Pompeii. Part 15

But the heat seemed to loosen tongues as well as muscles, and before many minutes Ocea.n.u.s had resumed their conversation, including the others in the bath. "Our newest citizen, Portius Cato, seems dissatisfied with the city's current leadership."

Curious eyes shifted toward him, then away, ever casual. Silence followed, so still that Cato could hear the condensation on the vaulted ceiling run down its ribbed channels into the narrow gutter at the floor. He tried to relax in the steamy heat, but his nerves were strung taut.

"Perhaps a change is called for." This from a man unknown to Cato.

With that, the conversation opened, and serious talk of the election began. Cato found himself the center of their attention, and used the opportunity to expound on his developing ideas for the city, for the changes he would enact, for the fresh breeze of integrity that needed to blow through the corrupt streets.

"You will need something big to announce your candidacy." Ocea.n.u.s wiped condensation from his brow. "Something that will show people who you really are."

Cato gripped the side of the pool where they sat. "I have a plan."

Sometime later, after they had been oiled and sc.r.a.ped by slaves and had moved to the frigidarium for the cold plunge, Cato dried off and dressed, anxious to get to his next destination, where he would begin to put the plan into action that his new friends in the baths had endorsed.

Stepping from the bath complex into the mucky street was like a descent from the heavens into the unclean world of mortals, but Cato took little notice. He strode through the street that ran parallel to the Forum, not wanting to be waylaid by anyone, and reached the theater and the barracks behind it in a few minutes. So occupied was he with his plan that he didn't slow as he entered the training field, and found himself in the center of a dozen men pitched in mock battles.

"Whoa!" One of the men held up a hand and the others lowered theirs to let him pa.s.s. He glanced at each, but Ariella was not among them. This close, they were huge, most of them. How did Ariella even train against them? He turned to watch them, his eyes following every memorized move, his mind naming each tactic as it was executed. But he had other business.

There, at the end of the field, training alone against the wooden post. She looked so small down there, so isolated.

He tracked through the green gra.s.s to reach her. If she saw him, she gave no indication until he was upon her. Her dark hair was growing out a bit since the first time he'd seen her here. If it were up to him, she would not need to chop it again.

"Ari." He said it quietly, but still she jumped and twirled, her wooden sword at the ready.

He grinned and held up a palm. "Friend, not foe."

She jabbed her sword into the gra.s.s. "What do you want?"

He exhaled. "I-I have an idea. I need your help."

"How could I possibly help you?"

"I am going to run for duovir."

She shrugged and lifted her sword as if to go on practicing. "Some kind of city official, right?"

Cato bit the inside of his cheek. She was not Roman, nor Pompeiian. Why should she care about the city's governing bodies? He needed to reframe his proposal. "I have a way to help you, that will also coincide with the announcement of my candidacy."

She narrowed her dark eyes, and her lips tightened with suspicion. "Help me?"

"The upcoming games. I know that they are scheduled to be small, more of an exhibition, since no one has yet offered to sponsor something larger. But I am going to sponsor a grand display, and the centerpiece of it will be to show the people something they have never seen."

She straightened and stared him down. "A woman in the arena?" Her voice was low, but it carried the tone of fury, not conspiracy.

"It will be perfect. I am trying to show the city that I am the man to bring something new, to make changes. Giving them this extraordinary thing will set them talking, and it will keep you safe. Once they know, you will never be killed by an opponent."

She advanced on him, her eyes twin fires, dark and furious. "You will ruin everything!"

Cato tried to touch her arm but she stepped back. "No, don't you see-"

Her chest rose and fell under her brown leather, her anger barely harnessed. "Stop trying to help me, Portius Cato. You think you can save the world, but you cannot save me. I will make my own way!"

His own anger sparked in response. "And you know nothing but the fight. Are you too proud to see that you have need of someone to save you?"

She came at him again, shoving against him, her face turned up so that her full lips were just beneath his chin. "Drusus has scheduled me to fight Floronius. I am on the verge of making myself known as a fighter. To reveal myself now, before the city knows my name, would destine me to fighting dwarves and animals forever. A one-time surprise, soon forgotten. And then where will your help be?"

He grabbed her arms, but she yanked them away. She was like an injured animal, so quick to retreat. The sun seemed to flush him with heat suddenly, and he rubbed at the back of his neck, then paced a few steps away and back.

"You are too stubborn, Ari. It will get you killed."

"And what is that to you, Cato?"

He stopped before her. What, indeed?

"I will tell you." She poked at his chest with her forefinger. "You cannot pa.s.s by someone in trouble without playing the savior. It's the only thing that makes you feel like a man, isn't it? Righting the wrongs of the world? Saving the women? Your sister, me. Well, you can keep your supposed help and find some other way to win your precious election. I want none of it."

The lanista approached, preventing Cato from barking a response. The aging fighter peeled an orange as he walked, tossing sections between yellowed teeth. "Portius Cato." His words were m.u.f.fled by the mouthful of orange. "You favor us yet again. I see you have found your little pet."

The leer and wink made the man's meaning clear. Cato had paid far too much attention, and too much money, for Drusus to believe his interest in the young fighter was merely as an athlete. Beside him he sensed Ariella's tension, even her contempt-for him as much as Drusus.

"I am thinking of sponsoring your next exhibition, Drusus. And I will want it to be spectacular."

The man's bushy eyebrows shot upward, and then his head tilted back to the blue sky, as if he lifted a prayer of thanks to the G.o.ds above. "Shall we go somewhere to speak, then?"

Cato bowed, and followed the man. He looked back once to Ariella, where she remained motionless, watching him with those dark and furious eyes.

CHAPTER 23.

It was done. He was committed. A quick appearance before the tribunes in the Forum offices to register his intention to run as duovir, then a couple of days of circulating through the city's elite and the heads of guilds, and the name of Portius Cato was soon on the lips of every Pompeiian. Already his slogan of "something you've never seen before" had been painted on city walls and repeated in meetings both public and clandestine. Cato moved through the churning tidepool of the Forum, gripping arms and greeting town leaders, and forced back anxious thoughts over what he planned for Ariella and the anger he had seen in her eyes.

The extent of Maius's hold on the town became more evident, giving Cato cause for worry. Numerous men had expressed a desire for new leadership, but also given him to know that they would not, could not, support him publically. Maius either controlled their source of income or held something over them they could not see revealed. Many had been muscled into submission by Maius's enforcers, and these could be swayed to vote for Cato, but there still remained a large block that would not be moved.

But at least the money had ceased to be an issue. Support from both the Fruitsellers Guild and the Jewelers Guild had flowed toward him, enabling him to announce his extravagant offer of games and a hunt in the arena, and ensuring that he would have funds needed for his campaign. He began to taste success already, though there was still much to do. Within a few days the city had begun to buzz with talk of Cato's "something new" and the games where he would surprise them all.

But the taste of success was soured by worry over his sister. Every day Lucius brought sc.r.a.ps of news, and Octavia and Isabella hung on each word, wringing meaning from every phrase until Lucius would hold up his hands and plead for them to cease. But for Cato, it was not enough, and he longed to see for himself that Portia was still well, as the Christians claimed.

And so his feet took him to the house of Europa and her husband Seneca, the night before the big event, and his heart told him it was only for Portia, that it had nothing to do with the chance of seeing Ariella there, in that place where race and cla.s.s seemed of little import.

The doors of the house were closed, and when the large Persian answered his knock, he shook his head at Cato's inquiry. "They do not meet here this night."

"Elsewhere, then?"

But the slave seemed reluctant to part with secrets. He left Cato standing inside the doors and retreated into the house. Europa's husband appeared moments later, trailing the Persian.

Cato cleared his throat. "I'd like to meet with them again. For news of my sister. I want to see her."

The man c.o.c.ked his head to the side, studied Cato, then nodded. "Come."

Through dark streets Cato followed the man, studying the "cat's eyes," the diamond-shaped white stones embedded in the sidewalk to catch the moonlight and guide the traveler. They reached a narrow doorway, where Seneca pushed into the house and beckoned Cato to join him.

The house was one of a poor man, only a few rooms and these small. Could the whole group be meeting here? Cato worried that he would not encounter those who had helped his sister. The front room was empty, but Cato could hear the group in the secondary room, and when they crossed the threshold, it seemed that they were all here, crowded and packed into the dingy room like slaves transported in the hull of a ship.

The room had gone silent at their arrival, and Cato found a slice of s.p.a.ce against the wall and leaned one shoulder against it, his body touching those on either side. He scanned faces for a short-haired woman, but she was not present. A girl about Isabella's age caught his eye, familiar for some reason, but she looked away, as if wanting to remain unseen. Cato studied her for several moments. Where had he seen her before?

"Portius Cato joins us for news of his sister." Seneca nodded in his direction.

Smiles lit the faces of a few, and reports were given that Portia somehow thrived in the cells, and that good food and clean water had been brought for her daily.

Cato bowed his head, emotion tightening his throat. "You are good people. Thank you."

Seneca spoke from beside his wife. "Cato, I believe I speak for the group when I say that you are supported here in your bid for election."

Cato lifted his head, surprised. Christians were often accused of being enemies of Rome, of seeking to subvert all that was good about the Empire. "I will have your votes?"

"Our votes and whatever else we can give." There were murmurs of agreement around the room, and Cato noticed the old man, Ariella's friend, on a mat near Seneca. He bent to the p.r.o.ne man, who appeared to be speaking to him, then straightened. "Will you stay for our meeting, Cato? We would be glad to have you."

Cato did not miss the looks of surprise that traveled the room. "I would be honored."

And this was truth. He was honored to be invited. They were a mystery sect, and their rites were closed to outsiders. He was fascinated and curious, but even more than that, his heart was being drawn to these people. Discreet inquiries around town had uncovered more than concern for those possessed by evil, trapped in prison, or hungry. It seemed they also cared for orphans or widows, shared their wealth with the poor, performed healings, and welcomed prost.i.tutes into their midst.

This last particularly interested him, given his mother's activities. Octavia had her own reasons for helping, but she could never seem to make a permanent change. Yet Cato saw clear evidence that women once enslaved to the brothel now joined the sect, somehow free. And above all this humanitarian effort, or perhaps behind it, was something even more. It was the look he had seen on the faces of those who had perished in the games of the arena. Their willingness to die for what they believed made him ache for something so powerful, so important, something to live for.

Despite his insistence on standing like so many others, Cato was placed on a seat near the old Jeremiah. "How do you fare?" he asked, thinking to carry a message to Ariella.

Jeremiah smiled and patted his hip with a wrinkled hand. "Better. I am healing. Have you seen her?"

So the old man also knows her secret. The realization bothered him. The knowledge did not belong to him alone. "She is well, also. But determined to fight those who outmatch her."

Jeremiah chuckled. "In size only. She has the heart of a mighty warrior."

That she does.

"I sense you also have been called to fight a battle." Jeremiah's hand reached up to grasp Cato's with surprising strength. "And that is why you are here."

"I did not think I would be permitted to stay. I have heard you are a secretive people."

Jeremiah studied him, head c.o.c.ked. "It does no good to force answers on those who do not yet ask questions."

Perceptive man. Cato's questions had begun in Rome, in the home of his uncle, and had carried him here, to this house. A young man at the other side of the room began to speak, and Cato turned his attention there.

Strange religion, this was, with no temple, no incense, no sacrifices. They had come from the wealth of Europa's and Seneca's home to the cramped poverty of this one, but did not seem to notice. In fact, the house seemed like a pool of still water in the midst of the city.

Cato listened first with curiosity, interested to learn more about this strange sect that had captured his uncle's allegiance. But as the evening wore on, and the words of the speaker took on fuller meaning, he began to see that this new religion that had begun as a splinter of Judaism was not a Jewish religion any longer, and that the invitation it extended was for all people. Something about the way the man described their prophet, the Messiah, appealed to more than his mind but also his heart. There was a sense of belonging in this community that he had never before encountered.

Too soon the meeting ended, concluding with a song sung by the group, a deep and haunting melody that left Cato with a profound sense of emptiness, and yet was wonderful to hear.

They would try to slip him into a cell tomorrow, they told him. After the games had ended. Cato gripped hands in grat.i.tude once more, and returned to his home, full of the teachings of the Way, of this Jesus they claimed had been a G.o.d-turned-flesh, not in the fantastical stories of the Roman pantheon, but in a true and real way, walking here among men only fifty years ago. And with some who knew him still able to testify to his death, to his burial. To his resurrection.

But it was too much to puzzle through tonight, and Cato found his bed and fell asleep thinking more of tomorrow's performance than yesterday's prophets.

The morning dawned with a red sky in the east, an ill omen for a sea town. Cato dressed hurriedly, kissed his mother and Isabella, and headed for the arena. The muscles between his shoulders had already grown tight before he crossed half the city, like an icy hand gripped his neck. Today's event weighted him. It was critical that he impress the citizens with the chance for something new. All the while, Ariella's anger nipped at his conscience, making his head spin.

A quick stop in his vineyard found Remus supervising his field slaves in the pruning, trying to make the most of the vines he had left. Cato stopped out of guilt and duty rather than desire, then left the vineyard to cross to the arena's ma.s.sive circular wall. He was a man of a single pa.s.sion, and he had already set aside his grapes to pursue a different harvest, sweet wine for a city too accustomed to bitter.

He pa.s.sed the outer steps that led to tiered seating and crossed under the ma.s.sive tan and black stone arch where the fighters and princ.i.p.als entered. Once inside, wide corridors led in either direction, circling the arena under a series of arches. The amphitheater at Pompeii was the oldest in the Empire, built over one hundred fifty years ago, and it held a timeworn charm. Though Vespasian's colossal Flavian Amphitheater was nearly completed in Rome, with ma.s.sive underground tunnels and even a water flow that could flood the arena, Cato found this smaller arena a better forum for winning a town.

He pa.s.sed the corridors with only a glance, for ahead in the yellowish sand he could see that the fighters had already arrived. Dozens of pairs spread out over the elliptical sand, surrounded by all that marble seating, blinding white without the thousands of spectators. Tapestries were draped over the sides of the seating, down toward the sand. Slaves hung garlands of woven leaves along the ledge.

He stood under the arched stone, half shadow and half sunlit, and watched the fighters as they warmed their muscles in preparation for the event. Across the sand, Drusus paced and screamed instructions, but the clash of their swords drowned his words.

It was like a dance, these pairs of men, thrusting and parrying in rhythm, and for a moment all their movements seemed to synchronize, as though the dance had been ch.o.r.eographed. It was beautiful to watch.

But then the spell broke, and the fighters drew apart. Cato inhaled, hardening his determination, and crossed the sand to Drusus to work out the final details of when he would speak to the crowd. He forced himself to ignore Ariella, though he was well aware of her place in the sand. And did she watch him as he walked?

Indeed, when he had finished with Drusus and turned back toward the end of the arena, Ariella stalked over to him, her lips tight and her cheeks a mottled red.

"What are you going to do?"

Cato looked sideways, knowing they drew attention. "It is for your own good-"

"Do not dare to speak to me of my good!" Her nostrils flared and her voice was a low growl. "I have been taking care of myself for many years before you came along, Portius Cato. I know what is best for me, and I do not want your help!" The last few words were spat on him, and Cato rubbed at his clenched jaw.

He had nothing to say, and so pushed past her and tried to walk away. She trotted backward alongside him, then blocked his exit. "So that is it? The great Cato will do what he wants?" She shoved a fist at his chest. "Then do not speak to me of doing it for my good. We both know this is about your own glory, about making a name for yourself, and using me to do it. But know this, Cato. By tomorrow I will be nothing more than the plaything of this troupe, and I will lay the blame at your feet."

He searched her eyes for any sign of weakness. "What are you talking about?"

"I told you days ago. If you reveal me this day, before I have won the crowd's loyalty, you will have your surprise, and then they shall forget me. But the rest of the fighters-" she waved her sword around the arena where the matched pairs loitered or sparred-"they will not forget. And what do you think will happen to one small woman housed with a hundred men?"

Cato swallowed, his stomach rebelling. He had not thought of that. Perhaps he had not thought. "I promised the people something they'd never seen . . ."

She drew herself up until she seemed as tall as he. "Then do what you must." She turned her back and headed for the corridors on the far side of the arena.

Cato watched her go, his heart beating with heaviness that seemed to have lost its right rhythm. The tightness in his jaw and shoulders spread to every muscle. I have made a mistake.

He had set everything on this event today, funneling funds into it and making claims that he would impress the people. He had fooled himself into thinking he did it for Ariella's protection.

He saw now that she was right. He was exploiting her for his own purpose. The vileness of his action churned in his stomach and climbed up into his chest, then plummeted. He stood in the center of the sand, with the well-trained fighters ranging around him- And felt as though he were being torn apart.