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The Reverend Hugh Grantley walked up and down the floor of his study in deep meditation. But his thoughts were not on his Sunday sermon nor yet on the topic for the young people's meeting, though they were serious enough by the set of his jaw.
His friend Clay had just left him. Clay was in a radiant humour. Dr.
Barner's friendly att.i.tude toward him had apparently changed the aspect of affairs, and now the old doctor had suggested taking him into partnership.
"Think of it, Grantley," the young man had exclaimed, "what this will mean to me. He is a great man in his profession, so clever, so witty, so scholarly, everything. He was the double gold medallist in his year at McGill, and he has been keeping absolutely sober lately--thanks to your good offices"--at which the other made a gesture of dissent--"and then I would be in a better position to look after things. As it has been, any help I gave Mary in keeping the old man from killing people had to be done on the sly."
The minister winced and went a shade paler at the mention of her name, but the doctor did not notice.
"Mary is anxious to have it brought about, too," he went on, "for it has always been a worry to her when he was away, but now he will do the office work, and I will do the driving. It will be a distinct advantage to me, though of course I would do it anyway for her sake."
Then it was well for the minister that he came of a race that can hold its features in control. This easy naming of her name, the apparent proprietorship, the radiant happiness in Clay's face, could mean but one thing. He had been blind, blind, blind!
He heard himself saying mechanically.
"Yes, of course, I think it is the only thing to do," and Clay had gone out whistling.
He sat for a few minutes perfectly motionless. Then a shudder ran through him, and the black Highland blood surged into his face, and anger flamed in his eyes. He sprang to his feet with his huge hands clenched.
"He shall not have her," he whispered to himself. "She is mine. How dare he name her!"
Only for a moment did he give himself to the ecstasy of rage. Then his arms fell and he stood straight and calm and strong, master of himself once more.
"What right have I?" he groaned wearily pressing his hands to his head.
"Who am I that any woman should desire me. Clay, with his easy grace, his wit, his manliness, his handsome face, no wonder that she prefers him, any woman would, and Clay is worthy, more worthy," he thought in an agony of renunciation. He thought of Clay's life as he had known it now for years. So fair and open and clean. "Yes, Clay is worthy of her." He repeated it dully to himself as he walked up and down.
Every incident of the past three months came back to him now with cruel distinctness--the sweetness of her voice, the glorious beauty of her face, so full sometimes of life's pain, so strong too in the overcoming of it, and her little hands--oh what pretty little hands they were--he had held them once only for a moment, but she must have felt the love that throbbed in his touch, and he had thought that perhaps--perhaps Oh, unutterable blind fool that he was!
He pressed his hands again to his head and groaned aloud; and He who hears the cry of the child or of the strong man in agony drew near and laid His pierced hands upon him in healing and benediction.
The next Sunday the Reverend Hugh Grantley was at his best, and his sermons had a new quality that appealed to and comforted many a weary one who, like himself, was traveling by the thorn-road.
In Mrs. McGuire's little house there was nothing to disturb the reading now, for the minister came no more, but the joyousness had all gone from Mary's voice, and Mrs. McGuire found herself losing all interest in Christian's struggles as she looked at Mary's face.
Once she saw the minister pa.s.s and she beat upon the window with her knitting needle, but he hurried by without looking up. Then the anger of Mrs. McGuire was kindled mightily, and she sometimes woke up in the night to express her opinion of him in the most lurid terms she could think of, feeling meanwhile the futility of human speech. It was a hard position for Mrs. McGuire, who had always been able to settle her own affairs with ease and grace.
One day when this had been going on about a month, Mrs. McGuire sat in her chintz-covered rocking-chair and thought hard, for something had to be done. She narrowed her black eyes into slits and thought and thought. Suddenly she started as if she heard something, and perhaps she did--the angel who brought the inspiration may have whirred his wings a little.
Mary Barner was coming that afternoon to "red up" a little for her, for her rheumatism had been very bad. With wonderful agility she rose and made ready for bed. First, however, she carefully examined the latch on her kitchen door. Now this latch had a bad habit of locking itself if the door was closed quickly. Mrs. McGuire tried it and found it would do this every time, and with this she seemed quite satisfied.
About half after three o'clock Mary came and began to set the little house in order. When this was done Mrs. McGuire asked her if she would make her a few b.u.t.termilk biscuits, she had been wishing for them all day.
When she saw Mary safely in the kitchen her heart began to beat. Now if the minister was at home, the thing was as good as done.
She watched at the window until Jimmy Watson came from school, and then, tapping on the gla.s.s, beckoned him to come in, which he did with great trepidation of spirit.
She told him to go at once and tell Mr. Grantley to come, for she needed him very badly.
Then she got back into bed, and tried to compose her features into some resemblance of invalidism.
When Mr. Grantley came she was resting easier she said (which was true), but would he just get her a drink of water from the kitchen, and would he please shut the door quick after him and not let the cat up.
Mr. Grantley went at once and she heard the door shut with a snap.
Just to be sure that it was "snibbed," Mrs. McGuire tiptoed after him in her bare feet, a very bad thing for a sick-a-bed lady to do, too, but to her credit, be it written, she did not listen at the keyhole.
She got back into bed, exclaiming to herself with great emphasis:
"There, now, fight it out among yerselves."
When the minister stepped quickly inside the little kitchen, closing the door hurriedly behind him to prevent the invasion of the cat (of which there wasn't one and never had been any), he beheld a very busy and beautiful young woman sifting flour into a baking-dish.
"Mary!" he almost shouted, hardly believing his senses.
He recovered himself instantly, and explained his errand, but the pallor of his face was unmistakable.
When Mary handed him the cup of water she saw that his hand was shaking; but she returned to her baking with the greatest composure.
The minister attempted to lift the latch, he rattled the door in vain.
"Come out this way," Mary said as sweetly as if she really wanted him to go.
She tried to open the outside door, also in vain. Mrs. McGuire had secured it from the outside with a clothes-line prop and a horse nail.
The minister came and tried it, but Mrs. McGuire's work held good. Then the absurdity of the position struck them both, and the little house rang with their laughter--laughter that washed away the heartaches of the dreary days before.
The minister's reserve was breaking down.
"Mary," he said, taking her face between his hands, "are you going to marry Horace Clay?"
"No," she answered, meeting his eyes with the sweetest light in hers that ever comes into a woman's face.
"Well, then," he said, as he drew her to him, "you are going to marry me."
The day had been dark and rainy, but now the clouds rolled back and the sunshine, warm and glorious, streamed into the kitchen. The teakettle, too, on the stove behind them, threw up its lid and burst into a thunder of bubbles.
The next time they tried the door it yielded, Mrs. McGuire having made a second barefoot journey.
When they came up from the little kitchen, the light ineffable was shining in their faces, but Mrs. McGuire called them back to earth by remarking dryly:
"It's just as well I wasn't parchin' for that drink."
CHAPTER XXVI
THE THANKSGIVING
The prairie lay sere and brown like a piece of faded tapestry beneath the November sun that, peering through the dust-laden air, seemed old and worn with his efforts to warm the poor old faded earth.