around her in folds that recalled the drapery of a Grecian statue,--all contributed to produce an effect unlike anything that I had ever seen before, or ever expect to see again.
On the other hand the following is Robert Dale Owen's sketch of Mary Sh.e.l.ley.
... In person she was of middle height and graceful figure. Her face, though not regularly beautiful, was comely and spiritual, of winning expression, and with a look of inborn refinement as well as culture.
It had a touch of sadness when at rest. She impressed me as a person of warm social feelings, dependent for happiness on living encouragement, needing a guiding and sustaining hand.
It is certain that Mary felt a warm interest in her new friend. She made her acquainted with G.o.dwin, and lost no opportunity of seeing and communing with her during her stay in England; nor did they part till f.a.n.n.y Wright was actually on board ship.
"Dear love," wrote f.a.n.n.y, from Torbay, "how your figure lives in my mind's eye as I saw you borne away from me till I lost sight of your little back among the shipping!"
From Nashoba, a few months later, she addressed another letter to Mary, which, though slightly out of place, is given here. There had, apparently, been some pa.s.sing discord between her and the founder of the "New Harmony"
colony.[9]
FRANCES WRIGHT TO MRS. Sh.e.l.lEY.
NASHOBA, _20th March 1828_.
Very, very welcome was your letter of the 16th November, which awaited my return from a little excursion down the Mississippi, undertaken soon after my arrival. Bless your sweet kind heart, my sweet Mary!
Your little enclosure, together with a little billet brought me by Dale, and which came to the address of Mr. Trollope's chambers just as he left London, is all the news I have yet received of or from our knight-errant. Once among Greeks and Turks, correspondence must be pretty much out of the question, so unless he address to you some more French compliments from Toulon, I shall not look to hear of him for some months. Ay, truly, they are incomprehensible animals, these same _soi-disant_ lords of this poor planet! Like their old progenitor, Father Adam, they walk about boasting of their wisdom, strength, and sovereignty, while they have not sense so much as to swallow an apple without the aid of an Eve to put it down their throats. I thank thee for thine attempt to cram caution and wisdom into the cranium of my wandering friend. Thy good offices may afford a chance for his bringing his head on his shoulders to these forests, which otherwise would certainly be left on the sh.o.r.es of the Euxine, on the top of Caucasus, or at the sources of the Nile.
I wrote thee hastily of my arrival and all our wellbeing in my last, and of Dale's _amende honorable_, and of f.a.n.n.y's departure up the Western waters, nor have I now leisure for details too tedious for the pen, though so short to give by the tongue. Dale arrived, his sweet kind heart all unthawed, and truly when he left us for Harmony I think the very last thin flake of Scotch ice had melted from him. Camilla and Whitby leave me also in a few days for Harmony, from whence the latter will probably travel back with Dale, and Whitby go up the Ohio to engage a mechanic for the building of our houses. I hoped to have sent you, with this, the last communication of our little knot of trustees, in which we have stated the modification of our plan which we have found it advisable to adopt, with the reasons of the same. We have not been able to get it printed at Memphis, so Dale is to have it thrown off at Harmony, from whence you will receive it. The substance of it is, that we have reduced our co-operation to a simple a.s.sociation, each throwing in from our private funds 100 dollars per annum for the expenses of the table, including those of the cook, whom we hire from the Inst.i.tution, she being one of the slaves gifted to it. All other expenses regard us individually, and need not amount to 100 dollars more. Also, each of us builds his house or room, the cost of which, simple furniture included, does not surpa.s.s 500 dollars. The property of the trust will stand thus free of all burden whatsoever, to be devoted to the foundation of a school, in which we would fain attempt a thorough co-operative education, looking only to the next generation to effect what we in vain attempted ourselves. You see that the change consists in demanding as a requisite for admission an independent income of 200 dollars, instead of receiving labour as an equivalent.
Yes, dear Mary, I do find the quiet of these forests and our ill-fenced cabins of rough logs more soothing to the spirit, and now no less suited to the body than the warm luxurious houses of European society. Yet that it would be so with you, or to any less broken in by enthusiastic devotion to human reform and mental liberty than our little knot of a.s.sociates, I cannot judge. I now almost forget the extent of the change made in the last few years in my habits, yet more than in my views and feelings; but when I recall it, I sometimes doubt if many could imitate it without feeling the sacrifices almost equal to the gains; to me sacrifices are nothing. I have not felt them as such, and now forget that there were any made.
Farewell, dear Mary. Recall me affectionately and respectfully to the memory of your Father. You will wear me in your own, I know. Camilla sends her affectionate wishes.--Yours fondly,
F. WRIGHT.
It was probably in connection with f.a.n.n.y Wright's visit that Mrs. Sh.e.l.ley had, in October of 1827, contemplated the possibility of a flying trip to the Continent; an idea which alarmed her father (for his own sake) not a little, although she had taken care to a.s.sure him of her intended speedy return. He was in as bad a way, financially, and as dependent as ever, but proud of the fact that he kept up his good spirits through it all, and sorry for Mary that she could not say as much.
G.o.dWIN TO MARY.
GOWER PLACE, _9th October 1827_.
DEAR MARY--We received your letter yesterday, and I sent you the _Examiner_.
Nothing on earth, as you may perceive, could have induced me to break silence respecting my circ.u.mstances, short of your letter of the 1st instant, announcing a trip to the Continent, without the least hint when you should return. It seems to me so contrary to the course of nature that a father should look for supplies to his daughter, that it is painful to me at any time to think of it.
You say that [as] you had announced some time ago that you must be in town in November, I should have inferred that that was irreversible.
All I can answer is, that I did not so infer.
I called yesterday, agreeably to your suggestion, upon young Evans; but all I got from him was, that the thing was quite out of his way; to which he added (and I reproved him for it accordingly) that we had better go to the Jews. I called on Hodgetts on the 7th of September, and asked him to lend me 20 or 30. He said, "Would a month hence do?
he could then furnish 20." Last Sat.u.r.day he supped here, and brought me 10, adding that was all he could do. I have heard nothing either from Peac.o.c.k or from your anonymous friend. I wrote to you, of course, at Brighton on Sat.u.r.day (before supper-time), which letter I suppose you have received.
How differently you and I are organised. In my seventy-second year I am all cheerfulness, and never antic.i.p.ate the evil day (with distressing feelings) till to do so is absolutely unavoidable. Would to G.o.d you were my daughter in all but my poverty! But I am afraid you are a Wollstonecraft. We are so curiously made that one atom put in the wrong place in our original structure will often make us unhappy for life. But my present cheerfulness is greatly owing to _Cromwell_, and the nature of my occupation, which gives me an object _omnium horarum_--a stream for ever running, and for ever new. Do you remember Denham's verses on the Thames at Cooper's Hill?--
Oh! could I flow like thee, and make thy stream My great example, as it is my theme!
Though deep, yet clear, though gentle, yet not dull; Strong, without rage; without o'erflowing, full.
Though I cannot attain this in my _Commonwealth_, you, perhaps, may in your _Warbeck_.
May blessings shower on you as fast as the perpendicular rain at this moment falls by my window! prays your affectionate Father,
WILLIAM G.o.dWIN.
During most of this autumn Mrs. Sh.e.l.ley and her boy were staying at Arundel, in Suss.e.x, with, or in the near neighbourhood of her friends, the Miss Robinsons. There were several sisters, to one of whom, Julia, Mrs.
Sh.e.l.ley was much attached.
While at Arundel another letter reached her from Trelawny, who was contemplating the possibility of a return to England.
TRELAWNY TO MRS. Sh.e.l.lEY.
ZANTE, IONIAN ISLANDS, _24th October 1827_.
DEAREST MARY--I received your letter dated July, and replied to both you and Hunt; but I was then at Cerigo, and as the communication of the islands is carried on by a succession of boats, letters are sometimes lost. I have now your letter from Arundel, 9th September. It gives me pleasure to hear your anxieties as to money matters are at an end; it is one weighty misery off your heart. You err most egregiously if you think I am occupied with women or intrigues, or that my time pa.s.ses pleasantly. The reverse of all this is the case; neither women nor amus.e.m.e.nts of any sort occupy my time, and a sadder or more accursed kind of existence I never in all my experience of life endured, or, I think, fell to the lot of human being. I have been detained here for these last ten months by a villainous law-suit, which may yet endure some months longer, and then I shall return to you as the same unconnected, lone, and wandering vagabond you first knew me. I have suffered a continual succession of fevers during the summer; at present they have discontinued their attack; but they have, added to what I suffered in Greece, cut me d.a.m.nably, and I fancy now I must look like an old patriarch who has outlived his generation. I cannot tell whether to congratulate Jane or not; the foundation she has built on for happiness implies neither stability nor permanent security; for a summer bower 'tis well enough to beguile away the summer months, but for the winter of life I, for my part, should like something more durable than a fabric made up of vows and promises. Nor can I say whether it would be wise or beneficial to either should Clare consent to reside with you in England; in any other country it might be desirable, but in England it is questionable.
The only motive which has deterred me from writing to Jane and Clare is that I have been long sick and ill at ease, daily antic.i.p.ating my return to the Continent, and concocting plans whereby I might meet you all, for one hour after long absence is worth a thousand letters. And as to my heart, it is pretty much as you left it; no new impressions have been made on it or earlier affections erased. As we advance in the stage of life we look back with deeper recollections from where we first started; at least, I find it so. Since the death of Odysseus, for whom I had the sincerest friendship, I have felt no private interest for any individual in this country. The Egyptian fleet, and part of the Turkish, amounting to some hundred sail, including transports, have been totally destroyed by the united squadron of England, France, and Russia in the harbour of Navarino; so we soon expect to see a portion of Greece wrested from the Turks, and something definitely arranged for the benefit of the Greeks.--Dearest Mary, I am ever your
EDWARD TRELAWNY.
To Jane and Clare say all that is affectionate from me, and forget not Leigh Hunt and his Mary Ann. _I_ would write them all, but I am sick at heart.
All these months the gnawing sorrow of her friend's faithlessness lay like an ambush at Mary's heart. In responding to f.a.n.n.y Wright's overtures of friendship she had sought a distraction from the bitter thoughts and deep dejection which had been mainly instrumental in driving her from town. But in vain, like the hunted hare, she buried her head and hoped to be forgotten. Slanderous gossip advances like a prairie-fire, laying everything waste, and defying all attempts to stop or extinguish it. Jane Williams' stories were repeated, and, very likely, improved upon. They got known in a certain set. Mary Sh.e.l.ley might still have chosen not to hear or not to notice, had she been allowed. But who may ignore such things in peace? As the French dramatist says in _Nos Intimes_, "_Les amis sont toujours la_." _Les amis_ are there to enlighten you--if you are ignorant--as to your enemies in disguise, to save you from illusions, and to point out to you--should you forget it--the duty of upholding, at any sacrifice, your own interests and your own dignity.
_Journal, February 12, 1828._--Moore is in town. By his advice I disclosed my discoveries to Jane. How strangely are we made! She is horror-struck and miserable at losing my friendship; and yet how unpardonably she trifled with my feelings, and made me all falsely a fable to others.