The Cleansing Flames Part 36

Virgkinsky frowned and blushed in quick succession.

Varvara Alexeevna shook her head dismissively. 'Foolish man!'

'I had no choice. I had to go with him. He said Dyavol wanted to see me.' Virginsky felt a tingle of self-consciousness at the lie.

'You saw Dyavol?'

'No. It turns out that Dolgoruky lied to me. I only saw Totsky. And Tatyana Ruslanovna.'

'Still and all, you should not have gone out.'

Something about her use of the expression 'still and all' prompted Virginsky to ask: 'Who is Dyavol, do you know?'

'No one has ever met him, apart from Dolgoruky, and Botkin, and maybe a few others.'

'Tatyana Ruslanovna?'

'Perhaps.'

'Pseldonimov?'

'Why do you ask about Pseldonimov?'

'Did you know him?'

'He was one of our people, I know that.'

'And now he is dead. What about Kozodavlev? Had he ever met Dyavol?'

'Why are you asking me these questions? Like a . . . like a magistrate!'

'Forgive me. It is an unpleasant habit of mine. I used to be a magistrate. Until very recently, in fact. I still have the magistrate's instincts. I can't help myself.'

'It is a habit you had better get out of. It will not stand you in good stead with our people.'

'Yes, of course.' And although he tried to, he could not resist another question. Indeed, he was not even aware of asking it: 'Where is Kirill Kirillovich?'

'He will not be back for another hour or so. Now, if you will forgive me, I wish to rest until Kirill Kirillovich's return.' Varvara Alexeevna did not look at him as she said this. Neither did she wait for his courteous bow, before disappearing into the bedroom. He heard the scratch of the hook slotting into its eye, locking the door.

Virginsky moved along the hallway. The light in the apartment was more diffuse now, the flaring panels of sunlight gone. He wondered how long he had spent chasing around after Dolgoruky. His grumbling stomach told him it must have been the best part of the day.

As he entered the main room he saw his service uniform draped over the sofa, almost as if there was a man a strange two-dimensional, headless man sitting there. It seemed that Varvara Alexeevna must have arranged the clothes like this deliberately, perhaps to give him a shock when he came in. Or perhaps her motives were more subtle and psychological: the bottle-green frock coat with the polished bra.s.s b.u.t.tons was a reminder of the man he had once been; it could also be intended to serve as a warning of the powers aligned against him now.

But really, he had to smile at Varvara Alexeevna's stupidity. What if someone had come in and searched the apartment while they were out? He thought about knocking on her door and pretending to be angry about it. While he was at it, he would ask her about food.

But then a furtive embarra.s.sment came over him as he tried to remember where he had left the clothes when he had changed out of them. On the floor in the couple's bedroom, he surmised. He remembered her rebuke of 'Foolish man!' He realised that her displaying the uniform in that manner was just another way of saying the same thing.

So must he hide them, or even destroy them? The simplest and most effective way to achieve the latter would be to burn the clothes, feeding them into the couple's stove. But the idea repelled him in a way he could not fathom. He bundled the clothes up hurriedly and stowed them beneath the table. It was hardly a permanent solution but somehow it freed him to concentrate on what he needed to do.

He crossed to the window, or rather to the wall beside the window, doing his best to keep out of sight of anyone watching the apartment. The room was on the same side of the corridor as the bedroom, so that its window also overlooked the courtyard. Virginsky peered down. The man was still there.

There was a small escritoire in the corner of the room. Virginsky found writing paper and pens in the drawer and drafted his initial report, which he made sure fitted onto one side of paper. He folded the sheet into a paper dart, with the plain side out.

This time Virginsky stood in full view of the window. The man in the courtyard bristled to attention. They exchanged minute nods, understanding one another's gestures perfectly despite the distance between them. There was no one else in the courtyard. Virginsky opened the cas.e.m.e.nt window, wincing at the creak of its hinges, and threw out the dart.

The man in the courtyard seemed determined to disregard the missile. As soon as it began its twisting descent, he looked sharply away from it, and continued to ignore it after it had landed. A terrible thought struck Virginsky: what if the fellow was not the man he had taken him to be? That is to say, what if he was exactly what he appeared to be, an idle loiterer, or even a burglar in waiting? Worse still, what if he was wholly and dangerously mistaken about him; that is to say, he was not a police agent, but one of 'our people,' watching the apartment for any slips on his part, a slip of precisely the kind he had just committed.

At last, as if in response to a signal, the man began to walk across the courtyard, though without looking down at the paper dart on the ground. Even so, he was walking straight towards it.

Virginsky's heart was pounding hard. Surely he had not been mistaken? Porfiry Petrovich had promised him that there would be a man in place, through whom he would be able to communicate. This fellow had to be that man. But if he were not, Virginsky had just, in all probability, written his own death warrant.

The man stooped and retrieved the dart, moving on without opening it. He glanced up at the window. Virginsky tried to interpret his look, for he felt that it must contain the secret of his own fate. But the look was all too brief and utterly inscrutable.

Virginsky turned to the mantelpiece to consult the ormolu clock, wondering how much longer he would have to wait for something to eat. But he saw that Varvara Alexeevna had removed it. Its absence struck him as pointed, and yet he felt a strange sense of injustice at this. After all, it was Botkin who had threatened to smash the clock, not him. Whatever else she might think of him, she had no reason to believe he was a vandal, or a thief.

In the adjoining room, Varvara Alexeevna lay on top of the bed, overwhelmed by the sensation of her heartbeats resonating throughout her body. She felt as though her core had been drained from her, leaving a vacuum that seemed to be expanding all the time, pressing up against her epiglottis. It was as if she was on the brink of regurgitating her soul, or what her soul had become now that she no longer believed in it.

She had delivered four babies that day, the first to a merchant's wife in Vasilevsky Island, the second to a clerk's wife in Narvskaya District, the third to a prost.i.tute in Kazanskaya District, and the fourth to the wife of a factory worker, who already had six other children, huddled together in a damp cellar in Spa.s.skaya District. Perhaps the strange physical sensations she was experiencing were symptoms of a kind of elation. She ought to be at least satisfied with a good day's work. The babies had all been born alive, although she could not vouchsafe how long they would remain so. The mothers too had survived the trauma of childbirth. And yet she could not shake off the sense that she was helping to bring children into a terrible world, and therefore she was complicit in fashioning the joyless, loveless destinies that awaited them; in their oppression, in other words. Many of the babies she delivered were unwanted. They would grow up if they survived infancy experiencing only hardship and misery. In all likelihood, the girls would become prost.i.tutes; the boys, drunken brutes, fathering more unwanted children. And so it went on. Ignorance breeding ignorance.

She relied on two consolations to bring herself out of these depressive states: the first was her commitment to the revolution, her determination to do what she could to create a better world for the four babies she had delivered that day to grow up in; the second was her enjoyment of the small collection of fine objects she had managed to acc.u.mulate over the years. She was aware of the contradiction inherent in these positions. It had been pointed out to her enough times by Kirill Kirillovich and his friends. But as far as she was concerned, both were essential to her, and therefore she saw no difficulty.

At times, however, the latter consolation, that of beautiful objects, was more compelling than the allure of a distant, unachieved future. There was so much uncertainty on the way to a better society, so much debate and disagreement, about methods and means, not to mention objectives, that it was hard to maintain her commitment to the cause at every minute of every day. The present was dominated by sacrifice, as the immediate future would be. There was the very real possibility that she herself would not live to enjoy the rewards that would one day come. In the meantime, all that was left to her was to obey unquestioningly whatever was asked of her by the central committee. But she had to confess, she found this harder than she might have hoped. For example, she had been called upon to harbour the man in the next room. She did not like him. She did not trust him. But it seemed that he was a hero of the revolution, or on the verge of becoming one. And so she must share her apartment, and her food, with him.

It was hard to bear. And what was worse, her husband had left her alone with the interloper. The creak of the window opening in the next room reminded her forcefully of his presence. She sat up and turned her head, to indulge in the second of her consolations, which in this instance meant gazing across at the ormolu clock she had retrieved from the living room, now placed on her rococo dressing table.

It was almost six o'clock. Kirill Kirillovich should be home soon. Varvara Alexeevna rose from her bed and crossed to the window to look out for him. As she reached the window, she noticed a paper dart drift down towards the courtyard. She instinctively pulled back. A man was standing near the entrance to the courtyard. At first, there seemed to be no connection between this man and the paper dart, which he seemed determined to ignore. Indeed, it was his insistence on not looking at the dart, or at the window from which it had been thrown, that convinced her he was linked to it in some way. At last, the man began to walk casually across the muddy s.p.a.ce, pausing only to pick up the paper dart, which he pocketed without reading.

33.

'The ruse'

Porfiry Petrovich was sitting up in bed, a selection of newspapers spread out over him, as if the hospital had run out of linen and had resorted to these grubby paper sheets instead. He seemed unusually chipper, particularly for someone who had apparently been shot at close range. A small gauze dressing was fixed to his cheek with adhesive tape. His face around the dressing appeared tender and swollen. The room, of which he was the sole occupant, smelt of carbolic acid.

A polizyeisky positioned outside his door had been authorised to admit only Nikodim Fomich and Dr Pervoyedov. Indeed, the polizyeisky himself had been forbidden from entering the room, although there was nothing to prevent him, other than his unquestioning instinct for obedience. The man had been chosen for his singular lack of imagination and curiosity.

Porfiry looked up as the door opened and Dr Pervoyedov came in. The doctor's expression had settled over the past day or so into one of determined, seemingly unshakeable resentment. The raw, heart-punching fear he had felt the day before, when he had first walked into Porfiry's chambers to see his friend leaching blood from a chest wound, was still with him, a spur to his anger now. Confused and alarmed by Zamyotov's panic, by his garbled talk of gunshot and blood, it had at first been impossible for Dr Pervoyedov to take in what Porfiry was saying to him: that there was no need to worry; that he was not hurt; that Virginsky had not really shot him. That it was all a ruse.

'A ruse?'

'Yes, a ruse!' How infuriatingly pleased with himself Porfiry Petrovich seemed when he shared his secret. Only just released from the anxiety of thinking his friend injured, Dr Pervoyedov felt a powerful urge to inflict the pain he had imagined Porfiry to be suffering. In the event, his adherence to the Hippocratic Oath prevailed. That was when he first noticed the nick on Porfiry's cheek.

'Pavel Pavlovich discharged a blank cartridge!' hissed Porfiry, between delighted wheezing gasps of laughter.

'He did what?'

'We plugged the cartridge with a wad of paper. This,' said Porfiry, holding up the hand that had apparently been staunching his wound, 'is pig's blood!'

Dr Pervoyedov's face contorted into an expression of distaste at the memory, though all the pig's blood had by now been cleaned up. His distaste was at the part he had been forced to play in the deception. It was all very well for Porfiry Petrovich to indulge in these pranks, but to involve others, such as himself and Pavel Pavlovich Virginsky well, that was going too far.

Of course, Porfiry Petrovich had insisted that it was not a prank. He preferred the word 'ruse', and had a.s.serted that it was entirely necessary, if Virginsky was to be accepted as a committed revolutionist.

At that point, Dr Pervoyedov had given vent to his feelings by indulging in a spate of unscientific language, briefly summarised by the question, 'Have you any idea of the danger to which you are exposing that boy?'

'But the whole thing was Pavel Pavlovich's idea!' declared Porfiry, as if that justified everything.

Dr Pervoyedov had shaken his head in exasperation. His anger at Porfiry's recklessness how could an intelligent man be so stupid? distracted him from whatever duty of professional care he might have owed as a doctor. For although he had noticed the nick, and realised it was a genuine abrasion, he did nothing about it. In his defence, it appeared extremely minor. (But was there a desire to punish Porfiry in this trivial act of neglect? If so, the doctor never admitted it.) He ought perhaps to have intervened when Porfiry carelessly rubbed the graze with the hand that was stained with pig's blood, but at the time he had been in full abusive flow. He had scarcely noticed the movement. Furthermore, he had been so caught up with Porfiry's definition of the event as a 'ruse', which implied something harmless and even amusing, that it was almost as if he had developed a professional blind-spot.

It was only later, when Porfiry was installed in the room at the Obukhovksy Hospital, that Dr Pervoyedov had remembered, and attended to, the cut on his face, at last cleaning away the blood, a mixture of Porfiry's own and that of the unknown pig. He had rinsed the wound with a solution of carbolic acid, in keeping with the best advice of the renowned Edinburgh surgeon, Joseph Lister. 'There must have been something lodged in the barrel, or perhaps it was a piece of the cartridge sh.e.l.l that broke off.' He could find nothing of the kind in the wound now. Whatever had caused the injury was long gone.

'It's nothing,' Porfiry had protested.

'Tell me, did he really point the gun at your head?'

'But it was loaded with a blank cartridge. There was no danger.'

'Could he not just as easily have fired into the air?'

'He had to make it convincing.'

'But there was no one else in the room with you at the time. And your door was closed. Who was there to be convinced?'

'Someone might have come in just as he was firing the gun.'

'In which case, your ruse most certainly would have backfired. Pavel Pavlovich would have been detained.'

Porfiry had pursed his lips as he thought about Dr Pervoyedov's objections. 'Perhaps he needed to convince himself.'

Now, a day after 'the ruse', Dr Pervoyedov was less than happy with what that graze was turning into. The skin around the wound was red, the flesh swollen, and sore, judging by Porfiry's winces when Dr Pervoyedov probed it. The wound itself was tiny. But it was moist and gaping, like the mouth of a small bloodthirsty fish.

Porfiry himself, however, seemed little troubled by it, and so the doctor affected to be equally unconcerned. 'I'll just take a look at that cut,' he said, avoiding Porfiry's eyes, and still maintaining his pinched, resentful expression.

'Stop fussing. It's nothing, I tell you. It's the way you keep pulling off that dressing that's made it sore.'

At Dr Pervoyedov's smile as he studied the minuscule wound, Porfiry wondered if he had at last been forgiven. But the smile was a mask. The truth was that Dr Pervoyedov did not like what he saw at all. The flesh was angry and more inflamed than ever. And in the lips of the little fish, he saw morsels of yellow pus.

The doctor felt a weight of shame and grief, his conscience pounding his memory with the sight of Porfiry's pig-bloodied hand touching his face. He knew very well what they might expect if the infection took hold in earnest.

And so his resentment vanished what a trifling thing it turned out to be, after all! and he was restored to Porfiry as the smiling friend of old. If Porfiry was suspicious at the speed of this transformation, he kept it to himself.

As Dr Pervoyedov cleaned out the wound now, Porfiry's winces were more deeply felt and longer lasting than they had been.

Porfiry let out a small wimper of protest as he slumbered, waking himself up with a start. His arms felt down the bed and pulled a sheet of newspaper up to read. He quickly tired of the paper and let it fall to the floor, casting a glance towards Dr Pervoyedov. 'What are you doing still here? Don't you have proper patients to see to?'

For some reason, Dr Pervoyedov was grinning in a most unconvincing manner, affecting an insouciance that he clearly did not feel. 'Oh, I have completed my rounds. I was just pa.s.sing, and so I thought I would look in on you.'

There was a diffident knock at the door. Porfiry looked up to see Nikodim Fomich enter.

'How is our patient?' Nikodim Fomich gave the last word an ironic emphasis. His face wrinkled with pleasure. He had never shared Dr Pervoyedov's disapproval of 'the ruse', and had in fact given his secret a.s.sent to Virginsky's mission beforehand.

'The wound is not healing as cleanly as I might have hoped,' said Dr Pervoyedov, who seemed to be irritated by Nikodim Fomich's joviality.

'Wound? But I understood the weapon was loaded with blanks?'

'The good doctor has rather made a mess of my face with all his fussing,' said Porfiry.

'I . . . !' But Dr Pervoyedov decided against articulating his protest further.

'Exercise more care, Pervoyedov! We must look after this man. He is the jewel in our crown.' Nikodim Fomich patted Porfiry's leg solicitously. 'Now then, what do you think of this? We have received a message. From Pavel Pavlovich, our man in the field. The system you set up has worked, Porfiry Petrovich!'

Porfiry waved away the compliment.

Nikodim Fomich handed a much-folded sheet of paper to Porfiry. Porfiry looked briefly at the note but handed it back to Nikodim Fomich almost immediately. 'Read it to me.' His hands fell heavily when the note was taken from him and he closed his eyes.

Nikodim Fomich frowned distractedly at this unexpected reaction but did as Porfiry directed. 'Have read Dolgoruky's printed confession. He confesses rape of child. Child subsequently killed self. Dolgoruky makes no mention of suicide in confession. I believe this provides Dolgoruky with motive to kill Pseldonimov: to suppress the confession that he came to regret. Printing press at workshop off Kalashnikovsky Prospect. Also serves as bomb-making factory. Dolgoruky promised to introduce me to 1 known as "Dyavol." Failed. I believe Dyavol head of cell including Pseldonimov, Rakitin, Dolgoruky, Kozodavlev and three others. My first contact, Botkin. Totsky = "Bazarov" from Affair. And Tatyana Ruslanovna Vakhrameva! (Remember?) If I can meet Dyavol, will find out more. Dyavol is key to it all. We could arrest Dolgoruky for child rape. He will confess. But if he remains at liberty for present he may lead me to Dyavol. Cell is planning major atrocity involving explosives. I need to infiltrate cell further find out what. Some suspicion (of me) by revolutionists. They would be more convinced if P.P. had died! (Consider announcement to that effect? Staged funeral?) If I am discovered, they will kill me. Botkin ruthless, Dolgoruky mad. Totsky angry. Vakhrameva damaged. Dyavol? Worst of all? I sincerely hope that I am not mistaken in the man I have chosen to deliver this message. (However, advise you change man as he is becoming conspicuous.) 'P.S.: Tatiscev lied. Did know Kozodavlev. "Stole" K's wife many years ago.' Nikodim Fomich directed his attention expectantly onto Porfiry.

'Pavel Pavlovich has done well,' declared Porfiry without opening his eyes.

'Shall we raid the workshop?' asked Nikodim Fomich. 'Seize the illegal printing press and whatever materiel is there? Virginsky has very helpfully drawn a map of the location.'

'If we do that now, the members of the cell will without doubt vanish into the night. We must allow Pavel Pavlovich to continue his operation.'

'With all respect, Porfiry Petrovich,' began Dr Pervoyedov, ominously. The doctor had a tendency to formality when agitated. 'With all respect, I say, would it not be wiser to extract him now before he comes to any harm?'

'Extracting Pavel Pavlovich prematurely will only have the same effect. The terrorists will realise they have had an agent in their midst and, once again, disappear without trace. And so, we have no choice but to ensure Pavel Pavlovich's further advancement in the movement.'

'You are not thinking I hope to G.o.d you are not thinking this! you are not thinking of taking up his preposterous suggestion?'

'It may be possible to make an announcement along the lines that he has suggested.'

'You would announce your own death? And would you also stage a funeral? Surely even you would hesitate to perpetrate a prank as tasteless as that.'

'If it were merely a prank, then of course I would have nothing to do with it. And, with any luck, it will not come to that. However, if we time our announcements well, Pavel Pavlovich's progression within the inner cabal will have reached its conclusion before there is need to go through with any such display.'

'And what will that conclusion be, I wonder? His death?'

'You may not believe this, Dr Pervoyedov, but I tried to talk him out of it, to no avail. I could see that he was determined to get mixed up with these people, with or without my support. I felt it better to put in place a channel of communication, should he need to contact us in an emergency.' Porfiry's eyes were still closed as he spoke. His weariness was such that it seemed as if the conversation, rather than his injury, was taking its toll on him.