Live To Tell Part 32

"Thursday evening."

The nurse glanced at the report. "Danielle worked that night. In fact, she pulled a double, working night shift on Thursday and day shift on Friday."

"What time is night shift?"

"Seven to seven."

D.D. considered the matter. The Harringtons had presumably died around dinnertime. Considering how long it would take to subdue an entire family, clean up, make it from Dorchester to Cambridge ... "What time did she clock in?" D.D. asked.

"Danielle arrived at six-thirty and prepared for her shift."

"And Friday night?"

Karen thinned her lips. "Technically speaking, Danielle concluded her day shift at seven p.m. She remained on the unit, however, debriefing with me, then catching up on paperwork until after eleven. At which time she was involved in an altercation with Lucy, who had a violent episode."

"The bruises on Danielle's neck," D.D. said, remembering.

"Exactly. So while Danielle was not on the clock, she was here, and I have it doc.u.mented, per hospital policy."

D.D.'s turn to thin her lips. Meaning Danielle had alibis for both the Harrington and Laraquette-Solis murders.

"She was working last night when Lucy disappeared," D.D. said.

"Correct."

"Now, call me crazy, but you're saying she worked Thursday night, Friday day-lingering until after eleven p.m.-then was back for Sat.u.r.day night shift. That's a lot of hours in a short span of time."

"Our staff tends to lump their shifts, pulling doubles in order to maximize their days off. Work-three-days, play-five kind of thing."

D.D. stared at the nurse administrator.

"Danielle is also a workaholic," Karen conceded. "Particularly this time of year."

"Who else knows her history?" D.D. asked.

"Everyone."

"Everyone?"

"She's infamous, even by our drama-rich standards. Most of the parents hear about her past sooner or later, as well. Gossip, rumors. People are people."

"What about Gym Coach Greg? Was he working Thursday night? Or Friday?"

A fresh perusal of the time sheet. "Not Thursday night. On Friday, he had the day shift. Seven a.m. to seven p.m. Of course, he was also working last night, when Lucy ..." The nurse's voice trailed off.

D.D. digested that. So Danielle had an alibi for the Harrington and Laraquette-Solis murders, but not Greg. Good to know. She adopted her conversational tone again. "So who do you think'll be next?"

"Excuse me?"

D.D. shrugged. "The Harringtons were murdered Thursday night. The Laraquette-Solis family was murdered Friday night. Lucy was hanged Sat.u.r.day night." D.D. glanced at her watch. "It's now nearly five o'clock. I figure we got, what, one hour, two, three, then it's time for Sunday-night action. Another child here? Another family out there? Clock's ticking. Place your bets."

Karen stared at her, wide-eyed.

"You think I'm messing around?" D.D. asked. "You think I have nothing better to do than terrorize a bunch of hardworking professionals on a pediatric psych ward? Families are dying. Children are being murdered. Now, start telling me what the f.u.c.k is going on, so my squad can shut it down. Five o'clock, Karen. Don't ask me who'll be dead by six."

Then, almost as if someone had heard her words, the first scream sounded from outside the Admin area. It was followed by a second, a third. High-pitched, frantic wails that swiftly disintegrated into a whole chorus of terrified shrieks.

"Common area," Karen said immediately. She was already out of her chair, grabbing the keys around her neck, running for the door.

D.D. was right on her heels. She could just make out words now. "Devil!" the children were screaming. "Diablo. Esta aqui. Esta aqui. The Devil is here."

CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT.

VICTORIA.

I dream of distant beaches. Of silky white sand that sinks beneath my feet. Of turquoise waves rocking against the sh.o.r.eline. Of a deep-orange sun warming my upturned face.

I dream of walking with my husband, hand in hand.

Our children are running ahead, laughing together happily. Evan's golden curls stand out in the bright sunlight, Chelsea's darker-topped head bent near his. They dig a hole with a stick, just out of reach of the lapping ocean.

Then Evan reaches over and casually pushes his sister into the hole. The sand collapses, swallowing her in one greedy gulp. Laughing, Evan runs back toward us. Now I realize he doesn't hold a stick, but a long pointed blade. He aims it at his father, and picks up speed, the phantom dancing in his eyes as he races across the opalescent beach.

"You're mine," he says to me as he runs his father through. "You will always be mine."

Then he advances with the b.l.o.o.d.y sword....

I wake up to a strange beeping sound. The high-pitched tone hurts my ears. I squeeze my eyes shut as if that will dull the sound. It doesn't, so I open them again, becoming aware of many things at once.

I'm in a hospital room. My side aches with a nearly impossible pain. Monitors surround me, with wires and lines sprouting from my left hand. I'm hot. I'm confused. I have no idea what has happened to me.

Then I discover belatedly that Michael's asleep in a chair next to my bed.

While I stare at him in bewilderment, he slowly rouses, glancing at me, then performing a double-take when he realizes I'm awake.

"Victoria?" he says in a raspy voice.

"Evan?" I ask in panic.

Immediately, Michael's face shudders. He climbs out of the chair, wearing the same khaki shorts and Brooks Brothers shirt he wore to my house. This confuses me more. What day is it? What's happened to me?

"How do you feel?" he asks, crossing to the bed, glancing at the monitors, as if they mean something to him.

I swallow once, twice, three times. "Th-thirsty."

"I'll ring for a nurse."

I nod. He pushes a b.u.t.ton. "Evan?" I try again.

"He's okay."

"Chelsea?"

"She's at home. With Melinda. What do you remember?"

I shake my head. I don't remember. But then it comes back to me. Sitting down on the couch next to my sun-drunk child. Feeling a little sleepy. The sudden pain in my side ...

My hand drops down to my ribs. Sure enough, my left side is covered in a swathe of gauze. I don't have to touch it to feel the pain, the red, swollen mess of it. My son stabbed me.

"The knife penetrated your liver," Michael tells me, as if reading my thoughts. "If the EMTs hadn't gotten you here in time for emergency surgery, you would've died."

"Evan?" I ask for the third time.

"Do you understand me, Victoria? You would've died."

A nurse appears. She bustles in, picking up my wrist, checking my pulse even though some c.u.mbersome plastic object attached to my fingertip must be telling her the same thing. "How do you feel?" she asks, studying the monitors.

"Thirsty."

"I can bring you ice chips. If you hold those down, next we can attempt water. Sound like a plan?"

I nod. She exits, returning quickly with half a cup of ice chips. I take them sparingly, realizing the increasing discomfort in my abdomen. I've never been good with anesthesia. Ice chips probably are the best I can do.

"Doctor will be in to talk to you shortly," she says. Then the nurse is gone and Michael and I are staring at each other again.

"Thank you for coming," I manage. I don't know what else to say.

He shrugs. "Someone had to come. It was either me or your mother."

We both know what he means. My mother would've pulled the plug. I'm not a daughter to her. More like the compet.i.tion. At least I used to be. It's been so long since she's visited me or her grandkids, she has no idea how far I've fallen.

"Evan?" I try yet again.

"Evan's okay."

"He didn't mean to-" I start.

Michael holds up a hand. His face is the angriest I've ever seen. "You know why I left?" he said abruptly. "You know why I took Chelsea and got the h.e.l.l out of our home?"

I shake my head. His anger frightens me.

"Because I figured it was only a matter of time before I had to kill my son in order to protect my wife and daughter. And call me crazy, but I didn't want to kill Evan. Dammit, I love him, too, Victoria. I've always loved him, too."

I don't know what to say.

"Do you know what you've done to him?" he continues, the force of his emotions causing his voice to tremble. "He's eight, and he now has to deal with the knowledge that he stabbed his own mother. That he nearly killed you. He's just a kid, for Christ's sake. How's he supposed to handle that? With everything else going on in his f.u.c.ked-up head, how the h.e.l.l is he ever supposed to deal with that?"

I don't know what to say.

"I thought you'd died. I got the call, and the way the emergency room nurse was talking ... I raced all the way here thinking you were dead. That Evan had murdered you. Then I run into the emergency room, and the police have a million questions and the doctors have a million questions. I can't even see you; you've already been whisked away to the operating room. And Evan's shackled to a hospital bed. They've got him cuffed and everything. My son. My little boy..."

Michael's voice breaks. He turns away from me, walks toward the wall, and stares at it for a bit.

"I had to call Darren," he says at last, referring to an old college friend who'd become an attorney. "I had to get legal advice for Evan. That's where we are with things, Victoria."

"He didn't mean-" I try again.

Michael whirls around. "Shut up. Just shut up. I don't care that you're hurt. I don't care that you almost died. I want to hurt you worse, Victoria. I want to slap you until you realize once and for all that your denial is destroying our son. Evan did mean to hurt you. He intentionally stole that G.o.dd.a.m.n knife out of the drying rack. He cleverly slipped it inside the fabric on the underside of the sofa, where you wouldn't find it. And he carefully retrieved it during an opportune moment, just so he could drive it through your ribs."

"How do you know all that? How can you possibly know?"

"Because he told me."

I stare at him, slack-jawed, disbelieving.

"He's broken. He answered my questions by rote. There's no light in his eyes. He stabbed you, but he broke himself. And I don't know if we'll get him back. Sure this was better than an inst.i.tution, Vic?"

The bitterness of his words hurts, just as he intends. I feel the full force of his helplessness. The buried rage from all the times I overrode him, shut him out of the parenting process because I didn't agree with his solutions, couldn't let go of my own notions of what was best for my child. I'm the nurturer. Michael, the fixer. We were doomed from the start.

"Did ... did they arrest Evan?" I ask, shifting a little in the bed, trying to get comfortable. I feel queasy, but that might be from the conversation as much as the aftereffects of the anesthesia.

"I'm sure an arrest warrant is only a matter of time. At the moment, however, given his fragile mental state, he's been hospitalized."

I stare at him in confusion. "Where?"

"Upstairs. Turns out this medical center has a locked-down pediatric psych ward on the eighth floor. Evan's now a patient."

My eyes widen. Once again Michael holds up a hand. "I don't want to hear it. I had Darren pull our divorce decree. I still have custodial rights to Evan and, given your current physical and emotional state, I'll take you to court and demand full custody if I have to. Our son's experienced a psychotic break. He's upstairs and he's gonna stay there."

"He's just a child-"

"Which is why it's a pediatric ward. And, since you asked so nicely, it's an excellent acute-care program. Highly recommended, considered very progressive in its approach to mentally ill kids. You can visit anytime you want, a.s.suming you get yourself healed enough to get out of bed."

"b.a.s.t.a.r.d."

"I wish I'd become one sooner," he says flatly. "Maybe then we could've avoided this."

"I'm not a bad mom," I whisper after a moment. It seems a stupid thing to say, given that I've just been stabbed by my own child.

But Michael seems to understand. His face smooths, some of the tension seeps from his shoulders. He sighs, rubs his forehead. Sighs again. "No, you're not a bad mom, Vic. And I'm not a bad dad, and Evan, when he's Evan, is not a bad kid. And yet, here we are."