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"Anything!" The quickness of the answer was as eloquent as its force.
"Promise me that this thing--this subject--shall never come between you and me."
"Gladly."
"We won't talk of it."
"No."
"We won't ask each other how it seems to us."
"No."
"There!" He released her hand, and seemed also to free her, in some subtle way. He was smiling at her, and she felt a keen gladness, like a child who is told he has been good.
"Then we can be friends," he said, with a spontaneous relief, it seemed to her, like her own. "The best of friends."
"Yes. The best of friends."
Electra felt rich. Her heart swelled, as now she reflected that here was one who understood her. She had that warm consciousness common to all MacLeod's partisans, that his world and hers were alike. Each was mysteriously prevented by other people from enjoying the full freedom of that world, because each had been, until now, uncompanioned. But they had met at last. The path was plain. All sorts of gates were opening to them.
"Was that all?" MacLeod was asking her. "Were there other scenes?"
Immediately she wished to tell him everything. Yet this was difficult.
She hesitated.
"I am"--she flushed redly--"I am not engaged to Peter. He doesn't care about me."
"My dear lady! He would say you do not care for him."
Then Electra saw her good fortune. She was enchanted with the freedom which had fallen upon her in time for her to accept a more desirable bondage. She lifted her head and looked at him in a proud happiness.
"No," she said, "I do not care for him. I never did. I see it now. I am free."
"Are you glad to be free?"
MacLeod had a way of asking women persuasive questions. Though they were interrogative, they had the force of suggestion, of the clinching protest he might make in answer, when confession came. And they only noted, long after, that he never did answer. Electra did not know that form of communion, and it struck her as something holy. She looked him in the eyes, with a clear and beautiful gaze.
"Yes," she said, "I am very glad. Now I am free to devote myself to the most wonderful things, to worship them if I like."
There was pa.s.sionate sincerity in her tone. It would have made a smaller thing of her vow if she could have said she was free to worship him.
"I am going to tell you something. You must not repeat it."
"I never will."
"I am going back to France."
"You have been summoned!"
He smiled at her and shook his head slightly, as if the manner of it were the only thing he could deny. She followed with another question, rather faintly, for his news left her shivering.
"To France, you said?"
"That is all I can say," he a.s.sured her. "It will be France first."
"You will be in danger!" She did not put that as a question. It was an a.s.sertion out of her solemn acceptance of his task. But that he did not seem to hear.
"When are you coming to France?" he asked her.
Electra had now no more doubt of the unspoken pact between them than if it had been sealed by all the most blessed vows. It would have cheapened it rather if he had delegated her to the cla.s.sified courts of sympathy.
Instead, it left them a universe to breathe in. It pointed to undiscovered cities beyond the marge of time. It made her his in a way transcending mutual promises. This same full belief rose pa.s.sionately to a.s.sert itself, and perhaps to soothe that small sharp ache in her heart, the kind that rises in woman when man, though he takes the cup, yet offers none in turn.
"Immediately," she answered, without question. "Or, when you tell me to come."
"Will you write to me there?" He scribbled a street and number on a blank card and gave it to her. "I shall not get word from you for a month, at least. Perhaps not until the late autumn. But I shall get it.
And if I don't answer, you will know I shall answer by coming--when I can."
Even that seemed enough. It was evident that until he came she would be upholding something for him, keeping the faith. It was beautiful in a still, n.o.ble way, one that left her indescribably uplifted. Her eyes were wet when he looked at her. Seen thus, Electra was a fine creature, her severity of outline softened into womanly charm. It seemed unnecessary to claim from him any high a.s.surance of what he had for her to do, yet she did say, for the pleasure of saying it,--
"You are going to let me help you?"
"What else is there for either of us to do," he said quickly, "but to help everybody?"
The blood rushed swiftly to her face and showed her in a glow. She leaned toward him in a timid and what seemed to her, for a moment, an ign.o.ble confidence, because it touched such sordid things.
"I have some money. I will give that--and anything I have. You must teach me. I have everything to learn."
He seemed to promise that, as he seemed to promise other things, partly by his answering smile, partly by the inexplicable current of persuasion pouring from him. He rose.
"Now," he said, "I must go. It is nearly noon."
"You won't stay to luncheon?"
"Won't the others be here?"
"My grandmother and Mr. Stark."
She was hardly urging him, because it seemed to her, too, a doubtful pleasure, if it must be shared.
"Not to-day, then. But I shall see you again."
"Before you go."
Her face called upon him like a messenger beseeching news.
"Many, many times," he told her smilingly. "Many times, even if they have to be within a few days. Now, good-by."