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"Oh, never mind that, my boy,"--she answered kindly;--"we are both only too glad to a.s.sist any one, especially you, Frank, whom the vicar calls his 'old maid's son!' All you have to do now, is, to be hopeful and persevere! Only let me see you and Miss Min happily married in the end--for I, you know, like to see young lovers happy:--I have such a large amount of romance in me!" Indeed she had, I thought, when she laughed cheerily at the idea.
"I'll work, never fear,"--I said--"but, promotion is very slow in Government offices. It may be years before I have a decent income such as would satisfy Mrs Clyde!"
"Don't think of that, my boy,"--she said, presently.--"Don't look too far ahead! Let me see what my Keble says," she added, taking down the volume of the _Christian Year_, which she constantly consulted each day, from its regular place on her corner of the mantelpiece, where it always stood guard over her favourite chair.--"Ah,"--she continued, turning over the pages,--"I knew that I would find something to suit you. Just hear what he says of the 'lilies of the field'--
"'Alas! of thousand bosoms kind That daily court you and caress, How few the happy secret find Of your calm loveliness!
Live for to-day! to-morrow's light To-morrow's cares shall bring to sight, Go, sleep like closing flowers at night, And Heaven thy morn shall bless.'"
"Ah! But do you think I shall be successful?"--I asked, wishing to have my own hopes corroborated.
"To be sure you will, my boy. Why, there you will have another hundred a-year at once added to your income, besides what you make from your literary work! In a short time you will be quite 'an eligible person,'
I do declare!"--she said, laughing away my fit of the blues, in her bright brisk way.
"And do you think Min will wait for me?"
"Certainly, Frank. You wrong her by the very question. She's not the girl to change, or, I'm very much mistaken in her honest, n.o.ble face.
She will be constant and true, after what she has said to you, until death!"
"Oh, thank you for that a.s.surance,"--I said.
I went home completely contented and happy.
You may wonder, perhaps, at this buoyancy of temperament, that enabled me to get over so quickly the disappointment and dejection I was suffering from at Mrs Clyde's brusque rejection of my suit?
But, you must recollect that I was naturally sanguine, as I have previously told you; and, the memory of my unhappy defeat, although not quite forgotten, became merged into the hopeful antic.i.p.ations I now had--of working for my darling, and being enabled to renew my offer, in a short time, with better chances of success.
Hang care! It killed a cat once, you know. Was it not Lord Palmerston, by the way, who once made that capital cla.s.sic hit at the versatile chief of the Adullamites in Parliament during a debate on the budget, when he said--"Atra cura post _equitem_ sedet?"
Care should not sit behind _me_, however; or, in front of me, either!
I wasn't going to be a martyr to it, I promise you.
I would soon see Min again; and, in the meantime, I could wait for her and love her, in spite of all the stern mammas in creation, and notwithstanding that my tongue might be tied for awhile.
As long as I knew that she loved me in return, whom or what had I to fear?
I was, at all events, emperor of my own thoughts;--and, she was mine, _there_!
CHAPTER FOUR.
"UP FOR EXAM."
Say, should the philosophic mind disdain That good which makes each humbler bosom vain?
Let school-taught pride dissemble all it can, These little things are great to little man!
In pursuance of the vicar's advice, I hied me without delay to the tutor whom he had specially recommended; and, setting to work diligently, crammed, as hard as I could, for my expected examination.
"Cramming," nothing more nor less, was, undoubtedly, the system pursued by this modern instructor of maturity--I cannot say 'of youth,' as the majority of his pupils were men who had long cut their wisdom teeth, and worn the virile toga almost threadbare:--stalwart men, "bearded like the pard," in the fashion of Hamlet's warrior, which has now become so general that heroes and civilians are indistinguishable the one from the other.
The crammer dosed these with facts and figures at a five-hundred-horse- power rate, interlarding them with such stray skeleton sc.r.a.ps of popular information as mendicant scholars may pick up from the sumptuously- spread tables of the learned, through those crumb-like compilations of chronology and history, with which we are familiar, styled "treasures of knowledge:"--thus, he injected into the brain of his neophytes dates by the dozen and proper names--geographical ones in particular--by the score, impressing them on stubborn memories through the aid of some easily-learnt rhyme, or comic a.s.sociation, that made even the dullest comprehension retentive for awhile.
His entire curriculum consisted, mainly, in the getting by heart, with their answers, of sundry old civil service examination papers which he kept in stock--continually increasing his store as fresh ones were issued by the examining board, until he was at length master of every question which had ever puzzled a candidate from the era of the first compet.i.tion down to the present day.
His motive in this was very obvious. The crammer argued, not only wisely, but well, that a certain proportion of these questions were pretty safe to be again propounded in subsequent contests, just as one sees antique Joe Millers appear again and again, at regular recurring intervals, in the excruciating "Facetiae" columns of those penny serials, of limited merit and "unlimited circulation," that delight the eyes and ears of below-stairs readers, the staple of whose mental pabulum they princ.i.p.ally form.
The crammer was right in his premises, as I've said, the old queries being so frequently put and re-put, that they amount on average to fifty per cent, at least, of the total number that may be set to-morrow, to addle the brains of the Smiths, Browns, and Robinsons who may be ambitious of serving their country in a red-tape capacity.
It has often struck me that the general principles of our national system of education are open to considerable improvement.
We go to work on a wrong foundation.
Any plan of instruction, meant to be permanent in its effects, should be h.o.m.ogeneous: we, on the contrary, so break up and divide the different branches of ordinary knowledge, that they resemble more a number of disconnected particles, loosely strung together without order or uniformity, than the kindred units of a harmonious whole--as should properly be the case.
We mark out and specify, geography, history, science, and Belles Lettres, as distinct subjects for study--whereas, in reality, they dovetail into one another in the closest bonds of relationship; and, were they only thus judiciously intermingled, in one, thorough, cosmical course of learning, they would, most likely, be better understood in their separate parts, and, undoubtedly, be better remembered.
For instance, in grounding the young idea in the geography of any particular country, the main points of its history should follow as a natural sequence. Its seas and rivers would lead to the consideration of commerce and the polity of nations:--the mention of its towns, suggest the names of its great men in literature and art. Its scenery would call to mind the poets who might have made it famous, the artists who may have portrayed its beauties with their pencil; while, to pursue the theme, its valleys and mountains would remind the student of the value of agriculture and mineral wealth--besides attracting his notice to atmospherical and other scientific phenomena, that can be far more readily comprehended by young learners, when thus seen, as it were, in action, than if taught merely in separate dry treatises that seem to have little in common with the busy, bustling, moving world, whose laws they affect to expound.
My plan, indeed, would be a further development of the Kindergarten scheme, and the Pestalozzian system, generally.
As soon as children had pa.s.sed through the rudimentary stages of instruction, being able to spell and read correctly, their advanced studies should be entirely shorn of their present routine characteristics. They might be made so full of life, and even amus.e.m.e.nt, that they would thenceforth lose their _lesson_ look; and be, correspondingly, all the more easily-learnt. In fact, they would appear more as a series of interesting pastimes than school tasks.
Instead of making boys and girls con so many pages, say, of the geography of China, at the same time that they are wading through the history of the Norman Conquest, for instance; those two subjects should be made to bear the one upon the other.
The deeds of Duke Robert would lead to a consideration of the places mentioned in connection with them, their geographical position, geology, local traditions, celebrities, and other archaeological a.s.sociations; while, their after-bearing on the history of our country should not be omitted.
The doings of the Black Prince might, also be exampled as inducing the study of the geography of northern France. Cressy, and Poitiers, and Agincourt, might, naturally, suggest the first use of gunpowder, its composition, and invention; and, then, the improvements in modern weapons of war would follow as a natural consequence, which would end in their being compared with the old flint implements, that are so frequently found to the delight of antiquaries' hearts.
In this way, the literature of any particular period might be combined with its history and geography:--science, and other technical matters, being incidentally introduced; and, the pupil's imagination, in addition, kept in play, by allowing him or her to peruse such good historical novels and light essays as would bear upon the life and times of the people of whom they were reading.
Celebrated battles of the world, memorable deeds, and famous men, would then no longer be cla.s.sed in separate order, as so many bald facts, and dates, and names, to be learnt and remembered in chronological sequence; but, the young student would take such deep interest in them from the various pieces of desultory and comprehensive information he may have picked up in reference, that he could tell you "all about them" in succinct narrative--in lieu of merely being only able to mention their bare statistical connections.
You may urge, perhaps, that this system would take a long time to work; and that a large portion of the knowledge thus learnt would be quickly forgotten?
But, to the first objection I would reply, that, I do not see why it should take any longer than the ordinary practice of educating children, now in vogue; as, instead of considering the various subjects separately, they would only be taught the same things contemporaneously, as parts of a whole; and, I certainly would be inclined to "back" one of my scholars, if I instructed any on the principle, to know more of the general history and polity of the world and of the different countries respectively that compose it--besides possessing a fair acquaintance with modern literature and science--than one taught in the old fashion for thrice the time.
With regard to your second demurrer, I would say, that, granting that a good deal of this stray information might pa.s.s in at one ear and out of the other; still, much would remain--sufficient and more than sufficient to render the scholar better educated, as a rule, than many men who yearly obtain high honours at the university for special attainments in "the humanities."
Under my system, they would be educated to more practical purpose for future usefulness; for, the knowledge of college men is generally limited to certain cla.s.s books, while, generously-schooled youths, on this plan, would have extracted the honey from almost every volume they could pick up, ranging from Pinnock's _Catechism of Common Things_ at one extreme, to Ruskin's _Ethics of the Dust_ at the other--and, I think, that allows a very fair margin for criticism!
But, you may now ask, what on earth have I, Frank Lorton, got to do with all this; especially at the present moment, when I have not yet pa.s.sed my examination before Her Majesty's Polite Letter Writer Commissioners?
What, indeed! All I can say for my unpardonable digression is, that I was, I suppose, born a reformer at heart, having an itching desire to be continually setting matters straight around me of all kinds and bearings. The mention of those confounded "crammers," led me on to talk about examinations in general; and, while on the topic, I could not stop until I had thoroughly relieved my mind from an incubus of educational zeal that has long lain there dormant.
Now, I will proceed again, with your permission and pardon--which latter, I'm confident, is already granted.
Thanks to an excellent memory, and a firm resolve to succeed "by hook or by crook," I made the most of all my crammer taught me; although, like most of his pupils, I found it at first rather irksome. However, my work had to be done, and I did it. I consoled myself with the reflection that it was all for Min eventually; and, obeying the behests of my tutor, I quickly learnt all the endless series of names and dates that he entrusted to my memory--to the very letter and spirit thereof.