Second Chances - Unraveling Part 16

People turned to glare at us, for coming in late. A dance was already beginning.

Somewhere in the middle, someone stood and motioned for us.

Jared reached for me, but then let his hand drop.

We squeezed past the people already sitting and I flinched anytime my bare skin touched someone. Jared noticed, and sent me a sympathetic glance.

Two empty seats were waiting for us and Jared made sure I took the seat next to Patsy, while he took the one next to the stranger. I leaned over and saw Dan and Holden there, as well.

I giggled to myself when I saw that Holden held purple tulips.

"I'm so glad you could come, sweetie," Patsy whispered in my ear.

"I'm happy to be here," I told her. I leaned across to Jared and he shivered from my proximity. "Thanks for taking that seat."

"It's not a problem," he said, wiggling in the seat, trying to get enough room for his long legs. "You smell good," he blurted.

"What?" I gasped.

Even in the darkened room, I could see the color flooding his cheeks. "You smell good, like strawberries and flowers."

"Um... thanks," I said awkwardly, sitting back in the chair.

All different age categories were performing, from youngest to oldest, so it took a while before Karlie came on stage.

Jared leaned towards me when she came out. "That's Karlie," he pointed at a striking girl with dyed red-orange hair pulled into a tight bun, "and that's her dance partner, Rodney."

I watched the couple dance gracefully across the stage. They were breathtaking, every move so precise, the emotions playing across their faces were believable.

I found my jaw dropping open.

Karlie and Rodney danced like pros, like people twice their age.

When they finished, everyone in the auditorium stood to clap.

"They were incredible," I told Jared. "Amazing!"

"I know," he grinned, clapping like a proud dad.

Holden whistled from beside us, and on stage, Karlie caught his eye, blushing.

There was only one other dance number after Karlie's and Jared sat impatiently waiting to congratulate his sister.

When the lights came on, he jumped up from his seat.

We weren't allowed to go back stage so we all waited in the school's hallway for the dancers to come out.

Karlie emerged, wearing a pair of jeans and a lightweight sweater over a tank. Her hair was hanging loosely down her back. A smile lit her face and she ran into Jared's arms.

"Thank you for coming," she told him as he slung her around in circles. "I know ballet isn't your thing."

"I'd do anything for you, squirt. You know that," he told her, putting her down and ruffling her hair. "Here's your flowers," he handed them to her.

"Thank you," she took them from him.

"I got you flowers too," Holden cleared his throat. "They're your favorite, right?" he held out the tulips.

"Yes," she blushed, "they are. Thank you! I can't believe you remembered," she whispered the last part under her breath.

"I remember everything you say," Holden told her, his blue-gray eyes raking over her.

Karlie blushed an even brighter shade of red before hugging Dan and Patsy.

"I'm so glad you guys came," she told them.

"We wouldn't miss our little girl's performance for the world," Dan said, hugging her tighter.

Jared cleared his throat. "Karlie, there's someone I'd like you to meet."

"Oh," she let go of Dan.

Jared motioned me over. "Karlie, this is Katy. Katy, this is my sister, Karlie."

"It's so nice to meet you!" Karlie exclaimed, opening her arms for a hug.

I backed away and cowered behind Jared. My breaths came out in strangled gasps and embarra.s.sment caused tears to sting my eyes.

I started to run away, I remembered seeing bathrooms down this hallway.

Behind me, I heard Karlie say, "What did I do?"

I didn't hear Jared's reply, because I was already ducking into the bathroom and slamming the stall door closed.

I could feel a panic attack coming on and struggled to control myself.

I breathed in and out, in slow, deep breaths, and eventually calm descended over me.

But I was still too embarra.s.sed to leave my temporary sanctuary.

I'd just made a complete fool of myself in front of Jared's family and his friend.

I heard the restroom door open and prayed that it was just some girl freshening her makeup.

"Katy."

No such luck.

"Katy, please come out," Jared pleaded.

"You're not allowed in the girls' bathroom," was my intelligent response.

He chuckled. "No one else is in here, but you. I think I'm okay."

"Please, just go away," I begged.

"Katy, I'm not the kind of person that just gives up. You asking me to leave only makes me want to stay more."

"Jared," I begged. "Please."

"No. I'm standing here until you come out. Even if I have to stand here all night."

"That's not fair," I sobbed.

"Life isn't fair, Katy. Besides, you promised me you wouldn't run anymore."

"I did, didn't I?" I rolled out some toilet paper and wiped my face clean of mascara smudges.

"Yes, you did," he chuckled. "Please come say goodbye to my parents and Karlie, before we leave."

Panic clenched my stomach. "I can't. They think I'm a freak."

"No, they don't," he said. "Please come out, kitten."

I took a deep breath and turned the lock so that the door swung open. Hiding in the bathroom was immature of me. I needed to get over my past instead of running from it.

"Katy, I want to pull you into my arms and hold you, so bad," Jared's eyes were full of pain for me. "One day, you'll let me, but I know today isn't that day, and I'm okay with that."

"Thank you for understanding," I said, softly. "Do I look halfway decent?" I motioned to my tear streaked face.

"Come here," he motioned me to the sink and turned on the hot water before wetting a paper towel. "Do you mind?" he held the paper towel a few inches from my face.

"Go ahead," I whispered.

Gently, he began to wipe my face; careful to make sure his bare skin didn't touch mine.

With his face so close to mine, I began to shake. "Are you okay?" he asked.

"Yeah," I whispered.

"You know," he paused his ministrations, "something has been bugging me."

"What?" I asked, my brows furrowing together.

"How come you let me hold your hand in the club, the first time we met?" his eyes never left mine.

"I -uh- I felt safe... with you," I mumbled.

"And you don't feel safe with me now?" he tucked a piece of hair behind my ear and the almost contact had me closing my eyes as pleasure coursed through me.

"I do," I whispered, my eyes still closed.

"Then why won't you let me touch you, Katy?" Jared asked, his voice husky.

Because I'm afraid I'll never want you to stop.

"I don't know," my voice cracked.

Jared sighed and stood up straight. He tossed the paper towel away and looked back over his shoulder at me. "Ready?"

"Yeah," I said shakily, stepping forward.

He held the door open for me and then led me back to his family.

I gave them an embarra.s.sed smile but they went on like nothing had happened.

Rodney had joined them and he was talking to Karlie. Holden looked p.i.s.sed about something and I really hoped he wasn't mad at me for running away.

"Katy," Patsy said, "would you like to join us for dinner?"

"Oh uhm-" I stammered awkwardly.

"She'd love to," Jared answered for me.

"I really would," I a.s.sured Dan and Patsy when they looked at me skeptically.

"Good," Patsy smiled, her eyes crinkling in the corner. She was a pretty lady, with short brown hair and a kind smile. She looked to be about fifty, but she had that timelessness to her, that made her seem younger. "Rodney, do you want to come with us?"

Before the guy could answer, Holden growled, "I'm sure the pipsqueak has something far more interesting to do."

We all looked at Holden in shock.

He blanched at the sudden attention.

Rodney cleared his throat, causing us all to turn his way. "Thanks for the offer, but my parents are taking me out."

"Oh, of course!" Patsy said and waved to a couple standing nearby.

"Well, I better get going," Rodney, said.

"Yeah, you should," Holden snapped. He crossed his arms over his chest, looking every bit the MMA fighter.

Rodney shook his head in disbelief at Holden's behavior. He whispered something in Karlie's ear, before kissing her cheek. She blushed and looked at the ground.

"Can we go now?" Holden grumbled.

"Yeah," Jared said. "Karls, where do you want to eat? This is your special day and all."

Karlie exclaimed, "Fuddruckers!"