Shame The Devil Part 37

"You must have a plan," said Stefanos.

"A plan?"

"How's it going to work?"

"Thomas Wilson is going to bring them to me."

"Don't count on it. Wilson's weak."

"He's strong enough."

"I don't think so."

"Think what you want. He asked me for another chance, and I'm going to give it to him. He'll do fine."

Stefanos rubbed his thumb along his lower lip. "You going to tell the waiter's father? How about Stephanie Maroulis?"

"I'm not going to tell either one of them a thing. Bernie's found his peace and so has Stephanie. This is for them, too, but they'll never know. And I'm trusting you to keep it from Bill Jonas - and Boyle. I don't want to have a thing to do with Boyle."

"You're not going to make it," said Stefanos. "These guys will kill you before you have a chance. You're going to die and get Wilson killed, too, and for what? I'm telling you, man, this idea of yours is bulls.h.i.t. It's f.u.c.ked."

"All right, you've said it. Now leave it alone. You've got nothing to do with it, hear?"

"We've got too much history between us for me to leave it alone."

"You heard Boyle's uncle. Your grandfather gave my old man a job when he was a washed-up cripple. My old man stopped those loan sharks from burning down your grandfather's grill. I'd say our slate is clean. We owe each other nothing."

"You're drunk," said Stefanos, looking into Karras's waxed eyes. "Yeah, I'm drunk." Karras had a swig of beer, keeping his eyes on Stefanos.

"You better pray to G.o.d that you know what you're doing."

"G.o.d," said Karras with contempt. "Now you're going to tell me you believe in G.o.d."

"I'm like most men, I guess - that is, if they're honest enough to admit it. I believe some days and some days I'm not so sure. The truth is, I'm just trying to figure it all out."

"There's nothing to figure out. G.o.d was invented for children and old people who are frightened to die."

"The night I killed that man I thought the same thing. That there was no G.o.d. But look around you. There's too much good in the world, man -"

"Good? What about slavery? What about the Holocaust and Pol Pot? The Armenian slaughter. The young men who've been killed throughout history fighting wars in the name of G.o.d. The children who've died in this city in the last ten years. What kind of G.o.d would allow these things to happen?"

"I don't know."

Karras leaned forward. "What did my son do to G.o.d? Why did he take my little boy the way he did?"

"I don't know," said Stefanos softly.

"That's right, you don't know. But I I know. The answer is, There is no G.o.d. Everything's just an accident. And when it's over there's nothing. No existence and no sensation. Nothing at all." know. The answer is, There is no G.o.d. Everything's just an accident. And when it's over there's nothing. No existence and no sensation. Nothing at all."

Stefanos shook a cigarette from his pack. He put it between his lips and struck a match. "I'm sorry for you, Dimitri."

"Sorry," said Karras. "I'm sorry, too. You know what I'm most sorry about? That I lied to my son about G.o.d. That's right. We were down at Hanes Point in the spring; I think Jimmy was four years old. We were walking around the speedway, and Jimmy said, 'Dad, how come you can't see G.o.d?' I said to him, 'People can't see G.o.d, Jimmy, they can only imagine him.' And Jimmy said, 'When you're dead can you see him?' And I said yes. Jimmy looked out at the channel and thought for a while, and then he made this flip of his hand and said, 'Aw, gimme a break!' "

Karras laughed sharply, thinking of his son. He pictured him in the sun at Hanes Point, the skip he put into his walk when he was happy, that flip of his hand, his dimpled smile. While Karras laughed, tears gathered in his eyes. The tears broke and rolled down his cheeks.

Stefanos handed him a bev nap and looked away. "Here you go, man."

Karras wiped at a thread of mucus that had dripped from his nose. He wiped the tears off his face.

"I was like you," said Karras, his voice desperate and strained. "I thought there might be a G.o.d. I hoped hoped there was a G.o.d because I couldn't believe that death would ever separate me from Jimmy and Lisa. I mean, if you believe that death can do that, then nothing makes sense, right? But when I saw Jimmy in the morgue that day -" there was a G.o.d because I couldn't believe that death would ever separate me from Jimmy and Lisa. I mean, if you believe that death can do that, then nothing makes sense, right? But when I saw Jimmy in the morgue that day -"

"Dimitri."

"When I saw him in the morgue, Nick, Nick, lying there... his body was black all over from the bleeding he'd done inside, and his arms and legs were bent crazy and broken in pieces beneath the skin.... His face was so swollen, man. I knew then that there was no G.o.d. I'd known it all along, I guess, in my heart. I shouldn't have lied to my son." lying there... his body was black all over from the bleeding he'd done inside, and his arms and legs were bent crazy and broken in pieces beneath the skin.... His face was so swollen, man. I knew then that there was no G.o.d. I'd known it all along, I guess, in my heart. I shouldn't have lied to my son."

"Dimitri, man. Don't."

Karras's mouth twitched up into a frightening smile. "He was wearing a rabbit's foot that day, Nick. I had given it to him, and I told him to clip it to his shorts. I told him it would bring him luck. Told him it would be lucky if he wore that rabbit's foot on his shorts..."

Stefanos smoked the rest of his cigarette while Karras cried. Karras cried freely for a while, and then he wiped his face and got off the bar stool. He tripped on the way to the bathroom and grabbed a chair for support.

Stefanos made a pot of coffee. He heard Karras vomiting back in the bathroom. He waited for some time and went back to the bathroom and found Karras washing his face over the sink. There was puke on the collar of his shirt, and his face was the color of putty.

"How do you take your coffee?" said Stefanos.

"I take it black."

The coffee was steaming in a mug when Karras returned. He drank it down and had another while Stefanos restocked the beer cooler and replaced the green netting along the lip of the bar.

Stefanos dimmed the conicals. The neon Schlitz logo burned over the center of the bar and bathed the room in blue.

"You about ready?" said Stefanos.

"Yeah," said Karras, who had gotten the color back in his face. "Let's go."

They walked to Stefanos's Dodge. Stefanos stumbled as he stepped off the curb. He reached into his pocket and handed his keys to Karras.

"Here you go, Dimitri. I'm too ga.s.sed."

Karras got behind the wheel, fastened his seat belt, and ignitioned the Coronet. He engaged the transmission and drove down 8th toward Pennsylvania. They had been in the bar for hours. The streets were empty and dark.

"You can't stop me," said Karras. "I want you to know that."

"I do know it," said Stefanos. "But I had to try."

THIRTY-SIX.

MANUEL RUIZ WAS replacing the headliner inside a '64 Falcon on Thursday morning when he heard the phone ringing back in the office. He wiped his hands off on a shop rag and walked back to the office and picked up the phone. It was Farrow on the other end of the line. Manuel had been expecting the call. replacing the headliner inside a '64 Falcon on Thursday morning when he heard the phone ringing back in the office. He wiped his hands off on a shop rag and walked back to the office and picked up the phone. It was Farrow on the other end of the line. Manuel had been expecting the call.

Farrow's voice grew increasingly agitated as he related the story of the cop and the chase through the G. W. campus. Manuel denied that the Mustang's plates were dirty.

"Perhaps it was just that you and Roman look suspicious," suggested Manuel.

"Perhaps," said Farrow with annoyance. "But if it happens again -"

"It will not happen again," said Manuel. "Those plates are clean."

"Okay. But here's another thing. You gave me a car with b.u.m brakes."

"The brakes, they do not work properly?" Manuel winced at the insincerity in his own voice.

"They're working better since we dumped fluid into them."

"My apologies, Frank. This was our mistake."

Jaime Gutierrez entered the office, looking for cigarettes. Manuel pointed at the phone and silently mouthed the word "Frank." Jaime nodded.

"Never mind," said Farrow. "You have my new car ready for me? The one I'm driving's getting red hot."

"Yes. It is very fast."

"I'm going to pick it up early Sat.u.r.day morning. I would say two A.M. A.M."

"We will wait."

"Good. See you then."

Manuel cradled the receiver. Jaime found his cigarettes in the desk drawer and struck a match.

"He is coming to get his new car after midnight tomorrow night," said Manuel.

"You haf a car?"

"No. T. W. says we will not need it."

"What if T. W. is wrong?"

"Then G.o.d help us."

Jaime dragged deeply on his cigarette. "What else?"

"He made mention of a problem with his plates."

"But it was not enough of a problem."

"No," said Manuel.

"What about the brakes?"

"They put fluid in. So I suppose the brakes will not stop them either."

"The fluid, it will leak out again," said Jaime. "The brakes will fail."

Jaime tried to say this in a casual way. But he muttered a prayer under his breath, crossing himself quickly as he walked back out to the shop.

Roman Otis stood behind the house at the edge of the woods in Nanjemoy, practicing his draw. He had his .45 holstered on the left side of his belt line so he could draw with his right hand. He found that his "Back to Oakland" ID bracelet occasionally caught on his belt as he drew the gun. Of course, he could just leave the bracelet or his belt behind for this particular job. But the bracelet was his lucky charm. And he felt it was important for a man to look like something when he left the house for work.

Frank Farrow came out the back door of the house and walked down a set of wooden stairs to where Otis stood.

"Hey, Frank," said Otis. "Tell me what you think of this here."

Otis raised his arms above his head and rotated his hands at the wrist. Gravity and the action made the ID bracelet slip down beneath the cuff of his shirt. Otis's right hand flashed down to the grip of the .45. He drew it and dry-fired into the woods.

"Why all that?" said Farrow.

"When I raise my hands and shake 'em," said Otis, "it'll be like my signal for you to let go."

"Okay, Roman," said Farrow, who had given up on trying to figure out the peculiarities of his partner. "Whatever you say."

They heard the cackle of Booker Kendricks coming from the front yard, and underneath it the booming monotone of Lavonicus.

"Booker just won't let up on Gus," said Otis.

"Your cousin's an amateur," said Farrow.

"He's f.u.c.kin' with the wrong man," said Otis.

"Well, after tomorrow night we'll never see him again."

"We all set?"

Farrow nodded. "The card game's at midnight at an industrial park in a place called Upper Marlboro. T. W. says it's all young brothers flush with drug money, playing pinstripe gangster like they seen in the videos. Gonna be a whole lot of dirty greenbacks there, Roman."

"And guns, I expect."

"There could be, yes. We'll just have to go in hard and fast. And this time we'll have an advantage."

"How's that?"

"T. W. got the key to the place. We're gonna go in a couple of hours early, before the players arrive, and check everything out. The layout, the exit route... everything. Make sure there's no surprises."

"How'd T. W. get the key?"