Rebus - Naughts And Crosses Part 7

'h.e.l.lo, Sammy,' he said.

'Mummy says that I'm to be called Samantha now that I'm growing up so quickly, but I suppose it's all right for you to call me Sammy.

'Oh, well, mummy knows best, Samantha.'

He cast a look towards the retreating figure of his wife, her body pressed, pushed and prodded into a shape attainable only 58 with the aid of some super-strong girdle. She was not, he was relieved to find, wearing as well as their occasional telephone conversations would have had him believe. She stepped into her car now, never looking back. It was a small and expensive model, but had a sizeable dent in one side. Rebus blessed that dent.

He recalled that, making love, he had gloried in her body, in the soft flesh-the padding, as she had called it-of her thighs and her back. Today she had looked at him with cold eyes, filled with a cloud of unknowing, and had seen in his eyes the gleam of s.e.xual satisfaction. Then she had turned on her heels. So it was true: she could still see into his heart. Ah, but she had failed to see into his soul. She had missed that most vital organ completely.

'What do you want to do then?'

They were standing at the entrance to Princes Street Gardens, adjacent to the tourist haunts of Edinburgh. A few people wandered past the closed shops of a Princes Street Sunday, while others sat on benches in the gardens, feeding crumbs to the pigeons and the Canadian squirrels or else reading the heavy-printed Sunday papers. The Castle reared above them, its flag flying briskly in the all-too-typical breeze. The Gothic missile of the Scott Monument pointed religious believers in the right direction, but few of the tourists who snapped it with their expensive j.a.panese cameras seemed at all interested in the structure's symbolic connotations, never mind its reality, just so long as they had some snaps of it to show off to their friends back home. These tourists spent so much time photographing things that they never actually saw anything, unlike the young people milling around, who were too busy enjoying life to be bothered capturing false impressions of it.

'What do you want to do then?'

The tourist side of his capital city. They were never interested in the housing-estates around this central husk. They never ventured into Pilton or Niddrie or Oxgangs to make an arrest in a p.i.s.s-drenched tenement; they were not moved by Leith's pushers and junkies, the deft-handed corruption of the city gents, the petty thefts of a society pushed so far into materialism that stealing was the only answer to what they thought of as their needs. And they were almost certainly

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school? Was he seeing another woman when he claimed to be involved in his numerous double-shifts? Was she taking drugs without his knowledge? Was he taking bribes without hers? In fact, th& answer to all of these suspicions was no, but that did not seem to be what was at stake in any case. Rather, something larger was looming, yet neither could perceive the inevitability of it until too late, and they would cuddle up and make things right between them over and over again, as though in some morality-tale or soap-opera. There was, they agreed, the child to think of.

The child, Samantha, had become the young woman, and Rebus felt his eyes straying appreciatively and guiltily (yet again) over her as they walked through the gardens, around the Castle, and up towards the ABC cinema on Lothian Road. She was not beautiful, for only women could be that, but she was growing towards beauty with a confident inevitability which was breathtaking in itself, and horrifying. He was, after all, her father. There had to be some feelings there. It went with the territory.

'Do you want me to tell you about Mummy's new boyfriend?'

'You know d.a.m.n well I do.'

She giggled; still something of the girl left in her then, and yet even a giggle seemed different in her now, seemed more controlled, more womanly.

'He's a poet, supposedly, but really he hasn't had a book out or anything yet. His poems are c.r.a.p, too, but Mummy won't tell him that. She thinks the sun shines out of his you-know- where.'

Was all this 'adult' talk supposed to impress him? He supposed~so.

'How old is he?' Rebus asked, flinching at his suddenly revealed vanity.

'I don't know. Twenty maybe.'

He stopped flinching and started to reel. Twenty. She was cradle-s.n.a.t.c.hing now. My G.o.d. What effect was all this having on Sammy? On Samantha, the pretend adult? He dreaded to think, but he was no psychoa.n.a.lyst; that was Rhona's department, or once had been.

'Honest though, Dad, he's an awful poet. I've done better stuff than his in my essays at school. I go to the big school after 6i school? Was he seeing another woman when he claimed to be involved in his numerous double-shifts? Was she taking drugs without his knowledge? Was he taking bribes without hers? In fact, the answer to all of these suspicions was no, but that did not seem to be what was at stake in any case. Rather, something larger was looming, yet neither could perceive the inevitability of it until too late, and they would cuddle up and make things right between them over and over again, as though in some morality-tale or soap-opera. There was, they ag?eed, the child to think of.

The child, Samantha, had become the young woman, and Rebus felt his eyes straying appreciatively and guiltily (yet again) over her as they walked through the gardens, around the Castle, and up towards the ABC cinema on Lothian Road. She was not beautiful, for only women could be that, but she was growing towards beauty with a confident inevitability which was breathtaking in itself, and horrifying. He was, after all, her father. There had to be some feelings there. It went with the territory.

'Do you want me to tell you about Mummy's new boyfriend?'

'You know d.a.m.n well I do.'

She giggled; still something of the girl left in her then, and yet even a giggle seemed different in her now, seemed more controlled, more womanly.

'He's a poet, supposedly, but really he hasn't had a book out or anything yet. His poems are c.r.a.p, too, but Mummy won't tell him that. She thinks the sun shines out of his you-know- where.'

Was all this 'adult' talk supposed to impress him? He supposed so.

'How old is he?' Rebus asked, flinching at his suddenly revealed vanity.

'I don't know. Twenty maybe.'

He stopped flinching and started to reel. Twenty. She was cradle-s.n.a.t.c.hing now. My G.o.d. What effect was all this having on Sammy? On Samantha, the pretend adult? He dreaded to think, but he was no psychoa.n.a.lyst; that was Rhona's department, or once had been.

'Honest though, Dad, he's an awful poet. I've done better stuff than his in my essays at school. I go to the big school after 6i the summer. It'll be funny to go to the school where Mum works.'

'Yes, won't it.' Rebus had found something niggling him. A poet, aged twenty. 'What's this boy's name?' he asked.

'Andrew,' she said, 'Andrew Anderson. Doesn't that sound funny? He's nice really, but he's a bit weird.'

Rebus cursed under his breath: Anderson's son, the dreaded Anderson's itinerant poet son was shacked up with Rebus's wife. What an irony! He didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Laughter seemed marginally more appropriate.

'What are you laughing at, Daddy?'

'Nothing, Samantha. I'm just happy, that's all. What were you saying?'

'I was saying that Mum met him at the library. We go there a' lot. Mum likes the literature books, but I like books about romances and adventures. I can never understand the books Mum reads. Did you read the same books as her when you were before you. .

'Yes, yes we did. But I could never understand them either, so don't worry about it. I'm glad that you read a lot. What's this library like?'

'It's really big, but a lot of tramps go there to sleep and spend a lot of time. They get a book and Sit down and just fall asleep. They smell awful!'

'Well, you don't need to go near them, do you? Best to let them keep themselves to themselves.'

'Yes, Daddy.' Her tone was slightly reproachful, warning him that he was giving fatherly advice and that such advice was unnecessary.

'Fancy seeing a film then, do you?'

The cinema, however, was not open, so they went to an ice-cream parlour at Tollcross. Rebus watched Samantha scoop five colours of ice-cream from a Knickerbocker Glory. She was still at the stick-insect stage, eating without putting on an ounce of weight. Rebus was conscious of his sagging waistband, a stomach pampered and allowed to roam as it pleased. He sipped cappuccino (without sugar) and watched from the corner of his eye as a group of boys at another table looked towards his daughter and him, whispering and sn.i.g.g.e.ring. They pushed back their hair and smoked their cigarettes as though sucking 62 ron life itself. He would have arrested them for self-afflicted growth-stunting had Sammy not been there.

Also, he envied them their cigarettes. He did not smoke when with Sammy: she did not like him smoking. Her mother also, once upon a time, had screamed at him to stop, and had hidden his cigarettes and lighter, so that he had made secret little nests of cigarettes and matches all around the house. He had smoked on regardless, laughing in victory when he saun- tered into the room with another lit cigarette between his lips, Rhona screeching at him to put the b.l.o.o.d.y thing out, chasing him around the furniture, her hands flapping to knock the incendiary from his mouth.

Those had been happy times, times of loving conflict.

'How's school?'

'It's okay. Are you involved in the murder case?'

'Yes.' G.o.d, he could murder for a cigarette, could tear a young male head from its body.

'Will you catch him?'

'Yes."

'What does he do to the girls, Daddy?' Her eyes, trying to seem casual, examined the near-empty ice-cream gla.s.s very scrupulously.

'He doesn't do anything to them.'

'Just murders them?' Her lips were pale. Suddenly she was very much his child, his daughter, very much in need of protection. Rebus wanted to put his arms around her, to comfort her, to tell her that the big bad world was out there, not in here, that she was safe.

'That's right,' he said instead.

'I'm glad that's all he does.'

The boys were whistling now, trying to attract her attention. Rebus felt his face growing red. On another day, any day other than this, he would march up to them and ram the law into their chilled little faces. But he was off-duty. He was enjoying an afternoon out with his daughter, the freakish result of a single grunted climax, that climax which had seen a lucky sperm, crawling through the ooze, make it all the way to the winning- post. Doubtless Rhona would already be reaching over for her book of the day, her literature. She would prise the still, spent body of her lover from her without a word being pa.s.sed 63 between them. Was her mind on her books all the time? Perhaps. And he, the lover, would feel deflated and empty, a vacant s.p.a.ce, but suddenly as if no form of transference had taken place. That was her victory.

And then he would scream at her with a kiss. The scream of longing, of his sohta~y.

~ Let me out. Let me out 'Come on, let's get out of here.'

'Okay.'

And as they pa.s.sed the table of hankering boys, their faces full of barely-restrained l.u.s.t, jabbering like monkeys, Samantha smiled at one of them. She smiled at one of them.

Rebus, sucking in fresh air, wondered what his world was coming to. He wondered whether his reason for believing in another reality behind this one might not be because the everyday was so frightening and so very sad. If this were all there was, then life was the sorriest invention of all time. He could kill those boys, and he wanted to smother his daughter, to protect her from that which she wanted-and would get. He realised that he had nothing to say to her, and that those boys did; that he had nothing in common with her save blood, while they had everything in common with her. The skies were dark as Wagnerian opera, dark as a murderer's thoughts. Darkening like similes, while John Rebus's world fell apart.

'It's time,' she said, by his side yet so much bigger than him, so much more full of life. 'It's time.'

And indeed it was.

'We better hurry,' said Rebus, 'it's going to rain.

He felt tired, and recalled that he had not slept, that he had been involved in strenuous labour throughout the short night. He took a taxi back to the flat-sod the expense-and crawled up the winding stairs to his front door. The smell of cats was overpowering. Inside his door, a letter, unstamped, awaited him. He swore out loud. The b.a.s.t.a.r.d was everywhere, everywhere and yet iiivisible. He ripped open the letter and read.

YOU'RE GETTING NOWHERE. NOWHERE. ARE YOU? SIGNED.

But there was no signature, not in writing anyway. But inside 64 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox o 0 x x 0 xox Part Three oxo x o 0 x KNOT x o 0 x x o 0 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox XIII.

The media, sensing that the 'Edinburgh Strangler' was not about to vanish in the night, took the story by its horns and created a monster. TV crews moved into some of the better hotel rooms in the city, and the city was happy enough to have them, it being not quite the tourist season yet.

Tom Jameson was as astute an editor as any, and he had a team of four reporters working on the story. He could not help noticing, however, that Jim Stevens was n6t on his best form. He seemed uninterested-never a good sign in a journalist. Jameson was worried. Stevens was the best he had, a household name. He would speak to him about it soon.

As the case grew along with the interest in it, John Rebus and Gill Templer became confined to communicating by telephone and via the occasional chance meeting in or around HQ. Rebus hardly saw his old station now. He was strictly a murder-case victim himself, and was told to think about nothing else during his waking hours. He thought about everything else: about Gill, about the letters, about his car's inability to pa.s.s its MOT. And all the time he watched Anderson, father of Rhona's lover, watched him as he grew ever more frantic for a motive, a lead, anything. It was almost a pleasure to watch the man in action.

As to the letters, Rebus had pretty much discounted his wife and daughter. A slight mark on Knot's last missive had been checked by the forensic boys (for the price of a pint) and had turned out to be blood. Had the man nicked his finger while cutting the twine? It was yet another small mystery. Rebus's life was full of mysteries, not the least of which was where his ten legitimate daily cigarettes went. He would open his packet of a 67 late afternoon, count the contents, and find that he was supposed to have smoked all ten of his ration already. It was absurd; he could hardly remember smoking one of the alloted ten, never mind all of them. Yet a count of the b.u.t.ts in his ashtray would produce empirical evidence enough to withstand any denials on his part. b.l.o.o.d.y strange though. It was as though he were shutting out a part of his waking life.

He was stationed in the HQ's Incident Room at the moment, while Jack Morton, poor sod, was on door-to-door. From his vantage point he could see how Anderson was running the shambles. It was little wonder the man's son had turned out to be less than bright. Rebus also had to deal with the many phone-calls-from those of the trying-to-be-helpfuls to those of the psychic-cranks-who-want-to-confess-and with the interviews carried out in the building itself at all hours of the day and night. There were hundreds of these, all to be filed and put into some kind of order of importance. It was a huge task, but there was always the chance that a lead would come from it, so he was not allowed to slack.

In the hectic, sweaty canteen he smoked cigarette number eleven, lying to himself that it was from the next day's ration and read the daily paper. They were straining for new, shocked adjectives now, having exhausted their thesauruses. The appalling, mad, evil crimes of The Strangler. This insane, evil, s.e.x-crazed man. (They did not seem to mind that the killer had never s.e.xually a.s.saulted his victims.) Gymslip Maniac! 'What are our police doing? All the technology in the world cannot replace the rea.s.surance offered by bobbies on the beat. WE NEED THEM NOW.' That was from James Stevens, our crime correspondent. Rebus remembered the stocky drunk man from the party. He recalled the look on Stevens' face when he had been told Rebus's name. That was strange. Everything was b.l.o.o.d.y strange. Rebus put down the newspaper. Reporters. Again, he wished Gill well in her job. He studied the blurred photograph on the front of the tabloid. It showed a crop-haired, unintelligent child. She was grinning nervously, as though snapped at a moment 5 notice. There was a slight, endearing gap between her front teeth. Poor Nicola Turner, aged twelve, a pupil at one of the southside's comprehensive schools. She had no attachments to either of the other dead 68 girls. There were no visible links between them, and what was more, the killer had moved up a year, choosing a High School kid this time. So there was to be no regularity about his choice of age-groups. The randomness continued unabated. It was driving Anderson nuts.

But Anderson would never admit that the killer had his beloved police force tied in knots. Tied in absolute knots. Yet there had to be clues. There had to be. Rebus drank his coffee and felt his head spin. He was feeling like the detective in a cheap thriller, and wished that he could turn to the last page and stop all his confusion, all the death and the madness and the spinning in his ears.

Back in the Incident Room, he gathered together reports of phone-calls that had come in since he had left for his break. The telephonists were working flat out, and near them a telex- machine was almost constantly printing out some new piece of information thought useful to the case and sent on by other forces throughout the country.

Anderson pushed his way through the noise as if swimming in treacle.

'A car is what we need, Rebus. A car. I want all the sightings of men driving away with children collated and on my desk in an hour. I want that b.a.s.t.a.r.d's car.'

'Yes, sir.'

And he was off again, wading through treacle deep enough to drown any normal human being. But not Indestructible Anderson, impervious to any danger. That made him a liability, thought Rebus, sifting through the piles of paper on his desk, which were meant to be in some system of order.

Cars. Anderson wanted cars, and cars he would have. There were swear-on-a-Bible descriptions of a man in a blue Escort, a white Capri, a purple Mini, a yellow BMW, a silver TR7, a converted ambulance, an ice-cream van (the telephone-caller sounding Italian and wishing to remain anonymous), and a great big Rolls-Royce with personalized number plates. Yes, let's put them all into the computer and have it run a check of every blue Escort, white Capri, and Rolls-Royce in Britain. And with all that information at our fingertips. . . then what? More door-to-door, more gathering of telephone-calls and 69 interviews, more paperwork and bulls.h.i.t. Never mind, Anderson would swim through it all, indomitable amidst all the craziness of his personal world, and at the end of it all he would come out looking clean and shiny and untouchable, like an advertis.e.m.e.nt for washing powder. Three cheers.

Hip hip Rebus had not enjoyed bulls.h.i.t during his Army days either, and there had been plenty of it then. But he had been a good soldier, a very good soldier, when finally they had got down to soldiering. But then, in a fit of madness, he had applied to join the Special Air Squadron, and there had been very little bulls.h.i.t there, and an incredible amount of savagery. They had made him run from the railway station to the camp behind a sergeant in his jeep. They had tortured him with twenty-hour marches, brutal instructors, the works. And when Gordon Reeve and he had made the grade, the SAS had tested them just that little bit further, just that inch too far, confining them, interrogating them, starving them, poisoning them, and all for a little piece of worthless information, a few words that would show they had cracked. Two naked, shivering animals with sacks tied over their heads, lying together to keep warm.

'I want that list in an hour, Rebus,' called Anderson, walking past again. He would have his list. He would have his pound of flesh.

Jack Morton arrived back, looking foot-weary and not at all amused with life. He slouched across to Rebus, a sheaf of papers under his arm, a cigarette in the other hand.

'Look at this,' he said, lifting his leg. Rebus saw the foot-long gash in the material.

'What happened to you then?'

'What do you think? I got chased by a great f.u.c.king alsatian, that's what happened to me. Will I get a penny for this? Will I h.e.l.l.'

'You could try claiming for it anyway.'

'What's the point? I'd just be made to look stupid.'

Morton dragged a chair across to the table.

'What are you working on?' he asked, seating himself with visible relief.

'Cars. Lots of them.'

70 'Fancy a drink later on?'

Rebus looked at his watch, considering.

'Might do, Jack. Thing is, I'm hoping to make a date for tonight.'

'With the ravishing Inspector Templer?'

'How did you know that?' Rebus was genuinely surprised. 'Come on, John. You can't keep that sort of thing a secret- not from policemen. Better watch your step, mind. Rules and regulations, you know.'

'Yes, I know. Does Anderson know about this?'