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"All great enterprises are madness," was her reply; "but it is Divine madness. You were born from the foundation of the world for this work. You have vision, you have daring, you have the essential qualities of the leader, for you have the master mind."
It is easy for a young man to be flattered by a beautiful woman, especially when that woman is endowed with all charms, physical, intellectual, personal. Her hand was still on his arm; her eyes were still burning into his.
"Of course it is impossible," he still persisted.
"Why?" she asked.
"A huge organisation which is international requires the most careful arrangement--secret but potent."
"The organisation exists in outline."
"Propaganda work."
"It has been going on for years. Even such work as you have been doing has been preparing the way for greater things."
"Money--millions of money!" he cried. "Don't you see? It's easy to talk of leading the people, but difficult to accomplish--impossible, in fact, in a highly organised country like this."
"Give me your consent--tell me you will consent to lead us, and I will show you that this is already done. Even now a million British soldiers are ready--ready with arms and accoutrements!"
Again she pleaded, again she fired his imagination! Fact after fact she related of what had been done, and of what could be done. It needed, she said, but the strong man to appear, and the poor, the suffering from every byway, would flock to his standard.
"But don't you see?" cried d.i.c.k, half bewildered and altogether dazzled by the witchery of her words. "If I were to respond to your call, you would be placing not only an awful responsibility upon me, but a terrible power in my hands?"
"Yes, I do see!" she cried; "and I glory in the thought. Look here, my friend, I have been pleading with you not for your own sake, but for the sake of others--for the redemption of the world. But all along I have thought of you--you. It is right that you should think of yourself. Every man should be anxious about his own career. This is right. We cannot go against the elementary truths of life. There must be the leaders as well as the led. And leadership means power, fame! Every strong man longs for power, fame, position. You do, my friend. For years you have been craving after it, and it is your right, your eternal right. And here is the other ground of my appeal, my friend. Such a position, such fame, such power is offered you as was never offered to any man before. To be a leader of the world! To focus, to make real the visions, longings, hopes of unnumbered millions. To make vocal, to translate into reality all the world has been sighing for--striving after. Great G.o.d! What a career! What a position!"
"Ah--h!" and Mr. John Brown, who had been silent during the whole conversation, almost sobbed out the exclamation, "that is it! that is it! What a career! What a position to struggle after, to fight for! Power! Power! The Kings and Emperors of the world become as nothing compared with what you may be, my friend."
d.i.c.k's heart gave a wild leap. Power! place! greatness! Yes; this was what he had always longed for. As the thought gripped him, mastered him, impossibilities became easy, difficulties but as thistledown.
And yet he was afraid. Something, he knew not what, rose up and forbade him to do things he longed to do. He felt that every weakness of his life had been appealed to--his vanity, his selfishness, his desire for greatness, as well as his natural longing for the betterment of the world. And all the time the beautiful woman kept her hand on his arm. And her touch was caressing, alluring, bewildering. Her eyes, wondrous in their brilliance, fascinating, suggesting all the heart of man could long for, were burning into his.
He rose to his feet. "I must go," he said. "I will consider what you have said."
The woman rose too. She was nearly as tall as he, and she stood by his side, a queen among women.
"And you will think kindly, won't you?" she pleaded. "You will remember that it is the dearest hope of my life to stand by your side, to share your greatness."
d.i.c.k was silent as he made his way through the dark and silent streets with Mr. Brown by his side. He was still under the influences of the night through which he had pa.s.sed; his mind was still bewildered.
Just before he reached his hotel, he and Mr. Brown parted--the latter to turn down Piccadilly, d.i.c.k to make his way towards Bloomsbury. When Mr. Brown had gone, d.i.c.k stood and watched him. Was he mistaken, or did he see the figure of a man like Count Romanoff move from the doorstep of a large building and join him? Was it Count Romanoff's voice he heard? He was not sure.
The night porter of his hotel spoke to him sleepily as he entered.
"No Zepps to-night, sir," he said.
"No; I think not. I fancy the Huns have given up that game."
"Think so, sir? Well, there's no devilish thing they won't think of. I hear they're going to try a new dodge on us."
"Oh, what?"
"I don't know. But if it isn't one thing it's another. Nothing's too dirty for 'em. Good night--or, rather, good morning, sir."
"Good morning."
d.i.c.k went to bed, but not to sleep. Again and again his mind rehea.r.s.ed the scenes through which he had pa.s.sed. It all seemed like a dream, a phantasmagoria, and yet it was very wonderful.
When daylight came he plunged into a bath, and as he felt the sting of the cold water on his body, he felt his own man again. His mind was clear; his senses were alert.
After breakfast he went for a walk towards Hyde Park. The air was clear and exhilarating; the great tide of human life stirred his pulses and caused his blood to course freely through his veins. His mind was saner, more composed. He turned into the Park at the Marble Arch, and he watched the crowds of gaily dressed women and swiftly moving motor-cars.
Presently his heart gave a wild leap. Coming towards him he saw Lady Blanche Huntingford. He thought he saw her smile at his approach, and with eager footsteps he moved towards her. He held out his hand. "This is indeed a pleasure, Lady Blanche," he said.
She gave him a quick, haughty stare, and pa.s.sed on. He was sure she recognised him, but she acted as though he did not exist. She had cut him dead; she had refused to know him. The woman's action maddened him. Yet why should she not refuse to recognise him? He was a n.o.body, whom she remembered as a kind of Roger Tichborne--an impostor.
But she should know him! Again the memory of his recent experiences came surging back into his mind. He could reach a position where such as she would be as nothing, and like lightning his mind fastened upon Olga's proposal.
Yes; he would accept. He would throw himself heart and soul into this great work. He would become great--yes, the greatest man in England--in the world! He would go back to his hotel and write to her.
A little later he sat at a table in the writing-room of the hotel, but just as he commenced to write the pen dropped from his hand. Again he thought he felt that light yet irresistible hand upon his wrist--the same hand that he had felt in the library at Wendover Park.
He gave a quick, searching glance around the room, and he saw that he was alone.
"Who are you? What do you want?" he asked aloud.
Again he looked around him. Did he see that luminous form, those yearning, searching eyes, the memory of which had been haunting him for years? He was not sure. But of this he was sure. The place seemed filled with a holy influence, and he thought he heard the words, "Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation."
"Speak, speak, tell me who you are," he again spoke aloud. But no further answer came to him.
Bewildered, wondering, he rose to his feet and sauntered around the room. His attention was drawn to a number of papers that were scattered on a table. A minute later he was reading an article ent.i.tled "DO THE SO-CALLED DEAD SPEAK TO US?"
The paper containing the article was a periodical which existed for the purpose of advocating spiritualism. It announced that a renowned medium would take part in a seance that very afternoon in a building not far away, and that all earnest and reverent seekers after truth were invited to be present.
"I'll go," determined d.i.c.k as he read.
CHAPTER XXIV.
VISIONS OF ANOTHER WORLD.
After d.i.c.k had decided to attend the seance he read the article more carefully. It purported to be written by a man who had given up all faith in religion and all forms of spiritual life. He had tried to find satisfaction in the pleasures and occupations of his daily existence, and had treated everything else as a played-out fallacy. Then two of his sons had been killed in the war, and life had become a painful, hollow mockery. By and by he became impressed by the thought that his sons were alive and wanted to speak to him. Sometimes, too, he had felt as though presences were near him, but who they were or what they meant he could not tell. After this he had by pure accident heard two people talking about their experiences at a seance, and one had distinctly stated that he had seen and spoken to a dear dead friend. This caused the writer to turn his attention to spiritualism. The result was that he remained no longer a materialist, but was an ardent believer in the spiritual world. He distinctly stated that he had had irrefutable a.s.surance that his sons were alive, that they had spoken to him, and had brought him messages from the spirit world. Things which before had been bewildering and cruel now became plain and full of comfort. Life was larger, grander, and full of a great hope.
d.i.c.k's heart warmed as he read. Surely here was light. Surely, too, he would be able to find an explanation to what for years had been a mystery to him.
He thought of the conversations he had heard in Eastroyd, in relation to this, to which he had paid but little attention because his mind had been too full of other matters, but which were now full of significance. His mind again reverted to the discussion on the Angels at Mons. If there were no truth in the stories, how could so many have believed in them? How could there be such clear and definite testimonies from men who had actually seen?
And had not he, d.i.c.k Faversham, both seen and heard? What was the meaning of the repeated appearances of that beautiful, luminous figure with great, yearning eyes and arms outstretched to save?
Yes; he would go to this seance. He would inquire, and he would learn.
He felt he had need of guidance. He knew he had come to another crisis in his life. The proposal which had been made to him was alluring; it appealed to the very depths of his being.
Power, position, fame! That was what it meant. To take a leading part in the great drama of life, to be a princ.i.p.al factor in the emanc.i.p.ation of the world! But there was another side. If this movement was spreading with such gigantic strides--were to spread to England and dominate the thoughts and actions of the toiling millions of the country--what might it not mean?
He was sure of nothing. He could not grasp the issues clearly; he could not see his way to the end. But it was grand; it was stupendous! Besides, to come into daily, hourly, contact with that sublime woman--to constantly feel the magnetic charm of her presence! The thought stirred his pulses, fired his imagination! How great she was, too. How she had swept aside the world's conventions and man-made moralities. She seemed like a warm breath from the lands of sunshine and song. And yet he was not sure.
For hours he sat thinking, weighing pros and cons, trying to mark out the course of his life. Yes; he had done well. Since he had left Wendover Park he had become an influence in the industrial life of the North; he had become proclaimed a leader among the working cla.s.ses; in all probability he would soon be able to voice their cause in the Mother of Parliaments.
But what did it all amount to after all? A Labour Member of Parliament! The tool of the unwashed, uneducated ma.s.ses! A voting machine at 400 a year! Besides, what could he do? What could the Labour Party do? When their programme was realised, if ever it was realised, what did it all amount to? The wealth, the power, would still be in the hands of the ruling, educated cla.s.ses, while he would be a mere n.o.body.
"Sticking-plasters."
The term stuck to him--mocked him. He was only playing at reform. But the dream of Olga--the emanc.i.p.ation of the race! the dethronement of the parasites--the bloodsuckers of the world!--a new heaven and a new earth!--while he, d.i.c.k Faversham, would be hailed as the prophet, the leader of this mighty movement, with infinite wealth at his command and power unlimited. Power!
Men professed to sneer at Trotsky; they called him a criminal, an outrage to humanity. But what a position he held! He was more feared, more discussed, than any man in the world--he who a few months before was unknown, unheard of. And he defied kings and potentates, for kings and potentates were powerless before him. While behind him was a new Russia, a new world.
To be such a man in England! To make vocal and real the longings of the greatest Democracy in the world, and to lead it. That would mean the premier place in the world, and---- So he weighed the position, so he thought of this call which had come to him.
During the afternoon he left his hotel and made his way towards the house where the spiritualistic seance was to be held. In spite of all his dreams of social reforms, and the appeal made to his own ambitions, his mind constantly reverted to the vision which had again come to him--to the influences he could not understand.
He found the house, and was admitted without difficulty. It was in a commonplace, shabby-looking street not far from Tottenham Court Road. On his arrival he was admitted into a room, where an absurd attempt had been made to give it an Oriental appearance. An old woman occupied the only arm-chair in the room. She looked up at his entrance, stared at him for a few seconds, and then muttered indistinctly. He was followed by half a dozen others who might have been habitues of the place.
Presently a man entered, who glanced inquiringly around the room. He appeared to be about fifty years of age, and had light watery-looking eyes. He made his way to d.i.c.k.
"You desire to be present at the seance?" he asked of d.i.c.k.
"If I may?" was d.i.c.k's reply.
"You come as a sincere, earnest, reverent inquirer?"
"I hope so."
"Is there any friend you have lost, any message you want to receive?" and he scrutinised d.i.c.k closely.
"At a time like this, we have all lost friends," d.i.c.k replied.
"Ah, then you come as an inquirer?"
"That is true. I have come to learn."
"Certainly. But of course there are certain expenses. Would it be convenient for you to give me ten shillings?"
d.i.c.k gave him a ten-shilling note, whereupon the man turned to another visitor.
"A great medium, but keen on business," d.i.c.k heard someone say.
"Yes, but why not? Mediums must live the same as other people."
Another man entered. He was much younger than the other. He looked very unhealthy, and his hands twitched nervously.
"The room is ready," he said, and his voice was toneless. "Perhaps you would like to see it and examine it before the light is excluded, so that you may be sure there is no deception."
d.i.c.k with two others accepted the man's invitation. The room into which he was led was carpetless and completely unfurnished save for a number of uncushioned chairs and a plain deal table. Nothing else was visible. There was not a picture on the walls, not a sign of decoration. d.i.c.k and the others professed satisfaction with what they had seen.
A few minutes later the others joined them, accompanied by the man who had been spoken of as a "great medium," also the man with the nervous, twitching hands, who d.i.c.k afterwards learned was the leader of the two mediums.
"My friends," he said, "will you seat yourselves around the table? We promise you nothing. The spirits may come, and they may not. I, personally, am a medium of the old order. I do not pretend to tell you what spirits say; I make no claim to be a clairvoyant. If the spirits come they will speak for themselves--if they wish to speak. If there are persons here who desire a message from the spirit world they will, if they receive such a message at all, receive it direct from the spirits. I pretend to explain nothing, just as I promise nothing. But in the past spirits have come to such gatherings as this, and many comforting messages have been given. That is all."
The party then sat down at the table, placed their hands upon it in such a way that the fingers of one person joined those of the persons sitting next, and thus formed a circle. All light was excluded.
For three minutes there was silence. No sound was heard; no light was seen. All was darkness and silence.
Then suddenly there was a faint voice--a child's voice. It sounded as though it came from the ceiling.
"I am come," wailed the voice.
"Yes, and I am come." This time the voice seemed to come from the direction of the window. It was hoa.r.s.e, and coa.r.s.e.
"Who are you?
"I am Jim Bark.u.m. I was killed at Mons."
"Anything to tell us?"
"No; nothin' except I'm all right. I come fro' Sheffield. If you could tell my mother, Emily Bark.u.m, that I'm very happy I'd be very thankful."
"What's your mother's address?"
"Number 14 Tinkers Street."
After this a number of other spirits purported to come, one of whom said he was the son of a sitter in the circle, and that he had been killed in the war.
"Will you reveal yourself?" said the medium.
Some phosphorous light shone in the darkness, in the radiance of which was the outline of a face.
"Do you recognise it?" asked the medium.
"It might be Jack," d.i.c.k heard a voice say.
After this there seemed to be a quarrel among the spirits. There was a good deal of confused talk and a certain amount of anger expressed. Also a number of feeble jokes were pa.s.sed and far-away laughter heard. Evidently the spirits were in a frolicsome humour.