Tangled Series: Tamed Part 17

Her cousin chuckles. "Sure you are, Rain Man. Cats come from miles around just to hear you-hoping to get lucky."

I laugh and tap my beer bottle to Warren's. Then he ducks as Dee whips a pretzel at his head.

Kate sits back down next to Billy, and I can't help but notice the s.p.a.ce between their chairs. Billy leans forward and says, "So . . . I've got some news. That music producer who came to my gig a few months back called. He wants me to come out to California . . . says he can get me into a studio."

Dee smiles joyously. "Oh my G.o.d! That's fantastic!"

But judging by the look on her face, fantastic isn't what Kate thinks it is at all.

"When . . . when did this happen?" she asks.

Billy shrugs. "A few days ago." He sips his beer.

"Why am I just hearing about it now?"

Tension sweeps across the air like a swarm of locusts.

Billy stares hard. "When was I supposed to tell you, Kate? You're never around."

Her frown deepens. "We live together."

"And even when you're at the apartment, you're not there."

She looks away and pushes a hand through her hair. Delores watches them-worriedly-like a child of divorce stuck between two bickering parents.

"I can't . . ." Kate starts. "I can't go to California now."

Billy keeps his eyes on his beer bottle. "Yeah . . . I know. That's why I'm going by myself."

Kate looks completely blindsided-hurt, and a little angry.

"But . . . we had a plan. You supported me when I was in school and now I . . . it's my turn to do that for you."

Billy pushes his chair back from the table. Defensive frustration makes his hands clench and his expression tight. "Well, plans change, Katie. I mean really, will you even f.u.c.king notice when I'm gone? 'Cause it sure doesn't feel like you will."

She's about to ask what he means. It's right there on the tip of her tongue. But she stops short and says, "I don't want to fight."

This just p.i.s.ses Warren off more. "Of course you don't want to fight. You don't want to do anything with me these days! You're too busy to go anywhere-"

"I'm working!"

He ignores her. "You don't want to argue, or talk; you don't want to have s.e.x . . ."

Kate's cheeks flush pink, but I can't tell if it's because she's embarra.s.sed or mad.

"All you want to do is look over your f.u.c.king files and decide what suit you should wear to the office."

"That's not fair!"

"I know business is a man's world, but I didn't know you had to dress the part."

Delores jumps in. "Don't be a d.i.c.k, Billy."

"Stay out of it, Dee-Dee."

With fire in her eyes, Kate gets in her finance's face. "Screw you."

He laughs in a bitter way. "Interesting choice of words. I'm not sure who you've been s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g lately, but it hasn't been me."

Kate stands up and rips her purse off the back of the chair. "I'm going home. Good night, Matthew. Dee, I'll call you."

As Kate walks out the door, Warren stands up to follow her, but Dee grabs his arm.

"Billy! Don't . . . don't say things you can't take back . . . things you and I both know you don't mean."

All he does is nod. Then he's out the door too.

Dee takes a long drink of her martini. "Well, that just happened."

"Think they'll be okay?" I ask.

"No. I'm sure they'll make up, stay together-do the long-distance thing. But they haven't been okay in a long time. Their relationship is like a morgue . . . lifeless. And Billy's right. I can't remember the last time they argued before tonight."

"Isn't that a good thing?" I wonder, finishing off my beer.

"Not for them. They don't not argue because they're happy-they don't fight because, I think, deep down where neither of them wants to admit, there's nothing worth fighting for."

The most successful marriages and relationships are between best friends-who want to f.u.c.k each other. Trusted confidants who can't keep their hands off each other. When you've been with the same person for years, it's supposed to get comfortable. Broken in. Like a well-worn favorite pair of sweatpants.

But there has to be heat-desperate attraction. A craving need. Sometimes, like Steven and Alexandra, it comes in waves. They indulge it, when the demands of life let them. But if the pa.s.sion is gone and you can't be bothered to even try and rekindle the flame-all you have is friendship. Companionship.

At eighty years old, that may very well be enough. But at frigging twenty-five? You're just settling for the status quo.

"You ready to head out?" Delores asks.

"Yep. Looks like it's just you and me tonight."

She pumps her fist. "Weekend warriors . . . on a Wednesday. Let's do it."

Delores and I spend the next few hours bar-hopping. We play darts and pool. She takes me for fifty bucks on our last game because I didn't realize I was dealing with a practiced hustler.

I should have known.

Ultimately we end up at a club-pressing and grinding together on the crowded dance floor. But the whole time, Dee's more subdued than usual. She seems weighed down. Disquieted. Not the unpredictable and jovial girl I've come to know the last few weeks.

I call it a night-much earlier than past years-and we go back to her place. Once there, we crash on the couch and talk about nothing . . . and everything. Eventually, the subject of pets comes up, and I tell her all about King, the ma.s.sive black Great Dane I grew up with. I genuinely loved that big hairy b.a.s.t.a.r.d, so I'm kind of horrified when Delores tells me, "I never had a dog."

"Really? Never? Not even like . . . a Chihuahua?"

She shakes her head. "I had a hamster-they're pretty self-sufficient. My mother never wanted the responsibility of a dog. Plus, there was the drool phobia."

I grin, 'cause I can already tell this is gonna be a good one.

"The what?"

"Drool phobia. I have a long-standing aversion to any man or animal with over-productive saliva glands."

"You're kidding me."

"I can handle wet kisses-you already know that. They're hot when I'm caught up in the moment. But too much saliva is nasty. And spitting, drooling-those are deal breakers. Makes me nauseous."

Delores isn't bothered by dirt or sweat or sloppiness. She's not afraid of rodents-even the cat-size rats that scour the city and are pretty f.u.c.king frightening if you ask me. She's in love with my motorcycle and actually likes snakes. So, I can't help but find this quirk-this c.h.i.n.k in her otherwise "doesn't give a s.h.i.t" armor-cute. Funny.

And I want to f.u.c.k with her about it.

The nine-year-old boy inside me-the one who was amused by dangling a long-legged spider in Alexandra's face, despite the consequences that always followed-takes over my body. It's the only explanation for what I do next.

"So . . . it would bother you if I did this?" I sc.r.a.pe my nasal pa.s.sage loudly then hawk the thick ball of phlegm up to the back of my throat.

Delores leans back, closes her eyes disgustedly, and holds up her hands. "Do not do that."

I swallow my spit and taunt, "And I guess you really wouldn't want me to do a John Bender in front of you."

John Bender-The Breakfast Club. If you don't know what I'm talking about, watch and learn.

She actually looks a little panicked. "Don't you f.u.c.king dare!"

I smile wide. Then I tilt my head back, open my mouth and launch an impressive loogie wad up into the air. It gets some distance, hangs for a moment, then falls back into my waiting mouth. Before I can say "tasty," Dee is up on her feet screaming.

"Ah! That's sooo gross!" She dances around like there's ants crawling under her dress and points at me as she shrieks, "You are no longer c.l.i.t-Boy or G.o.d! You're Loogie-Man and you disgust me! I'm never kissing you again!"

"Is that a challenge?"

She laughs nervously and backs away. "No . . . no, you and your foul tongue stay away!"

In a flash, I'm off the sofa with my arms around her waist. Dee struggles to get away and we both fall to the floor in a screeching, rolling, laughing heap. I'm able to get on top; I straddle her stomach and pin her wrists above her head. There's no chance for her to buck me off, but that doesn't stop her from trying.

And maybe it's the friction from her writhing body underneath me. Maybe it's because I'm having so much fun. Or maybe it's the fantastic s.e.xual escapades we had in this particular position-but whatever the reason, I'm instantly and totally turned on.

Still, I ignore the b.o.n.e.r. He's not going anywhere anytime soon, and I've got some torturing to do. Like a tentacle in a sci-fi horror film, my outstretched tongue slowly lowers toward Dee's face. Her head thrashes and her screams turn ear piercing.

Then she tries to bite me.

So I go in for the kill. I lick her cheek and her forehead-making sure to leave a heavy slime trail, like a slug that's been mutated from a radiation leak. I get her closed eyes next, and I'm about to move to her neck when there's a loud knock at the door.

I wonder if a neighbor heard Dee screaming and called the cops. I roll off of her. She gets up, making snorting but revolted sounds as she wipes at her face vigorously. Then she threatens, "You're a.s.s is gra.s.s, Fisher, and I'm the lawn mower. Do not close your eyes tonight."

I just laugh.

Dee opens the door without looking out the peephole. And standing there, head down, guitar case in hand, is Billy Warren. He looks up at Dee and asks, "Can I stay here tonight?"

Dee opens the door wider to let Billy walk in.

"Yeah-sure. What . . . are you okay?"

He drops his guitar in the corner. His eyes are moist, like he's fighting to hold back tears, but losing. "Kate and I . . . we . . . I broke up with Kate."

Chapter 15.

After giving Delores the barest of details, Billy insists she go check on Kate-sounds like she's pretty much a train wreck. Dee grabs her coat and makes eye contact with me from the door. Then she tilts her head in her cousin's direction, silently telling me to hang out with him while she's gone.

I nod firmly. She gives me a thankful smile then walks out.

Leaving Billy-boy and me on our own.

I feel like I should play host, but this is his cousin's apartment-he's obviously comfortable in it-'cause he knows where the hard liquor is. As soon as the door is closed, he walks to the kitchen and comes back with a bottle of vodka, two shot gla.s.ses, and two beers.

He sits on the couch, sets the on-my-way-to-s.h.i.t-faced paraphernalia on the table, and pours two shots. He slides one in my direction and immediately downs his own. By the time I swallow my shot, Billy's already finished with number two.

He blows out a deep breath and stares at the table. Without looking up he informs me, "You're good for my cousin. You make her . . . happy. Dee's got c.r.a.p taste in guys-always has. a.s.sholes are her usual type-but you, you seem decent."

I crack open my beer. "I like to think I am. She makes me happy too."

He nods. Then he looks up at me. "She's worth it-the h.e.l.l she'll most likely put you through. Delores can be a major pain in the a.s.s, but it's only because she's been hurt-trusted the wrong people . . . and now's she's scared of being wrong again. But . . . she loves . . . deep. She gives everything she's got. If she lets you in-she'll never let you down."

"I know she's worth it." I chuckle. "And I'm working on getting her to let me in."

Billy takes a drag on his beer. "Good."

He offers me another shot-I shake my head and he drinks it himself.

Then he says, "I know you don't know me, man, but I'm hoping you'll be straight with me. Is something going on between Kate and that Evans guy?"

The words hang for a moment, and I ask cautiously, "Did Kate tell you something was going on between them?"

He drinks his beer and shakes his head. "Nah-just a feeling. She's always mentioning him-either because he's p.i.s.sed her off or he's helping her out or he's done something f.u.c.king brilliant."

In situations like these, I don't like to lie. I was raised on the idea that how you treat others is how the world will turn around and treat you. At the same time, Drew is my best friend. So while Billy seems like a good guy, if I need to have someone's back here, it's not going to be his.

"Kate really doesn't seem like the type to cheat, Billy."