The One I've Loved 9 Avoiding

It was in the month of December , Rachel and I were walking in our school ground during lunch hour .

I saw Austin talking to few guys and laughing while placing his hands in his pockets as always ,Justin was there too.

"What do you think made him laugh ?" I asked looking at her curiously .

" Why don't you just go and ask him Jess" she replied without looking at me as she was busy opening her chips packet and stuffing them in her mouth .

Turning my head to her side and folding my hands I glared at her .

" For G.o.d sake !!! stop admiring me, " she told finally looking at me .

Not even in your dreams I said and tilted my head in the direction where Austin and Justin were standing and saw them coming our way .

s.h.i.t!!!

They are coming our way ,I told her and grabbed her hand and started walking fast .

"Wait , I'm not able to eat my chips , they are falling down and by the way why are we leaving? , why don't you just smile at him and try talking to him ? "she asked me taking out chips from the packet and stuffing them on her mouth again .

Okay, I'll try talking to him next time and for now let's just go somewhere and sit under shade just like you wanted , I replied .

" G.o.d should only know when that next time will be ," she replied with a giggle.

My heart would start beating fast whenever I saw him , my body would become hot and my cheeks would turn red .

All those five months , there were only a few times I spoke to him and I would always reply looking everywhere but not at him . I tried looking at him and talking to him whenever I used to meet him and Justin, but then I could never look at him .

After few days I had my had my mid term examination which I didn't write well and then we got holidays for few days .

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December is a month of joy , people say .But for students, it's a month of sleepless nights .