Size 14 Is Not Fat Either Part 34

"Wow," I say. "That's great, Tom."

"Don't worry," Tom says. I feel him pat my hand. "I'll make sure we get you a really kick-a.s.s new boss. Okay?"

"Yeah," I say. "Okay."

I must have fallen back asleep, because when I open my eyes again, Tom is gone. In his place are Magda, Sarah, and Pete.

"Go away," I say to them.

"Oh, thank G.o.d," Magda says, looking relieved. "She's all right."

"I'm serious," I say. "My head is killing me."

"That's the benzodiazepine wearing off," Sarah says chip-perly. "It's a central nervous system depressant. You're going to feel like c.r.a.p for a while."

I glare at her. "Thanks."

"We just wanted to see how you were doing," Pete says. "And to tell you not to worry."

"Yes," Magda says, grabbing the side of my gurney and bouncing excitedly. "They found the cocaine!"

"Right," Pete says. "They found the cocaine. Doug Winer's stash. The one Lindsay stole."

This makes me open my eyes more fully. "Really? Where was it?"

"Where do you think?" Sarah asks. "In Kimberly Watkins's room."

"But..." I know I'm out of it. But I can't believe I'm that out of it. "Kimberly and Lindsay were in on it together?"

Sarah shakes her head. "No. Lindsay taped the bag under her favorite cafeteria table-which is why it wasn't there when she went looking for it, to give it back to Doug when he figured out she was the one who had it. Because someone else had already found it. Someone who regularly shares that table with Lindsay. Or used to, anyway."

I stare at her. "Kimberly Watkins? Kimberly had Doug's c.o.ke the whole time?" When Sarah nods, I ask, "How did you find out?"

"Cheryl," Magda explains. "She was so angry-over what Kimberly said about Lindsay and Coach Andrews, and then, later, over what happened to her poor Jeff-who is going to be all right, just a few broken ribs-that she went to confront Kimberly, and...well...let's just say they didn't act like a couple of movie stars."

"Well, unless you mean Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie," Sarah says.

"Cheryl beat the c.r.a.p out of Kimberly," Pete says. "And Kimberly confessed. She was going to start her own little drug-dealing operation, it seems. She saw Lindsay hide the c.o.ke, and stole it next chance she got. Only after what happened to Lindsay, she was too scared to do anything. She was terrified the Winer boys would find out she was the one who had the stuff, and do to her what they did to Lindsay."

"That's why she kept trying to throw me off their scent," I murmur.

"Exactly," Sarah says. "Anyway, Cheryl went straight to the cops with what she found out, and now Kimberly's under arrest, as well. I guess the DEA'd been working for months to bust what they considered the biggest student drug ring on campus. Only, until Lindsay's murder, they really didn't have any idea where the kids were getting the stuff. That's why they had Reggie working undercover in the park. They were hoping he'd pick up some clues...which he finally did, when you asked him about the Winer boys. But even then, they still didn't have proof...."

Sarah shrugs. "Now, in addition to possession and dealing, the Winer boys have murder and attempted murder charges against them...along with a couple of the other guys from their frat. Daddy Winer has already hired the top criminal lawyer in town. But I don't see how they're gonna beat the rap with you around to testify. Oh, and Kimberly, who's turned state witness in exchange for them dropping the possession charges against her...."

"So Kimberly's kicked out of school?" I murmur.

"Uh," Magda says, "yeah. They all are. Even the Winers."

"Good," I say faintly, as my eyelids drift closed again. "That's more s.p.a.ces for me to make room changes into next week, when the housing freeze lifts."

Everything goes mercifully black for a while-that must be my central nervous system depressing again. When I open my eyes again, I find myself looking up at Detective Canavan and Reggie.

"You," I say to Reggie. "You lied to me."

He smiles. I am heart-struck to note the gold teeth are gone.

"Sorry," he says. "It was in the line of duty."

"Brian's a special agent with the Drug Enforcement Agency, Heather," Detective Canavan explains. "He's been working undercover for nearly a year in the park, trying to figure out where the influx of party drugs on campus was coming from. Thanks to your tip about the Winers, Brian was able to direct his people to send in a fellow agent disguised as a maid"-the maid I'd seen in the hallway at the Tau Phi House scrubbing the FAT CHICKS GO HOME sign-"and get all the evidence they needed to bust the Winers not just for drug trafficking, but eventually for murder and a.s.sault as well."

I look at Reggie. "Brian?"

He shrugs. "Reggie sounds more street, you know?"

"Have you ever even been to Jamaica?" I ask him.

"Oh, G.o.d, no," he says. "I get any vacation time, I head straight for the mountains. I'm a skier."

I look back at Detective Canavan. "Do I get a medal or something?"

"Um," Detective Canavan says. "No. But I got you this." He holds up a dark chocolate Dove candy bar. "The ice-cream kind would have melted," he explains.

I lift my hand-the one with all the IVs in it-and s.n.a.t.c.h the candy bar away from him.

"This city," I say, "is getting pretty cheap with the rewards for valor."

They go away, and I eat my candy bar. It's delicious. So delicious that I fall back asleep. When I wake up again, Gavin McGoren is leering down at me.

"Well, well, well," he says, with a grin. "Isn't this a fine turn of events? For once you're the one on the gurney, instead of me. I have to say, I like it a lot better like this."

"Who let you in here?" I want to know.

Gavin shrugs. "I'm a fellow patient, not a visitor," he says. He turns to show me his cheek where Steve hit him. "Seven st.i.tches. What do you think? That'll leave a pretty sweet scar, huh?"

I close my eyes. "Your mother is going to kill me."

"What are you talkin' about, woman?" Gavin scoffs. "You saved my life."

"I caused you to be kidnapped and beaten," I say, opening my eyes again. "Gavin, I-I can't tell you how sorry I am. Really. I never should have involved you in any of this."

The red marks are gone from around Gavin's mouth. So is the goatee. He apparently took the time to shave before coming in to see me. Which I should have taken as a sign of what was about to come, but my faculties are still slightly befuddled from the drug.

"There's a way you can make it up to me, if you want," he says.

"Yeah? How?" I genuinely think he's going to ask for a single with a view of the park.

Instead, he asks me out.

"You know," he says. "Just sometime. We could kick it together. Play pool or something. When you're feeling better. It doesn't have to be a date," he adds hastily. "I know you're still all in love with Jordan Cartwright, and s.h.i.t. But, you know. Just to try it out. Just to see."

"Gavin." I'm not positive, but I'm fairly sure I'm the first a.s.sistant director of a New York College residence hall to be asked out while lying on a gurney in the St. Vincent's ER recovering from being roofied. "I can't date you. You're a resident. I'm not allowed to date residents."

Gavin considers this. Then he shrugs. "I'll get an apartment."

I open my eyes wider. "Gavin. Do you have any idea how much rents are in Manhattan? Besides, you're still a student. New York College administrators are forbidden from dating students."

Gavin thinks about this for a minute. Then he says evenly, "Okay, well, then, after I graduate. Next year. Will you go out with me then?"

I'm too tired to resist. "Yes, Gavin," I say, closing my eyes again. "Next year, after you graduate, I will go out with you."

Gavin looks pleased. "Cool. You said you loved me, you know."

My eyes fly open. "Gavin, I was under the influence."

"I know," he says, still looking pleased. "But that s.h.i.t don't come from nowhere. Nowhere except the heart."

When I open my eyes next, I see Patty and Frank.

"Hi," I croak.

"You could have just told me you aren't ready to play in front of anyone yet," Frank says, "instead of going to all this trouble to get out of doing the gig."

"Frank!" Patty sounds exasperated. "Don't listen to him, Heather. We just heard. How are you doing?"

"Oh," I say. My voice still sounds awful. "Great."

"Seriously," Frank says. "We'll be playing the pub all week. So if you aren't feeling up to it tonight, there's tomorrow night. And the night after that, too."

"Frank," Patty says, looking annoyed. "Leave her alone. Can't you see that singing is the last thing she's got on her mind?"

"No," I surprise myself by saying.

Frank and Patty both look at me strangely. "No, what, honey?" Patty asks.

"No, I want to," I say. It is only as the words are coming out of my mouth that I realize I mean it. "I want to play with you guys. Just one song, though."

Patty shakes her head. "Oh, Heather. You're still on drugs."

"No, she's not," Frank says, grinning. "She means it. You mean it, Heather, don't you?"

I nod. "Not tonight, though, okay? Because I've got a headache."

Frank grins some more. "Totally fine," he says. "So whatcha gonna sing? Something you wrote? Something new?"

"No," I say. "Something Ella."

Frank's grin fades. "You're right," he murmurs to Patty. "She is still on drugs."

"She means Ella Fitzgerald," Patty hisses at him. "Just smile and nod."

Frank smiles and nods. "Okay, Heather. Night-night, Heather."

I close my eyes, and they go away. When I wake up, later, my dad is peering down at me.

"Honey?" He looks worried. "It's me, Dad."

"I know." Every word is like a stab wound to my head. I close my eyes again. "How are you, Dad?"

"I'm good," Dad says. "I'm so glad you're all right. I called your mother, to let her know."

This causes me to open one eye. "Dad. Why would you do that? She didn't even know I was-whatever."

"I think she has a right to know," Dad says. "She's still your mother. She loves you, you know. In her own way."

"Oh," I say. "Right. I guess. Well. Thanks for getting hold of Detective Canavan."

"Well, that's what family's for, honey," he says. "Listen, I was just talking to the doctor. They're going to let you go home soon."

"Are they going to give me anything for this headache first?" I ask. "I can barely see, my head's pounding so hard."

"Let me see if I can go find the doctor," Dad says. "Heather...what you did. I'm really proud of you, honey."

"Thanks, Dad," I say. And the tears in my eyes aren't just from the pain in my temples. "Dad. Where's Cooper?"

"Cooper?"

"Yeah. I mean, everybody else has been by to see me, except Cooper. Where is he?" He hates me. I know it. I said something to him-I can't remember what it was. But I know I did. And he hates me for it.

"Well, he's at Jordan's wedding, honey. Remember? It's Sat.u.r.day. He was here for a long time while you were sleeping, though. But finally he had to leave. He promised his brother, you know."

"Oh," I say. The disappointment I feel is ridiculous. And crushing. "Sure."

"Oh, here comes your doctor," Dad says. "Let's see what he has to say."

They let me go that evening. Over twelve hours of intravenous fluids, and, while I don't feel a hundred percent by any means, at least my headache is gone and the room has stopped spinning around. A look in the ladies' room mirror tells me more than I want to know about what Rohypnol does to a girl's complexion-my face is chalky white, my lips chapped, and the circles under my eyes look like bruises.

But, hey. I'm alive.

That's more than poor Lindsay Combs can say.

I sign my discharge papers and head out, a sample packet of Tylenol my only souvenir-Tylenol, that was the best they could do-expecting to see my dad waiting for me in the lobby.

But instead of Dad, I find Cooper.

In a tux.

I almost turn around and check myself back in, considering the way my heart turns over in my chest at the sight of him. Surely that isn't normal. Surely that's a sign that my central nervous system needs more fluids, or something.